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The Second Chance Café

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by Amanda Prowse


  ‘No, you can’t!’ Bea fired back, hopping on the spot to keep the chill from her toes. ‘Have you spoken to them?’

  ‘I emailed them, because I wasn’t sure about the time and stuff. I told them we’d arrived safely and that we’re having a really cool time. Mum replied to say they had a great view of the ocean, blah, blah, and ended on a cute nagging note that I need to use this time to think everything through!’ Flora rolled her eyes.

  ‘She’s your mum and she’s worried about you because she loves you.’ Bea had been pleased to note the affectionate tone to Flora’s words. ‘Come on, we’re going hiking.’ She practically ran down the steps.

  ‘Where is it we’re going again?’ Flora shouted as she raced after her.

  Bea pointed towards the Royal Mile. ‘To Arthur’s Seat!’

  ‘I haven’t come all this way to look at some bloke’s chair!’ Flora moaned, her words evaporating in the gusting wind.

  They took the bus to Holyrood Palace, at the far end of the Royal Mile, then walked past the entrance to the Scottish Parliament and on into Holyrood Park. Flora stared up at Arthur’s Seat. The hill looked massive so close up, dominating the park and looming large over the edge of Edinburgh’s city centre. ‘Are we going all the way to the top?’ she asked.

  Bea nodded, striding forward, her nose and cheeks quite pink. With her head down, she trod the path, zigzagging up the steep slope. The grass was springy underfoot and, just as John had described it all those years ago, she had a real sense that where she was heading was somewhere special. Her stomach fluttered with anticipation. Flora raced ahead, unfazed by the gradient.

  At the top of the rocky summit, Bea bent over to catch her breath, resting her palms on her thighs, enjoying the feeling of her heart beating fast in her chest and the warm slick of sweat that covered her skin. As her pulse slowed, she straightened up and took in the view.

  ‘Oh wow!’ she gasped, looking left to right and back again, then spinning in a slow circle, trying to take in the full panorama of city spires and the coast and rolling green mountains beyond.

  ‘I can see why old Arthur wanted his chair up here,’ Flora said. ‘It’s awesome.’

  ‘The same reason Mrs Macquarie wanted hers where it is, I should imagine: the best viewpoint in the city to watch the comings and goings! And it is awesome, isn’t it?’

  John had loved it, she remembered, had mentioned it often. ‘You can see as far as your eye will let you. Every way you turn reveals something new.’ She squinted to focus on the sooty spire of the Scott Monument, then took in the sweep of Princes Street beyond it. ‘Could it be that you are below me, somewhere in that sprawl?’ she whispered into the scarf wrapped around her nose and mouth. ‘I wonder, are you there, John, close to me now?’

  As if in tune with her gran’s musings, Flora turned to face her. ‘Barnton Avenue West.’

  ‘Sorry?’ Bea turned towards her granddaughter.

  ‘That’s where he lives. Barnton Avenue West. He’s been there for the last thirty years, according to the records.’

  ‘Oh, Flora!’ Bea exhaled slowly, trying to decide what to do with the information.

  ‘Phew! That’s some view, eh?’ Neither of them had heard the man approach from behind. He stood huffing and puffing next to them on the rocky outcrop.

  ‘It sure is,’ Bea replied.

  ‘Oh, you’re Australian! No way! It’s a small world.’

  Bea wondered if he was going to ask if she knew tall Bradley with the extended bungalow by the mountain...

  ‘My boy’s over there just now, been working on a dive boat off the coast of Cairns. Says he’s homesick but loves the weather. He’s a fisherman here, sounds like a bit of a busman’s holiday! I says to my wife, boats are boats and weather’s weather, how much different can it be?’

  Bea wriggled her fingers inside her gloves and tried to halt the shiver along her spine. She laughed loudly. ‘You’d be surprised!’

  Down at the bottom of the hill again, they waited for the bus.

  ‘I don’t know what to do, Flora. I wanted to see his city, but I didn’t consider seeing him.’

  ‘I’ve been thinking that you might actually bump into him – literally, in the street!’ Flora said, pulling her hat down over her ears. ‘I keep looking at all the old men to see if they look like my dad!’

