My cries were coming one after the other. My body was in need of release.
“Please, Kade.” I begged him. “Please give me what I want.” I knew it sounded like I was whining, but I didn’t care. My core ached for attention.
Lifting his head up, he looked me in the eyes. “And what is it that you want, Scarlett?” he asked in a low husky voice.
I lifted my hips up and rubbed my core on the leg of his jeans. Feeling the friction on my core, I let out a gasp, closed my eyes, and moaned, “You Kade . . . inside me . . . now.” I moaned. My walls were clenching with the need to be filled. I needed it now.
“Patience, Scarlett.”
Moving directly in between my legs, he started kissing down my stomach. My breathing was heavy. I could feel sweat forming on my forehead. I’d never been this turned on before. The feeling in my core hurt, but felt so good at the same time. I wished he’d get on with it already.
“Kade,” I whimpered.
He made his way down to my pelvic bone. I looked down at Kade, who was now looking up at me. “Spread wide for me, Scarlett,” he ordered.
Laying my head back down on the bed, I closed my eyes and slowly spread my legs further apart. I could tell I was extremely wet. Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm my nerves. I was a little embarrassed. I’d only done this with one other person, and although it felt great, I didn’t get much enjoyment out of it. I wondered if I should say something to him. I didn’t want him to waste any effort on something I know wouldn’t happen.
Adjusting himself in between my legs, he started kissing the inside of my left knee and worked his way to my core.
“Kade,” I said, trying to slow my breathing, “I’ve never gotten off this way before.”
He kept kissing up my thigh until I could feel him blow on my wetness. I let out a moan and gripped the metal frame. Then I felt his tongue flick my clit. My hips bucked involuntarily. “Don’t worry, Scarlett.” Lick. “I guarantee . . .” Lick. “You’ll get off.”
Then I felt him insert a finger. He started an in-and-out motion while he flicked his tongue up and down my clit. It felt so good. I moaned in approval and started to rock my hips in tandem with his finger. I could feel my nerves want to take that dive, but since I was concentrating on getting it too much, the feeling kept going away. I needed to relax and just enjoy it.
He inserted another finger and pushed forward toward my clit. It was such an intense pressure that it almost made me feel as if I had to pee. Then he started nibbling and sucking on my clit. I could feel it. That was the spot. I wanted to grab and hold his head so I could rub all over his face. I couldn’t stop my hip motions if I had wanted to. My lower half had taken over. I started to moan louder.
“That’s right, baby, give it to me. Come for me, beautiful,” he said as he took his fingers out and started to suck really hard on my clit.
Arching my body toward him, I exploded. “Oh God. Oh God, Kade. Holy shit!” It had been the most intense orgasm I’d ever had. It felt so good, but he wouldn’t stop.
I could hear and feel him moaning against me, licking and sucking. “Kade, oh God.” I tried to wiggle away from him, but he kept a firm grip on my hips. What the hell was he doing? It was actually starting to hurt a little, but it still felt so good. I could feel the sensation in my nerves ignite again. I was going to come again. Holy crap!
“Ahhhh, yes, oh God. Oh God.” I clamped my legs together and starting wiggling. Breathing heavily, I moaned. Kade sat back on his haunches and looked at me. I laid my head to the side and closed my eyes, worn out from such intense orgasms.
“Oh my God, Kade,” I said. “That was amazing, but I don’t think I can take anymore.”
I heard him chuckle. “Oh, but you can, beautiful.”
I felt him move on the bed and looked to see what he was doing. He stood up and unbuttoned his pants and stripped out of them along with his boxers. His generous erection sprang forth, happy to be released. I looked on with wide eyes. I’d only seen one man naked before this. Trey was what most people would call average. But this . . . Kade was way bigger in thickness and length.
I looked up and met Kade’s eyes. He was watching me look over his body. And, oh, what a body it was. I wanted to lick every part of it.
“Do you like what you see?” he asked with his sexy grin.
