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  being cynical when I speak of having an

  affair with you."

  Victoria bit off what sounded like a

  very unladylike oath." You are right," she

  conceded." It's this business of being an

  heiress that confuses matters. Annabella

  tells me I am extremely skittish on the

  subject; too wary by half."

  Lucas smiled gently, taking pity on

  her obvious dilemma." Always looking for

  danger in the nearest hedge?"

  I suppose so," Victoria said.

  Not a bad policy, all things considered."

  It has certainly been a very practical

  policy for me," Victoria acknowledged.

  Because it has seen you safely into

  spinsterhood?"

  Beast." But her mouth curved back into

  an amused smile." You are quite right,

  however. I am a spinster and glad of

  it. Furthermore I intend to keep things

  that way."

  Lucas's attention wandered from the

  cacti to a spectacular yellow-gold bloom

  he did not recognize. The flower, touched

  here and there with deep purple, flared like

  a crown from the green stalk that held it.

  He moved toward it, drawn by the shade

  of gold which reminded him of Victoria's

  eyes. He cupped the regal bloom in one

  hand and studied it." After what happened

  between us in the garden last night, you

  will never convince me that you intend to

  live your entire life without exploring your&

  own passions victoria.

  You are like this flower, lush and sweet and full of

  passionate promise."

  She grinned." Really, my lord, you

  needn't get carried away by a flower.

  I understand your background is in the

  military world, not the literary one."

  Sometimes a man can learn more of life

  when he is surrounded by death than he

  can from all the poetry of the ancients.

  Even if you did manage to ignore your

  womanly passions for the rest of your days,

  I doubt that you could ignore your own

  intellectual curiosity."

  Curiosity. You think you can talk me

  into an illicit affair by appealing to my

  intellectual curiosity? How very original."

  It makes perfect sense to me. Any

  woman who can work up an admiration for

  beetles and cacti must certainly entertain a

  few scientific questions concerning her own

  physical nature." He inclined his head in a

  small, elegant bow." I offer myself to you

  in the interest of intellectual inquiry, Miss

  Huntington. I'm hoping you will not be

  able to refuse."

  Outraged, Victoria stared at him for a

  few tense seconds and then the mirth

  appeared in her eyes. In a moment she

  was laughing so hard she had to grab a

  post for support.

  Lucas watched her, his hand still cupping

  the yellow-gold bloom. He was fascinated

  by her wholehearted amusement. She did

  not giggle in that annoying way young

  woman so often did, as if trying to imitate

  tinkling bells and rippling brooks. Victoria's

  laughter was full of life and warmth. It

  made him want to pull her into his arms

  and kiss her until he converted the humor

  in her into the passion he had tasted last

  night.

  He could do it, Lucas thought. He knew

  from the way she had responded in the

  garden that he could make her feel desire.

  And he would use that knowledge, along

  with her quest for adventure, to seduce her.

  In the end she would be powerless to resist

  him. As he had told her in the garden, she

  would not easily find another man who

  could offer the bait he was holding out.

  And once he had her locked safely in

  his arms, it would be only a short step to

  marriage. Victoria might speak daringly of

  engaging in an illicit liaison, but he knew

  that she would find it difficult to actually

  conduct an affair that threatened her aunt's

  as well as her own position in Society. She

  was, after all, a young woman of excellent

  breeding and she knew both the rules and

  the risks that governed the world in which

  she lived.

  Society required that young women of

  her background save their illicit affairs

  until after they were wed and had given

  their husbands an heir. After that, many

  wives felt free to pursue their own romantic

  interests so long as they were discreet. Their

  husbands, who generally kept mistresses

  before and after marriage, did the same,

  not always so discreetly.

  But as Lucas watched Victoria's laughter

  fade slowly back into a glowing smile, it

  struck him quite forcefully that he did

  not intend to let his unsuspecting future

  bride tread the usual social path from altar

  to marriage bed to a string of discreet

  affairs.

  He had always known that he would

  never be one of those men who overlooked

  his wife's infidelities. It was not in his

  nature to share the woman he considered

  his own. But the possessiveness he felt was

  far beyond what he had expected to feel

  toward the woman who would one day

  bear his name.

  Once she was his, Lucas decided,

  Victoria would remain his and his alone.

  Social conventions be hanged. He was not

  going to share this half-wild, unpredictable

  creature with any man.

  My lord, you are impossible. Utterly

  impossible." Victoria wiped the moisture

  from her eyes and shook her head, still

  grinning." Imagine offering yourself in the

  spirit of intellectual inquiry. How very

  altruistic. How very noble. You are far

  too generous."

