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  Details. We've been paired off at a few

  routs and that's enough." He tipped his

  hat to another elderly lady, who smiled

  archly.

  Never mind that. It can't be helped. I

  specifically asked to speak to you today

  because I was afraid I would not get

  another chance tonight to speak to you

  privately and I have a few matters I want

  to clarify."

  I was afraid of that."

  There's no need to adopt the attitude of

  a martyr. You agreed to our adventuring.

  In fact, you insisted on accompanying

  me on our midnight tours. This bargain

  between us was made at your instigation,

  Lucas," Victoria said.

  Lucas narrowed his eyes." I sense a

  complaint about my performance to date.

  I'm crushed. Haven't you enjoyed yourself

  on the two occasions I risked life and limb

  to climb your garden wall?"

  Don't look at me like that. You know

  very well I found those two occasions

  this past week quite interesting. But they

  weren't what I expected, Lucas."

  What did you expect to find when you

  went spying on a man's world?"

  Victoria chewed her lower lip thought

  fully. I'm not sure, precisely. More

  adventure, I think. More excitement."

  Didn't you get adventure and excite

  ment enough on Wednesday night?"

  The late-night supper at the restaurant

  was amusing, I'll admit. At least I found

  it so until those two young men got sick all

  over the skirts of their little opera dancers."

  Recalling the scene she had witnessed and

  how it had completely put her off her own

  food, Victoria made a face.

  I hate to disillusion you, Vicky, but the

  unfortunate truth is men don't do very

  edifying things when they get together late

  at night and start drinking. How about

  the excursion to Vauxhall? You liked that,

  didn't you?"

  For heaven's sake, Lucas, you cannot

  fob me off with trips to Vauxhall. Much

  too tame. Too respectable. I could have

  gone there with Annabella or any of my

  other female acquaintances and no one

  would have thought it amiss."

  Be fair. Dressed as a man, you saw a

  whole different side to the place."

  You are missing my point, Lucas,"

  Victoria said firmly." Deliberately, I think."

  What is your point?"

  My point is that thus far you have not

  taken me to any of the places on my list."

  Ah, yes, the famous list. I was afraid this

  conference today was going to focus

  on that damned list."

  You promised, Lucas. You said you

  would take me wherever I wanted to go.

  Instead, you've been deliberately trying to

  give me a disgust with the whole notion

  of adventuring, haven't you? Don't think

  I can't see right through your plan. You've

  been hoping that such revolting incidents

  as that business of witnessing those young

  men drinking until they became ill and

  viewing that boxing match at Vauxhall will

  put me off the entire scheme," Victoria

  accused.

  I was only trying to show you what you

  were getting into without putting you at

  undue risk in the process. You know you

  did not care for all the blood at the boxing

  match."

  Ah-hah, I knew it. You are trying to

  fob me off with mild adventures. Well, it

  won't work," Victoria declared." I demand

  that you live up to your part of this

  bargain. Tomorrow night I insist we go to

  a brothel or a gaming hell." She brightened,

  considering the prospect." I think I should

  prefer the latter. Yes, let us go to a real

  gaming hell."

  You won't like it, Vicky."

  That is for me to judge. Now, do we

  have an agreement or must I find someone

  else to take me?"

  Lucas smiled and inclined his head to

  yet another curious middle-aged woman

  passing in a carriage. Outwardly, he was

  the picture of polite gallantry, but his

  voice, when he responded to Victoria's

  threat, was suddenly ice cold.

  Do not issue an ultimatum you cannot

  possibly carry out, Vicky."

  Victoria was learning that when he used

  that particular tone, it was best to back

  off and find another path to her goal. It

  irked her that the man tended to turn

  utterly implacable when she pushed too

  hard, but he did have a point. Where was

  she going to find another companion who

  would show her the night?

  There was, too, another aspect to the

  situation. She was becoming increasingly

  enthralled by the farewell kisses Lucas gave

  her before he departed from her garden

  after an adventure. There had been two

  more such embraces since the night they

  had gone to the fair and Victoria was

  already anticipating the next occasion when

  he would take her in his arms.

  Lucas, you seem to be overlooking the

  fact that I am in charge of this adventuring

  project. Must I remind you that I am the

  one who makes the decisions? Now, as to

  our next venture . Oh damn." Victoria

  broke off with a somewhat forced smile

  as a familiar couple in a curricle pulled

  abreast of her horse. She looked across

  into Isabel Rycott's amused eyes.

  Isabel glittered like the small, perfect

  jewel she was in a rich shade of ruby.

  Seated next to her, holding the reins, was

  her current escort, Richard Edgeworth.

