Erotica: Handcuffing Inhibitions (New Adult Romance Bundle)(Erotic Sex Taboo Box Set)

by Rachel Wilson

  “I just wish I could meet someone.” Cassie said.

  “You will.” Jasmine assured her.

  “Maybe it’ll be Julian.” Cassie cooed.

  “Would you stop?” Jasmine asked, angrily.

  “Touché. Why is it such a big deal? We use to joke about him all the time.” Cassie said.

  “It’s just not funny right now.” Jasmine said.

  “He must really be hot now.” Cassie said, dissolving into laughter.

  “I give up.” Jasmine said, standing up.

  “I’ll see you tomorrow.” Cassie said.

  So much for taking my mind off of him Jasmine thought.

  The next day, Cassie came over for dinner. Leann, Jimmy, and Julian were sitting at the table. Julian whistled when he saw her.

  “Looking good Cassie.” He said.

  Cassie smiled. “Thanks.”

  “Sit down.” Leann said.

  Cassie obliged. The conversation turned to other things but Julian never took his eyes off of Cassie. It made Jasmine sick. She could hardly keep any food down.

  After dinner, Julian and Cassie moved into the living room. Jasmine followed suit. She didn’t think she should intrude but she needed to know if Cassie and Julian would connect.

  “You look way prettier than I remember.” Julian said.

  “Thanks. You look way better too.” Cassie said.

  “I’d really like to hangout sometime. What do you think?” Julian asked.

  “Love to.” Cassie responded.

  Jasmine rolled her eyes. A year ago she wouldn’t have given him the time a day she thought. Then again neither would I she reminded herself.

  Jasmine noticed how close they were sitting. Cassie was practically in his lap. Jasmine sighed. She needed to get Cassie out of there. Cassie didn’t look like she wanted to budge.

  “So Cass, how’s Bill?” Jasmine asked, abruptly.

  She didn’t really know anyone named Bill. She just wanted Julian to think Cassie was into someone else.

  “Who?” Cassie demanded.

  “Bill from college.” Jasmine said, rolling her eyes like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

  “I don’t know. Is he one of your flings?” Cassie asked.

  Julian whistled.

  “No he was yours!” Jasmine insisted angrily.

  “I have no idea who you’re talking about.” Cassie said.

  “You say.” Jasmine said.

  Cassie sighed. Then turned to Julian. “Would you like to take this out on the porch?”

  Julian nodded. They got up and walked off. Julian cast a dark look at her over his shoulder.

  Jasmine sighed. That hadn’t turned out at all like she’d wanted. Why am I sulking? It’s my house. I can go out there too she thought. Then Jasmine figured why bother and went to her room.

  Later on, someone knocked on Jasmine’s door. Jasmine opened it. There stood Julian shirtless.

  “What do you want?” Jasmine asked with her hands on her hips.

  “I think you know. What’s your problem?” Julian asked.

  “I don’t want you hitting on Cassie.” Jasmine said.

  “Too bad.” Julian said calmly.

  Jasmine’s blood boiled. She clenched her fists. Julian looked down at her and smirked.

  “You’re still with Daniel.” Julian pointed out.

  “Why shouldn’t I be?” Jasmine asked.

  Julian’s eyes roamed over Jasmine’s chest. “I think you know why.”

  “It’s different.” Jasmine protested.

  “Not from where I’m standing.” Julian said.

  “Cassie’s my friend.” She said.

  “Oh well.” Julian said.

  “You really don’t care?” Jasmine asked.

  “No I don’t.” Julian said, turning to walk away.

  “You should care.” Jasmine snapped.

  Julian just left.

  Jasmine paced the floor. How could Julian act that way? How could he go after her friend? That’s something Jasmine would have always cared about and Julian knew it. Then again maybe that was the point. Maybe Julian was proving he was hot now. Well Jasmine knew that. That was the problem.

  She stalked down the hall to Julian’s room and knocked. He swung the door open.

  “Do you need something?” he asked.

  Jasmine looked around. “I don’t want you going out with Cassie.”

  “This again.” Julian said.

  I’ll show you why.” Jasmine said, grabbing Julian’s neck.

