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Bootscootin' and Cozy Cash Mysteries Boxed Set (Books 1-6)

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by Scott, D. D.


  “You’re not very observant, darlings.” She rubbed her empty ring finger with more maternal care than she’d ever shown Roxy.

  “No offense, Mrs. V, but it’s kind a hard to distinguish amongst your bling-bling,” Jules said, rushing to Roxy’s defense.

  “Terrific. Of all the private schools you three attended, you can’t speak properly. One of you has gone southern and another straight to the hood.” Roxy’s mother played with the zipper on her jogging suit, moving it up and down the track. “So what dialect have you chosen, Audrey?”

  “I’m still deciding.” Audrey, never one for confrontation, begged off goading Lily further and concentrated on the marshmallow jewels in her cereal bowl.

  “So why are you here, Mom?” One highball glass of liquid courage and Roxy was ready to charge into the ring. “And how long are you staying?”

  “I’ve left your father, to answer your first question,” she said, her voice flat and without emotion, as if the news wasn’t in the least bit upsetting. But her hands betrayed her, moving non-stop, if not pulling on the zipper of her jacket then straightening cuffs that didn’t need straightened. “As far as how long I’m staying, that’s up to you.”

  Roxy choked on the milk she was drinking from the bottom of her cereal bowl. “What do you mean that depends on me?”

  “Well, after a lot of soul searching, I’ve decided to step outside my comfort zone and establish new roots.”

  Her mother took a deep breath, filled with enough meditative drama Roxy expected her to move onto the floor and assume a yoga pose.

  “Good for you, Mom. But what does that have to do with me?” Roxy grabbed another swizzle stick from the box on the table and stuck it in her mouth, chewing on it. If she cracked her laminates, she’d be really pissed. But she had to do something to keep from biting her mother’s head off.

  “You seem so happy down here that I thought maybe I could be too.” Her mother shrugged, then lowered her eyes and held out her empty ring finger, staring at it as if she could will it to appear. “I don’t have anything left in New York.”

  Oh no she wasn’t. That was sooo not going to work. She was not going to make Roxy feel sorry for her. The woman had shown no compassion all the years they’d lived under the same roof.

  How dare she expect what she couldn’t give.

  Roxy looked at Jules and Audrey for help. But being the good friends they were, they were tidying up their place settings, preparing to flee the scene. Not that she blamed them. This was about to get rough.

  “Mom, you don’t know whether I’m happy or not. You’ve never taken time to find out,” Roxy said, not able to hide the edge to her voice. “And you have plenty of friends in New York. You chose them over me for the last thirty-four years.”

  The woman was crying. Dainty, perfect tears. But all the same, crying. And not a damn drop smeared her mascara. She must have paid a fortune for that advanced, hard-wearing formula.

  Unprepared for what she was witnessing, Roxy stared at her mother in complete astonishment. The witch of yesteryear was losing it and expected Roxy to pick up the comfort tab.

  “Oh, Roxy. I know I’ve been a horrible mother. But I thought by maintaining a stellar social standing in all the right circles, I’d please your father. Apparently, that didn’t work either.” She took a tissue out of her jacket pocket and blew her nose. “I didn’t have time to be a good mother so I left that up to your nannies.”

  “So you’re blaming Dad for everything?”

  The woman was unbelievable. Her dad was no saint, and like her mother, didn’t care about anyone but himself, but he didn’t deserve all the blame for Roxy’s crappy childhood. They were both avid participants in her adolescent hell.

  “I’m not blaming your father entirely, darling. I know I’ve contributed a bit.” She dabbed the tissue underneath her eyes.

  Incredible. Still not a smudge of black liner or mascara stained the tissue.

  “Our family has been a sham for years, Mom. Everybody knew that.” Roxy, more disgusted the longer she listened, could no longer hide behind the thirty plus years of secrets she’d shoved under her parent’s imported entryway rug.

  “What do you mean ‘everybody’? Your father and I worked very hard to put our best face forward.” Her mother pressed imaginary wrinkles out of her velour pants.

  “Well, not hard enough. There was no love ever shown between you two. People talked about that. Never a knowing glance, an unnecessary touch, a shared laugh. You two were stone cold perfect.”

