She followed me into the kitchen, but remained quiet while I grabbed a cup and started filling it. Our hands touched and she looked right into my eyes. "I just thought about ya, while I was in the shower."
She rolled her eyes and grabbed the milk out my hand. "Glad I could help.”
"Are you really, Lace? Are you glad that I busted a load while thinkin' about your fine ass bendin' over for me?" She stared at me, looking shocked, like she was at a loss for words. I smiled, knowing I was getting under her skin.
"It's flattering."
She started walking out of the room. I cleared my voice. "Put the milk down, Lacey. I saw Ford carryin' in a gallon this mornin'."
She turned slowly, looking defeated. I took the glass of milk and sat it on the table before pulling her into my arms. "At some point you're going to have to start admittin' that you want me."
She kept a straight face. “Never!”
I kissed her lips softly. "Why is it so hard to admit that you like me touching you? Fightin' me only makes me want you more, but you know my rules. If you want this, you have to ask."
I knew Lacey was too good to come over and admit what she wanted. She wasn’t going to beg, unless I really forced it on her.
“You know why I’m here,” she said in a whisper.
“I do, but you’re goin’ to need to follow my rules. I can’t have you screamin’ for me to stop halfway through. I mean, I’ve got needs, too.”
“I won’t. You know that.” Yeah, I did know it. I knew exactly what she wanted and I was planning on giving her that and so much more.
The thing was, I liked the chase. I liked making Lacey admit that she wanted me. She was easy to manipulate.
I left her side to wash the glass and put it up. When I finished, I left her standing there while I walked back into the living room.
Lacey, being the crazy woman she was, stripped off all of her clothes and came walking in the room. My dick was already hard, just from her being close to me. Now it was throbbing.
She continued walking until she was in my bedroom. I sat for a few seconds, knowing she was waiting for me to follow her.
When it seemed like enough time went by, I went in to find her. She was on the bed, so I ran over and jumped on it, pulling her into my arms. “You never play fair, Lace.”
We kissed. It was intense from the get-go. Right away she was grabbing me and trying hard to get my attention. She didn’t realize that she already had it. I placed her flat on her back and ran my hands over her tits. She closed her eyes and bit down on her bottom lip. Her nipples hardened to my touch, and I had to have them in between my teeth.
She grabbed my chin and led it back up to her mouth, where our tongues played and teased. Our kisses became rough, sometimes banging our teeth together when we lost a pattern to our tongues fighting each other.
She tugged on my t-shirt and ripped it off of my head. I felt her hands running up and down my chest. She kept watching what she was doing as she pinched my nipples and shoved me back on the bed. Then Lacey licked one of my nipples. I liked watching her tongue that was so warm hitting it. Then she started teasing me, pretending to go in for another suck but pulling away at the last second.
I played with her hair and started directing her head while I did it. I needed to feel those lips on my skin.
Lacey ran her hand down my shorts. I could feel her fingers brushing over my foreskin. She wanted it and there was no denying it now. She slid down between my legs and had a full hand of girth. “I love this cock.”
Her lips surrounded my thick shaft and her spit acted as the lubrication to allow them to slide quickly. Lacey used her other hand to jerk the base of my cock, while her mouth moved almost violently around the tip. The harder she did it, the more I liked it.
She knew that and I swear she fucking liked doing it too.
She kept going at it, like she was starving to have my load filling her cheeks. My hips bucked against her movements, heightening how amazing it felt to have her sucking me off.
I was close and knew that if I didn’t put a stop to her rhythm, I’d need to rest before I could have her pussy. I grabbed a hold of her hair and steadied her. “Hold on there, sweetness. I can’t spoil myself that fast. We’ve got all night to enjoy each other, don’t we?”
She nodded. “You want me to stay all night?”
Of course I did. She was crazy if she thought I was going to let her leave.
I kissed her slowly and looked into her eyes again. She didn’t get what that did to me. “You got a problem with that?”