  She leaned in and kissed Julian. He pulled her in, kissing back. Their lips melted together. Julian pulled Jasmine into the room and shut the door. He pushed her against the door. Jasmine breathed heavily as he moved his lips to her neck.

  Jasmine realized where they were with a start. She couldn’t do this in his room. Jasmine pulled away slowly. Julian pulled her back against him, kissing harder at her neck. Jasmine almost lost her head but she pushed him away.

  “What’s wrong?” Julian asked.

  “I want to stop.” Jasmine snapped.

  “Who said you can?” he asked, moving his hands under her shirt.

  “I’m serious.” Jasmine protested.

  “I know.” Julian said, squeezing her boobs above her bra.

  Jasmine pushed him away again.

  “Come on. I’m not going to tell anyone.” Julian said.

  “Someone could hear us.” Jasmine said.

  “They won’t.” Julian said, moving his hand back under her shirt.

  Jasmine lost her resolve. This was all she wanted. Why fight it?

  Julian slid his hands under Jasmine’s bra this time pinching and pulling on her tits.

  “Do you want to give me a blowjob?” Julian whispered.

  “Maybe.” Jasmine said with a smirk.

  “That’s what I figured.” Julian said.

  He controlled Jasmine’s head as she sucked his cock until he came in her mouth again.

  As soon as he was done he pushed her on the bed. Jasmine’s head spun.

  “We can’t do this.” She whispered.

  Julian sighed. “We can.”

  Jasmine got up and adjusted her clothes. “No.”

  Jasmine couldn’t keep letting this happen. She felt like she was losing her mind.

  “Okay fine.” Julian said.

  Jasmine left the room.

  For the next week Jasmine actively avoided Julian and Cassie. She thought they went out once but she didn’t let herself think about it. She threw herself into her relationship with Daniel. Jasmine knew it was best but somewhere inside she felt empty.

  Finally, one evening on the porch, Julian approached Jasmine.

  “I guess you’ve decided ignoring me is better than admitting you want me.” He teased.

  “I don’t want you.” Jasmine said.

  Julian laughed. “If you want to lie to yourself fine but you can’t lie to me.”

  He went inside.

  Jasmine sank in her seat. Unfortunately, Julian was right. She really did want him. She cared about Daniel too though. There was no way she and Julian could ever be together anyway. Leann and Jimmy had made it clear that in their eyes Julian was Jasmine’s brother. Besides maybe Jasmine didn’t exactly want to be with him anyway. She just wanted more seduction punishment. She wanted to take it farther. Jasmine could just never admit it.

  Jasmine went to her room and called Daniel. He was what she needed to focus on. She made plans to get out of the house with him the next day.

  When Jasmine got home from hanging out with Daniel, Julian was in the living room. Her eyes flickered over him.

  “Yeah I still exist. You’re never going to get off that easy.” He said.

  Jasmine made a face at him and walked off.

  “You can’t run from it.” He called after her.

  Jasmine shivered. If he only knew I wish, I couldn’t she thought.

  Jasmine flopped on her bed. She needed someone to talk to about
this. She felt like she was going crazy. Jasmine couldn’t think of anyone though. This wasn’t something any of her friends would understand. She decided to journal instead. She hadn’t in years but it made sense now.

  Someone knocked at her door.

  “Who is it?” Jasmine asked.

  “Mom.” Leann said.

  “Come in.” Jasmine said.

  Leann opened the door.

  “I just wanted you to know how great it is that you and Julian seem to be getting along better.”

  If only you knew Jasmine thought.

  “I still don’t like him Mom.” Jasmine said.

  “Regardless I think you’re trying. That’s a sign of maturity. Would you like to go shopping tomorrow?” Leann asked.

  Great now she’s going to reward me for blowing my step-brother Jasmine thought. Still it seemed weird to turn down a shopping trip.

  “I’d love to Mom.” She said.

  “Great. Jim’s taking Julian out too. I think it’s wonderful Julian’s seeing Cassie as well.” Leann said.

  “I don’t.” Jasmine said.

  “Still you haven’t put up a fuss which is nice. Thank you. Goodnight dear.” Leann said.

  “Night.” Jasmine responded.

  Leann walked off.