I couldn’t help my giggle. “Of course, I do, but I’d like it way better . . . over here . . . inside me.” I smiled at him and bit my lower lip.
He walked over to the side table and pulled out a foil packet. He ripped it open with his teeth, and I watched as he slowly rolled the condom on himself.
He crawled back onto the bed and slowly adjusted himself in between my legs. Then he lowered his head and captured my mouth. His tongue swept across mine, and I could taste the salty-and-sweet taste of my orgasm in his mouth. I moaned and lifted up my hips to find his erection.
He broke the kiss and looked into my eyes. “Are you ready, Scarlett?”
As soon as I said, “Yes,” he groaned and plunged all the way in, and I cried out at being completely filled.
“Fuck, you feel good.”
He waited for my body to adjust to his size, and then he slowly started to move in and out. I moaned at the pure pleasure he was giving me and wrapped my legs around his waist. He captured my mouth again and thrust his tongue in and out at the same tempo he was moving his hips.
The feeling he was stirring up inside me was like a live wire. The sparks were flying, and I wanted more—so much more.
“Fuck me harder, Kade . . . now.” I moaned as I moved my mouth to the side and broke the kiss.
He sat back, unhooking my legs from his waist. “Are you sure?”
“Yes, please, I need it. I want you.”
“Pull your knees up to your chest,” he ordered.
I pulled my knees up, and he pushed down on my calves to bring my knees to my chest as he moved in closer to me, causing my butt to rise off of the bed.
He pushed back into me with a groan. This position enabled him to go deeper. It felt as if he were hitting something, but it felt amazing. The thrusts started to speed up, and I felt his body slap up against mine. Every groan he made caused me to moan a little bit more. And in between thrusts, he would stop and rub his pelvic bone along my clit. I wasn’t sure which sensation was building me up more, the hard thrusting or the rubbing, but I didn’t have time to think about it. I could feel my walls clenching, getting ready for release. He started to pound harder into me, leaning further on my legs to try and get deeper.
“I feel you, beautiful. Come for me. I can’t hold on much longer,” he groaned.
He pounded against me a few more times and then rotated his hips against my clit. The sensation was too much and I exploded again. I let out a long moan and felt my walls clench against his erection, while I heard him grunt out his own release.
When the effervescence of our orgasms ceased, both of our bodies went lax. Kade slowly pulled out, and I was saddened by the loss I felt. He reached up and freed my wrists from the bed. With both my hands in his, he brought my wrists up to his mouth and kissed and rubbed each one. I sighed and closed my eyes at the feeling of being caressed and taken care of.
He laid my hands down. “I’ll be right back. I need to get something to clean you up with,” he said as I watched his perfectly round muscular ass walk to the bathroom. This was the first time I’d gotten to see his ass. It was delectable.
Coming back into the bedroom, he walked toward me completely nude. I took my time looking over his body. He really was a beautiful man, and I couldn’t help but notice he was still at half-mast. He sat down on the bed and grabbed my knees to pull them apart. I watched as he gently cleaned me. He looked up at me with his sexy grin, and my cheeks flushed with embarrassment. No one had ever done something so intimate for me before. Not even Trey.
Finished, Kade tossed the washcloth on the floor with his discarded clothes and pulled the covers down. “Move
up and get under the covers with me.”
I was so relaxed that I didn’t want to move, but the idea of being under the same covers as Kade was quite appealing.
After getting under the covers, he held out his arm as an invitation to lie next to him. “Come over here and lie with me.”
I rested my head on his chest while he moved the covers up and got comfortable on his pillow. He kissed the top of my head, and I let out another sigh of contentment. We didn’t talk, but we didn’t need to. That was the best sex I’d ever had. I knew that meant something. Sex always changed things.
Kade squeezed my waist and pulled me closer to him. “This changes things for us, Scarlett.”
“Yes,” I whispered against his chest.
“You’re mine now,” he said as he kissed the top of my head again.
