Full Battle Rattle

by Changiz Lahidji

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  “The nation that makes a great distinction between its scholars and its warriors will have its thinking done by cowards and its fighting done by fools.”

  —Spartan king, quoted by Thucydides

  To all the brave individuals who have ever served in the US Special Forces. De oppresso liber! (To free the oppressed)

  PROLOGUE

  Friends, ex-presidents, generals, and other members of the US military know me simply as Changiz. My full name and rank is Master Sergeant Changiz Lahidji, and I have the distinction of having served on Special Forces A-teams longer than anyone in history—twenty-four years in total. The SF A-teams I served on include:

  ODA 561

  ODA 562

  ODA 564

  ODA 174

  ODA 171

  ODA 176

  ODA 134

  ODA 136

  ODA 595

  ODA 596

  ODA 326

  ODA 324

  ODA 113

  I also happen to be the first Muslim Green Beret.

  Friends and colleagues tell me I’m some kind of legend in Special Forces because of my unique background, the number of top secret missions I deployed on, and my thirty-six years of service—twenty-four as a Green Beret and twelve as a private contractor, during which time I completed over a hundred combat missions in Afghanistan.

  I tend to think that my outgoing personality has a lot to do with my notoriety. One thing that distinguishes me is my love of life and the fact that I never shy away from having a good time! I consider myself a friend to everyone who isn’t trying to do me harm, which has happened many times. I’ve survived bullet wounds, parachute mishaps, helicopter crashes, broken bones, and other calamities too numerous to count.

  The photo on the cover is of me on a combat mission in June 2008 near Firebase Wilderness in southeastern Afghanistan. Please note three things: One, the Black Hawk helicopter in the background is on its side, because twenty minutes before this picture was taken our chopper was hit by intense fire from the Taliban and crash-landed. Minutes after that, I kicked the side door open, helped the FBI officer and soldiers who were riding with me and the pilot get out, fired over 300 rounds from my M4 to drive the Taliban back, then radioed for help. Two of my teammates died in the crash.

  Two, see the blood dripping down my face? That’s real. During the crash, I sustained a deep cut to my forehead, which was later closed up with stitches. I also fractured my right leg and banged up my knee and arm. It took three doctors and four nurses to patch me back together.

  Three, you might have also noticed that I’m smiling. Why? Because I was so damn happy to still be alive. The guys on the medevac team that flew us out thought I was crazy, because I laughed and trembled all the way back to base.

  It’s been my good fortune to serve my adopted country in every war and military engagement since Vietnam, starting with Operation Eagle Claw in 1980, when I entered Tehran on a one-man mission to spy on Iranian soldiers and Revolutionary Guards guarding the US Embassy where fifty-two US diplomats were being held hostage.

  Friends have likened me to the military equivalent of Zelig—the Woody Allen character who had a knack for turning up at dramatic moments in history. In 1980, I trained mujahedeen in Pakistan and Afghanistan to fight against the Soviets. Three years later, I was in Beirut, Lebanon, when a suicide car bomb exploded in front of the US Embassy, killing sixty-three people and wounding hundreds. Weeks after that, I was on a night mission with Lebanese Christian militiamen when Hezbollah terrorists ambushed us and I was shot in the leg.

  I was part of 5th Group Special Forces that made the initial assault during the invasion of Grenada. In 1991, I was deployed to Kuwait to participate in Operation Desert Storm. At one point during the war, I snuck into Baghdad dressed as a civilian and stayed there for four days collecting important intelligence.

  I returned to Iraq twelve years later for Operation Iraqi Freedom, and led a convoy that was ambushed on its way to Fallujah. In 1991, I was assigned to work with the FBI Special Antiterrorism Unit in New York City and went undercover to gather evidence on Omar Abdel-Rahman (the “Blind Sheikh”), who helped plan the first World Trade Center bombing.

  I was on the ground clearing houses in Mogadishu, Somalia, on October 3, 1993, when a US Black Hawk helicopter was shot down fifty feet away from me—an incident that inspired the book and film Black Hawk Down. In 2002, I dressed as a Pashtun farmer and snuck into a village high in the White Mountains of eastern Afghanistan and located Osama bin Laden for the CIA. In ’04, while working in Darfur, Sudan, as a cease-fire monitor, I brokered an agreement with the non-Arab Justice and Equality Movement (JEM) rebels opposing the Sudanese government to stop attacking UN refugee camps.

  Those are some of the missions I deployed on. Others took me to Pakistan, Senegal, Cambodia, Laos, Vietnam, the Philippines, Spain, Egypt, Okinawa, and Haiti.

  Along the way, I’ve earned numerous commendations, including the Special Forces Legion of Merit, Purple Hearts, multiple US Army achievement and commendation medals, six Joint Service medals, and awards from the FBI, Department of State, DEA, African Union, NATO, Thailand, Haiti, Kuwait, and Sudan. Last year I was nominated for induction into the Military Intelligence Hall of Fame and cited as “the finest noncommissioned officer to ever serve in Special Forces” and someone who “exemplifies the American Dream.”

