Bound Temptations: Stories of Temptation and Submission

by Shiloh Walker

  Cole shrugged. "Don't be. It needed to end."

  "Whether it needed to or not, it always sucks to end something. And that sounds really, well...sad. You were going to marry her. There must have been something there." She studied his face, and knew she was right, even if he didn't say anything. There was the echo of something in his eyes. She could see it. "You don't strike me as the kind of guy who'd start a relationship that casually. If you'd asked her to marry you, you must have had feelings for her at some point. Losing that, whether it's fresh or not, has to bother you."

  She absently worried her wedding ring with her finger and studied the toes of her heels. "I still don't think ..."

  Hearing the boards creak, she looked up and saw that Cole had moved around the counter. She swallowed.

  "You know what I think?" he murmured.

  "What?"

  He passed a hand down her hair, tangled his fingers in it. A jolt of longing shot through her. Hell. It had been so long. Too damn long.

  "I think you think too much." He dipped his head and pressed his mouth to hers.

  Oh.

  Heat. Hunger. They flooded through her and she pushed off the counter, pressed her body to his, her hands going to his waist.

  She did think too much.

  And she was wearing that wedding ring again—here she was worrying about him being on the rebound and she was wearing her wedding ring, five years after her husband had died. He should turn around and walk back out—forget the damn date.

  But instead, he had his hands fisted in her hair, that thick, dark hair.

  And she had her body pressed against his, that lush, warm body...oh, shit, she was like a fucking drug. Groaning, he tangled a hand in her hair and tugged her head back. She opened for him, and when he plunged his tongue into her mouth, she bit him lightly.

  Banding an arm around her waist, he whirled her around and pressed her up against the counter. Greedy for the feel of her, the touch, he raced his hands along those ripe curves, palming her breasts in his hands. The warm, heavy weight had him shuddering. He wanted to see that amazing, soft body of hers, see it, feel it, cover it with his.

  Instead, he pulled away, pressing his brow to hers. "You think too much," he said again, in a remarkably calm voice. "Now, about that date. A nice, friendly, casual date..."

  Her eyes, sleepy and hot, stared into his. She blinked, and then to his surprise, she started to laugh. She shifted, resting her head on his shoulder. "Hotshot, I have a hard time thinking straight when I look at you and you want me to play nice, friendly and casual...after you kiss me like that?"

  “Well. I'm not your type, remember?" He stroked a hand down her back, absently toying with the laces of the corset she wore. It was black today, a new sort that he hadn't seen before, worn over a shirt with long puffy sleeves. It almost looked more like a cross between a vest and corset, fitting below her breasts. Again, it did things for her body that should have been illegal. "You know, you're going to give me a fetish if I keep seeing you in these things."

  Rocki tipped her head back, smirking at him. "Maybe you've already got one." Her eyes dropped, lingering on his mouth. Then she sighed and eased her upper body back. "So. A date. Friendly. Casual."

  "Yeah. Friendly. Casual." Dipping his head, he nibbled at her lower lip. "At least until I can convince you that maybe I am your type after all."

  Chapter Five

  "What do you think?"

  Lacey lounged on the couch in the dressing area, munching on Cheetos. Her left eyebrow, pierced through with a silver hoop, winged up.

  "Darling, what I think is that I was mishearing things. You told me on the phone last night that this date was just going to be nice and casual, yet here you are wearing the prototype piece you spent months working on." She popped a finger in her mouth to lick off the crumbs and then added, "And damn if you don't look hotter than hell. If I was into girls, I'd do you."

  Rocki snorted. "You are such a brat. By the way, you get crumbs on that couch, I'm beating you." She sighed and looked back at her reflection. "Damn it, I'm changing."

  "No." Lacey remained sprawled on the couch. "You're not. Leave it alone already, you look amazing."

  Rocki groaned and looked at her reflection. The new piece wasn't exactly a typical corset. It had the basic look of a Victorian corset with the longer rounded bottom, but she'd raised the neckline and straps to it, and to the straps, she'd designed it so she could add or remove sleeves. So many of the corsets she designed couldn't exactly be worn on their own in the winter without a jacket over it or a blouse under it, but this one could. She fingered the necklace she'd added. It was dark metal, looked like tarnished silver, but wasn't. It was the only jewelry she wore. She'd taken her wedding ring off and locked it away in her safe. She didn't always wear it, and she needed to stop—she sure as hell couldn't wear it on a date.

