There would never be enough kisses.
The flat of his palm stroked over her upper chest, bare above the boned bodice of her gown, and he dipped his fingers just inside the lace to graze the tops of her breasts. Her skin was warm and soft.
When he lifted his face to stare down at her, her eyes were bright and heavy, her lips slightly parted. “You are so fucking beautiful, JoEllen.”
“You make me feel that way,” she replied softly.
He kissed her while his fingers moved to the buttons on the back of her dress. There were dozens of them and halfway down, his hands started to shake. In an effort to calm himself, he took a deep breath.
“I’ve never wanted anything in my life more than I want you.” Resting his cheek against her hair, he added, “I won’t rush a single moment.”
Returning to the row of buttons, he wanted to shout in victory when the last one was undone. Slipping the tiny straps from her shoulders, he slid his hands inside the opening of her dress and moved the sides apart.
It dropped into a puddle at her feet and he lifted her out so he could pick it up and lay it over a chair in the corner. As he turned, he took in the vision of what she’d been wearing under the dress.
Holden almost hit his knees.
Her upper body was encased in a satin and lace bustier with lace garters that attached to silk thigh-high stockings. Her panties matched and the satin hung low on her hips and across her stomach. With the heeled pumps and her hair loose, she was every man’s fantasy come to life.
“Please give me strength not to act like a fifteen-year-old with my first skin mag,” he whispered and she blushed brightly. He gave her a self-mocking smile. “I didn’t mean to say that out loud. Jo…oh my lord.”
She clasped her fingers together in front of her and he reminded himself, as he would several times over their first night together, that everything was new to her.
Moving closer to her, he cupped her face and kissed her slowly, deeply, until she unlaced her fingers and put them in his hair.
Tracing the top line of the bustier made her gasp softly. His hands at her neck and waist, he guided her toward the bed subtly. He helped her lower to the edge and went down on one knee to detach her garters from the top of each stocking. He removed the heels and took his time rolling the silk down her legs. Massaging her muscles from hip to ankle, a dozen images flickered through his mind.
“Long and so strong.” His face lifted and their eyes locked. “I can’t wait to feel them wrapped around me, Jo.”
Her eyes were wide as he gently nudged her knees apart so he could move between them. His belly pressed against the cradle of her and every cell in his body reacted to the heat, the dampness, and the slight smell of feminine musk.
Willing his hands to still, he untied the bustier, unlacing it slowly. When it was loose, he held it in place for a moment before separating the two sides to expose her breasts.
Holden’s eyes darted down and his dick twitched at the sight of tightly furled dark pink nipples. Her bright green eyes darkened as he cupped the firm mounds in his palms, relished the perfect fit, and plumped them.
She whimpered when he stroked his thumbs over the peaks and they hardened further. Her inner thighs flexed against his sides and he pressed back the roaring need to be inside her, to take her, to make her his in every way.
Jo slid her hands over his shoulders, up his neck, and into his hair. She wanted another kiss and he gave it willingly. As she kissed him, she tugged his shirt from the waist of his pants and separated the remaining buttons with hands that trembled violently.
She pushed it from his shoulders and flattened her palms against the bare skin of his upper body. “You’re so warm, Holden. You feel incredible.”
He released her breasts and trailed his hands down her torso to the tops of her thighs. “So do you, Jo. Warm and silky.”
Pulling her to her feet in front of him, he kissed her belly button. The garter and panties were slipped off gently and tossed away as his arms wrapped around her legs and ass.
He laid his cheek on her stomach and hugged her hard while she raked her nails through his hair. It gave him a full body chill. Nuzzling his cheek against the trimmed blond hair that covered her mound, he gave her the same sensation.
Holden felt like he was going to crawl out of his own skin with need. One moment she was standing on the floor, the next she was on her back on the bed. The movement was fast and he followed, crouching over her on all fours.
His wife’s lips were parted in surprise and obvious excitement and it ramped him up further. His wife…even the word made his cock throb.