She kissed the top of my chest and let her lips linger as she spoke. “None at all.”
I flipped us around getting my body back on top of her. After pinning her arms above her head, I held them with one hand while I traced the other around her nipples. She reacted to the way it felt and I got off feeling her underneath me, moving around.
I couldn’t wait any longer to touch her pussy. She’d been in my house for a while and I’d done good avoiding it, but after waiting a whole week to have it again, I couldn’t help it. Her smooth shaven lips were the first things I made contact with. Her skin was so warm and I looked down to watch myself spreading them open.
The prize was inside and as her lips separated, I saw her wet pink hole. My mouth watered and my dick throbbed, both wanting to be the first to touch her there. It didn’t matter to me as long as I was doing one. Both brought me pleasure; more than I’d ever be able to admit to her.
I brought my fingers up to my lips and tasted her. Even before they reached my mouth, I could smell the familiar honeysuckled scent.
Lacey surprised me, when she finally started begging. “Please, Joey. I want you so bad.”
I smiled, eager to get started. “Say it again.”
“You heard me.” She looked right at me. “I want you so fucking bad.”
“Oh yeah,” I groaned, before flipping her over and then sitting on the back of her legs. I kept her hands above her head as I reached down and wet my fingers full of her juices. I let the wetness spread all the way up to her little ass. I needed it lubricated enough to allow me to fuck it.
Lacey changed the game plan when she realized my intentions. “Wait, don’t do that.”
“Shh, trust me, Lace. I won’t hurt ya. I need to do this. Your ass is too fuckin’ sexy to ignore. Don’t you know that every man wants what they shouldn’t have?” She seemed petrified and as much as I wanted it, I knew I had to go slow.
I inserted one finger in her tight ass and moved slow as I went inside deeper. It took me a few pushes before she started to relax. Then she understood how good it made her feel.
I was getting even harder watching my finger penetrating her. My hand released her arms and went straight to her hot cunt. I rubbed it vigorously before pinching her clit. Her body started jumping and little cries were escaping her.
“Let go, Lacey. Cum like you’ve never done it before. I want to see it gush out of that pretty pussy. Do it now!” I rubbed hard over her clitoris while still fucking her in the ass with my finger. She cried out and her pussy walls tightened. Her body lifted and her toes curled. Then I saw the gush of her release.
I’m not expert, but every woman, given enough pleasure, can ejaculate. Lacey has just experienced it for the first time.
Her body was still shaking as I pulled both of my hands away from her body. I got up off the bed and wiped my hands before saying anything. Lacey looked so shocked. “I knew I could make you squirt.”
She seemed like I’d embarrassed her and was in complete denial. “I didn’t.”
I pointed to the wet spot on the bed, proving to myself and to her what I’d just made her do. “You did and it was sexy as hell. Now flip your ass over and spread your legs, it’s my turn now.”
She was still shaking as I climbed back on the bed and if she thought the sheets were wet already, she was in for it when I finally let go. My addiction for her was steadily growing and instead of getting my fi
x, I was wanting more than ever before.
Chapter 22
After another weekend together, Lacey had left to go home. From the moment she kissed me goodbye, I was already wanting her to stick around. I had it bad and the truth sank in, I knew I was going to have to make some changes. My family and friends were right all along. From the first moment I touched her, I think I knew she was something special.
We started talking on the phone, at least once a day. It was good hearing her voice before I called it a night, although my sleeps were restless and the bed seemed extra large. Ford and I were working on putting new brakes on Lacey’s car that Tuesday night. We had two shop lights on so that we’d be able to see what we were doing. Sky was making us dinner and I honestly didn’t care if it was hotdogs and beans, because I was that hungry.
“So, did you tell your mom about Lacey yet?” His question caught me off guard.
I handed him a wrench. “She knows about her. I don’t think she realizes that she’s already met her though.”
