What I Fight For: A Bad Boy Military Romance (Easy Team Book 1)

by Gemma Hart

  But seeing her hold up her third glass of brandy, I had to restrain myself from marching on over there and yanking her out of her seat and throwing her over my knee to give her one hell of a walloping.

  Did the woman have no sense of danger? Did she really feel so comfortable getting sloshed in a room full of known and wanted criminals?

  But I had been snapped out of my fantasy as soon as I had heard Roy talk about Family.

  There had never been any of this whole “we’re a Family” shit in his previous speeches. ‘Family’ was just a named we used to describe the cesspool of degenerates that congregated in this compound. Roy could give a flying fuck about Family. And then to threaten his men about crossing him? Honestly, what the fuck?

  “You got a problem with my words?” Roy said. His eyes gleamed as if hoping I would just dare to defy him.

  I cocked my head a little, assessing him. There was a bit of a sweat around Roy’s hairline. That wasn’t unusual since the man was huge but there was something else. There was an adrenaline that was shining over him that normally wasn’t there.

  Did he know?

  I kept my face cool as my mind raced. I had been extremely careful and more importantly, slow. I had moved like a glacier to put my plan in action. But could he somehow have found out? Was that what all this was about?

  With a decisive movement, I leaned back in my seat and gave a smooth smile. “Just wondering if you hadn’t approved of the Dynally job,” I said with just the right hint of teasing in my voice. “Maybe you had preferred the trash compactor instead of the LA River.”

  The men at the table laughed in relief at my teasing words, glad that any kind of confrontation had been avoided.

  Roy huffed a few laughs. “That piece of shit could rot where he fell, for all I care,” he said. He took another hefty pull on his drink before throwing his head back and smacking his lips in repletion.

  Claudia or Carol cut him a juicy piece of steak, feeding it to him.

  Roy took the bite and chewed with his mouth open.

  He fixed me with a gimlet eye, the juices of the steak running down his chin. “Trust me,” he said in an even tone. “When I ain’t happy, you’ll know.”

  The men around us laughed a little more nervously this time. I could see them quickly tucking themselves into their dinner to avoid the awkwardness of the conversation.

  I stared at Roy.

  Without words, I raised my drink to him.

  I needed to move faster.

  Chapter Nine

  Halle

  I blinked twice, trying to clear my head. My nerves had gotten the better of me and I had tossed back my drinks way too fast.

  Although I was feeling a bit foggy and lightheaded, the courage my drinks had provided had paid off in one way. The group I sat in seemed to find my presence less peculiar and more amusing.

  I tried my best to maintain my bravado while still trying to garner some useful information.

  Roy’s speech had been unusual to say the least. The men around the room had looked a little taken a back by it but had toasted dutifully nonetheless. And with endless drinks and juicy steaks abounding, they could hardly care less what Roy had said.

  Not wanting to draw too much suspicion, I had let my table’s conversation flow on its own while just soaking in whatever useful tidbits they might drop. But men being men, most of it was just nonsense. They laughed about another man’s fuck up on a job, or shared the gruesome details of a hit, or grunted in reminiscent pleasure of being with one woman or another.

  I had tried to keep my eyes focused on my own plate but it was hard not to dart the casual glance over to the head table. And not just anywhere on the head table.

  My eyes seemed to magically hone in on Marco.

  With his crisp black buttoned shirt teasingly opened at the collar and his olive skin stretched taut against his muscled arms and neck, he looked like a man of unmovable strength even when sitting in repose.

  I had caught him looking quite surprised by his father’s speech. But it had only been a momentary flicker of the eyes. He had immediately quashed the look under his normal look of bored contempt.

  So Marco had been surprised by Roy’s words as well. Roy had been hinting quite a bit at the idea of family and what it meant. Could he have meant more than the Family? Could he have meant his family?

  But Marco was the backbone of the Desmond Mafia. If Roy was the head, Marco was the spine that kept the body functioning and moving. Why would Roy feel it necessary to essentially threaten his own son?

  “—back with that German chick again,” one of the men at my table said in a teasing tone.

  I snapped my head up. German chick?

  Another man shook his head. “I don’t know why we even bother with that kind of front. We have more front businesses than we know what to do with stateside and all of them make way more money. And that German gal don’t do nothing but talk business.”

  Front businesses? Those were businesses that people could use to usually launder or hide money through. Usually small time crooks used places like pizza shops or Laundromats. But with the Desmonds, the scale was much larger. The FBI knew that at least one of the most powerful oil companies was actually a front for the Desmonds.

  I slowly sipped my drink, trying my best not to look too eager for information.

  Wiggy shrugged with his drink in one hand and a cigar in another. “Don’t question the Big Man,” he said simply. He threw a hard look towards the man who had initially spoken about the German chick. “And anyway, he ain’t asking you goons to take care of that business. That’s all Marco’s responsibility. So what do you care?”