  Victoria had been introduced to him the

  previous evening and had not been much

  impressed. In fact, she wondered what

  Isabel, who could have her pick of men,

  saw in him.

  On the surface there was certainly

  nothing wrong with the man. Edgeworth

  was fair-haired and handsome by most

  standards. He was in his early thirties,

  but Victoria did not think his looks

  would last into his forties. There was

  an unpleasant hint of sullen discontent in

  his eyes, as if Edgeworth had always felt

  himself victimized by life. There was, too,

  a curiously weak, dissolute quality about

  his mouth that implied a certain lack of

  inner strength.

  Victoria wondered briefly if she was

  being too hard on the man. She was,

  after all, starting to use Lucas as her

  standard of comparison.

  Good afternoon, Vicky, dear," Isabel

  said." So nice to see you again."

  Your servant, Miss Huntington," Edge

  worth murmured. His gaze slid toward

  Lucas and away again." stone vale."

  Edgeworth."

  Sensing the coldness between the two

  men, Victoria glanced at Lucas's enigmatic

  face but could read nothing of his thoughts.

  She turned quickly
back to Isabel Rycott.

  What a stunning hat. Lady Rycott. You

  must give me the name of your milliner."

  I will be happy to do so. She has a

  shop in Oxford Street. Perhaps we'll have a

  moment to chat tonight at Lady Atherton's

  small party?"

  I'm afraid I won't be there," Victoria

  said, remembering that she had declined

  the invitation earlier in the week. She

  wondered if Lucas had accepted," I have

  other plans. Perhaps another time."

  Perhaps." Lady Rycott shot Lucas a

  mysterious smile and signaled to her

  companion that she wished to move on

  down the path. To this, Edgeworth gave

  the reins a small snap, his fine gray gloves

  giving the gesture an elegant touch.

  You don't care for Lady Rycott, do

  you?" Lucas observed casually as their

  carriage moved out of hearing range.

  And I got the impression you're not

  a particular friend of Mister Edge worth's,"

  Victoria said.

  A small matter of a gaming debt, I'm

  afraid."

  Victoria slid him a sidelong glance." You

  played cards with him?"

  Only once. The man cheats."

  Victoria was horrified." Edgeworth is a

  cheat? How astonishing. Why is he still

  allowed to play in the clubs?"

  Lucas watched the carriage roll out of

  sight behind a crop of trees." Because he's

  never been caught. He is quite good at

  it."

  What happened the night you played

  with him?" Victoria asked, her interest

  piqued.

  Lucas grinned briefly." Halfway through

  the game, after losing rather heavily, I

  somehow managed to drop the entire deck

  of cards on the floor. Naturally a new pack

  had to be fetched immediately."

  An unmarked deck. How very clever

  of you." Victoria was delighted." And

  Edgeworth started losing?"

  Yes. Heavily."

  Excellent. You see, Lucas, that is just

  the sort of excitement I wish to witness

  firsthand."

  There wasn't much to see. A few cards

  on the floor. A few glares from Edgeworth.

  Me mentally on my knees thanking the

  powers that be that I'd figured out what

  the devil was going on before I played too

  deep."

  There you go, trying to discourage me

  from exactly the sort of adventure I am

  anxious to experience." She frowned." Was

  that card game the only time you and

  Edgeworth have encountered each other?"

  What makes you ask that?"

  I don't know. Something about the way

  the two of you reacted to each other a

  moment ago. I almost had the impression

  you had known each other for some time.

  Never mind. To get back to my original

  subject"

  Why don't you like Isabel Rycott?"

  Victoria's jaw tightened." Is it that

  obvious?"

  Lucas nodded to another couple on the

  path." Only to someone who knows you

  well. And I am getting to know you very

  well, my dear."

  I have no real reason to dislike her.

  She was introduced to me a few weeks

  ago and immediately claimed a past

  acquaintanceship with my mother and

  stepfather," Victoria explained cautiously.

  Your stepfather was a man named

  Samuel Whitlock?"

  Yes."

  You have never spoken much of your

  family, other than your aunt Cleo," Lucas

  pointed out.

  It is not a subject I care to discuss.

  How did you know my stepfather's name,

  Lucas?"

  I believe Jessica Atherton mentioned

  it.

  Yes, of course." Her voice turned brittle.

  Now what's amiss?" Lucas asked gently.

  Nothing."

  Vicky, I'm your friend, remember? One

  of these days I intend to be your lover.

  You can talk to me."

  She looked around sharply, aware of the

  heat rising in her cheeks. Really, Lucas,

  what a thing to say in public. And neither

  of us is at all certain about the course of

  our future relationship. Kindly do not go

  about presuming too much."

