Breaking Autumn: A Bad Boy Stuntman Romance

by Jackson Kane

  Dante’s warning to stay clear of this place was fresh in my mind, enough to make my palms sweat.

  “Hello!” I knocked on the door instead. “I’d like a ride into town please! Dante?”

  Nothing, except a bit more distant scuffling.

  What was Dante keeping in there?

  I tried again, and again heard no response. There was definitely someone in there. Whoever it was, maybe they had headphones in? I tested the door and found it unlocked. As I pulled it open a dark thought slapped down over me like a cold, wet blanket, stopping me dead.

  What if Dante was secretly a serial killer and this was where he kept his victims?

  “That makes zero sense,” I argued with my own frustrating brain and defiantly pulled the door open.

  With a few uneasy steps, I disappeared into the part of the building that was unseen from my window. The stable was basically a long hallway lined with half a dozen stalls on either side, most of which were ajar, cleaned and empty; the only exception being a few closed ones by the wide-open double doors that led outside to a big fenced-off pen. My shoes crunched over the straw covered, concrete floor. The scent of fresh hay and even fresher refuse lingered lazily in the air like an invisible fog above a lake on a misty morning. The pungent, earthy scent of the stable transported me back to the summer before fourth grade.

  It was the best and worst summer of my life.

  A magnificent white horse walked to my end of its stall as I approached. He stuck his curious, handsome face through the top of the closed gate to greet me. Standing well over six feet tall, the horse was enormous…easily twice as big as any other I’d ever seen.

  “Hi there,” I said, after a nervous step backwards. I tentatively put my hand out, trying to bury an irrational worry that he was going to bite it off. “You’re not a chainsaw-wielding psychopath are you, big guy?”

  As if in response his dark nostrils and lips flared in a great whinny, which of course caused me to jerk my hand back. My heart immediately started racing. I felt like such a wimp. I used to be much more fearless around horses when I was a kid. What the hell happened?

  I swallowed that fear and let him sniff my hand. When he turned away I gently touched the side of his face. He was so warm and so alive. I giggled like a little girl when he breathed in and yawned. It sent a shiver of excitement soaring through me. His hair was so densely matted that it was like petting a living, breathing wool blanket.

  “You’re just a big softy, aren’t you?” I said, more to convince myself than as any kind of question to the horse. His playful, exuberance quickly won me over. Before I knew it I was rubbing the top of his speckled, snowy nose, jaw and muscular neck. His eyes got soft and he began licking and chewing the air. I began talking to him with the tone and exaggerated inflection that I used when holding my friend’s babies. The ten-year-old girl in me loved every second of this.

  The agitated, stomping and frantic neighing sounds in the distance pulled my attention outside toward the closed pen. An angry flash of brown blurred into my view. The horse looked similar to the ones my aunt’s had; only this one was about a hundred times as wild.

  Through the furious din of motion and noise I could make out Dante’s voice. I rubbed the white horse one last time and made my way over to the open doors to see what was going on. Leaning out from the doorway like a teenager slipping in way past curfew, I saw Dante wrangling a bucking horse in a high-fenced circular pen.

  “Easy, boy,” Dante said in a stern, yet not aggressive tone. It was a voice you might use on a misbehaving toddler when they poured chunky soup in the couch cushions.

  In his dirty, white-gloved hands was a rope that wrapped around the body and one leg of the very upset horse. The mustang had a rich coat that shined with a healthy, burnt-honey brown color. Its long black mane whipped wildly, as it jumped back and forth. There was fire and fury in the horse’s eyes that was only matched by the determination on Dante’s face.

  The sleeves of Dante’s wrinkled, gray, button-down were rolled up to just below his elbows. He strained against the rope which made the black ink that snaked along his flexing forearms bulge and pop as if the tattoos had a life and rhythm all their own. His linen shirt was mostly untucked over a pair of dark jeans and heavy boots. As he twisted and turned to keep out of reach of the horse I could see that only the middle three buttons on his shirt were left fastened, the rest were all undone. The hard, chest hair-covered lines in his pecs, and the tight swatch of rough skin that ran from his belly-button to his belt buckle teased me.

