Complete Works of Thomas Hardy (Illustrated)

by Thomas Hardy

  ‘Speaking of this reminds me that we are obliged to import all our house-building ironwork from England. Never was such foresight required to be exercised in building houses as here. Before we begin, we have to order every column, lock, hinge, and screw that will be required. We cannot go into the next street, as in London, and get them cast at a minute’s notice. Mr. L. says somebody will have to go to England very soon and superintend the selection of a large order of this kind. I only wish I may be the man.’

  There before her lay the deposit-receipt for the two hundred pounds, and beside it the elegant present of Knight. Elfride grew cold — then her cheeks felt heated by beating blood. If by destroying the piece of paper the whole transaction could have been withdrawn from her experience, she would willingly have sacrificed the money it represented. She did not know what to do in either case. She almost feared to let the two articles lie in juxtaposition: so antagonistic were the interests they represented that a miraculous repulsion of one by the other was almost to be expected.

  That day she was seen little of. By the evening she had come to a resolution, and acted upon it. The packet was sealed up — with a tear of regret as she closed the case upon the pretty forms it contained — directed, and placed upon the writing-table in Knight’s room. And a letter was written to Stephen, stating that as yet she hardly understood her position with regard to the money sent; but declaring that she was ready to fulfil her promise to marry him. After this letter had been written she delayed posting it — although never ceasing to feel strenuously that the deed must be done.

  Several days passed. There was another Indian letter for Elfride. Coming unexpectedly, her father saw it, but made no remark — why, she could not tell. The news this time was absolutely overwhelming. Stephen, as he had wished, had been actually chosen as the most fitting to execute the iron-work commission he had alluded to as impending. This duty completed he would have three months’ leave. His letter continued that he should follow it in a week, and should take the opportunity to plainly ask her father to permit the engagement. Then came a page expressive of his delight and hers at the reunion; and finally, the information that he would write to the shipping agents, asking them to telegraph and tell her when the ship bringing him home should be in sight — knowing how acceptable such information would be.

  Elfride lived and moved now as in a dream. Knight had at first become almost angry at her persistent refusal of his offering — and no less with the manner than the fact of it. But he saw that she began to look worn and ill — and his vexation lessened to simple perplexity.

  He ceased now to remain in the house for long hours together as before, but made it a mere centre for antiquarian and geological excursions in the neighbourhood. Throw up his cards and go away he fain would have done, but could not. And, thus, availing himself of the privileges of a relative, he went in and out the premises as fancy led him — but still lingered on.

  ‘I don’t wish to stay here another day if my presence is distasteful,’ he said one afternoon. ‘At first you used to imply that I was severe with you; and when I am kind you treat me unfairly.’

  ‘No, no. Don’t say so.’

  The origin of their acquaintanceship had been such as to render their manner towards each other peculiar and uncommon. It was of a kind to cause them to speak out their minds on any feelings of objection and difference: to be reticent on gentler matters.

  ‘I have a good mind to go away and never trouble you again,’ continued Knight.

  She said nothing, but the eloquent expression of her eyes and wan face was enough to reproach him for harshness.

  ‘Do you like me to be here, then?’ inquired Knight gently.

  ‘Yes,’ she said. Fidelity to the old love and truth to the new were ranged on opposite sides, and truth virtuelessly prevailed.

  ‘Then I’ll stay a little longer,’ said Knight.

  ‘Don’t be vexed if I keep by myself a good deal, will you? Perhaps something may happen, and I may tell you something.’

  ‘Mere coyness,’ said Knight to himself; and went away with a lighter heart. The trick of reading truly the enigmatical forces at work in women at given times, which with some men is an unerring instinct, is peculiar to minds less direct and honest than Knight’s.

  The next evening, about five o’clock, before Knight had returned from a pilgrimage along the shore, a man walked up to the house. He was a messenger from Camelton, a town a few miles off, to which place the railway had been advanced during the summer.

  ‘A telegram for Miss Swancourt, and three and sixpence to pay for the special messenger.’ Miss Swancourt sent out the money, signed the paper, and opened her letter with a trembling hand. She read:

  ‘Johnson, Liverpool, to Miss Swancourt, Endelstow, near Castle Boterel.

  ‘Amaryllis telegraphed off Holyhead, four o’clock. Expect will dock and land passengers at Canning’s Basin ten o’clock to-morrow morning.’

  Her father called her into the study.

  ‘Elfride, who sent you that message?’ he asked suspiciously.

  ‘Johnson.’ ‘Who is Johnson, for Heaven’s sake?’

  ‘I don’t know.’

  ‘The deuce you don’t! Who is to know, then?’

  ‘I have never heard of him till now.’

  ‘That’s a singular story, isn’t it.’

  ‘I don’t know.’

  ‘Come, come, miss! What was the telegram?’

  ‘Do you really wish to know, papa?’

  ‘Well, I do.’

  ‘Remember, I am a full-grown woman now.’

  ‘Well, what then?’

  ‘Being a woman, and not a child, I may, I think, have a secret or two.’

  ‘You will, it seems.’

  ‘Women have, as a rule.’

