Fighting For Your Touch (The Fighting Series Book 3)

by Nikki Ash

  After a few minutes I see some of the guys have joined. Kaden steals Ashley away and since I don’t really want to dance with a stranger I turn to go back to the booth when I run right into Caleb smirking at me. He pulls me close and even though the song is one people are gyrating to, he slow dances with me.

  “The way your body moves is fucking sexy Hayles,” he whispers into my ear. “I want you… tonight.” His words send a shudder down my spine. I back up a little to look at him and see the want and lust in his eyes. I nod agreeably and put my head against his chest continuing to slow dance in the middle of the fast song not even caring about anything other than how much I want this man. His hands go to my ass and he grabs ahold of me pulling me closer into him. I can feel his hard-on rubbing against me making me want to grind up on him. When my sex hits his leg I can feel how turned on I am as sparks fly straight to my sex. I don’t just want this man. I need him, like now. He chuckles softly into my ear like he knows exactly what I am thinking.

  When the song ends and the emcee announces some drink specials before playing the next song, we head back to the booth to get another drink. We all hang out for a few hours but I don’t drink anymore. I want to be fully sober tonight. I want to remember everything. Then I get nervous…we haven’t discussed what we are to each other but hopefully tonight will not be a one-time thing. How should I act? Do I just lie there and let him do everything? I know I am overthinking this but I don’t want to screw it up.

  “What’s got you frowning?” Kayla asks nudging me. I confide in her since she knows about Caleb’s past.

  “You know what you have to do, right?”

  “Umm… no… what?”

  Her face lights up with mischief. “We need to leave early and handcuff you to the bed!”

  I am unfortunately taking a sip of my drink as she says this so my water sprays all over the place.

  “Excuse me?” I whisper- shout looking around to make sure nobody else heard her.

  “Handcuffs… If you are handcuffed you are giving him one hundred percent control, and then you don’t have to worry about what you should be doing. He will be doing it all.”

  I hate to admit it but she has a point. “Where would I get handcuffs this late?”

  “Oh, I have them in my glove box,” Kayla says like it’s perfectly normal to have handcuffs in one’s glove box. I raise my eyebrows up in question but she just tells me it’s a long story.

  She whispers something to Bentley causing him to laugh then she announces our departure, saying she needs me to give her a ride somewhere before I head home. She grabs my phone and texts Caleb to meet me at home in a half hour before dragging me along behind her.

  We get to my house and it’s pitch black. Caleb must have forgotten to leave the outside light on. I walk inside, flip the light on, and step back outside to make sure it’s working when I see that same car parked down the street. I need to remember to let Caleb know. Something is definitely off, and he mentioned getting a threatening note when we got back from Boulder. What if it’s the same people? Before I can think anymore about it, Kayla dangles the handcuffs in front of my face making me nervous.

  “C’mon, woman! Strip down into nothing but your bra and underwear.”

  “WHAT??” I squeal out.

  “If you are handcuffed he won’t be able to take your clothes off,” she says like duh!

  I go into the bathroom to quickly rinse off and then after taking several calming breaths put on my sexiest bra and panty set and get onto the bed to be handcuffed.

  Kayla takes the handcuffs and puts them around the bedpost and then locks them around my wrists loosely. I look at them and see they are made of pink feather-like material so they won’t rub my wrists raw.

  “Girl, I don’t even want to know why you have pink feathered handcuffs.”

  Kayla laughs. “Looking at you all sexy on this bed, if I swung that way I would totally be having my way with you right now.”

  I crack up laughing. “Get out! I am going to lose my courage.”

  “Umm… sorry girly but it’s a little too late for that. I will leave the key on the nightstand though.”

  “Oh God! I can’t believe I am doing this.”

  Kayla laughs again shaking her head. “Since Caleb has a key I will lock the door on my way out. Good luck!”

  “Wait! How are you getting home? We took my car.”

  “Bentley is outside waiting for me.” She winks and then turns off all lights leaving only the glow of the nightlight from the bathroom. A few seconds later I hear the door close leaving me here by myself to do nothing but second-guess myself.

  Caleb

  When Kayla said she needed Hayley to take her somewhere I thought maybe Hayley was trying to get out of being with me. I made it clear to her that I want her tonight, but instead of going home she is running errands with Kayla? After they ran out I felt my phone buzz in my pocket.

  Hayley: Meet me at home in thirty minutes ;)

  Ok, I am not sure what is going on but I will definitely be meeting her at home in thirty minutes. Bentley says he needs to get going, but not before slapping me on my back and laughing. “Good luck tonight, bro.”

  I hang out with everyone else for a few more minutes and then excuse myself for the night. The drive home feels like it takes forever wondering what the hell Hayley is up to.

  I get home and walk into the dark quiet house. “Hayley?” I call out but don’t hear anything. I turn on the living room light so it’s not pitch black and make my way to her bedroom first. When I open the door it’s dark but there’s a small light shining through and on the bed I see the most exquisite image laid out right in front of me.