  “Whoa!” He said again as the stallion jumped high into the air with its remaining free legs. Threads of steaming saliva sailed from the horse’s whipping maw as it screamed and charged at Dante. Whenever it got close it would rear up and kick or bite at him.

  I knew of wild horses, but had only ever seen docile, domestic farm horses growing up. This was something else entirely. I’d never seen an animal fight so hard. It was jarringly violent!

  Squeamish fright squeezed at my core, shivering me the same way some people got at the sight of blood. I bit my lip to keep from yelling out unnecessary warnings to be careful. It wasn’t just the horse he had to worry about it was also the slack in the rope that he was holding. They were locked in a deadly game of tug-o-war. If Dante so much as missed one step he’d get tangled in his own excess lines and be trampled into a bloody heap.

  Dante kept pace with the mustang, dodging, jumping and jogging around the circular pen in a wide dusty circle. It was an interspecies give and take dance for dominance. And the steely-eyed stuntman knew all the right moves.

  “Easy, easy, easy. I’m not going to hurt you.” Dante coiled the rope around one hand and calmingly patted the air with the other. The concentration on his face was intense and absolute as he locked eyes with the fuming mustang. Beads of sweat carved shimmering paths down his cheeks and through several days’ of unshaven, rugged stubble. Confident certainty radiated from him as surely as the sun rose in the east and set in the west.

  Here was a man at work.

  Ahh! Are you crazy? Me on the other hand… I was a complete wreck! Put both your damn hands on the rope before you get killed!

  The horse finally slowed and Dante walked his hands up the ropes to bring himself closer. It looked like the stallion was finally starting to calm its tits, which allowed me a shaky exhale of relief. Somehow Dante did it. I had no clue how, but everything looked like it was going to be alright.

  Now that the horse wasn’t struggling all the tension drained from the line, which loosened the loop on the horse’s foot. Suddenly all its limbs were free and Dante was practically on top of him.

  I gasped when the horse started to rustle and screamed for Dante to look out!

  The spooked mustang roared into action again, leaping and twisting in the air. The rope was ripped from Dante’s hand when he glanced my way, all his intense concentration shattered. I wanted to apologize, but watching the danger unfold made it impossible to breathe let alone form words.

  One of the stallion’s lightening fast hooves snapped out and clipped Dante’s shoulder, throwing him to the ground. The light gray fabric around the wound instantly darkened and matted to his body as the blood started to flow down his torso. The newly freed horse wildly stomped around trying to find a way back out into the endless plains.

  For a brief moment Dante was lost in the rising dust cloud that engulfed everything. Nearly blinded and chocking, it was all Dante could do just to roll out of the beast’s chaotic charging path.

  I wanted to rush over and help, but my legs were paralyzed. Everything was happening so fast. Who did I call if there was an emergency? The police? They were at least forty minutes away. This was my fault; I had to do something! On shaky legs, I pushed through my fear and walked toward the pen, thoroughly having no idea what the hell I was going to do when I got there.

  “Stay back!” Dante barked at me. He threw himself to the side and snatched the whipping rope as it fl
ew by. Through ragged, labored breaths Dante firmly and evenly pulled on the rope, slowly repeating the words “easy” and “whoa” in a calming voice.

  Soon he hooked the horse’s leg again which brought the Mustang crashing down. Instead of pressing the advantage and tying him up further, Dante backed off, letting it slowly regain its footing and keeping it from hurting itself. It was amazing how in tune he was with the animal. He easily read the mustang’s body language and adjusted accordingly.

  Eventually the exhausted horse stopped struggling and collapsed onto its side. Dante reeled himself in while continuing a stern, but non-threatening tone. He kneeled next to the defeated animal and rubbed soothingly down its neck and side, relaxing the horse even more. Rivulets of blood ran down his arm and stained his white gloves.

  “Bring me that halter,” he said, maintaining the same easy tone, and careful not to take his gaze from the resting horse.