“I’m feeling primitive, almost animalistic.” He took her mouth hungrily and she met his attention with hunger of her own. Fucking take her…
Clamping down on his control, he resisted when she tried to get him to lower his upper body. Instead, he started to move over her skin, kissing and massaging as he went. Her fingers tightened in his hair.
“Holden…I ache.”
Lifting his face, he raked her hair back from her flushed cheek with a gentle smile. “It’s alright. Let me give you the attention you deserve, Jo. This is about you.”
“I want to touch you…” Her breath was a soft pant and he loved how responsive she was to his touch, his kisses.
“Not yet…not yet, honey. I need to take care of you first. Let me love you, Jo.”
Stretching up, he kissed her quickly to keep from getting distracted. Slipping his palm beneath her, he pressed between her shoulder blades to hold her to him.
His lips coasted along her jaw, her neck, the valley between her breasts, before settling over her nipple and sucking it to the roof of his mouth. Lowering his hips to the bed between her legs, the heat of her made his jaw clench. Her nails kneaded his scalp and she tried to get pressure against her center by rocking against his belly.
“Holden…oh god. I can’t believe how good you feel.”
Looking up with a slow smile, he cupped her breasts in his palms. “You talk. I love that you’re a talker, Jo. I’m going to love you down until you’re slick and ready for me.”
He went back to sucking her nipples until her moans matched the rhythm of his mouth. Her thighs tightened and released against his sides.
“Please…Holden.”
A last lick over each nipple and he moved lower, stroking his tongue into the little indentation of her belly button. Her hands clenched in his hair.
“I want you inside me, Holden. I need you.” The heat on the back of his neck, the throbbing in his balls, the way her nails felt on his scalp, and the scent of her made him insane for the same thing.
He had to wait. She needed to be ready. “Soon…focus on your pleasure, Jo.”
His lips kissed her from one hip to the other and scraped the soft skin with his teeth. The flat of his palms settled on her inner thighs and pushed her legs wide to take her in.
Embarrassed, she tried to close them.
“Jo…that is the prettiest pussy I’ve ever seen.” He hovered above her, his weight on his forearm as he traced his fingers over her. His eyes moved slowly up the length of her body to settle on her face. “Did you go to the spa?”
She nodded as her face flamed.
“They left just the right amount of hair so I can see every perfect, plump fold.” His nails raked through the small patch of soft blonde hair. Jo tugged her lip between her teeth shyly. “I’m a talker, too. You’ll get used to it.”
“I like the way you talk.”
“Your little clit is so hard and swollen.” He gave her a wink. “It needs to be sucked.”
Using one hand to separate the silken folds, he used the other to stroke over the entrance of her body as he kissed and nibbled her outer lips. His first lick over her clit made her hands fist in the bedding. Then he sucked the little nub between his lips and was proud she’d be the last lover in his life.
After a solid minute, he murmured, “So much to touch and taste. I thi
nk you like this.”
“I’m begging you, Holden…”
“No need to beg, pretty girl. I’m happy to give you what you need.”
He stretched out and dipped his tongue into her tight channel, stroking shallowly as the walls spasmed around him.
Then she whimpered his name a moment before her entire body rode the intense orgasm. Her nipples furled tighter still and the climax coiled her muscles from her heels to her shoulders. She screamed and one of her hands went into his hair, holding it tightly.
“Yes…let it take you, Jo.”
Holden returned to licking and sucking her clit, driving her higher and higher. A thick finger slipped just inside her pussy, her natural lubricant slicking the movement. For just a moment, his mind zoned on how his cock would feel buried in her wet heat.
“You taste so fucking amazing. I want to make you come again.” He moved slowly, easily, and added a second finger to the first. She hissed at the unfamiliar thickness. “I need to stretch you. I don’t want to hurt you.”
Need to be inside her…give me strength.