  I shall do what it takes to win you."

  And just how am I to be won, my

  lord?"

  With adventure and excitement and

  passion. I will give you all of those things,

  Victoria."

  She looked at him, her decision in her

  eyes." I will pick and choose among them,

  taking only as much of any of them as I

  wish and paying for them as I wish."

  He inclined his head in acquiescence,

  quietly satisfied with the victory." That is

  your prerogative."

  She hesitated and then impulsively took

  one step forward, reaching out to touch

  his sleeve." Lucas, do you mean it when

  you say you want me, just me, not my

  money?"

  He lifted a hand to stroke the fine line

  of her jaw." I want you."

  I cannot promise you anything," she said

  with grave honesty." I enjoyed your kisses

  last night, but that is as far as it should

  go and we both know it."

  He covered her fingers as they lay on

  his sleeve." I understand. Don't concern

  yourself with promises now. Together we

  will find out just how f
ar this liaison of

  ours will go."

  She did not move for a moment. She just stood

  there gazing up at him with a

  barely suppressed longing that made him

  want to pull her into his arms. It was not

  the promise of either passion or reckless

  excitement he saw in her beautiful amber

  eyes now, but something else, something

  sweet and vulnerable, an altogether heart

  wrenching look of hopeful expectation.

  If you're very sure this is what you want,

  if you're sure this will be enough," Victoria

  said," then I accept your offer to be my

  midnight companion."

  Lucas exhaled deeply." Then the bargain

  is sealed." He leaned down and brushed his

  mouth lightly across hers. She trembled at

  the touch and Lucas wanted simultaneously

  to soothe her and pull her down onto the

  tile floor and make passionate love to her.

  Before he could deal with the conflicting

  emotions, she was slipping out of reach

  and thrusting a small piece of paper into

  his hand.

  What's this?" he asked, frowning at

  the elegant writing on the paper." A

  gaming hell? A brothel? A race meeting?

  A gentlemen's club?"

  Those are the first items on my list,"

  she informed him.

  What list?" Then it hit him. He had

  seriously under-estimated his opponent, a

  mistake he rarely made.

  Bloody hell. You expect me to take you

  to a gaming hell and a brothel? Good God,

  Vicky, be reasonable. A nighttime visit to a

  fair or the dark walks of Vauxhall Gardens

  is one thing. It is quite another matter to

  sneak you into a brothel or take you to a

  gaming hell. You cannot be serious."

  You are wrong, my lord. I am very

  serious," Victoria said, unyielding.

  He looked at her and saw that she was.

  Damn it, Vicky. This wasn't quite what I

  had in mind."

  Victoria dismissed the protest." Thursday

  night would be an excellent time for our

  next adventure. I will no doubt see you

  at the Kinsleys" ball earlier in the evening

  and we can make our final plans. In the

  meantime"

  Cleo Nettleship's voice broke into Vic

  toria's instructions." Vicky, dear, are you

  still out there? Don't get too carried away

  or you will bore Lord stone vale. Not

  everyone enjoys an extended tour of the

  conservatory, you know."

  Lucas turned to see Lady Nettleship

  standing in the doorway, beaming at him.

  I assure you, madam, I have never been

  less bored in my life."

  One rarely is around Victoria."

  Lucas glanced at Victoria's satisfied

  expression and then be looked once more

  at the yellow-gold bloom he had been

  examining earlier." Before we leave the

  conservatory. Miss Huntington, I would

  appreciate it if you would tell me the

  name of this strange plant."

  Strelitzia reginae. Everyone was thrilled

  when the first one flowered at Kew. Aunt

  Cleo and I were very fortunate to have

  this one bloom, too. Magnificent, isn't it?"

  Victoria said excitedly.

  Lucas looked at her. She was glowing

  with life in her yellow-gold gown. Her

  amber eyes were brilliant." Yes," he said.

  Magnificent."

  One week later Victoria put on her

  new yellow-trimmed brown riding habit,

  adjusted the dashing little military-style hat

  with its yellow feather at a rakish angle over

  one eye, and called for her favorite horse

  and groom. It was five o'clock and nearly

  everyone would be riding in the park.

  Everyone today had better include the

  Earl of stone vale. Last night, during

  the five minutes she'd had with him

  at the Bannerbrook rout, Victoria had

  given him very strict instructions to put

  in an appearance. She had a few things

  to say to him.

  The problem in dealing with Lucas,

  Victoria had discovered, was that although

  he appeared unfailingly obedient when it

  came to receiving her instructions, he had

  a nasty habit of carrying them out in his

  own way. Enough was enough.