  ‘But don’t keep them. So speak out.’

  ‘If you will not press me now, I give my word to tell you the meaning of all this before the week is past.’

  ‘On your honour?’

  ‘On my honour.’

  ‘Very well. I have had a certain suspicion, you know; and I shall be glad to find it false. I don’t like your manner lately.’

  ‘At the end of the week, I said, papa.’

  Her father did not reply, and Elfride left the room.

  She began to look out for the postman again. Three mornings later he brought an inland letter from Stephen. It contained very little matter, having been written in haste; but the meaning was bulky enough. Stephen said that, having executed a commission in Liverpool, he should arrive at his father’s house, East Endelstow, at five or six o’clock that same evening; that he would after dusk walk on to the next village, and meet her, if she would, in the church porch, as in the old time. He proposed this plan because he thought it unadvisable to call formally at her house so late in the evening; yet he could not sleep without having seen her. The minutes would seem hours till he clasped her in his arms.

  Elfride was still steadfast in her opinion that honour compelled her to meet him. Probably the very longing to avoid him lent additional weight to the conviction; for she was markedly one of those who sigh for the unattainable — to whom, superlatively, a hope is pleasing because not a possession. And she knew it so well that her intellect was inclined to exaggerate this defect in herself.

  So during the day she looked her duty steadfastly in the face; read Wordsworth’s astringent yet depressing ode to that Deity; committed herself to her guidance; and still felt the weight of chance desires.

  But she began to take a melancholy pleasure in contemplating the sacrifice of herself to the man whom a maidenly sense of propriety compelled her to regard as her only possible husband. She would meet him, and do all that lay in her power to marry him. To guard against a relapse, a note was at once despatched to his father’s cottage for Stephen on his arrival, fixing an hour for the interview.

  CHAPTER XXI

  ‘On thy cold grey stones, O sea!’

  Stephen had said that he should
come by way of Bristol, and thence by a steamer to Castle Boterel, in order to avoid the long journey over the hills from St. Launce’s. He did not know of the extension of the railway to Camelton.

  During the afternoon a thought occurred to Elfride, that from any cliff along the shore it would be possible to see the steamer some hours before its arrival.

  She had accumulated religious force enough to do an act of supererogation. The act was this — to go to some point of land and watch for the ship that brought her future husband home.

  It was a cloudy afternoon. Elfride was often diverted from a purpose by a dull sky; and though she used to persuade herself that the weather was as fine as possible on the other side of the clouds, she could not bring about any practical result from this fancy. Now, her mood was such that the humid sky harmonized with it.

  Having ascended and passed over a hill behind the house, Elfride came to a small stream. She used it as a guide to the coast. It was smaller than that in her own valley, and flowed altogether at a higher level. Bushes lined the slopes of its shallow trough; but at the bottom, where the water ran, was a soft green carpet, in a strip two or three yards wide.

  In winter, the water flowed over the grass; in summer, as now, it trickled along a channel in the midst.

  Elfride had a sensation of eyes regarding her from somewhere. She turned, and there was Mr. Knight. He had dropped into the valley from the side of the hill. She felt a thrill of pleasure, and rebelliously allowed it to exist.

  ‘What utter loneliness to find you in!’

  ‘I am going to the shore by tracking the stream. I believe it empties itself not far off, in a silver thread of water, over a cascade of great height.’

  ‘Why do you load yourself with that heavy telescope?’

  ‘To look over the sea with it,’ she said faintly.

  ‘I’ll carry it for you to your journey’s end.’ And he took the glass from her unresisting hands. ‘It cannot be half a mile further. See, there is the water.’ He pointed to a short fragment of level muddy-gray colour, cutting against the sky.

  Elfride had already scanned the small surface of ocean visible, and had seen no ship.

  They walked along in company, sometimes with the brook between them — for it was no wider than a man’s stride — sometimes close together. The green carpet grew swampy, and they kept higher up.

  One of the two ridges between which they walked dwindled lower and became insignificant. That on the right hand rose with their advance, and terminated in a clearly defined edge against the light, as if it were abruptly sawn off. A little further, and the bed of the rivulet ended in the same fashion.

  They had come to a bank breast-high, and over it the valley was no longer to be seen. It was withdrawn cleanly and completely. In its place was sky and boundless atmosphere; and perpendicularly down beneath them — small and far off — lay the corrugated surface of the Atlantic.

  The small stream here found its death. Running over the precipice it was dispersed in spray before it was half-way down, and falling like rain upon projecting ledges, made minute grassy meadows of them. At the bottom the water-drops soaked away amid the debris of the cliff. This was the inglorious end of the river.

  ‘What are you looking for? said Knight, following the direction of her eyes.

  She was gazing hard at a black object — nearer to the shore than to the horizon — from the summit of which came a nebulous haze, stretching like gauze over the sea.

  ‘The Puffin, a little summer steamboat — from Bristol to Castle Boterel,’ she said. ‘I think that is it — look. Will you give me the glass?’

  Knight pulled open the old-fashioned but powerful telescope, and handed it to Elfride, who had looked on with heavy eyes.