* * * * *
Jo felt him stroke into her deeper as his mouth worked magic over her folds. She knew she would beg for his mouth on her in the future and wanted her mouth on him.
Every sensation layered one on top of the other until she was dizzy with input.
She gasped at the pressure as Holden built her up hard and fast, moving deeper still at the peak of her second climax, adding a third finger inside with less resistance. He never slowed his thrusts, never stopped working her clit with his lips and tongue, dragging her orgasm out for a long time.
As her body relaxed to the bed, he slowed, scissoring his fingers as he stroked out to stretch her further. Resting his cheek on her inner thigh, he used both hands to touch and pet her.
“I love you so much, JoEllen. I never knew I could love and need someone as much as I do you. There isn’t anything about you that doesn’t make me crazy with want.”
Jo raked her fingers through his hair. “Holden, please…please come up here so I can touch you.” He raised his face to stare at her. “I need to touch you so bad.” Desperation bubbled up after so many months of holding back and her eyes burned with unshed tears. “I can’t take it anymore. Please, Holden.”
He shifted, licked her once more from the entrance of her pussy to her clit, and sucked the taste of her from his fingers as he crawled up her body. She was shaking all over as he kissed her face and settled over her mouth.
Holding him too hard, her nails digging into his shoulders, she whispered at his ear, “Take the rest of your clothes off, Holden. I want to feel your skin against me.”
He hugged her tight, nodded, and got off the bed. She watched him as he stripped the socks, slacks, and boxer briefs away. When he stood upright, he paused, seeming to know she needed it from him. She went up on her elbows.
“I knew you would be beautiful.”
The slight blush her words caused was charming and she kept her eyes on his as he crawled up the bed. He gave her an open-mouthed kiss on the top of her foot, another on her knee, a lick over her clit, and a quick suck of one nipple before he settled into the cradle of her body.
Skin-to-skin for the first time, they kissed deeply, slowly as he gently rocked the hard ridge of his cock along her slick center. The way the broad head brushed her clit repeatedly made her breathe too fast.
“More, Holden.” He reached for a condom out of habit and she stopped him. “We don’t need it.” She could tell by the surprise on his face that he’d forgotten she couldn’t have children. “I want to feel all of you inside me. Take what belongs to you…what will always be yours.”
Notching himself at her entrance, Holden stared into her eyes and pressed forward. She tugged her lower lip between her teeth and wrapped her arms and legs around him, wanting to touch as much of his skin as possible.
Slowly he worked inside and when he was seated halfway, she was practically vibrating as her body stretched to take him.
“Jo…you’re so damn tight.”
She smiled. “You feel real good. I’m ready for you to move. I’m fine, I swear.” He pulled back and stroked into her slow and steady, again and again, until he was buried to his balls. “Don’t stop. This feels incredible.”
He rested his forehead against hers and stroked deep. “I have to give you one more with my cock inside you, Jo. I don’t know if I can hold on past that. I barely have control. Hot, wet, and tight as a fist. You’re killing me.”
“Holden…don’t hold back. You’ve given me so much already.” Still, hard above and inside her, he held her face and kissed her with love she could feel on every level.
“Your first time is going to be everything you deserve. Don’t worry about me.” His smile was adorable. “I promise…I’m enjoying myself more than you realize.”
That made her laugh, something she never expected during sex.
He went back on his knees, taking her with him as he sat on his heels. “That’s better. I can touch you all over. You feel so fucking incredible around me.”
Getting her knees under her, Jo helped him as she wrapped her arms around his neck. “You look wild and strong. You’re good at this and it’s much more…fun than I thought it would be.”
He grinned at her and it almost erased the tension on his face as he worked to hold back his own pleasure to give her more. “Thank god you find it fun and not a chore.”
“Can I do this instead of laundry? I’m cool with that any day of the week.”
He laughed and she hugged him tight as she kissed him possessively. She ran her hands over his upper body and kneaded muscles tight with tension. He was her man and she wanted him to feel as amazing as she did.