  “Sure,” I replied, feeling stupid for freaking out. I could’ve gotten him seriously hurt! I quickly realized why I wasn’t allowed back here. Or at least one of the reasons. “I am so so so sorry—”

  Dante held a hand up, stopping me. He talked only to the horse, rubbing and massaging him for the next ten minutes until the stallion looked calm enough to fall asleep. Then he placed the leather halter over the horse’s ears and mouth then freed it of the rest of the rope. I tensed up again knowing that with only a lead line on it would be impossible to control the horse if it wanted to flip out again.

  Despite that, and his wound, he moved with the sinewy confidence of a man who’d spent his whole life around horses. Dante was respectful, yet completely unafraid.

  He urged the now compliant horse back onto its feet and led him in a few laps around the inside of the pen. Dante told me where the first aid kit was and asked me to get it while he led the stallion back into the stable. I was sure part of that request was just to get me well out of the way in case the mustang got spooked again or in case I did something stupid.

  Dante was scratching the jaw and rubbing the forehead of the large white horse in the stall next to the mustang when I came back. The size and temperament difference between the two horses was jarring. Dante turned to me unleashing his deadly, brown eyes all down my body. “Are you alright?”

  “Me?” I was taken aback. My throat went dry under his inspecting gaze. “Are you joking? I’m fine. You’re the one leaking like crazy! Is there someone I should call?”

  “It’s not that bad,” Dante glanced down at his ruined outfit. All but one button on his blood-matted shirt remained fastened, the rest were either undone or torn off completely. His jeans had a nice tear along one of the mud stained legs. Dante blew his air out. “I’ll be sore later, but it looks worse than it is.”

  “Oh good, because it looks pretty damn bad.” I pulled my hand from my ear and tried to steady my own rapid heartbeat. Dante had made it clear in the last few weeks that we weren’t friends, but seeing him in there still scared the hell out of me. Not that I would tell him that of course. “Is the horse alright?”

  “He just needs to adjust to his new situation. He’ll be alright.” Dante went on to tell me a little more about the process and how the mustang would need to be ridden to be fully broken in, but he didn’t like to do that the same day, because it tended to stress them out. He found it better to ease into it slowly.

  If only he had the same policy with training humans.

  “Why?” I choked down the bitterness of such extreme training. “Why did you let him go at the end? Why not keep the heavier rope on him until you got him back in the stall?”

  “Because that wouldn’t have helped him.”

  “Helped him?” I scoffed. I loved horses, but that mustang was crazy. “He nearly killed you!”

  “That wasn’t his fault.” Dante continued massaging the giant white plushy masquerading as a horse. “He was the alpha of his team; proud and defiant. They’re always the hardest to break.”

  “I get that, but…” I turned the plastic, first aid box over in my hands. “What if he lost his mind again? I mean, how could you be sure you really broke him?”

  “I couldn’t.” Dante’s smirk at the worry on my face turned to a grimace against the pain that must’ve flared in his shoulder. “Breaking couldn’t be further from what we actually do with wild horses. It’s really all about trust. And the only way you get that is by giving it.

  “Now,” he said turning to me fully, that firmness returning. “You want to tell me exactly what you’re doing in the one place I told you not to go?”

  Chapter 16

  Autumn

  “Am I doing this right?” A shiver rattled my spine and shoulders, but I did my best to keep it out of my hands, especially while holding the needle. “This can’t be the best way to do this.”

  “You’re almost done.” Dante grunted against the pain, cracking his neck loudly and taking a long draft of a glass flask filled what he called bathtub gin that was in the first aid box. “Just a few more stitches.”

  “This is so gross!” I wiped the blood from his chest and winced at making the last stitch. I followed his instructions and tied the thread off. Having finished sewing a person back together I jumped off my stool and shook my arms out, trying to subside that squeamish feeling that twisted me all up inside.

  “That’s what you get for distracting me.” Dante rolled his shoulder, stretching the wounded area, but careful not to pop the stitches. He grabbed the metal fence of the pen he’d broken the mustang in, took another deep breath and poured the gin over the repaired gash. He grimaced against the liquid’s searing sting, grumbling curses under his breath.

