Shattered (Shattered Souls MC Book 1)

by Heather Dahlgren

  As always, he doesn’t disappoint. He squeezes me tight, making me relax. “You sure?” he whispers, kissing the soft spot below my ear.

  “Yeah, I’m sure,” I say, feeling like maybe for the first time, I might actually be.

  Chapter 13

  Zane

  Harper walks in Souls with Porter. I nod to him as he heads over to the bar. She walks toward me and my dick presses against my zipper. Her normal jeans and black shirt are gone, replaced by a short black skirt and a red shirt that dips low in the front showing off her great tits. She’s got boots on that hit just below her knees, her hair is curled, and I notice the heavy makeup when she gets closer.

  I waste no time, grabbing her and slamming my mouth on hers. She moans when my tongue tangles with hers. Her hands run down my back and push into my back pockets. I growl when she pulls me harder against her.

  “Damn, is this a free show or do I need to pay?” Kace laughs.

  We laugh and pull apart, but I keep my arms around her. Everyone here will know she’s mine.

  “How much you willing to pay?” Harper jokes.

  “Not enough,” I reply.

  Kace laughs and tips back his beer. “If I don’t get fucked tonight, I might need to pay to watch.”

  I slap his chest and grin. “Not a fucking chance you’re seeing my girl.”

  “Hey, you were cool with a chick seeing me,” Harper says, looking up at me with lust in her eyes.

  I move my mouth to her ear, nipping it. “I’m still good with that, babe. Girl on girl is fucking hot.”

  She squeezes her legs together and I’m ready to drag her to my room and help relieve that building pressure.

  “Hey, Harper, how are you sweetheart?” Riley asks, kissing her cheek.

  “I’m good, how about you?”

  I leave her to talk with Kace and Riley while I go get us some drinks. Finn gets them immediately, he knows better than to make me wait. I lean against the bar and watch though. Harper is talking with most everyone now. She’s laughing as they continue to talk. I fucking like that they are treating her as they should. I watch as Brooks and Enzo come out, Enzo nodding at Brooks. I still feel like they are hiding something, but I don’t fucking know what.

  Brooks gets up on stage and I make my way back over to Harper. We both do a shot and I hand her, her beer.

  “Before the night gets going, I wanted to take a minute to say I’m fucking proud of what we have. We’ve busted our asses to get here and now we’ll have a second location.” Everyone cheers and he grins. “Everyone in the room is family, Souls family. I love you all. Now let’s get fucked up.”

  The party picks up and the crowd is huge. There’s dancing, drinking, smoking, and tits everywhere. The Souls girls are enjoying all the attention, just as much as all the men here are getting off on watching them. It’s been a while since we had a party like this, having more than just Shattered Souls here.

  The laughter around me breaks me from my thoughts. I focus back on Kace, Riley, Porter, and Alex, my arms tightening around Harper, who’s on my lap.

  “Harper, you seriously just need to leave Z and get with a real man,” Porter says, with a wicked grin.

  “No real men around this table, but me,” I state.

  “I’m kind of attached to him, but seriously, you guys need to find someone. Stop dipping your dicks in all the Souls girls,” she advises.

  Riley flags down Finn to bring us more drinks, turning his eyes back to us. “I’m not looking to be tied down. I’m all about sharing the love.”

  Harper laughs, shaking her head. “Whatever makes you happy.”

  “You know what would make me happy?” Porter asks, leaning closer to her.

  I push him back, causing him to fall out of the chair. We all laugh and I look down at him. “I’ll slit your throat if you try coming close to her.”

  “He’s kidding, fucking relax,” Harper says, slapping my arm.

  Finn drops off our drinks and we all slam back a shot. They continue to talk but I’m focusing on how Harper feels on my lap. Even when she’s not trying, she’s getting me hard. The way her body moves when she laughs. How her hair is moving all around, like a damn curtain. The way her tits are teasing me, so close to falling out, but staying put.

  I lick up her neck and kiss her beneath her ear. “Come dance with me.”

  She doesn’t say anything, just stands to wait for me. We move to where people are dancing by the stage. I pull her to me and our bodies begin to move. Hands are exploring, mouths are sucking and biting, and I’m losing my resolve. She turns in my arms, pressing her ass against me as she continues to move to the beat. My arm snakes around her waist, pushing under her shirt.