  I love the United States with all my heart, but can’t say that making my way here as a twenty-four-old from Iran with Hollywood dreams in his head and very little English was easy. It wasn’t.

  Hopefully, I’ve learned a few things from my experience about determination and hard work. And time after time, across the globe, I’ve seen politics and religion drive people into conflict. I’ve come to realize that you can be a bad motherfucker when you serve in your unit, but underneath be a thoughtful, kind, fun-loving, and compassionate man. I’ve had the privilege to serve with dozens of them.

  I’ve also seen firsthand how the greatest military power on the planet is losing the war on terrorism because we don’t spend the time to learn local languages and customs. Instead of dropping bombs and making enemies, we should be educating people about our freedoms and way of life. And instead of relying on technology for collecting intelligence, we should be developing reliable local sources.

  This is my story—warts, laughs, defeat, triumph, and all. I hope you enjoy it.

  1

  TEHRAN, 1980

  On a cold Sunday afternoon in November 1979 I was walking through the day room at Special Forces 5th Group headquarters at Fort Bragg, North Carolina, when I saw a dozen of my teammates crowded around a TV set. One of them shouted, “Hey, Changiz, you raghead son of a bitch, come look at your brothers!”

  “What brothers?” I asked.

  On the television I saw f
ootage of Iranian student radicals using ladders to climb over the walls of the US Embassy compound in Tehran. The TV announcer reported that rioters had taken control of the embassy and seized more than sixty American hostages.

  Powerful emotions started to course through my body. “First, I’m not a raghead. I’m Persian. And secondly, these are not my fucking brothers!”

  “Bullshit,” one of my teammates replied.

  On TV, a young bearded Iranian spokesman proclaimed that they wouldn’t free the hostages until the US turned over the exiled former Shah, Mohammad Reza Shah Pahlavi, who had fled Iran in July. US president Jimmy Carter had recently granted him permission to come to the United States to treat his advanced malignant lymphoma, thus unleashing a torrent of anti-American hatred from the young supporters of Ayatollah Ruhollah Khomeini.

  My blood turned cold. I’d been watching the Iranian Revolution unfold over the last several months with mixed feelings and trepidation. While growing up in Iran, I’d seen the Shah develop into an increasingly unpopular, brutal, and arbitrary dictator. I knew then that his days in power were numbered. But I didn’t trust the mullahs who were opposing him, either, and particularly Ayatollah Khomeini, a radical Islamic cleric who had been living in exile in France and had promised a break with the past and greater autonomy for the Iranian people.

  I had fled Iran myself at the age of twenty-three to seek a better life in a country that protected individual freedom and kept church and state separate. I also understood why many young Iranians distrusted the United States. The US had been the Shah’s closest ally and supporter for years, trading cheap oil for advanced military equipment and fighter jets.

  My Special Forces teammates almost certainly didn’t understand this complicated history as they started to hurl abuse my way.

  “Changiz, those savages are your brothers.”

  Another said, “They touch a hair on any American’s head, we should nuke all of Iran into dust.”

  “You belong with them, Changiz, not us!”

  I responded with the only words I could think of: “Shut the fuck up!”

  How could my teammates appreciate the depth and complexity of my feelings as I watched radical Islamic students chant anti-American slogans and burn the American flag? I’d grown up in Iran. My father, uncle, cousins, and two of my brothers still lived there. In fact, our house stood a mere half a mile away from the US Embassy. I’d visited the compound in 1974 to secure a visa that allowed me to travel to the United States. Five years later, I was a proud American citizen and a member of the Green Berets.

  “Changiz, go back to Iran. We don’t want you here!”

  “Shut your mouth!”

  “Go home, camel fucker, and be with your own kind!”

  “This is my home!”

  Before we came to blows, a couple of my friends escorted me out. But over the next several days of what became known as the Iranian Hostage Crisis, I was subjected to almost constant insults and abuse.

  Sometimes I got so frustrated and angry I responded with my fists. One evening I got into a fight with four fellow Green Berets around the pool table in the team lounge. Another morning just after PT, five guys jumped me on the first-floor barracks. Having trained for years in self-defense and martial arts, I knew how to defend myself. A couple of my SF buddies came to my aid. The staff sergeant on duty heard the ruckus and broke it up, and reported it to our first sergeant.

  The next morning, with two black eyes and a swollen lip, I stood in formation with eighty-four other Green Berets when I heard the first sergeant call my name.

  “Corporal Lahidji, front and center!”

  I stepped forward, shoulders back. “Yes, sir.”

  “At ease…” the first sergeant started. “Listen guys.… This guy’s a fucking American, and he’s a Green Beret, regardless of where he comes from. He works his ass off, and he’s here to protect the American people. So I don’t want you to fuck with him anymore. You understand?”

  He repeated his statement three times, for which I was enormously grateful. Afterward, a couple SF soldiers who’d jumped me came over and apologized. I let it go, but internally continued to wrestle with the situation at the embassy in Iran. Knowing Tehran like the back of my hand and knowing that I could help free the hostages, I went to see First Sergeant David Huckson, who helped me compose a letter to President Carter.