“Lace has you by the balls, don’t she?”
I laughed but thought about what he was suggesting. “Nobody has me by the balls.”
“Yeah right. Dude, you pout when she comes to hang out with us. Sky tells me that you’re even talking to her on the phone now. Come on, Joey. Just admit that you’re into her. Admit that bein’ involved ain’t as bad as you thought.”
I shook my head. “Whatever.”
We both climbed out from under the car. Ford brushed off his pants and sat up next to me. “Does Lace know how you feel? Have you told her?”
I lit up a cigarette and stood up. “There’s nothin’ to tell. Why don’t you shut the fuck up and mind your business.”
“Dude, you need to reconsider. Someone’s goin’ to come around and steal her away. Is that what you want to happen?”
I thought about Lacey being with another man and then something happened to me. Rage filled me and I wanted to hurt someone. My stomach knotted up imagining her touching and fucking someone besides me.
I walked into my apartment, leaving Ford to clean up the tools.
He brought me a plate of food a little while later. I let him in and watched him sit down on the couch. “I didn’t mean to piss you off. I was just tryin’ to offer you some advice.”
I took a bite of a burger and was surprised how juicy it tasted. “I don’t want to talk about this with you.”
He pushed my buttons. “Why? It’s true isn’t it? You really have it bad and you don’t know what you’re goin’ to do. I’ll tell you what I think.”
“I don’t want to know what you think,” I interrupted.
“Yeah, you need to hear this. Cuz, Lacey ain’t goin’ to stick around forever. If it pisses you off that much to imagine not bein’ with her then you need to let her know how you feel. Just tell her, man. It ain’t like it’s goin’ to hurt. She’s crazy about you, too. Frankly, I’m tired of hearin’ about how great you are at eating pussy and shit like that. Besides, as much as I like Lacey, her bein’ at your house gives me alone time with my lady. There’s never enough of that.”
I rolled my eyes and watched my cousin stand up and leave. He was right and I had to make a decision before Lacey was tired of me. I wasn’t sure about her having my heart, but she definitely had a hold of me and I didn’t think I wanted to imagine her letting go.
I spent the next couple of days thinking about how I was going to approach the conversation. I’d never been one for talking and expressing feelings that I wasn’t familiar with was even more difficult. After much consideration I’d prepared my speech and cooked a nice meal to serve while we were talking.
I was anxious, but after the whole Sam thing and then not wanting to see or be with any other women, I knew what I was doing was the right thing. Whatever this was between us was worth a shot.
I was ready to take things to the next level with Lacey, because as much as I fought it, I knew I cared about her. I wanted to take her out to nice places and invite my mother over to get to know her too.
I hadn’t fully prepared for her when she started knocking on my door. I was even more surprised that I didn’t have to go and pry her away from Sky. It gave me a good feeling and I was confidant that our night was starting out perfectly.
I shut the door behind us and placed my hands on her shoulders. “Why haven’t you been takin’ my calls? I finally get your number and you won’t answer it when I call you.” I leaned in and kissed her softly on the lips. It was deep and full of my emotions. She was standing in front of me and I’d never been so nervous.
One thing I knew for sure was that I wanted this with her. I was ready to call a woman my girlfriend and as soon as she came in and got comfortable, I was going to tell her.
While still holding her from our welcome kiss, she started trying to back away. “We need to talk about something.”
I couldn’t help not wanting to kiss her again. I was eager and excited. My eyes closed and my lips separated.
Then Lacey blurted something out that shocked me. “I slept with Shayne.”
All I could do was pull away and look right at her. She looked sad and I didn’t understand why she’d said that. I’d known she’d been with Shayne. He used to be her boyfriend. Why was she bringing up the past? “What do you mean? I know you slept with him,…”
She interrupted, “This week. He came to my house and we slept together.”
She’d just kicked me straight in the balls and not even realized it. I felt like a fool. Before I could respond, I needed to take a moment and calm down. “Why are you tellin’ me this?”