  ‘I can’t keep it up now,’ she said.

  ‘Rest it on my shoulder.’

  ‘It is too high.’

  ‘Under my arm.’

  ‘Too low. You may look instead,’ she murmured weakly.

  Knight raised the glass to his eye, and swept the sea till the Puffin entered its field.

  ‘Yes, it is the Puffin — a tiny craft. I can see her figure-head distinctly — a bird with a beak as big as its head.’

  ‘Can you see the deck?’

  ‘Wait a minute; yes, pretty clearly. And I can see the black forms of the passengers against its white surface. One of them has taken something from another — a glass, I think — yes, it is — and he is levelling it in this direction. Depend upon it we are conspicuous objects against the sky to them. Now, it seems to rain upon them, and they put on overcoats and open umbrellas. They vanish and go below — all but that one who has borrowed the glass. He is a slim young fellow, and still watches us.’

  Elfride grew pale, and shifted her little feet uneasily.

  Knight lowered the glass.

  ‘I think we had better return,’ he said. ‘That cloud which is raining on them may soon reach us. Why, you look ill. How is that?’

  ‘Something in the air affects my face.’

  ‘Those fair cheeks are very fastidious, I fear,’ returned Knight tenderly. ‘This air would make those rosy that were never so before, one would think — eh, Nature’s spoilt child?’

  Elfride’s colour returned again.

  ‘There is more to see behind us, after all,’ said Knight.

  She turned her back upon the boat and Stephen Smith, and saw, towering still higher than themselves, the vertical face of the hill on the right, which did not project seaward so far as the bed of the valley, but formed the back of a small cove, and so was visible like a concave wall, bending round from their position towards the left.

  The composition of the huge hill was revealed to its backbone and marrow here at its rent extremity. It consisted of a vast stratification of blackish-gray slate, unvaried in its whole height by a single change of shade.

  It is with cliffs and mountains as with persons; they have what is called a presence, which is not necessarily proportionate to their actual bulk. A little cliff will impress you powerfully; a great one not at all. It depends, as with man, upon the countenance of the cliff.

  ‘I cannot bear to look at that cliff,’ said Elfride. ‘It has a horrid personality, and makes me shudder. We will go.’

  ‘Can you climb?’ said Knight. ‘If so, we will ascend by that path over the grim old fellow’s brow.’

  ‘Try me,’ said Elfride disdainfully. ‘I have ascended steeper slopes than that.’

  From where they had been loitering, a grassy path wound along inside a bank, placed as a safeguard for unwary pedestrians, to the top of the precipice, and over it along the hill in an inland direction.

  ‘Take my arm, Miss Swancourt,’ said Knight.

  ‘I can get on better without it, thank you.’

  When they were one quarter of the way up, Elfride stopped to take breath. Knight stretched out his hand.

  She took it, and they ascended the remaining slope together. Reaching the very top, they sat down to rest by mutual consent.

  ‘Heavens, what an altitude!’ said Knight between his pants, and looking far over the sea. The cascade at the bottom of the slope appeared a mere span in height from where they were now.

  Elfride was looking to the left. The steamboat was in full view again, and by reason of the vast surface of sea their higher position uncovered it seemed almost close to the shore.

  ‘Over that edge,’ said Knight, ‘where nothing but vacancy appears, is a moving compact mass. The wind strikes the face of the rock, runs up it, rises like a fountain to a height far above our heads, curls over us in an arch, and disperses behind us. In fact, an inverted cascade is there — as perfect as the Niagara Falls — but rising instead of falling, and air instead of water. Now look here.’

  Knight threw a stone over the bank, aiming it as if to go onward over the cliff. Reaching the verge, it towered into the air like a bird, turned back, and alighted on the ground behind them. They themselves were in a dead calm.

 
‘A boat crosses Niagara immediately at the foot of the falls, where the water is quite still, the fallen mass curving under it. We are in precisely the same position with regard to our atmospheric cataract here. If you run back from the cliff fifty yards, you will be in a brisk wind. Now I daresay over the bank is a little backward current.’

  Knight rose and leant over the bank. No sooner was his head above it than his hat appeared to be sucked from his head — slipping over his forehead in a seaward direction.

  ‘That’s the backward eddy, as I told you,’ he cried, and vanished over the little bank after his hat.

  Elfride waited one minute; he did not return. She waited another, and there was no sign of him.

  A few drops of rain fell, then a sudden shower.

  She arose, and looked over the bank. On the other side were two or three yards of level ground — then a short steep preparatory slope — then the verge of the precipice.

  On the slope was Knight, his hat on his head. He was on his hands and knees, trying to climb back to the level ground. The rain had wetted the shaly surface of the incline. A slight superficial wetting of the soil hereabout made it far more slippery to stand on than the same soil thoroughly drenched. The inner substance was still hard, and was lubricated by the moistened film.

  ‘I find a difficulty in getting back,’ said Knight.

  Elfride’s heart fell like lead.

  ‘But you can get back?’ she wildly inquired.

  Knight strove with all his might for two or three minutes, and the drops of perspiration began to bead his brow.