  ‘Oh, goodness, don’t say that!’ Bea felt both horrified and thrilled by the idea. ‘And he’s not an old man, he’s only fifty-eight!’ She stared into the distance. ‘I used to imagine all sorts – him coming to find me and what it would be like when we first saw each other again, how that would either confirm or shatter what I thought I knew. And then I used to worry about him coming to find me when Peter was alive. But it’s been so long, I gave up on that years ago.’ I would be content to know that he is happy and that he has been happy. That’s what I want for him, what I’ve always wished for him.

  ‘Who would you have picked?’ Flora asked, straight out, as though they were discussing something far less emotional.

  ‘Hmmm?’ Bea had heard but wanted a second to consider how best to answer, if at all.

  ‘I was wondering who you would have chosen if John had turned up at your house where you lived with Pappy and you’d had to choose?’

  Bea looked up at the green hill in front of them and breathed in the crisp, sweet Scottish air. ‘I’d have picked Pappy every single time. I loved him, Flora, and he made me happy for twenty-seven years.’ This was the truth and it felt good to say it aloud, especially there.

  Flora considered this. ‘But you loved them both?’

  ‘Yes.’ Bea nodded. ‘I loved them both and I loved them differently. John was my first love, a desperate, passionate love that was all-consuming, like a storm; it took me by surprise and left me broken. The love Peter and I had was like the summer, gentle and lingering, and it felt good to be living in it. It warmed my bones and my soul.’

  ‘Kind of like Scotland and Australia,’ Flora whispered.

  ‘Yes, I suppose so.’ It was the first time Bea had seen it that way.

  ‘Do you think you can love more than one person?’ Flora kicked her toe against the pavement.

  ‘I know you can. And each love is different, you’ll see.’

  ‘I don’t think Marcus is even talking to me, let alone loving me.’ She flicked her hair over her shoulder.

  ‘You are so young, Flora. Who knows – maybe Marcus is for you, maybe he isn’t. Don’t forget, it’s the journey that’s the exciting bit.’

  ‘I guess. Do you think we should go and see his house?’ Flora let the idea hang.

  Bea shook her head. ‘No, Flora. I’m not sure that’s a good idea.’

  ‘We won’t go in or anything like that. We could just sit outside and you can have a quick look. We can hide a bit or wear disguises and then we’ll leave!’

  ‘You’ve obviously given it a lot of thought! But it’s not a good idea, love. I think we need to change the subject,’ Bea said, relieved to see the red double-decker bus pulling into their stop.

  Alighting further up the Royal Mile, they navigated their way along the cobbles. They peered into the festive window displays and resisted the temptation to stop for the tea and Dundee cake that one coffee shop was offering. Instead, they ploughed on towards their date with Alex. But they’d only gone a few yards before Bea was diverted by the sight of an antiques shop set back from the street. She pointed excitedly at the grimy double frontage.

  Flora rolled her eyes.

  ‘What? Don’t look at me like that. I’m only going in for a peek!’ Bea smiled, the prospect of a potential discovery bringing a twinkle to her eyes.

  The shop wasn’t much warmer than the street. A single Calor gas fire pumped heat towards the legs of the owner, who sat behind a counter watching a tiny TV tuned to a gameshow; canned laughter filled the dusty air. He raised his hand in welcome without taking his eyes off the programme.

  Bea strolled around the cluttered sho
p, her eyes roving over the walls. She pointed at the giant stuffed stag’s head, which was mounted on a wooden shield. ‘How much room do you have in your suitcase?’ she asked.

  Flora smacked her forehead with her cupped palm. ‘I knew it was a mistake to let you come in here! Kim said I had to keep an eye on you.’

  Bea laughed. ‘I’m only teasing.’

  They left, waving at the man behind the counter, who ignored them, pushed his glasses further up his nose and concentrated on his flickering TV.

  They eventually found the Christmas Café up an alleyway past the Scotch Whisky Experience and the Tartan Weaving Mill. Bea would have recognised it anywhere; she smiled at the sight of the window with its tartan swags and pine-cone decorations. It looked even prettier in real life. The window was steamed up and had fairy lights around it. A potted Christmas tree stood by the door, speckled with warm, white lights and topped with a red and gold tartan bow. The front door was peppered with stickers and flyers for local Zumba classes, a Kiss Goodbye to Sepsis fundraiser at Dobbies Garden Centre, a Christmas fair and much else besides.