  Hayley is spread out on the bed in nothing but a tiny black bra and matching panties. They are nothing more than scraps of material barely covering her, and as I get closer the faint light shows me they are see-through. Her nipples are hard and poking through the cups of her bra and her legs are closed tight together. She looks absolutely breathtaking… and nervous.

  “This was Kayla’s idea. We thought it would give you control, you know so I can’t touch you… you can touch me and do whatever you want to me but then I thought what if me laying here isn’t giving you control because I am initiating the sex by laying here in the first place but you did say you want me tonight so technically you initiated it…” She is rambling on afraid I am going to push her away. All I have stuck in my head is the part where she said I could do whatever I want to her. My dick twitches at the sight of this woman handcuffed and willing to make her self completely vulnerable and uncomfortable just to make me comfortable.

  I step up next to the bed and lean down to kiss her, mostly to stop her from second-guessing herself but also because I need to taste her. She tastes of toothpaste with a hint of lemon from her drink earlier. She tastes amazing, and then I wonder what her other lips taste like. My dick twitches again at the thought.

  When I break the kiss she opens her mouth to say something else but before she can speak I put my fingers to her lips to quiet her, shaking my head.

  “You are absolutely breathtaking, baby.” She looks down and if the lights were on I would bet her cheeks are shaded with a light pink tint from embarrassment.

  “Don’t be embarrassed, Hayles. This is the most selfless, thoughtful thing anybody has done for me.”

  I remove my shirt and walking boot and then my jeans leaving myself in only my briefs and crawl over her to sit on top of her legs.

  A flashback begins to hit me… A time from my past when I was in this same position with another woman but I shake it off immediately. I refuse to let my past ruin this moment. I take in a deep breath and focus on the beautiful woman in front of me.

  “Baby, I can’t wait to make you scream my name.” I reach forward and tweak one of her nipples through her bra. She wiggles and I know she is turned on. I don’t really know where to start. Every time I had sex somebody was telling me what to do, what she wanted, what she ne
eded… I never had to think about how to please a woman. I just did what I was told.

  Looking at Hayley, all I want is to please her. I want to explore her body and find out for myself what turns her on. I want to see what makes her scream and squirm and orgasm. I want to know every inch of this woman. I lift myself up off her and spread her legs so I am now in between them. I lean over her and start with kissing her. If I could spend the rest of my life simply kissing this woman I would be a satisfied man.

  While still kissing her I take one hand and pull her bra cup down exposing her pert nipple. I break the kiss and move my mouth to her nipple, licking around the tight pink nub. She squirms a little letting out a soft moan that causes my dick to remind me he is still here. I push the other cup down and lick around her other nipple while pinching the one I had just licked.

  “Oh, Caleb.”

  Her soft sounds let me know she is enjoying this. I take the bud into my mouth and suck on it. I notice her tits fit perfectly in my hands while I massage them switching from nipple to nipple sucking hard on each one and then licking the pain away.

  “Caleb, please…” The handcuffs clink against the bedpost as she attempts to move. She wants more. She wants to tell me what she wants but she stops knowing I need this. I need the control.

  I suck on each nipple one more time before I begin to trail kisses down her flat stomach toward her pussy. When I get to her sex it is covered with the same fabric as her bra but it is glistening wet. I touch her middle and feel the wetness covering the material. My girl is dripping for me. I take her panties and pull them down her legs and throw them to the side.

  Her pussy is trimmed neatly and all I want to do is put my nose right up to her sex to smell her scent… so I do. I inhale deeply and can smell the strawberry scented body wash she uses with a bit of something else that is just her. I spread her lips so I can lick up her slit and I am addicted. She moans out my name and her legs try to close. I push them back apart and lick from bottom to top once again lapping up her juices.

  “Do you like that, Hayles?”

  “Yes, please,” she says sounding out of breath.

  I push a finger into her and then another. Her ass comes off the bed meeting my thrusts as I finger fuck her. It’s even more fulfilling knowing I am causing this woman’s pleasure by choice and doing as I want to. I take a third finger and push it into her warmth continuing to lick her clit. Moving my fingers inside her in a come-hither motion I can feel when I hit her G-spot. She screams out and my fingers are instantly coated with her arousal. I keep moving them inside her while licking and lapping at her clit. I can feel her pussy tightening so I lick faster and harder until she comes all over my hand and mouth.

  “Oh my god! Caleb!” Hayley screams out but I don’t stop my fingers or tongue until she completely rides out her orgasm.

  Once I know she is satisfied I grab my shirt from the floor and wipe off her juices. Then I climb up the bed on top of her.

  “I want…” she begins to say but stops. That’s when it hits me. Everything with this woman is so different. I want to do what she wants. I want to please her. And while I want to be in control, I also want her to be in control. I don’t want her to ever not be able to tell me what she wants or needs because of my past. Trying to find my control has caused her to give up her own and that doesn’t sit well with me at all. We need to find a balance.

  “Tell me, baby. Tell me what you want.”

  “I want…”

  “It’s ok. I want to know. Tell me, Hayles.”

  “I want your dick in my mouth… please.”

  And if that request doesn’t cause my already hard cock to get harder…

  I move to release the handcuffs and she stops me. “No, just move up on my chest and put it in my mouth.”