  Were they possibly mentioning the German manufacturing plants that were under Marco’s name? If so, then those plants were clearly not anyone’s priority except Marco’s. And my guess was right: the plants were small change compared to other Desmond holdings.

  I watched as the wait staff came around, clearing the tables. I noticed that the men of the head table were slowly rising to their feet, concluding dinner. My heart sped up.

  This was a clear chance I had to be in the presence of the regular working Desmond Mafia men. These were the men I could ask more invasive questions without getting too much notice. I had to ask carefully, of course, but I had a better shot with someone like Wiggy than with someone like Gus.

  Other men at the other tables began to make noise to rise, seeing the men of the head table rise.

  Dinner was almost over! Time was running out!

  “So,” I said, my voice a little too loud in my haste. I coughed and lowered my tone. “So,” I repeated, “when are you going to find yourself at the head table, Big Wiggy?” I batted my lashes a bit.

  It’d be useful to find out who was next in line for promotion. That person would have the best information about the higher ups.

  Wiggy turned to me in surprise, clearly having forgotten I was there. He raised a brow at me in question and then a slow, creeping grin crossed his face. “Ah,” he said knowingly, “so the little accountant is a table chaser, is she?”

  Table chaser?

  “Like the big men with the big power, huh?” he said, his voice becoming an octave lower.

  “No, of course not,” I said in a haughty voice. “I just like to know that I’m sitting at a table worth my time.”

  Playing the quivering maiden would certainly not do me any favors with the Desmond Mafia men and would most definitely not win me the attention of Marco Desmond. But I wasn’t quite sure if playing the brave and headstrong new Mafia hire was going to be any better.

  Chairs scraped behind me as I saw men rise to greet Roy goodnight as he left the dining hall, followed by the other men of the head table.

  Well, at least now I didn’t have to worry so much about being seductive while eating a steak, which seemed like an impossible task if I ever heard of one.

  Maybe now I could focus on getting more information from the men at my table before they left
and—

  I turned back towards my table and immediately swallowed hard. Without the head table there to enforce the dinner etiquette, the men at my table now stared at me with the hungry and lascivious look of a wolf on the hunt.

  Wiggy carefully set down his drink, his thin face darkened with intent. “Worth your time, eh?” he said slowly. He looked at me, his eyes several shades darker. The entire table was looking at me like I was naked and dancing in front of them.

  “Would you like us to show you exactly how much your time is worth?” Wiggy said.

  I pressed my lips together, keeping my face cool and neutral even though my heart was pounding so hard it was nearly bruising my ribs. Every time I felt like I had a moderate handle in being in the heart of the Desmond Family, I was always met with a harsh reminder of just how dangerous it really was.

  I gave a short, cool smile. “I think not,” I said and quickly rose to my feet, feeling that a speedy exit was my best chance.

  I headed towards the doors when a hand shot out to grab my wrist, whirling me around and throwing me up against the wall.

  My head smacked hard against the wall in a whiplash moment and I winced as sparks flew across my eyes.

  But when I opened my eyes, the pain only worsened at the sight of nine men slowly closing rank around me. I tried to look over their heads to see what help may be around. A stray maid maybe? But the men were too tall for me to see anything but their hungry faces.

  My body felt sluggish and slow as it fought against the debilitating alcohol. I could feel a subtle shaking take over my body as I began to realize just how dangerous my situation was.

  Wiggy kept a firm hold on my wrist as he pinned me against the wall. His other hand slid intimately across my hips. I wriggled, hating his inescapable touch. Oh god, what could I do to get away? Would anyone in a crime family stop a rape? Would they even care?

  Suddenly Wiggy’s hand shot down and cupped me hard between my legs. “Want us to show you exactly how much this is worth?” he breathed harshly against my cheek.

  I opened my mouth, ready to scream when suddenly I felt a gust of air brush past me.

  Wiggy zoomed past me, collapsing against the table, sending the heavy china plates crashing to the floor. The men around him immediately pulled back, their faces pale in surprised fright.

  I tenderly massage the wrist Wiggy had been gripping. Confused, I turned to my right.

  And there, standing above me, was Marco Desmond.

  I had thought he had left with Roy. My mouth was slightly agape as I stared in complete shock at his presence.

  His face was darkened with anger and I could see his neck taut with his fight to hold back. His large fist was still in the air, clearly hungry for more faces to smack into. He looked coldly at the men with a gaze that could cut rocks.

  “What do you think Roy would say when he hears his accounts manager has been assaulted right under his nose?” Marco said quietly. His voice was so icy cold, I was sure the men would get frostbite just from hearing it.

  Wiggy paled, as did the others.