  Jasmine sighed. I can’t believe I’ve gotten into this. I have to figure out some way to get myself out of it she thought. She just didn’t know how.

  Leann and Jasmine went to the mall the next day. Jasmine picked out a few tank tops and jean shorts and a new pair of shoes while there. They ate at the food court before going home.

  Jasmine wore one of the lower cut tank tops with her new jean shorts when she got home. After dinner, Julian came up behind her.

  “I know you’re wearing that for me. I approve.” He whispered in her ear.

  Jasmine’s skin tingled where Julian’s breath had touched it. “I didn’t wear anything for you.”

  “I know.” He said, sarcastically, grinding his lower half against her.

  Jasmine wanted to melt. Instead she moved away. “I’m not kidding.”

  Julian shrugged. “Suit yourself.”

  Jasmine walked off.

  She knew she should be mad at Julian for being so insistent. Instead she was just mad at her for wanting to give in. She was mad because she couldn’t give in. Damn hormones Jasmine thought. She needed to keep away from Julian better for her sanity. Jasmine decided to go see one of her friends for a couple of days.

  Four days later, Jasmine came back from her friend’s feeling refreshed. Julian was out with Cassie when she got home. Jasmine was a little bit disappointed at that fact but she brushed it off.

  She called Daniel to come over. He arrived thirty minutes later.

  “I missed you.” He purred.

  “I missed you too.” She said, hugging him.

  Daniel hugged and kissed her lightly. Jasmine tried to get into it but she could barely peck him back.

  “Is something wrong?” he asked.

  Jasmine shook her head. “Just tired. Do you want to watch a movie?”

  Daniel nodded. They snuggled up to watch a movie.

  An hour later, Julian came home with Cassie.

  “Hey guys. How’s it going?” Cassie asked.

  Julian stared at Jasmine. Jasmine blinked rapidly.

  “It’s going okay. What did you guys do?” Daniel asked.

  “Just went Christmas shopping. I got your present Jazz.” Cassie said.

  “That’s nice.” Jasmine mumbled.

  Cassie gave her a strange look. “I think you’ll like it.”

  Jasmine nodded, staring at Julian. Julian kept staring back.

  “Okay. I guess you don’t care. I’m going to go.” Cassie said.

  “You aren’t going anywhere.” Julian teased, pulling her close.

  They kissed.

  Suddenly Jasmine felt like throwing up. She bolted up and into the bathroom. Jasmine hugged the toilet. Daniel followed her.

  “Are you okay?” he asked.

  Jasmine threw up in response. Daniel grabbed a hold of her hair.

  Jasmine smiled. “Thanks babe.”

  “No problem. Are you okay?” Daniel asked.

  “I’m fine. I think I just need to be alone. I’m sorry.” Jasmine said, wiping her mouth.

  “Are you sure?” Daniel asked.

  Jasmine nodded.

  “Okay I’ll see you tomorrow. Feel better.” Daniel said, kissing the top of her forehead before he left.

  Jasmine pulled her clothes off and climbed in the shower. A minute later someone pulled away the shower curtain.

  “I told you I’m fine.” Jasmine said kindly.

  “I don’t think you told me.” A husky voice said.

  Jasmine looked up and saw Julian standing there naked.

  “You can’t be in here!” She said, throwing her arms over her chest.

  “I already am.” Julian said, sliding in.

  Julian pulled her close and kissed her. Jasmine kissed him back hard. Their lips and tongues seemed to melt together. Jasmine got a head rush. This is what I’ve been missing she thought.

  Julian’s mouth moved to her neck and his hands moved around her chest.

  “Oh man.” Jasmine whispered in ecstasy.

  Julian squeezed harder on her boobs. Jasmine moaned again.

  “Turn around.” Julian whispered.

  “Why?” Jasmine asked.

  “You need to be punished. I’m tired of you avoiding me.” Julian said, spinning her around.

  He smacked her hard on the ass. Jasmine whimpered. He slapped her again. Jasmine wiggled. He spanked her a third time before spinning her back around for a kiss.