  You don't like the idea that I discussed

  you with Lady Atherton, do you?"

  No, I do not."

  You don't much care for her, either?"

  Lucas asked.

  I do not dislike Jessica Atherton. I have

  explained once before that she and I do not

  have a lot in common, but I have nothing

  against her. Who can have anything against

  a paragon?" Victoria paused. How long

  have you known her, Lucas?"

  Jessica Atherton? Several years. I was

  acquainted with her before her marriage

  to Atherton."

  There was more to it than that, Victoria

  decided, listening to the clipped note in his

  words. She did not know how to ask for

  further details, however, so she changed

  the subject.

  I cannot imagine what Lady Rycott

  sees in Edgeworth," Victoria observed. She

  probably does not know about his card

  playing habits."

  Probably not."

  It is certainly convenient being a widow,

  is it not?" Victoria mused.

  That got Lucas's attention. What the

  devil are you on about now?"

  Do you realize that as a widow in

  command of her own financial affairs. Lady

  Rycott has considerably more freedom to

  go about with an escort of her choice than

  I do?"

  I had not given the matter much

  thought," Lucas muttered repressively.

  I have. Considerable thought. As a

  woman who has never been married, I

  am far more restricted than Lady Rycott.

  I must always be conscious of what people

  will say. I am still at an age when I must

  have a care for my reputation. But Isabel

  Rycott can ride in an open carriage with

  Edgeworth and dance with him tonight

  and let him take her home after the

  Athertons" party, and no one will pay

  any heed. It's not fair, Lucas. Not fair

  at all."

  Pray don't take a notion to marry me

  and then murder me in my bed so that

  you may enjoy the freedoms of wealthy

  widowhood."

  Victoria laughed softly. I would not

  think of it. Even the prospect of being a

  free and wealthy widow is not enough of

  an inducement to lure me into marriage."

  Lucas eyed her thoughtfully. If our

  interview is finished, we had best part.

  We've been riding together for some

  distance and we certainly wouldn't want

  anyone to speculate unduly on our as

  sociation."

  No, you are quite right." But for a

  moment Victoria longed to have the

  freedom Isabel Rycott did. She was

  not in the least anxious to say good

  bye. One moment, Lucas. About our

  next adventure. I
really must insist on

  something a little more exciting than

  Vauxhall or another restaurant. I shall

  be waiting in my aunt's garden tomorrow

  night after the Chillingsworm party and I

  shall be expecting to be taken to a gaming

  hell at the very least."

  stone vale's brows rose at her tone of

  authority. Your wish is my command,

  Vicky. But in the meantime, I shall look

  forward to seeing you this evening when I

  attend Grimshaw's lecture."

  Victoria grinned. Are you really in

  terested in agricultural improvements in

  Yorkshire?"

  Is that so amusing?"

  She shrugged her shoulders. No. I

  suppose not."

  Lucas tipped his hat to her. Be warned,

  Vicky. You still don't know everything

  there is to know about me. Good

  afternoon." Before she could respond,

  he had turned George's head and was

  cantering down the path. Victoria stared

  after him until Annabella Lyndwood called

  to her from a short distance away. Shaking

  off an odd emotion she could not identify,

  Victoria went to greet her friend.

  The night after Grimshaw's lecture

  Victoria slipped cautiously through the

  darkened town house and out into the

  conservatory. Pale moonlight pierced the

  windows, turning the array of exotic

  plants into a strange and forbidding

  world.

  Victoria was growing accustomed to the

  eerie jungle that was the conservatory at

  night. She hurried down one aisle and

  let herself out into the garden. The night

  air was chilled and the grass was damp

  beneath her booted feet. She hesitated,

  searching the shadows for Lucas. As usual,

  she did not spot him until he moved.

  Lucas stepped away from the shelter of

  the wall, a dark and forbidding figure

  dressed chiefly in black. His Hessians

  gleamed faintly in the moonlight. His face

  was in shadow. Victoria caught her breath

  at the sight of him and anticipation rushed

  through her veins, leaving her trembling

  with excitement.

  Lucas held out his hand. Smiling in

  welcome, she put her fingers trustingly

  into his. As she did so, Lucas tipped up

  her chin with his other hand and kissed

  her; a quick, hard, possessive kiss. It was

  just the sort of kiss she knew she ought to

  protest but which instead always left her

  hungering for more. These stolen moments

  of fleeting, sultry passion were creating a

  sense of strong frustration within her.

  The carriage I hired for the evening is

  waiting around the corner," Lucas said as

  he dropped lightly down beside her on the

 

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