“Yes.”
I took advantage of my position and started running my fingertips up and down his abs. His breathing evened out as sleep took over.
Kade did something to me. I was enthralled. I didn’t think I could ever look at another man the same way. I lay there for a few minutes, thinking about how this was going to change my life. Deep down, I knew I couldn’t get too attached to him. He didn’t even live here. But my heart has a mind of its own, I thought, as I drifted off to sleep.
Chapter 12
With the sunlight streaming through the wall of windows, I opened my eyes and stretched, noticing that I was in bed by myself. I furrowed my eyebrows in disappointment and looked around to see if Kade was in the room. He wasn’t. Looking at the clock on the nightstand, I saw that it read 10:21 a.m. Geez, I must have been tired, or Kade really wore me out. I had to smile. Last night was amazing, and I was hoping he’d take advantage of me this morning, but apparently not.
Needing to take care of my morning business, I got up and went to the bathroom. When I was done, I found my wrinkled panties and put them on. I smiled to myself, thinking about how they were used last night. I never would have thought my own panties could be used against me. I was definitely going to have to tell Jules about that one.
I looked around for my dress then remembered Kade took it off of me in the living room. So, not wanting to go out with only my panties on, I walked over to Kade’s dresser to get a shirt.
Finding a whole drawer of t-shirts, I picked out a black one and put it on. Satisfied that it covered my butt completely, I walked toward the bedroom door so I could find Kade.
As I got closer, I heard Kade talking. He sounded pissed. I’d heard him talk this way before at the office. The door wasn’t closed all the way, so I slowly opened it to gauge whether I should stay in the room or not. I didn’t know if someone was here or if he was talking on the phone.
He let out a sigh. “Look, I told you I don’t want to have anything to do with it.”
Pause.
“I don’t give a fuck what he does. He can fly where ever the fuck he wants,” he said, raising his voice.
Another pause. He was obviously on the phone.
“He can’t make me do it. I won’t play his little fucking games, and you and your fucking friend need to stop fucking following me. YOU HEAR ME?” Now he was yelling.
I stood next to the door, wide-eyed. I’d never heard someone say the word “fuck” so many times. What was someone trying to make him do?
“Oh yeah?” he seethed. “Are you fucking threatening me, again?”
Pause.
“Go fuck yourself, Paul, and tell him the answer is still no. He killed that chance a long time ago.”
Who the hell was Paul? I stood there waiting to see if there were more, but after another minute, it was still silent. He must have hung up. Then I heard footsteps coming toward the door.
Not wanting to be found eavesdropping again, I ran into the bathroom and flushed the toilet to make it seem as if I’d just gotten up. Opening the door, I jumped back and gasped, not expecting Kade to be right there.
He was standing there in nothing but pajama pants hanging on his hips with his bare chest begging for me to touch it. Looking over his expression, I was kind of impressed that he could be totally pissed off one minute then stand there and look at me as if he were ready to eat me for breakfast.
“Mornin’,” he said with a smile, lifting his hand up to wipe at his nose.
“Good morning,” I smiled back at him.
“I see you found one of my t-shirts,” he said, looking over my body. “You look fucking sexy in my clothes.”
I let out a laugh. “Yeah, well my dress is in the living room, and I didn’t want to walk out there with nothing on but my panties.”
He started moving toward me, so I instinctually took a few steps back. I knew what he wanted. I could see it in his eyes. He bent down as if he were going to kiss me, but I reached my hand up to cover his mouth with my fingers.
“No,” I said, and he looked at me confused. “I need to brush my teeth first. Do you have an extra toothbrush or could I just use some toothpaste?”
He let out a laugh. Opening one of the drawers of his huge bathroom cabinet, he pulled out a new toothbrush. Thank God. There was no way he was coming anywhere near my mouth until it was minty fresh. How people think that making out first thing in the morning with nasty breath was attractive, was beyond me. I would never be able to do it. I was too self-conscious.