  It said: “Dear President Carter: My name is Sergeant Changiz Lahidji and I am an Iranian native serving in Special Forces at Fort Bragg, North Carolina. Please give me permission to choose an A-Team and deploy to Iran to free the American hostages. I know the area well, and used to play soccer at the stadium across the street from the US Embassy. With your approval and support, I am sure I can come up with a plan that will succeed. Please don’t say no.”

  Two months later, I received a reply on White House stationery that said, “Thank you for your concern. We appreciate that you have volunteered for a rescue mission. Please stand by.”

  Around midnight on January 5, 1980—three months into the hostage crisis—I was sitting in my room on the third floor of the SF barracks, when I heard someone knock on the door. It was Sergeant Huckson. He said, “Get up, Changiz. Get up and get your shit together. You’ve got orders to leave immediately. Don’t forget to bring your ID.”

  I threw my gear into a duffel and hurried outside. Two sergeants ordered me to get into a jeep and drove me to nearby Pope Air Force Base. In the bitter cold, I was instructed to line up with about two dozen other SF operators standing on the tarmac.

  A captain said, “You’re going to be screened, tested, and trained for a special mission. Don’t ask any questions.”

  “Yes, sir!”

  A military C-130 flew us to a base in Colorado where we deplaned in the freezing cold. From there we were bused to a hospital where I underwent a physical examination. At the end I was given the code name Hector.

  The guys in my unit immediately started busting my balls about my name. “Hector? You must be a Chinese Mexican.”

  I secretly enjoyed it. It was better than being called a camel fucker or radical Islamist.

  The next day all of us were up at 0630 for a PT test. Push-ups, sit-ups, a five-mile run. Three guys failed.

  Five days later, they flew us to a camp that bordered Area 51 in the Nevada desert for a month of rigorous training that included endless hours at the shooting range, navigation tests, and running obstacles set up in underground tunnels that had previously housed nuclear missiles.

  One afternoon they left me alone in the desert armed only with a radio beacon. Surrounded by sand dunes and with the sun beating down on me, I charged the beacon and waited for a plane to drop three bundles. The first contained a five-hundred-foot rope; the second, a balloon with a canister of helium; and the third, a special suit with a harness. I filled up the balloon and then put on the suit and tied one end of the rope to the balloon and the other end to the harness. Upon hearing a plane approach, I released the balloon, which pulled me into the sky.

  A C-130 flew in low, snagged the rope, which cut the balloon free, and the load master and this assistant slowly reeled me in. The procedure, code-named Starlift and used by Special Forces to exfil forces from behind enemy lines, went smoothly, but the force of the plane pulling me messed up my back.

  At the end of training, all two dozen of us had to complete a twenty-mile march through the desert with a rucksack and full combat gear in under five hours. Only fourteen passed.

  The next day we were bused to Las Vegas and put up in a motel. Each man was handed a bag of a different color. Mine was black. The instructor said, “Go to Harrah’s casino. Observe everything and take mental notes. Then find a good place for extraction. We’ll have people watching you. Go to this pay phone and we’ll call. If you miss it, go to the next one, and we’ll call you.”

  A couple days later, we were back at the barracks outside Area 51. One by one we were led to a small hangar filled with random gear and e
quipment. Our task was to mentally record as many items as we could in a minute.

  After two months of training, only ten of us remained in the group. We still hadn’t been briefed on the mission. I was given a ticket back to Fort Bragg and dropped off at the Las Vegas airport wearing khaki pants, desert boots, and a long beard.

  As I walked through the terminal looking for a place to buy coffee, I was surrounded by five policemen, who led me into a room and started asking questions.

  “Where are you from?”

  “I’m an American.”

  “What kind of work do you do?”

  “I’m in the US Special Forces.” I handed them my ID card.

  They looked confused. One of them said, “You have an accent.”

  “Yes, I do.”

  “How come?”

  “Look, I’m with Fifth Group Special Forces. Call my superiors at Fort Bragg. They’ll confirm that I am who I say I am.” I gave them my commander’s number.

  They searched me and my duffel first. In one of my pockets, they found a map of Las Vegas.

  One of them asked, “What are you doing with this map?”

  “Guys, I have a plane to catch. If you have any questions, call my commanding officer.”

  After an hour of questioning they finally called Fort Bragg. I heard my commanding officer shout over the line, “You have no right to hold this man. Release him immediately!”

  Sheepishly, one of the policemen looked at me and said, “Okay, you can go.”

  I was back at Fort Bragg a couple of weeks, when I was summoned to the base’s JFK Center. An officer there asked, “Hector, do you still have your Iranian passport?”

  “I do, sir, but it’s no longer valid.”

  “We want you to go to the Pakistani Embassy in DC to have it renewed.”

  Since Iran and the US had broken off diplomatic relations, the Iranian consulate was being run out of the Pakistani Embassy. The man who interviewed me there asked why I wanted to go back to Iran.