  She ran a hand through her hair and swore. "Damn it, I'm primping. That's it—I'm changing."

  "Nope."

  She made a face at Lacey. "Am, too."

  "If you do, I'm wiping Cheetos all over your couch," Lacey said, smirking. "And I won't clean it up. I'll just sashay right out of here, and you'll have to clean it before it stains."

  "You would not." She turned around and glared at her friend. "And who the hell uses the word sashay?"

  "Wellllll...I just did." Lacey gave her an innocent smile and reached into the bag for another handful of the messy, cheesy snacks. She popped them into her mouth and then waggled her orange fingers at Rocki. "Change."

  Rocki groaned and covered her face with her hands. She wanted to think her friend was just bluffing. But Lacey wasn't exactly big on that. Hell, the wench had hauled her on the fucking stage at the auction. Bluffers didn't do that sort of thing. "I'm going to get you back for this," she warned. Then she turned back around and studied her reflection once more. Rocki didn't bluff, either. "Just wait."

  Lacey sighed. "I know. But it's for a good cause."

  Out in the shop, the bell chimed.

  "Well, at least you've got a customer to distract you," Lacey said cheerfully, licking the cheese off her fingers. "And if you're distracted, the couch is safe from me. For now."

  "You're so mature." As she passed by, she kicked Lacey's ankle.

  "Bitch."

  "Tramp." On her way out in the shop, Rocki was grinning.

  The smile faded as she heard the bell of her shop and she looked to the door, saw it swinging shut. Damn it...

  Automatically, she looked around, wondering if she'd let somebody steal from her. Normally, she didn't leave the store front unattended, but she'd been so busy worrying about that nice, friendly date...

  Her gaze landed on the white box sitting in front of the door.

  It was long and white, the type of box roses come in. She knew because Brant had loved to send her flowers. Her heart jumped into her throat. Somehow, she didn't think it was from Cole. Rocki rushed to the front of the store and shoved the door open, moving onto the sidewalk. But it was too late. She saw nothing but the typical foot traffic common on a Friday evening.

  Retreating back into the store, she stepped carefully over the box and stood there, staring at it, arms crossed over her midsection.

  "Hey, I'm going to..."

  As Lacey's voice trailed away, Rocki looked up.

  Lacey frowned, staring at the box. She knew Rocki too well to assume the box held anything good. "I assume you don't think those are flowers," Lacey said quietly.

  "No." She nudged it with her toe.

  Lacey nodded. "Okay. Is there a reason why?"

  Rocki stared at Lacey. Lacey knew. She knew all about what had happened years earlier. Swallowing, she edged around the box, keeping a good eighteen inches between them, like she thought a viper might strike.

  She had the cards locked up in her office. "Watch the store for a minute?"

  Her mouth tightened, but Lacey nodded, her gaze returning to the box. "Just one thing—am I going to kick your ass
in a few minutes?"

  "Possibly."

  Okay.

  This was unexpected, Cole thought, pulling up behind the unmarked car parked in front of Rocki's shop. He was an attorney, after all—he'd seen plenty of unmarked police cars.

  Although, hey, he had to think calmly—her husband had been on the force. She probably had a lot of friends...

  Shit, if she'd been hurt, he was going to fucking kill somebody.

  Okay, calm just went out the window, he admitted as he made it inside in under sixty seconds flat.

  To his surprise, he knew the cop he found there, too.

  It was Clayton Morgan, standing close to Rocki, his expression surly, his russet hair standing on end. "Okay, Rock. One more time, and damn it, if you leave anything out, I'm paddling you."

  Fury punched through Cole, hot and vicious. He kept his voice level, though, as he said, "Unless I'm mistaken, I'm pretty sure cops generally don't get to paddle citizens. Or did they redo the law, Detective?"