  “Mind if I join?” My head snaps up to see Josie, the girl that was giving Harper a lapdance the other night.

  Harper turns her head to look at me and I raise an eyebrow. “Up to you, babe.”

  She reaches forward and pulls Josie against her. Fuck.Me.

  I stay behind Harper, my hands on her hips, my dick pushing against her ass. Her hands are exploring Josie’s body, surprisingly, she has clothes on. It actually makes it more sexy. Especially when Josie begins kissing Harper’s neck. Her head falls against my chest and I watch them with heavy eyes. Josie’s hands brush against mine and my eyes snap to her. She smiles, but continues to move them up Harper’s side, brushing against her tits. I don’t know if it’s possessiveness or I’m just so fucking turned on, but I grab Harper’s tits and squeeze. Josie dips her head and runs her tongue on the exposed part of Harper’s tits. She lets out a moan, rocking her hips. Josie’s hands go to Harper’s hips and she grinds her pussy against hers. I can’t fucking look away. Not until I hear a commotion behind me.

  I turn my head just in time to see Alex picking up a chair. “Fuck.” I leave the live porn in front of me and rush over. Kace grabs the chair from Alex, pushing him back. I see Riley on the floor and rush to him. “What the fuck,” I yell.

  I help Riley up and he goes to throw a punch at Alex. I grab him and pull him back. “Enough, fuck. Go grab someone and fuck your aggravation out.”

  He flips off Alex, grabs the hand of the nearest Souls girl and pulls her to the back. I walk over to Kace and Alex. “Wanna fucking explain?”

  “I’m drunk, I let him get to me,” Alex says, running his hand through his beard.

  “Go get some pussy,” I say. He nods and walks away. “What the hell,” I say, laughing with Kace.

  “They were going at it, Alex took it too far. They’ll be fine tomorrow,” he assures me.

  We get a drink and he follows my gaze. Josie and Harper are rubbing against each other, making my hard on return full force. I need to get her in my room, with or without Josie.

  “She’s good for you, Z,” Kace says. “Seems to like pussy as much too.” He laughs and I join him.

  “Yeah, apparently so.”

  “Are you gonna tell her?” he asks.

  I glance at him. “Tell her what?”

  “Why she’s here,” he says matter-of-factly.

  I close my eyes and run my hand through my hair. “I don’t know,” I whisper.

  “I’m not gonna tell you what to do, but if you really wanna make a go with her, she needs to know,” he says, clasping my shoulder.

  “What I feel for her is real,” I snap, the anger of the situation getting the better of me.

  “I know that. We all see it. I’m just saying, maybe you need to talk with Brooks. Get out of the deal. He’d be the only one you need to convince to let her stay anyway.”

  I tip back my beer, letting the cold liquid calm me down. “I’ll figure it out.”

  “I know you will, brother. I just don’t want to see you lose something good. We know how easy it is for lies to fuck shit up,” he says. “Now, if you’ll excuse me. I see someone who should be on her knees in front of me.”

  I wish him luck and turn back to focusing on Harper. I’ll worry about talking to her later, becau
se right now my dick is in charge. It only takes a few steps before I’m behind her again. My possessive hands grab her hips and my fingers dig into her. My hands drag up her shirt, slowly trail over her tits. I move her hair off her shoulder and bite her ear. “I need to fuck you. Do you want Josie to join or just us?” I whisper in her ear.

  Her eyes open and the fire I see in them is clear. “You don’t touch her, only me.”

  I grin at her jealousy and nod. I grab Harper’s hand and Josie’s hand, pulling them apart and to the back with me. When we get to my door, I unlock it and we step inside. I slam my mouth to Harper’s and I feel Josie’s hands wrap around my waist, moving down. I immediately tense and Harper pulls away.

  “Fuck no. I told you once, he’s mine. You’re hot and you got my panties wet, but I can’t share him.” She opens the door and points to it. “Get out.”

  Josie looks to me and I cross my arms. Harper’s jealousy is hotter than the idea of the two of them. Disappointment crashes over her and she walks out with her head down.