  Roxy shivered at the memories of the three of them in the car while their driver delivered them to an event. The silence still deafening to her now like it was then. She’d wanted to scream. Maybe she should have.

  “And God knows you never showed affection towards me unless the right people were watching.” Roxy fired the shot without a bit of regret.

  “What would you know about love and affection at your age?” Her mother’s tone turned to ice, sharp as the cubes in her drink, unable to melt in the harsh truth of her orchestrated reality.

  “I know a lot more than you do.” Roxy got up from the table and shoved-in her chair, not giving a damn that the wrought iron legs scraping against the floor left a black mark.

  The mar on her kitchen tiles didn’t come close to the darkness her mother had stirred inside her.

  “If you’ll excuse me. I have a business to run. And then another one after that.” Roxy turned for the stairs but paused and faced her mother. “Don’t wait up.”

  “I never have, darling. That’s how I’ve failed you.” Her mother’s eyes filled with tears, big rivers now. The fat drops streamed down her cheeks, then splashed off her jacket.

  Roxy couldn’t speak, too afraid of what else she’d say. She’d been silenced by the black smudges of her mother’s eyeliner and the tan cake of her foundation as they mixed into Jackson Pollack-like swirls on her tissue.

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Sitting at her design table at Raeve an hour and a half later, Roxy heard Kat’s voice. But due to the word war she was silently plotting against her mother, she couldn’t focus on the conversation. There would be a sidewalk sale at Louis Vuitton before Roxy would buy into her mother’s lame excuses for failing as a parent. Roxy wasn’t about to give that witch one carat of satisfaction.

  “Roxy, dear?”

  Coming up for air, Roxy discovered Kat had stopped talking. Instead, she was gently shaking Roxy’s arm, trying to get her attention.

  “You haven’t heard a word I’ve said have you?” Kat laid her pencil and highlighter on top of the reports they’d been analyzing. “What is it, sugar? What’s got you in such a snit?”

  “I’m sorry, Kat. It’s rude of me not be listening.” Roxy took off her glasses, slid them on top of her head and rubbed her eyes. “You’ve worked so hard getting this data into the computer and onto spreadsheets. Let’s go over it again. I promise to give it my all.”

  “The numbers can wait. Let’s fix you first.” Kat folded the reports. She jumbo clipped the loose pages into a neat pile then set the stack on the corner of the drawing table, out of Roxy’s reach.

  Roxy hesitated before unloading. Kat was supposed to be taking it easy, living stress free. Letting her in on Lily Vaughn’s stunts would not be following doctor’s orders. Hell. The rate Roxy was going, she’d also need an appointment with Kat’s cardiologist.

  If she didn’t vent, however, Roxy would be worthless. She couldn’t talk to Jules and Audrey. They had to live with the over-therapied diva too. Robbing them of additional time and energy wasn’t fair. Now that her mother had all but moved-in, Roxy doubted they’d stay the whole summer anyway. And she couldn’t blame them. Although where that left Raeve and the Neon Cowboy sent small-scale earthquakes erupting inside the pit of Roxy’s stomach.

  “My mother showed up this morning. Her and her entourage of luggage.” There. Just by sharing the news with Kat, she felt a slight bit relieved, staying one precariou
s step in front of the lava flow gurgling inside. “I know you’ve never met her…lucky woman you are…but believe me she’s what you all down here call a real pistol.”

  “So we’re talking ultra diva?” Kat’s eyes twinkled, obviously misguided that this was amusing news. “One of those magazine-glossed, never gets her manicured hands dirty, big city type social monarchs?”

  Roxy couldn’t help but stifle a giggle. No one she’d told about her mother’s presence had ever been intrigued by the opportunity to meet her. They knew about her kind and found something else to do, even if it involved a toilet and a brush. Kat looked not only intrigued but delightfully pleased regarding Lily Vaughn’s Dixie Land entrance.

  Judging by the smile on Kat’s face, Roxy hadn’t extinguished Kat’s beguiling curiosity. “I’m not kidding, Kat. She’s a handful.”

  “Oh I hope so. I haven’t had a good challenge in years.” Kat rubbed her hands together.