  “I’m sorry!” I washed my hands under the barn’s outdoor water faucet. “How do you not have real antiseptic?”

  “This works just as well and you can’t drink antiseptic.” Dante stood there a moment with his eyes closed, his whole body flexed while the sharp fire in his shoulder dulled to manageable levels. I unabashedly stared at him, feeling a different kind of tingling sensation work its way up my thighs and bury itself deep in my chest.

  Dante was bare to his waist. The muscle fibers flared in his shoulders, and across his ribs and chest, and all six uneven ridges of his abs popped along his flat, tight torso. His shock of chest hair was stained red with the blood I couldn’t wipe away and the gash had already started to bruise, giving the black tattoos above his collarbone an eggplant-colored tinge.

  Even damaged, he was sexy.

  “Are you really alright? That looks bad…” I pulled my mouth to the side of my face.

  Dante grunted again, then took in a few shallow breaths before relaxing and breathing normally. “Just another scar to add to my collection.”

  “Y’know, some people just collect porcelain angels. Or Doctor Who DVDs.”

  “You never answered my question. Why are you here?” He pulled a bandage from the first aid kit and finished dressing the wound.

  “I wanted to go to town.” I said like I was in Little House on the Prairie. Saying it out loud after what just happened with the horse, sounded especially trivial.

  “Why didn’t you just call my cell phone?” Dante pulled another button down from a drawer in the front of the barn that looked like it held a few personal effects.

  “I don’t have your number.” I walked back over to the giant white beauty. The horse tossed his head forward and whinnied in delight as I rubbed the side of his face.

  “It’s in your paperwork.” Carefully slipping the shirt on, he stopped to eye me skeptically. “You did read your paperwork, right?”

  “Yeah! Of course…” I cleared my throat, my mouth pinching again to the side. “Most of it. There was a lot of paperwork! There were less pages in my iTunes agreement.”

  “I’ll call you a cab.” Dante shook his head in mild disbelief and grabbed his cell phone. He paused as if suddenly remembering something important. Slowly turning his head to me, he forced himself to ask me something despite ob
viously thinking it was a bad idea, “You want to go for a ride first?”

  “On the horse?” My face lit up like it did when I was a kid. There was no hiding my excitement. All my thoughts of going into town for a coffee were immediately replaced by the nostalgia of riding at my Aunt’s house. “It’s been forever. I’m not sure I remember how.”

  “Well,” he said, opening the gate and leading the white horse out into the middle of the stable. Dante put a halter on him, clipping the thin cord to the wall, then handed me a grooming brush. “Give it some thought.”

  Brushing the horse was heaven; he was so docile and pretty! I barely thought about how easy it would be for a horse this big to break the flimsy cord that kept him in place and also trample me to death.

  Dante returned later with a backpack, a pair of sunglasses and riding helmet. He threw a blanket and saddle over the horse, then turned to me as he loaded one of the saddle bags with the pack. “Cab or horse? What’s it going to be?”

  I took an extra moment so as not to appear too eager, but I doubt it worked. “Horse.”

  Dante smirked as if he’d known what I was going to say. He gave me the helmet, then put a second smaller saddle behind the first. After he finished prepping the horse he led him out of the barn. Wasting no time Dante mounted the horse like a seasoned pro and reached out a hand for me to join him.

  My heart fluttered as I looked up at him and took his hand. Total princess moment.

  With far less of his help than I figured I’d need, I slipped my foot in the stirrup and mounted the gigantic horse smooth enough to impress even myself.

  “Not bad.” Dante acknowledged with a nod. It was such a small thing, but it made me beam a little on the inside. His complements were so few and far between. Was it possible for a person to be allergic to saying nice things?

  “It’s like falling off a bike.” I laughed nervously, my body rushed to remember the correct posture and positioning to ride. The knowledge was in there somewhere, but it was so rusty that its rust had rust on it! “You never forget how.”