It's My Life (Filming Rhiannon. Book 1)

by TL Messruther

  “Is that a good idea? I mean going to see her?” Grace sounds shocked at my request.

  “I don’t know Grace, I have never dealt with this before, I am going to see what would be best for her, and what won’t be. I will get Liam to speak to someone who specializes in this, and see what we can do.”

  “Okay, let me know what happens though, and thank you for taking care of her.” she thanks Kaleb.

  “I wouldn’t have it any other way Grace, I love her.” he whispers, as he lays me down on the bed.

  “I know, I can see, and she loves you, she’s just heartbroken at the minute. Don’t give up on her.” she begs him.

  “Grace, even if she didn’t love me, I wouldn’t give up on her.” he says as he covers me with a blanket, kisses my forehead, and goes to leave.

  “Just join me out here, we should leave her to sleep.” he tells Grace.

  She doesn’t put up an argument. She walks over to the bed, places a light kiss on my head and follows Kaleb out of the room. Leaving me and my thoughts alone.

  I know Kaleb will be here to support me and Grace, but I just want Pippa back.

  My baby taken from us. What do I do now? I can’t do this with the thought of my baby not here no more. I know I wasn’t her mum that she knew, but I knew and loved her, that’s why I gave her up for a better life, for her. Now I just want her back. My baby.

  I cry till I have nothing left, and I fall in to a restless sleep, dreaming of the day my baby came in to the world.

  Firstly, I would just like to say a massive thank you to all my fans who have supported me throughout this crazy ride. It’s manic, but so much fun. I don't know where I would be without your support. You mean the world to me, and I love you all.

  I would also like to say thank you to my friends and family. You continue to put up with hours of no conversation, with just the tapping of my keyboard as company. You listen to me rant when the characters are misbehaving, and you listen to me cheer when they are making my work easy.

  I don't know where the characters are going to take me when I first step into the story; I just go with what they tell me to do. I never know what trouble they will get me into.

  I can sit with the family around for hours researching, and just writing with the ear phones in, and you just leave me to it.

  My mam, you are always telling me to pull my laptop out and get writing. I don't think I would of managed some times without your encouragement - thank you.

  A massive thank you to Cassandra P Lewis. You organised the very first book signing I attended, and it was a weekend I will never forget. The amount of fun we had was amazing.

  You made it possible for me to meet some amazing and very talented authors. I will always be thankful to you for introducing me to the book signing world. #SCS will live within me forever.

  Another massive thank you to JB McGee for yet again another amazing book cover. Your designs continue to blow me away, here is to many more in the future.

  To Angel Steel from Angels Formatting, thank you for playing around with my book, and formatting it for me.

  No matter how many times I try to get the hang of formatting, it still always beats me.

  Finally, another thank you to everyone who has made this journey, what it has become. None of it would be possible without you.

  I appreciate the support, and I will continue doing so.

  Much love, TL Messruther.