  Three heads turned his way, two redheads and one brunette. He glanced at the beautiful brunette but kept his focus on the cop, one brow lifted.

  Morgan raked him with a quick look and snorted. "Hell, what is the DA doing here, Rock?" Then he shook his head. "I'm not yet here officially-Rocki's a friend, Stanton, so don't get your boxers in a twist."

  "Not yet?" He shifted his gaze to Rocki then, saw the strain in her eyes, and the pallor. Concern wrapped a tight, brutal grip around his heart. Closing the distance between them, he reached up and cupped her chin. "What happened?"

  The shop looked okay. She looked fine—other than pale and unhappy. He stroked a thumb over her satin skin and waited for her to look him in the eye.

  A tight smile came and went. "Ugly shit. I...well, I don't want to..."

  He looked past her then. Saw the white box sitting on the counter.

  The lid hadn't been put all the way back on. It wasn't the blooms that bothered him, in and of themselves. They were brightly colored, and beautiful—and he'd spent enough money on flowers in his life to know that they weren't cheap flowers, either.

  No, the disturbing fact was that every last one of them had been cut from the stem, carefully placed away from it in the box. Carefully, he reached inside his coat pocket and pulled out a pen, using it to nudge the lid completely out of the way. Once he had, he counted the flowers. Two dozen in all. And all of the blooms had been removed. Shifting his gaze to Rocki, he saw that she was staring determinedly at his chest, like she'd been intent on not looking at the flowers. "I take it you didn't do the snip and clip there," he said.

  She swallowed and gave him a game smile. "Not much for horticulture."

  "Don't see the fun in it myself." He looked at Morgan. "So...what's the deal?"

  Morgan raised his eyebrows. "I'm curious why it's your business, Stanton."

  "Clayton, yank the stick out of your ass. He's here to pick me up for a date. He sees you, and apparently you know each other." Rocki rolled her eyes. "Do the math, genius."

  The cop stiffened. "Hell, you're dating a lawyer."

  Rocki sighed. "Well, not officially. Not yet. You see, we haven't had the date." Then she shifted her gaze to Cole and added, "Besides, I didn't know he was a lawyer."

  "Does it matter?" Cole asked softly.

  "Hell, yes," Clayton snapped.

  Rocki smiled. "Not so much." Then she looked at the flowers. "Clayton...what do we do here?"

  He glared at her, then abruptly groaned. "A lawyer. A fu...a lawyer, for crying out loud." He sighed and shoved a hand through his hair before studying the flowers again.

  That was when Cole noticed something else—two white envelopes on the counter. Clayton tapped them with his pen and glanced at Rocki. "I'll call around, see what I can find out. But you need to come in, at least fill out a complaint about this. You know that."

  She glanced at Cole. With a tired smile, she said, "Maybe that official date is going to have to wait."

  "Maybe. But I'll drive you to the police station."

  That tired, strained look on her face pissed him off, Cole thought a few minutes later as he wove in and out of the early evening traffic, following Clayton Morgan to the police department. Pissed him off, and worried him.

  Reaching over, he caught her hand where it lay fisted in her lap.

  "This won't be so bad. You just answer some questions and sign your name in a few places. And since you know the cop, he'll probably be able to speed things up, too."

  "I know." She rolled her head on the seat and gave him a weak smile.

  Something about her tone made him think she did know, too.

  Hmmm. Okay. He was asking. Damn it, he was asking. Because whether they had their date tonight or not, he was already in far too deep with this woman and he needed to know what in the hell was going on. Assuming she told him.

  "Somehow, I don't think that ‘I know' is just a vague, empty comment." He rubbed his thumb along the back of her hand, noting how tightly she had that fist clenched. So tight her hands must ache from it, he mused. "Somehow, I think that ‘I know' is said from experience."

  As he slowed down for a red light, he turned his head to look at her.

  "Am I right?"

  Rocki had her eyes closed. In the faint light coming into the car, she looked pale, too pale. And still so amazingly beautiful. Scared, too.

  Somehow, he didn't think scared was her normal. He wanted to gather her up against him and hold her close, stroke her until that tension faded.

  "You're right," she whispered. She opened her eyes, staring straight ahead. "Yeah. You're right."