She sat down next to me and for the first time since knowing her, I didn’t want her there. “I’m tired of all the lies. I can’t take it anymore.”
She was worth being nice to. I should have told her how I felt before. Maybe I could have prevented it from happening. “I don’t lie to you, Lace.”
“Yes, you do. You erased my phone when Shayne called, didn’t you?”
I had to smile, knowing only Shayne could have told her about our conversation. He’d gotten to her and I knew he was somewhere smiling about it. “Yeah, you got me there. That’s different though, and you know it. Shit, Lace, I even told you about other women in my life. I’ve never told any other person that.”
“I can’t see you anymore.” She refused to look at me when she said it. It was another punch in my fucking balls.
“What are you goin’ to go back to Shayne now? You think he’s good for you? Can he give you what I can? Does he make you feel the way that I do?”
“No! He doesn’t, okay? This isn’t about Shayne.”
“You came here to tell me that you were together and now you can’t see me anymore. What else would it be about?” I stood up and started pacing around the living room. I was so pissed and hurt at the same time. It was also the exact reason that I swore I’d never let myself feel something for a woman.
“Being with Shayne made me realize that I’m on a collision course. I can’t keep doing it to myself. It’s ripping me apart from the inside. When I’m with you, I forget who I am. You make me feel alive and like nobody ever has before, but it’s a temporary high. The moment I walk out your door, I think about you being with other women. I think about the pictures and what else you could be hiding from me. I think about all of the people that have warned me about how you are. It’s just too much.”
“Lacey, you’re so wrong. I’m not hidin’ nothin’ else from you. Sure, I lied about Shayne, but that’s only because I wanted you for myself. You think I wanted to share you? You’re the only woman that I’ve ever had to fight to be with. Once I had you, I knew one thing.” I kneeled down in front of her and noticed she was in tears. “I knew I didn’t want to let you go.”
She started to look away. “I wish you really meant that, Joey, because being with you is wonderful. You and I both know, it was just about the sex. It’s not like you even do relationships, so don’t give me that shit that I
’m different. Look, I’ve thought a lot about this and it’s best if we just stop.”
“I think you’re scared that you might have feelin’s for me.”
“I’m stopping this before that can happen.”
I started to tell her how I felt about her and how she was making a mistake, but pride got in the way and wouldn’t let me make a fool out of myself, anymore than she’d already done. “I guess you need to do what you think is right, Lacey.” She reached for me, but I moved out of the way. “You should probably go. I mean, I don’t want you to have to be around when I’m callin’ someone else to come entertain me, because that would just be rude.”
The look on Lacey’s face was something that I’d never forget. In that final sentence I knew anything she’d ever felt for me was gone. I was back to being the whore she thought I was.
Lacey walked out of my door and my life and I knew she wasn’t ever coming back.
That was what I got for trying to be with a woman.
I got a kick in the balls and an empty spot in my bed.
Chapter 23
Ford came over the next morning and I was in no mood to talk.
“Hey, what happened with Lacey. That chick went runnin’ out of here last night without a good explanation. I thought you were goin’ to talk to her.”
“I thought so too. Turns out she was fuckin’ Shayne.”
“Come again?”
I opened up my fourth beer of the morning and tossed the cap toward the table. It fell down on the floor instead and I didn’t care about picking it up. “You fuckin’ heard me, bitch. She’s fuckin’ Shayne again and there ain’t nothin’ I can do about it.”
“Sky didn’t tell me, man. That sucks.”
“Look, unless you plan on sittin’ here watchin’ me drink, I suggest you go on about your day.”
Ford stood up. “I am real sorry. If you need anything, let me know.”
“Yeah.” He left me sitting there to mope alone.
In all honesty, I was too drunk to really have a rational thought. I guess I never realized how much I cared about Lacey until she wasn’t in my life anymore.
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