  Cleo was crossing the hall into the library

  when Victoria came down the stairs. She

  peered at her niece in mild astonishment.

  Going riding this afternoon, my dear?"

  Yes, I am. I feel in need of a little

  exercise." Victoria paused briefly to kiss

  Cleo's cheek before hurrying toward the

  door." Don't worry, I shall be home in

  plenty of time to dress for Grimshaw's little

  lecture on recent agricultural improvements

  in Yorkshire."

  Excellent." Cleo smiled benignly." I am

  quite looking forward to it and so is

  Lucas."

  Victoria halted on the threshold and

  whirled around." I beg your pardon?"

  I merely said I was quite looking forward

  to Grimshaw's lecture."

  You said Lucas was looking forward

  to it."

  Oh, yes, I did, didn't I? And so he is.

  Told me so himself Well, it's only natural

  he'd be interested, isn't it? His estates are,

  after all, somewhere in Yorkshire, I believe.

  I invited him on Wednesday when I was

  showing him my new dahlia plants. I must

  say the earl seems to be developing more

  than a passing interest in horticulture and

  related matters," Cleo remarked.

  Yes, the earl did seem to be developing

  more than a passing interest in the subject,

  Victoria thought grimly, adjusting her small

  hat with a quick yank. Lately, in fact,

  his interest in matters of horticulture and

  agriculture had begun to border on the

  keen. She was beginning to feel she was

  running a poor second to such fascinating

  topics as methods of manuring and crop

  rotation.

  For a man who only a week ago had

  seemed bent on seduction, he had certainly

  veered off course recently. Victoria did not

  know whether to be incensed or relieved.

  A few minutes later she entered the

  park at a brisk trot, her groom following

  discreetly behind her on a pony. The

  public trails were thronged with elegantly

  attired riders, curricles, and small, open

  carriages. At this time of day the social

  world went into the park to see and be

  seen, not to actually ride for pleasure or

  exercise. That sort of riding was done in

  the early-morning hours.

  Victoria automatically smiled and greeted

  her myriad acquaintances while keeping an

  eagle eye out for Lucas. She was beginning

  to think he had deliberately avoided the

  meeting altogether and was wondering what

  his excuse would be, when he materialized

  at her elbow on a spectacular chestnut. For

  a moment s
he forgot her annoyance.

  What an excellent animal, Lucas. He's

  beautiful."

  Lucas smiled faintly." Thank you. I'm

  rather fond of old George, myself. We've

  been through a lot together, haven't we,

  George?"

  Victoria wrinkled her nose." Did you

  name him after the king?"

  No. I named him George because

  George seemed a simple enough name

  for me to remember."

  No one's likely to forget a horse like

  that, regardless of his name. Have you any

  colts by him?" Victoria asked.

  Not yet, but George has big plans for

  the future."

  At this, she grinned." I see. You expect

  him to sire a dynasty?"

  Why not? The male of the species has

  certain obligations when he bears the sort

  of bloodlines old George here bears. We

  men do what we must, don't we, old

  boy?" He patted the stallion's neck and the

  horse ducked his head and blew through

  his nose.

  Victoria's grin faded. She was sorry

  she had raised the topic of dynasty

  founding. Lucas occasionally made an

  oblique reference to the little matter of

  his future obligations to his name and title

  and she had discovered she preferred to

  avoid the subject. The idea of the present

  Earl of stone vale someday taking a wife

  and getting himself an heir was becoming

  strangely unpalatable.

  Well, he's a lovely animal, but that

  is not what I wish to discuss with you,

  Lucas," she said quickly.

  I regret to hear that. I enjoy talking

  about horses." Lucas nodded politely

  toward a middle-aged man and woman

  in a handsome carriage. They smiled back

  and glanced pointedly at Victoria.

  Victoria summoned up a regal smile for

  Lord Foxton and his lady and urged her

  horse to a slightly faster pace. Lucas and

  George promptly fell behind. She glanced

  back over her shoulder and scowled.

  Really, Lucas, do stop dawdling. I told

  you I specifically wish to speak to you

  today."

  Then don't rush ahead without warning

  like that."

  I was trying to avoid having to speak

  to Lady Foxton. She was giving me a very

  knowing look. And she's not the first to do

  so. That's one of the things I wanted to

  discuss with you, Lucas. People are starting

  to notice our, uh, association."

  What did you expect? You know as well

  as I do that if two people dance more

  than twice together at a ball, someone will

  wonder if there's a marriage offer brewing,"

  Lucas said.

  But we do not dance together."

 

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