  “I’m sorry. I’ve had a lot of threesomes, but I can’t share you,” she says, pulling her shirt off. “The thought of anyone else’s hands on you makes me want to kill.” Her skirt drops to the floor and she stands before me in a black silk bra, panties, and those boots. “You’re mine, your cock doesn’t stray anymore.”

  I keep my eyes locked on hers. I pull off my clothes and step forward, my hard dick tenting my boxers and she takes notice. “My dick is yours and I’m gonna fuck that pussy, which is mine.”

  I lift her up and we drop down to the bed. We quickly shed the thin fabrics separating us. “Leave the boots on,” I groan.

  Nothing is gentle. We are grabbing, scratching, biting. I slam into her without warning and she screams. I grab her legs, resting the bottom of her boots against my chest. I lean forward so her knees are bent and I tear her pussy apart, fucking her wildly. Her heels are digging into my chest, spurring me on. She reaches down and pinches her nipples, moaning. I keep my assault going, watching my dick violently going in and out of her. I suck on my finger and rub it on her ass. She thrashes under me, so I slowly push my finger into her ass.

  “Fuck,” she yells, stilling for a minute.

  I don’t stop though. As my dick fucks her cunt, my finger fucks her ass. She’s overwhelmed with the feelings I’m evoking from her body. It’s fucking beautiful.

  “I’m gonna come,” she moans.

  “Fuck yes, come all over me. Don’t fucking hold back, I need to feel it,” I growl.

  My body is shaking, loving how she feels. Her boots are scratching me, drawing a small amount of blood, but it only adds to it all. Especially when her pussy grabs my dick, squeezing it tight. She screams my name, and I keep pounding into her. Her orgasm keeps going and I can’t fight my own release off any longer. I growl as my body shudders, nearly ripping me apart.

  We lay there, panting as we recover. “So fucking good,” I whisper, kissing her soft lips.

  The next week we spend every minute we can together. We’ve spent every night either at my place or at Souls. The guys are loving having her around and it just makes this all so much better for me. She hasn’t been back to her club and I’m sure Kingsley is raging pissed. I don’t ask her anything though. I know she’ll tell me when she’s ready. Right now, I’m enjoying how great it’s been.

  She wanted to go shopping with Ivy today, so I have Finn following. Until I know for sure that note means nothing, I’m taking no chances. Especially because Kace and I are on our way to collect an overdue debt. Like I said, not everything we do is legal.

  We pull up to the rundown neighborhood. It’s a well-known drug area. The only thing we were told is someone owes Brooks money. My curiosity is heightened when I realize that, but right now I have a job to do. I follow Kace to the address provided and we park our bikes. We’re extremely alert. I listen to every noise and my eyes jump around not missing a thing.

  “Go around back, I’ll stay here. Text me when you’re ready,” I say.

  My Glock is in my hand as I stare at the piece of shit wooden door. From the looks of it, I’ll be able to push it down with a finger. The property is set back off the road and even if it wasn’t, no one would notice because the weeds are so high, it nearly blocks everything from sight. My cell vibrates. In ten seconds we’ll both break the doors down. It’s the best way to go about shit like this, surprise them from both sides.

  I silently count to ten, as I know Kace is. As I expected, the door falls off the hinges with just a push of my shoulder. “Frankie, where the fuck do you think you’re going?” I ask. Kace has his gun pointed at him bringing him back to the living room.

  The house is disgusting. It’s dirty, dusty, and hasn’t been updated since the seventies. Everything is brown and yellow. I’m not even sure those are the colors it started out being. The carpet is yellow, but with dirty ashtrays spilled all over the place, it’s got a nice shade of gray as well. It smells awful like stale cigarettes and dirty dog. I just want to get this done and get the fuck out of here.

  “Sit the fuck down,” Kace says, pushing him on the couch.

  I walk over and lift my foot, pushing it against his dick. “You owe us money, Frankie,” I say, pushing my boot harder against him when he tries to move.

  “No, no, I mean yes, but I need a little more time,” he says, his voice shaking.

  “You got more time,” Kace hisses.

  I push my boot against him even harder. “Do you have the money or is it all up your fucking nose?”

  “Please, I’ll get it,” he begs, groaning when I put more weight on him.