  It looked like a fabulous tearoom: homey, cosy and inviting. Christmas all year round, how wonderful. Bea took a deep breath. She was more nervous than ever at the prospect of meeting this man she had shared so much with. She smoothed her hair and pushed the door.

  Thirteen

  Bea stooped to enter the low doorway and found herself in a long, higgledy-piggledy room with a step bisecting it and small round tables and chairs in clusters on both levels. Couples occupied several seats. They had removed their hats and scarves and slackened their coats; some were nursing mugs of hot, strong tea to go with the slabs of homemade cake crammed full of plump, glistening cherries; others were biting into deep bacon sandwiches that oozed brown sauce. A large fire roared in the grate, its white-hot embers crackling as the scent of fresh pine wafted from the beautifully decorated mantel. It was a most elaborate display: nests of pine cones sat among a lattice of woven branches, and tartan and gold ribbons had been tied into bows at regular intervals. The walls were crowded with pictures and photographs of different festive scenes from times past. There were Victorian urchins selling roasted chestnuts from a brazier; a family circa 1970, gathered around their vast Christmas tree and all wearing matching Christmas jerseys and heavy-framed glasses; and a black-and-white photo of the tree outside the Rockefeller Center in New York.

  A man made his way from the back of the shop, presumably where the kitchen was. He drew closer, waving with both hands, smiling widely to reveal impossibly white teeth beneath his clipped moustache; his denim shirt was unbuttoned low enough to show his tanned, hairless chest. He looked much younger than in the photos – under forty, for sure, thought Bea.

  ‘There she is! Welcome! Welcome to Scotland!’ Alex McKay bent low and threw his arms around Bea’s shoulders, enveloping her in a cloud of delicious aftershave. ‘My favourite e-penfriend, all the way from Australia!’ He clapped. ‘We are going to be the best of friends, I just know it! And the first thing I am going to do is cut that hair – you know the rule about over fifty and below the shoulders, right? You’re breaking it by about two inches, but no matter.’ He batted his words away.

  Bea chortled, enjoying the warmth of his Scottish burr, which poured over her like soft caramel. Alex pulled out a chair and sat her down, beckoning for Flora to do the same as she slipped out of her coat. He joined them, crossing his legs. Bea grinned. She didn’t know the hair rule, but she did know that she no longer had to worry about giving Alex the wrong idea; shenanigans would be the furthest thing from his mind.

  ‘It’s good to meet you face to face, Alex!’ Bea felt her face break into a smile.

  ‘You too, sweets. And don’t worry, we have a gym in the spare room if you need to work on that saggy tum.’ He pointed a manicured finger towards the ceiling.

  Flora chuckled loudly and even Bea, who had covered her eyes in embarrassment, felt her shoulders relax. ‘Oh, don’t!’ Her new best friend was quite wonderful.

  ‘And you must be Flora?’ Alex turned to face her, giving her sparkly eyes and open smile an admiring appraisal. ‘Well, you are as pretty as a picture.’

  Flora beamed, feeling pretty for the first time in a long time.

  For a few minutes the three chatted and laughed about nothing in particular, exchanging small talk, happy to be in each other’s company.

  ‘It’s so lovely to finally meet my new best friend!’ Alex leant forward and crushed Bea to him in another hug.

  She was once again engulfed in a delicious fog of aftershave. ‘This is lovely, Alex, so cosy! And the fireplace looks stunning.’

  ‘Aww, thank you!’ He was clearly delighted by the compliment. ‘Now, what’ll we go for? The turkey with all the trimmings or do you want to jump straight to Christmas pud?’

  ‘Very funny!’ Bea smiled.

  Alex clapped his hands. ‘I think warm soup and homemade soda bread might be in order. How does that sound?’

  ‘Sounds lovely!’ Bea finally pulled off her coat, resting it on the back of the chair.

  ‘And for you, doll?’ He looked at Flora.

  ‘Soup sounds good!’

  Alex issued instructions to the kitchen and appeared minutes later to take up a chair at their table. ‘What made you decide to come over to Scotland? I mean, it’s wonderful, but a bit sudden!’

  Flora sat up straight. ‘My parents have gone to Bali and I was supposed to be going, but that kind of fell through.’ She pulled a face. ‘They’re not too happy with me at the moment.’