  Did Kat think human tactics existed for handling Lily? Well, she wouldn’t for long, Roxy thought. Maybe there’s truth to one never being too old to learn.

  “What was her reason for coming, dear?” Kat asked, placing one temple of her glasses between her front teeth.

  “Do you really want to know all this? I shouldn’t burden you with my problems. I’m supposed to be paying back both you and your son for the trouble I’ve already caused. Not cause more angst.”

  Roxy rubbed her hands on her thighs, trying to stifle a chill of trepidation, then wiped her eyes. But she couldn’t stop the encroaching tears of frustration and exhaustion. Why did Kat and Zayne always see her at her most moronic, confidence-busting moments?

  “Nonsense, dear. You’re not burdening me. I adopted you into my family weeks ago. We’re in this together now.” Kat put her arm around Roxy and pulled her close to her chest.

  Soothed by the soft but steady beats of Kat’s heart, Roxy didn’t know what she’d do if it again decided to stop pumping.

  “Mom’s here because she’s supposedly left my dad and plans to start over in Nashville…with me.” A flood of bottlenecked emotion washed out of Roxy as she forced the truth between her lips. “I just can’t deal with her right now. I have enough at stake without worrying about her problems.”

  “You certainly do have a lot to fill your time. But it’s nothing you can’t handle.” Kat squeezed confidence into Roxy’s shoulders before she let go of her. “What can I do to help?”

  “You just being here, listening to me whine and boohoo, means the world to me.” Roxy picked up Kat’s pencil and drummed it against the table. “No one’s ever been here for me like you have. And to think I had a fit when Zayne pushed me to accept your help. You helping me see through Raeve’s sea of red, well, that’s way more than enough. I couldn’t ask for more.”

  “Raeve isn’t in the red anymore, my dear. I knew you hadn’t heard a word I’d said about the reports.” Kat grabbed the stack of spreadsheets from the edge of the table and removed the binder clip, laying-out the papers in various piles. “And I’m glad that Zayne pushed you. You helped me too, you know. Because of your zest for your passions, I found mine again. After Zayne’s daddy died, I was afraid I’d lost them.”

  “Kat?”

  “Mmmm?” Kat answered, already rearranging the reports to repeat her presentation.

  Roxy took her glasses off the top of her head. She put them into place over her eyes. With a punch of verve she’d never had when it came to working numbers, she was ready to tackle the business end of Raeve.

  “As far as helping me with my mom…” Roxy felt like a helpless wonder asking, but didn’t know who else had the psychological stamina to help her decide the best approach.

  “When would you like me to meet her? My schedule’s not too full these days,” Kat said and chuckled.

  “Oh, I wouldn’t put you through that. I thought maybe you could just give me some advice on what to do with her.” Thinking about her mother again brought a swarm of wasps batting their wings against the insides of Roxy’s stomach.

  “Well, my dear, if I’m going to slay this dragon diva then I need to see what makes her breathe fire. I prefer to see first hand what I’m up against.” Kat took a pen out from behind her ear and removed the cap. “We’ll have coffee before you go to the saloon this afternoon, and you can give me your crib notes.”

  Kat then re-circled the same numbers she must have circled earlier when giving her analysis of Raeve’s finances.

  “And by the way, dear, you and Zayne will be taking the night off tonight. Both of you. Cody and Jules can handle the saloon, and Zayne’s daddy’s tomatoes can just do whatever they do on their vines — alone. I happen to have two extra tickets for the General Jackson dinner boat. And you’re going…together.”

  “I’m not sure Zayne will want to take time away from the farm,” Roxy said. Although the idea of taking a night off with Zayne made butterflies of anticipation flitter in her belly, replacing the raging wasps.

  And if Roxy were lucky, maybe she could talk Zayne into letting her stay at his place. The thought of going home to her mother sent her into a free-falling tizzy.

  “Oh he’ll take the time. I think he had something to tell you anyway. I’ll have him pick you up at the saloon around five thirty-ish. Boarding begins around six fifteen.”

  “That sounds great.” Roxy wrapped her arms around Kat’s petite frame, holding her tighter than she’d planned to as emotions overtook her. “Thank you.”