“Here, we’ll brush our teeth and then take a shower together,” he said, handing me the toothbrush. I smiled at him with a nod.
Take a shower with Kade? Yes, please!
After we brushed our teeth, which felt strangely normal to do with each other, Kade turned on the shower. This was not your ordinary shower. This thing had water coming out of the sides and the ceiling, and it didn’t have a door. You just walked right into it. It was the size of a walk-in closet—a huge walk-in closet.
Taking his pajama pants off, which were the only things he was wearing, he walked in under the spray. I stood there and watched for a minute as the water dripped down every ridge and muscle of his very impressive body. His legs were just as muscular as the rest of his body, and his ass was round and plump. I stood there and imagined my fingers digging into that hard muscle as he fucked me. Snapping out of my daydream, I took off my t-shirt and panties and walked into the shower.
He stood there in front of the spray and watched me walk toward him. I lifted my hands and started running them all over his abs and chest, working my way up to his shoulders. I could feel the tension in his muscles, which was most likely caused from stress. I had no idea what was going on with him or what was causing him so much stress, so I did the only thing I knew of that would get his mind off of whatever he was continually thinking about.
Dropping to my knees, I grabbed his hardening erection and started to stroke him to get him completely hard. Looking up at him, I saw that his eyes were hooded and that his mouth was partially open as he let out a moan. I knew he wouldn’t have expected this, and that was one of the reasons why I wanted to do it.
Keeping my eyes connected with his, I darted my tongue out and licked the head of his erection as I continued my stroking motions. He closed his eyes and let out another moan.
With a grin, I took his full length into my mouth and started to lightly suck, hollowing out my cheeks to get good suction. I teased the head with my tongue and lifted my other hand to grip his balls and gently roll them around. I had read in a magazine that guys really liked their balls to be played with and that most women ignored them, so I wanted to make sure I gave them some attention. I was rewarded with a growl of pleasure. He brought his hand up and got a good grip on my hair then started thrusting his hips forward. I let go of his erection and balls and dug my fingers into his muscular ass as he continued to thrust into my mouth. I could feel him hitting the back of my throat, and I closed my eyes to try and keep ahold of my gag reflex. His grip was so tight in my hair that it actually felt as if he were pulling some hair out.
“Fuck, baby, I’m going to come.”
; After a couple more thrusts, he stilled at the back of my throat. “Fuck,” he groaned. I could feel him pulsing, and then a moment later I could taste the salty semen he shot into my mouth. I had no choice but to swallow, which I’d never done before. I’d been told by many people that swallowing while giving a blow job was supposed to be really erotic and that men loved it. But this was utterly disgusting. I wanted to gag and spit it out, but it just kept squirting in the back of my throat. Why did people find this appealing?
I looked up at him, and he had his eyes closed as he tried to catch his breath. Withdrawing his softening erection, he opened his eyes and looked at me with a smile. “What was that for?”
I plastered a smile on my face as he helped me stand up and pulled me to his chest, wrapping his arms around me. I could hear the fast beat of his heart, and I closed my eyes.
I pulled back and looked at him. “You seemed tense, and I wanted to help you relax.” I giggled.
He leaned down, bringing his mouth to mine. I opened willingly and brought my arms around his neck. He was such a good kisser. I could suck and nibble on those lips all day. Lowering his hands to squeeze my ass, he pulled me close. I let out a low moan in anticipation, but just then my stomach decided to let out a moan of its own. I broke our kiss and looked up at him. We both busted out laughing.
“Sorry,” I muttered. “Apparently, I’m hungry.”
I smiled up at him, and he leaned down to kiss my forehead.
“Okay, beautiful, let’s get washed up so I can put some food in your stomach.”
We took turns washing each other, memorizing every curve. By the time we were done, I was beyond aroused and ready to explode. I wanted to tell Kade to forget about breakfast, but my stomach would not give it a rest. You’d think I hadn’t eaten in a week.
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