  Fuck! This woman is just full of surprises. I straddle her upper body and move my cock slowly towards her mouth not wanting to force it in. She lets out a frustrated huff and a few seconds later her knees hit my ass pushing me closer. Then she lifts her head to take me in her mouth. I move close enough so she can suck me but not too close that I am choking her. She licks the slit and then swirls her tongue around the head causing me to almost come on the spot. In my defense, it’s been over seven years since I have been with a woman, and never one I wanted as badly as I want Hayley.

  She takes me in farther and I know if I let her continue I am going to explode in her mouth.

  “Baby, stop.” I back away and undo the handcuffs before climbing back on top of her. I need to make love to this woman and I need her hands on me.

  Her hands are freed but she lays still unsure of what to do.

  “Thank you for tonight. Thank you for giving me the control. But I was wrong, Hayles. I want you to be in control, too. I want you to touch me. Please, baby.”

  I see tears glossing over her eyes and then one falls down the side of her cheek. I bring my lips to her cheek to kiss the fallen tear, and slowly push into her.

  “Wrap your arms around my neck, baby.” And she does. Her arms come up around my neck tightly as her legs wrap around my back pushing my cock into her, and for the first time in my life I make love to a woman willingly.

  Chapter Eleven

  Hayley

  I can feel the sun hitting my face so it must be morning. I stretch my body and can feel the soreness between my legs. After Caleb made love to me, we showered together and once back in bed made love again before falling asleep wrapped in each other’s arms. Sometime early this morning my phone went off waking us up. It was Ashley letting me know she is picking up the kids and will pick up Marco as well so we can sleep in. I was so exhausted I immediately fell back asleep.

  Now I am awake and when I look over I see the bed is empty next to me. Caleb must have already woken up. I jump in the shower quickly and while I am washing myself it hits me we didn’t use protection nor am I on birth control. I highly doubt I will get pregnant from one night of unprotected sex but isn’t that what everyone says before they find out they are having an oops! Baby?

  I make a mental note to pick up condoms until I can get on birth control. I inhale deeply and can smell the coffee beckoning me. I throw a shirt on and grab a pair of underwear from my drawer before following the aroma of caffeine. I also remind myself I need to let Caleb know we didn’t use protection. When I get to the kitchen he is sitting at the table with a piece of paper in front of him looking pissed off.

  “What’s up?” I ask ignoring the coffee calling my name and forgetting the birth control talk we needed to have.

  “Why didn’t you tell me about this?” he growls out loudly causing me to stop in my tracks.

  I look at the paper that looks like the one I grabbed off my windshield last night and read what it says. I was wrong. It’s not an advertisement… it’s a handwritten threat.

  Snitches get stitches. Tell your boyfriend to back off or you will both regret it.

  I drop the note on the table and feel myself shaking. “Caleb, I didn’t know it said this. I thought it was an ad. It was on my windshield when I got into my car last night. I threw it into my purse without looking at it. Is that where you got it? My purse?”

  His anger morphs into worry and he pulls me onto his lap. “I’m sorry Hayles. I thought you saw this and kept it from me. Yes, I got it from your purse. I was moving it from the counter to the desk to make coffee and it fell over. The note fell out. We have to report this to the police. This is a threat. Just like the one I found at the airport. My guess is this is Hector and Santos trying to scare us so I won’t testify against the guys who tried to kill me. Get dressed and we will go by the station before we pick up Marco.”

  After bringing the note to the station and reporting the threat, where they said they can run fingerprints but can’t really do much because it could be from anyone, we go to Ashley’s to pick up Marco. When she answers the door her eyes look red and puffy like she’s been crying so I ask Caleb to go check on the boys to give us a minute alo
ne.

  “What’s going on?”

  She slumps in defeat and the tears start. Again.

  “Kaden and I almost had sex last night but he totally put the brakes on it when things got hot and heavy. I just don’t get it. He’s with women all the time but he won’t sleep with me. It just doesn’t make sense. I am so stupid. I know we aren’t anything more than friends. I never should have let things get that far. Hopefully he will act like it never happened. He has become one of my best friends.

  Then we got into a fight this morning when I told him I wouldn’t take money from him when he saw a couple of my bills on the counter. I can’t let him pay for my mistakes. We aren’t even together. I am just so exhausted from working two jobs. I am tired of having to have my parents and the babysitter watch Tristan so often but it’s what I need to do.”

  Ashley seems to purposely leave out what bills she needs to pay so I don’t press her. I wrap her up in a hug and tell her it will be ok not really sure if that’s true but not sure of what else to say. We hear the loud footsteps approaching and when we look up Caleb is standing in the doorway.

  “What’s wrong?” Caleb asks clearly worried for Ashley.

  “Umm…” I am not sure what she wants him to know so I give her a look telling her to tell him what she wants.

  “Why won’t Kaden sleep with me?” She blurts out and Caleb’s eyes go wide with shock and maybe even a bit of nervousness before he quickly composes himself

  “Ashley, I can assure you Kaden really does care about you’ however, I can’t answer that question for you. That’s Kaden’s story to tell.”