  ‘That’s parents for you.’ He winked at her. ‘Why are your parents not too happy with you, young Flora?’ He leant forward, interested. ‘What did you do? Messy room? Ignore your homework?’

  ‘No, I had a fight with a boy and got suspended from school and then they found some stolen things, which I didn’t actually steal, but they were in my room.’

  Bea pulled a face at Alex and reminded herself to brief Flora on what was and wasn’t appropriate to share with relative strangers.

  ‘Well, I’m sure they’ll come round.’ He patted her arm.

  Flora shrugged. ‘So Bea and I got to thinking about all the places we might like to visit in the whole wide world and we ended up here.’

  ‘I think I was influenced by your vivid descriptions of your walks. It sounded so peaceful,’ Bea explained.

  ‘My walks?’ Alex looked confused.

  ‘The misty moors, the tranquil lochs, the smoke hovering above the water.’ She sighed wistfully.

  ‘Oh, those walks. Yes, very lovely.’ He smiled. ‘And so you just jumped on a plane – how very jet-set!’ Alex laughed. ‘Not sure it would have been my first choice if the whole wide world was on offer. I think the Maldives would rate pretty highly, or maybe New York for New Year, that would be fun. Mind you, I’ve always wanted to go to Sydney.’

  ‘You’d be welcome any time,’ Bea assured him.

  ‘Yes, great and I could hire Flora as my very own security! Which is handy.’

  Bea laughed. She liked Alex, a lot. ‘Tait, who I work with, calls her Little Klitschko.’ She tutted.

  ‘I like that.’ Alex grinned.

  A middle-aged woman in a long red cardigan with a striped apron over the top approached their table with a tray on which sat two deep bowls of steaming soup, a wooden breadboard with a dense loaf cut into chunks, and an ample supply of butter.

  ‘You’ll love this, especially after a chilly walk up at Holyrood; it’ll warm your bones. My mother’s recipe. Thank you, Elsie.’

  The woman gave the slightest nod of her head as she deposited the bowls in front of Bea and Flora. ‘I used to take ma bairns up t’Arthur’s seat. They’d sit atop and eat a jeely piece and if it was real cold they’d get a poke a cheps on way home. Long time ago, eh?’ She sighed.

  Flora and Bea stared at Elsie; it wasn’t just that they couldn’t understand half the words she’d used, it was the speed at which she’d de
livered them. Bea nodded, to be polite. Flora took the bull by the horns. ‘What part of Poland are you from?’ she said slowly, courteously.

  ‘Glasgow,’ Elsie replied as she sloped back to the kitchen, shaking her head.

  Bea ladled a spoonful of soup into her mouth. ‘Ooh, this is good. What is it?’

  ‘Cock-a-leekie.’ Alex nodded matter-of-factly.

  Bea bit the inside of her cheeks; this was no time for childish giggles.

  ‘So, do you have a boyfriend, Flora?’

  Flora shook her head. ‘Not really. I do like this one boy though. Marcus. In fact he’s the one I punched.’

  ‘You punched him?’ He placed his hand on his breastbone and looked at Bea. She raised her eyebrows in confirmation. ‘Is this some Australian courting ritual that I don’t know about? Do you all go about punching people you like? Goodness me, child. Should I punch you, Bea? I mean, I do like you.’

  ‘I’d really rather you didn’t.’ Bea drank spoonfuls of her soup in quick succession.

  Flora pulled off a lump of bread and slathered it with butter. ‘I’m not a child. I’m fourteen in a couple of weeks.’

  ‘Flora! I have underwear older than you,’ Alex replied.

  Flora was unsure of the relevance. ‘I don’t know if I love him, but I really like him. I want to be with him all the time.’

  ‘I guess the question is, does he love you back?’

  ‘I... don’t know. I sometimes think he might, but I don’t know.’ Flora stared at the table.

  ‘You sometimes think he might? Well, that’s what you need to find out! No point going through all this upset if you don’t even know if it’s got legs! You need to make sure, honey. Don’t be living in sadness, otherwise you might end up like Bea and me, sitting on our own, tip-tapping into our laptops at all hours of the day and night!’ He chortled and banged the table.

  Bea laughed. It was fun to be with this loud, exuberant, jokey man. He was quite different from how he’d come across in his emails, which had been considered, cultured and calm.

 

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