  “You’re welcome.” Kat put on her reading glasses, carefully arranging their beaded chain to artfully edge the open collar of her button-down shirt. “Let’s take a stab at these numbers again.”

  This was what it was supposed to be like between a mother and a daughter, Roxy thought, as the butterflies inside her were finally at peace.

  And wasn’t it funny how the same style of glasses could make one woman look like the maternal maverick she was and another look like Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada? That’s all.

  • • •

  By late that afternoon, following coffee with Kat, Roxy had a complete laundry list of her mother’s idiosyncrasies and felt much better. At least she had a rough plan devised of what to do with her birth vessel that didn’t include tossing her off the top of downtown Nashville’s Batman building.

  Roxy was also excited to have proven on paper that Raeve could succeed. Her job would be to keep fresh, hip designs coming. Kat and Audrey would continue handling the numbers and promotions, and with their business savvy, the numbers were starting to mean something. At least to Roxy, they were much more than disparaging digits identifying how far she had to go to achieve success beyond her parents’ shadows. For the first time, Raeve showed promise and possibilities unlimited.

  Roxy’s profit margin was at ten percent, thanks to the pre-paid orders Kat had taken for the new belt buckles. With the supplier changes Kat wanted to implement sure to boost the boutique’s net gain, Roxy could begin to save money for a building of her own in the Village.

  A profit was exhilarating on its own. Knowing she had enough extra income to tuck some away for Raeve’s future was beyond Roxy’s wildest dreams. Working for the last six months, at the hell-feverish pace of a debuting designer during the final days before Fashion Week, didn’t seem so crazy now. Or perhaps still crazy, Roxy admitted, but crazy with a legitimate purpose and brilliant result in sight and well within her reach.

  Raeve was selling stronger every day. Roxy had originated her own brand of boutique-ing. ‘In for chicken feed and out with a damn fine belt for the Mrs.’ Wondering if she shouldn’t run that ad slogan past Audrey, Roxy giggled to herself.

  As she’d pledged to Audrey and Jules all those years ago after she’d graduated from the Fashion Institute of Technology, Roxy had made the move to Nashville. Who’d have thunk it possible? Not only had she done it, but she couldn’t imagine turning back.

  She’d used the years between then and now productively, carefully thinking th
rough the ramifications of her hair-brained plan until she summonsed the guts to box up the Fifth Avenue storefront her father rented for her and head south. It was no accident she’d found her way here. She was convinced her muse had tipped her hat this direction. Roxy had never felt a creative buzz like the one filling the air in Music City.

  And speaking of accidents, thank God she’d hit Zayne’s truck. Where would she be right now if it weren’t for his cowboy charm and his ability to broker a good deal? A deal leveraged on her building a relationship with the kind of woman she’d never imagined wanting as a mother. Now she couldn’t imagine re-opening the void Kat had filled.

  Roxy wouldn’t be standing in front of the mirror in the office next to Zayne’s in the back of the Neon Cowboy. She wouldn’t be waiting to be his date for the evening. She wouldn’t be worrying that she hadn’t dressed right for her first paddlewheel riverboat cruise.

  Thinking she’d had yet to wear anything relatively normal in front of him, she’d gone with one of her skirts. Although once she’d added her touches to it, she had to admit, she couldn’t recall running across anything quite like it.

  To the naked eye, the piece looked like a prairie skirt. Upon closer examination, more than the fabric’s fuchsia hue knocked-off its blasé pattern of normalcy. She’d made a sheer, beaded overskirt that drew up into a reverse ‘v’ at her waist then using the same tones as the skirt beneath it, she’d added a devilish fringe that dusted the floor as she walked.

  She’d chosen a white, western-inspired, button down shirt, left open to just below her breasts to accentuate a fuchsia push-up bra. With a Buckles Me Baby silver and hotter than hot pink conk belt and an off-white cowboy hat, complete with a leather cord dangling to her cleavage, Zayne would have plenty of stimulation to keep his focus on her paddlewheels instead of the boat.

  She twirled around in front of the mirror, letting the motion of the fabrics and her emotions carry her. She hadn’t had a night off for weeks, let alone a real date.

 

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