Leaning back to look into dark green eyes that had captivated her for so many months, she whispered shyly, “I can’t wait to feel you come inside me, Holden.”
Chapter Seventeen
Holden’s hands tensed and she felt the muscles of his thighs flex hard under her ass.
“You have no idea what you do to me, do you?”
“No but I can’t wait to learn.”
Using the strength of his upper body, he lifted her, withdrawing almost all the way before bringing her down as his hips thrust up to meet her. The impact caused her to gasp and he stared at her face.
“Okay?” She nodded and he set a rhythm, his thrusts steadily getting harder, deeper. “Sex shouldn’t hurt you inside. Do you know what I mean?”
Breathless and wanting, she answered, “You aren’t hurting me. Everything you do feels fantastic…don’t stop.”
“I want you to come for me.” His hand cupped her breast and he bent her back to take a hardened nipple to the roof of his mouth, using his hips to piston into her body as he held her immobile. “I love your pretty nipples. I’ve dreamed of sucking them.”
She dug her fingers into his scalp. “I can feel the way you’re drawing on me in my womb.” Her head dropped back on her shoulders and her eyes drifted shut.
“God, yes. Tighten on me, Jo. Cover my cock with your cream.”
“Holden. Come with me. Take what you want. Take it.” Her body slammed into his, tried to get air as she locked around him. “More.”
The sensation of being lowered to the bed made her eyes open and he didn’t look away as her skin touched the linens. Pulling back, he drove into her body as her orgasm hit the peak and dragged her along. It went on and on, milking him as he delivered thrust after forceful thrust.
Releasing his control, he roared her name, and pushed her climax and his own. His hips worked in short, powerful thrusts.
“The heat…it feels so damn good inside me.”
She brought his mouth to hers. Holden gave her everything he had and she took it greedily. Jo whimpered and went limp when the pleasure turned her loose.
Holden slowly stilled and he dropped his head beside hers with a rough exhale. “Every minute I waited for you was worth it, Jo.�
� His arms held her tight.
Her heart pounded and her walls periodically spasmed around him. Dragging her fingers through his damp hair, she hugged him with her whole body. “Thank you. For every kiss, every touch, every second. You made it beautiful, Holden.”
Lifting up on his forearms, he stared down at her face, his fingers tracing the lines of her cheek. “You are the most stunning person, inside and out, that I’ve ever met. I know now, more than ever, that I’m the luckiest man alive.”
“You…woke me up. I never thought much about sex before you.” She ran the sides of her feet along the backs of his legs, enjoying the sensation of his hair on her skin. Grinning, she added, “I’ll be thinking about it a lot more now. You work magic.”
“You’re natural, open, responsive. I’m interested to see what you’ll be like a year from now. I likely won’t survive it.” He kissed her gently. The light kiss turned into a long one and he broke it with a sigh. “I can’t seem to control my need to touch you. I don’t want to make you raw.”
“Do you think that’s why Tina left lubricant?”
Holden rested his forehead against hers and took a deep breath. “I’ll never be able to keep my hands off you if you don’t stop talking.”
She chuckled. For several minutes, she explored every inch of his body she could reach. She kissed across the bend of his shoulder, nuzzled her face against his neck, and traced her hands from his shoulders to his ass.
Suddenly shy, she met his eyes. “Is this alright?”
“I love you touching me. It feels so good. You can touch me anywhere and anytime you want, Jo. I belong to you.”
“I belong to you, Holden…only ever to you.”
His kiss was gentle but his hold was strong. “It wouldn’t have mattered if you’d had lovers before me but there is something so…incredible about being the first man to make love to you. Knowing you’re mine in every possible way.”
“I’ve been curious about what you looked like, how it would feel to run my hands over your skin. It’s so much better than I imagined.” Stroking her hands over his face, she added, “Show me everything so you never get bored, Holden.”
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