  Jasmine thought her head might explode as they kissed. Julian’s hands roamed over her chest and down her stomach. He pushed her legs apart. Jasmine clutched the back of his neck. Julian pushed a finger in her slowly and then another and then another. Jasmine moaned, her head rolling back. Julian bit her neck as he fingered her.

  Reality started to sink into Jasmine. She wasn’t supposed to be doing this. Jasmine pushed him away.

  “What is your deal?” Julian asked.

  “I just don’t want to do this.” Jasmine said.

  “Seems kind of like you do.” Julian said.

  “I can’t.” Jasmine said, desperately.

  “You can.” Julian said.

  Jasmine shook her head.

  “At least give me head. You’ve done that before.” Julian said.

  Jasmine looked down at his dick. She really wanted it but she knew she couldn’t.

  “No.” she said.

  “Fine.” Julian said, moving away.

  Jasmine went to leave the shower. Julian grabbed her and kissed her again. Jasmine’s heart pounded.

  “Do you really want to leave this?” Julian asked, pulling back to stare into her eyes.

  “I have to.” Jasmine said.

  “Jazz, I really care about you. I always have.” Julian whispered.

  Jasmine’s jaw dropped open. “What?” she stuttered.

  “You heard me. You know I’ve always liked you. You just thought I wasn’t good enough before.” Julian said.

  “I did not know you liked me.” Jasmine protested.

  “Yes you did. How could you not?” Julian asked.

  “You’re with Cassie.” Jasmine said as if that explained anything.

  “I wish she was you.” Julian said, moving his hand to her breast.

  Jasmine stared up at him. On one hand she wanted to hear this. On the other this was too much for her.

  Jasmine stepped out of the shower.

  “We really can’t do this.” She said firmly.

  “You’ll be back Jazz. I know you finally like me too. I can tell.” Julian said.

  “No I don’t.” Jasmine said.

  In reality she wasn’t at all sure how she felt feelings wise. She just knew she wanted Julian really badly.

  “Okay keep denyi
ng it.” Julian said.

  Jasmine grabbed a towel and left the room. That took all the resolve she had.

  Chapter Three

  The next day, Jasmine was on the couch when Julian walked in with Cassie. It amazed Jasmine how he could be kissing her one night and with Cassie the next. It amazed her that she could do it to Daniel too. Jasmine couldn’t stand herself. She got up and left the room. Jasmine knew she was making things weird with Cassie but she didn’t care. She just wanted this all to go away.

  Later that day, Julian came in Jasmine’s room.

  “Why are you jealous of Cassie if you don’t have any feelings for me?” Julian asked.

  “I’m not jealous of Cassie. I just don’t want you dating my friends. I never have.” Jasmine snapped.

  “Uh huh. Come on. I know you liked that seduction punishment yesterday.” Julian said, stepping closer to her.

  Jasmine stepped back. “It doesn’t matter. I’m not jealous of Cassie.”

  Julian sighed. “Why are we playing this game?”

  “What game?” Jasmine asked, genuinely confused.

  “We want each other but you won’t let me touch you anymore.” Julian pouted.

  “You’re my step-brother.” Jasmine said.

  “You’ve never cared about that before. No one has to know.” Julian said.

  “We’re seeing other people.” Jasmine said.

  “I know. I’ll leave her alone. I don’t care if you’re with him for show.” Julian said.

  Suddenly Jasmine saw the guy Julian was before he went in the military. The shy, reserved guy. The one who she would have always rejected. That made it easier to say no.

  “I love Daniel. Now back off.” Jasmine said, assertively.

  “You weren’t thinking about that when you were kissing me yesterday.” Julian said.

  “Maybe I was.” Jasmine objected.

  Julian shook his head.

  “Kiss me and tell me you think about him while you do it. If you do I will leave you alone.” He said.

  “That’s stupid.” Jasmine said.

  Julian smiled.

  Jasmine wanted to scream. She couldn’t let him win this. She leaned in and kissed him. He kissed her back. Jasmine pulled away.

  “Daniel?” Julian asked.

  Jasmine nodded.

  “Okay I’ll go. No more. I’m sorry.” Julian said.

  He walked away.

  Jasmine wanted to yell at Julian to stay. Instead she flopped on her bed and cried. She just really needed to let all her emotions out.