  “Sir, we were just teasing,” Wiggy said, awkwardly getting back onto his feet. Half of his face was already swelling and turning purple. “We didn’t mean—”

  “Get the fuck out of here,” Marco interrupted. “And remember where you’re fucking role is in this Family.”

  Wiggy and the others made an awkward nodding-bowing motion and then scattered, clearly afraid of incurring more of the Desmond wrath.

  A moment of silence passed in the empty dining hall before I let out a shaky sigh of relief.

  I stepped away from the wall and turned toward Marco.

  “Thank you for—”

  But before I could finish, Marco put both his hands against the wall, pinning my head between them. His tall and broad frame pinned me back against the wall as he stared down at me with incredulous anger.

  “What the fuck did you think you were doing?” he demanded.

  I stared at him. Although I was taken aback by his anger, I still felt an odd relief in having him there. A wave of security flooded me in knowing that Marco had come to my rescue.

  “I was trying to leave the dinner when—”

  “Was that before or after your four glasses of brandy?” Marco asked in a clipped voice.

  My eyes widened in surprise. And a little in indignation. “You counted!” I said in an accusatory voice. Perhaps it hadn’t been the wisest decision to drink so much but then again, I was a grown woman. For god’s sake, I was a goddamn FBI agent!

  “You’re damn right I counted,” Marco said unapologetically. “Just like I’m about to count to three for you to get your ass out of here and up to your room.”

  I scoffed. Gorgeous or no, this man could not act like some lord of the universe just because his name was Desmond.

  “Okay,” I said sarcastically, nearly rolling my eyes but feeling a little too lightheaded to manage. “If you think that I’m going to jump just because you said—”

  “One,” Marco counted, his voice clear and strong. I looked up at him. His eyes were nearly black under the dim, glittering lights of the chandelier. His chiseled jaw was cut and square, lending him a look of authority and strength. And above it all was an expression that told me to not even think about defying him.

  “What’ll happen if I’m still here at ‘three’?” I asked, the alcohol again making me feel a little too reckless.

  Marco raised a dark brow. I saw a humorless smile play faintly on his lips, like a lion amused with a field mouse that dared to defy him.

  But before I could think of anything else to say, a large hand wrapped itself around my upper arm and pulled hard. Marco, leaning against the edge of the table, pulled me hard towards him, flinging me across his knee.

  The wind was nearly knocked out of me as I landed hard across his lap. With how tall he was, I found myself dangling precariously across his knee. Even with my addled mind, I quickly realized what was happening.

  “Don’t you dare!” I cried out, wriggling desperately to get free. It was useless. Marco kept me perfectly pinned against him with absolutely no room to even attempt an escape. “Don’t you even think about it! If you—”

  A ringing smack echoed across the high ceilings of the dining hall as Marco’s hand made firm contact with my rear end. I nearly choked on my words as the stinging pain enveloped my ass.

  The pain was quick and burning and I definitely felt it yet as soon as his hand made contact with my ass, I felt a deep and hungry pull right at my core. Despite the pain, it felt as if the spank had shot right through me and to my pussy.

  Confused, embarrassed, aroused, and drunk, I wriggled again and this time he let me up.

  I stood before him, panting a bit in fright and arousal. Marco gave me an even stare.

  “Be here when I reach ‘three,’ and I do that all over again with your dress pulled up and your bare ass hanging in the air,” he threatened calmly.

  “Two—”

  But before he could finish, I was already running for the doors.

  Chapter Ten

  Marco

  I sat on the table, taking in a deep breath.

  My back from my neck to my ass felt as tight as a guitar string. Slowly, I let out a breath.

  I stretched the fingers of my right hand. I could still feel the sweet plumpness of her ass. There had been such a satisfying slapping sound as I had given her a good and well-deserved spank.

  Despite my threat, I had been dying to rip her dress off right then and there and spank that bratty little ass till it was glowing red and then bend her over and take her till—

  I took in another deep breath before I shook my head clear.

  No. I couldn’t let myself get distracted. There was too much at stake right now. Too much risk.

  And yet, every time I saw her, I couldn’t help but feel every fiber of my body being drawn to her. My body seemed to always know where she was in a room without my having to look up
. No matter how much I told myself it was just a physical thing, I knew it was something else. It was a deep and undeniable connection.

  And the connection had been tested tonight when I had watched her tossing back drinks while literally sitting in the lap of danger. It was a lucky thing that I had decided to swing back into the dining hall after I had left. I had come back under the pretense of wanting to speak to one of the men when really, I had just wanted to make sure Halle had left.

  When I had seen the men surrounding Halle, an overwhelming urge to ram my fist through every single man’s head took hold of me. A hunger for it, really. It had taken an incredible amount of strength not to bash in Wiggy’s face till I could hear bones crunch.