  “Time’s up, Frankie,” I say. I lift the gun and before he can get the scream out that he opens his mouth for, I shoot him in the forehead. Blood sprays everywhere and I look at Kace. “The red kinda brightens this shit hole up.” He laughs as we look around.

  We are trashing the place looking for the money, or something of value we can take instead. In this fucking place I’m not sure we’re gonna find either.

  “Z, look at this shit,” Kace says.

  I go into the kitchen and shake my head. “Fucking asshole,” I hiss.

  “We can sell this in this neighborhood and it’ll be more than double what he owes us,” Kace says, grabbing the block of cocaine.

  I fucking hate doing it, but it’s money we need back so we have no choice. Kace stuffs it in his pants and we leave. Frankie’s eyes are still wide open as we walk past. It pisses me off more.

  “I’ll call Vinny, he’ll probably want this and we can get the fuck out of here,” I say.

  Vinny agrees to buy the cocaine, so we meet him in the back of the closed down bar back in our neighborhood. We are early and Vinny is already there.

  I climb off my bike and he gets out of his car. “Vinny, good to see you,” I say, reaching out to shake his hand.

  “I see this wasn’t taken easily,” he says, taking notice of all the blood on my shirt.

  I laugh and lift my chin to Kace. “It was taken very easily.”

  Kace gives him the block and he gives me the money. “Nice doing business with you boys. Tell Brooks I’ll be in touch.”

  We get back to Souls and go back to find Brooks. I notice Finn and he motions toward where my room is letting me know Harper is safe. I nod and we meet Brooks at the table.

  I drop the money on it and he smiles. “Well done,” he says, grabbing it.

  “Yeah easy enough. I’m gonna get changed,” I say, turning around.

  “Wait. Your aunt is doing family dinner Sunday. She wants everyone there,” Brooks says.

  “I’ll be there,” Kace says, looking toward me.

  I turn around and cross my arms. “Harper is invited, so is your mother. Be there around five.”

  Satisfied, we walk out. “I’m gonna go check on Harper and get a shower. Let’s have a few beers before we get out of here.”

  He agrees and I go to find Harper. She’s sleeping when I walk in and
I smile. I lean down kissing her cheek and her eyes snap open.

  “Shit, you scared me,” she says, sitting up. “Fuck.” She takes in my shirt and peeks up at my face.

  “I’m fine, babe. Just a little collateral damage.”

  She nods. “Get a shower.”

  After a hot shower and hotter sex, we make our way out to the bar. Kace and the guys are sitting at a table and we join them. Porter passes me a joint and I take a hit, holding it out to Harper. She shakes her head so I hand it back.

  “Dinner Sunday at Brooks’,” I say, motioning for Harper to sit down.

  “Yeah, we’ll all be there,” Alex says. He gets up and brings another chair over for me.

  I thank him and sit down. I watch them all talking and laughing. I notice myself grinning, when I wrap my arm around Harper. The world seems to be righting itself, in my favor. It’s exhilarating and terrifying all at the same time.

  Chapter 14

  Harper

  I apply my red lipstick and look at myself in the mirror. My hair is in perfect waves, my makeup is flawless. The tight jeans I have on make my legs look amazing, while the black tank top gives my breasts enough exposure without looking slutty. I look good on the outside, but inside I’m a wreck. Family dinner. Fucking hell. I haven’t been to one of these since I was a kid, and that was only because my dad was out of town and Adalyn thought I might be starving. I remember walking into Brooks’ house and I didn’t know any better. To me they were just Zane’s wild, crazy family. I knew they were a club like mine, I just didn’t understand the significance of it all.

  My club doesn’t do family dinners, so it intrigued me. Made me jealous in a way. Even at that young age, I craved the connection they had. The only connections I knew were pain, fear, and demands. Seeing the way they all were, it was something I’d say mirrored love.

  When I walked in they made me feel at home. There was nothing expected of me, just to enjoy being there. It was strange to me, yet it was comforting.

  I lift my eyes to look at myself again. I see the world completely different than I did back then. I’m jaded, I’m broken, I’m untrusting. A family dinner, with the club that has been the enemy, has my stomach in knots. I’m not so sure I will be welcomed in with open arms. A lot will see me as the enemy still and they should. It’s still how I see some of them.