  The light turned to green and he focused on the road once more, but continued to hold her hand. "You maybe want to tell me about it?"

  "I don't know." She blew out a shaky breath. "But I can't right now. I need to keep it together and that's taking a lot out of me."

  Cole nodded. He could see that easily enough on his own. "Okay." He wouldn't push. Not yet. But he wanted to know what was going on, what kind of unhappy secrets had darkened her lovely eyes.

  This was an unexpected complication.

  But oddly enough, he wasn't the least bit inclined to walk away.

  "And that's it. I ran outside, didn't see anybody. I came back inside and called you."

  Damn it, this was hard. Even though Clayton was here, this was still hard. Clayton had been a friend of hers for years—since college. Lacey used to tease her that he'd had a thing for her. Rocki didn't know if that was true but she did know he'd always been there. Always. And he was here now. But this was still so hard.

  She sat perched on the edge of the chair, her hands wrapped around the coffee. She'd asked for it more to warm her hands than to drink it, but she'd had a few sips. The caffeine was already zinging through her system, and she wondered if it would be possible to sleep.

  She didn't know.

  She didn't know if she wanted to sleep. A split second later, she decided she probably didn't.

  Off to the side, Cole stood silently, his face expressionless, his golden eyes unreadable. A lawyer. She wouldn't have guessed it. She didn't have the knee-jerk dislike for lawyers that Clayton obviously had, but still, she would have thought she'd be able to peg one.

  It didn't matter, though. Not to her. She'd meant it when she said it earlier and she still meant it. She was glad he was here. Glad she wouldn't have to drive back to the shop alone, although she wasn't so glad about spending the night alone at home.

  Morosely, she stroked a hand down the silky black sleeve of her new corset and decided it hadn't mattered what she wore. She wasn't really going to be able to put it to good use, anyway. Not that she'd planned on doing much more than seeing if he appreciated her efforts, but still.

  "Rock?"

  Glancing up, she saw Clayton staring at her, his brows arched, an expectant look on his face. She sighed and lifted a hand, pressed her fingers to her forehead. "Sorry, Clayton. My mind is wandering."

  "It's okay
." He reached out and tugged on a lock of her hair, much as he'd done when they were younger. And she reached out, swatted at his wrist, much as she'd done. It was a familiar thing, something that settled her, soothed her. "You've got plenty of reasons for your mind to wander. But I need you think, to focus."

  He slid a look toward Cole. The way he was sitting, it wasn't very likely Cole would have noticed, but Rocki saw it. "I've got a few more questions to ask you. Would you like for me to do it privately?"

  Way to be subtle, she thought tiredly. But she just shook her head.

  She'd already decided she'd tell Cole. Why? She wasn't sure. But she just felt like she should. She felt like he needed to know—like she should tell him.

  "Just go ahead and ask." She looked at Cole, their gazes connecting. If he didn't feel casual about her, then he needed to be aware she came with a bit of baggage, she figured. If he couldn't deal with that, then better she know early, right? "I plan on telling Cole later on, anyway."

  Clayton stilled.

  She looked at him, saw the way his eyes narrowed, the way his mouth tightened. "Is that so? Things that serious with you two already?"

  In her peripheral vision, she saw Cole push of the wall. Quietly, she said, "That's not exactly your concern, is it, Clayton? You're my friend. That doesn't give you license to inquire about my personal life." She glanced at Cole and then away. "Come on. Whatever you need to ask, get it done."

  "Shit, Rocki." Clayton grunted and shoved a hand through his hair.

  "Fine." He shoved off the desk and started to pace. "How likely is it that this is connected to...before?"

  Before.

  Terror hit her. Images flickered through her mind. Hands hard and cruel. A low, ugly whisper...She swallowed the bile churning its way up her throat and blinked away the dots trying to crowd in on her vision. No, damn it—you're not controlling me like this, bastard. Not now. Not again-

  Taking a deep, slow breath, she closed her eyes. She wasn't helpless. She hadn't been then, she wasn't now. Closing her hands into fists, she opened them, flexed her fingers. Breathe, Rocki...breathe...