Leviathan Wakes e-1

by James S. A. Corey

  No, Miller thought. No, I have seen those corridors. What’s happened to those people almost happened to me. I don’t want anything to do with that abomination.

  “Sure,” he said.

  Diogo scooped up his own hand terminal and keyed in something. Miller’s terminal chimed that it had received the new feed route.

  “Chica perdida in ops been mixing a bunch of it to bhangra,” Diogo said, making a shifting dance move with his hips. “Hard-core, eh?”

  Diogo and the other OPA irregulars had breached a high-value research station, faced down one of the most powerful and evil corporations in a history of power and evil. And now they were making music from the screams of the dying. Of the dead. They were dancing to it in the low-rent clubs. What it must be like, Miller thought, to be young and soulless.

  But no. That wasn’t fair. Diogo was a good kid. He was just naive. The universe would take care of that, given a little time.

  “Hard-core,” Miller said. Diogo grinned.

  The feed sat in queue, waiting. Miller turned out the lights, letting the little bed bear him up against the press of spin. He didn’t want to hear. He didn’t want to know. He had to.

  At first, the sound was nothing-electric squeals and a wildly fluting static. Then, maybe somewhere deep in the back of it, music. A chorus of violas churning away together in a long, distant crescendo. And then, as clear as if someone were speaking into a microphone, a voice.

  “Rabbits and hamsters. Ecologically unstabilizing and round and blue as moonbeams. August.”

  It almost certainly wasn’t a real person. The computer systems on Eros could generate any number of perfectly convincing dialects and voices. Men’s, women’s, children’s. And how many millions of hours of data could there be on the computers and storage dumps all through the station?

  Another electronic flutter, like finches looped back against themselves. A new voice-feminine and soft this time-with a throbbing pulse behind it.

  “Patient complains of rapid heartbeat and night sweats. Symptom onset reported as three months previous, but with a history… ”

  The voice faded, and the throbbing rose. Like an old man with Swiss cheese holes in his brain, the complex system that had been Eros was dying, changing, losing its mind. And because Protogen had wired it all for sound, Miller could listen to the station fail.

  “I didn’t tell him, I didn’t tell him, I didn’t tell him. The sunrise. I’ve never seen the sunrise.”

  Miller closed his eyes and slid down toward sleep, serenaded by Eros. As consciousness faded, he imagined a body in the bed beside him, warm and alive and breathing slowly in time with the rise and fall of the static.

  The manager was a thin man, weedy, with hair combed high above his brow like a wave that never crashed. The office hunched close around them, humming at odd moments when the infrastructure-water, air, energy-of Tycho impinged on it. A business built between ducts, improvisational and cheap. The lowest of the low.

  “I’m sorry,” the manager said. Miller felt his gut tighten and sink. Of all the humiliations the universe had in store for him, this one he hadn’t foreseen. It made him angry.

  “You think I can’t handle it?” he asked, keeping his voice soft.

  “It’s not that,” the weedy man said. “It’s… Look, between us, we’re looking for a thumb, you know? Someone’s idiot kid brother could guard this warehouse. You’ve got all this experience. What do we need with riot control protocols? Or investigative procedure? I mean, come on. This gig doesn’t even come with a gun.”

  “I don’t care,” Miller said. “I need something.”

  The weedy man sighed and gave the exaggerated shrug of a Belter.

  “You need something else,” he said.

  Miller tried not to laugh, afraid it would sound like despair. He stared at the cheap plastic wall behind the manager until the guy started to get uncomfortable. It was a trap. He was too experienced to start over. He knew too much, so there was no going back and doing fresh beginnings.

  “All right,” he said at last, and the manager across the desk from him let out a breath, then had the good grace to look embarrassed.

  “Can I just ask,” the weedy man said. “Why did you leave your old job?”

  “Ceres changed hands,” Miller said, putting on his hat. “I wasn’t on the new team. That was all.”

  “Ceres?”

  The manager looked confused, which in turn confused Miller. He glanced down at his own hand terminal. There was his work history, just the way he’d presented it. The manager couldn’t have missed it.

  “That’s where I was,” Miller said.

  “For the police thing. But I meant the last job. I mean, I’ve been around, I understand not putting OPA work on your resume, but you have to figure we all know that you were part of the thing… you know, with the station. And all.”

  “You think I was working for the OPA,” Miller said.

  The weedy man blinked.

  “You were,” he said.

  Which, after all, was true.

  Nothing had changed in Fred Johnson’s office, and everything had. The furnishings, the smell of the air, the sense of its existing somewhere between a boardroom and a command and control center. The generation ship outside the window might have been half a percent closer to completion, but that wasn’t it. The stakes of the game had shifted, and what had been a war was something else now. Something bigger. It shone in Fred’s eyes and tightened his shoulders.

  “We could use a man with your skills,” Fred agreed. “It’s always the small-scale things that trip you up. How to frisk someone. That kind of thing. Tycho security can handle themselves, but once we’re off our station and shooting our way into someone else’s, not as much.”

  “Is that something you’re looking to do more of?” Miller said, trying to make it a casual joke. Fred didn’t answer. For a moment, Julie stood at the general’s side. Miller saw the pair of them reflected in the screens, the man pensive, the ghost amused. Maybe Miller had gotten it wrong from the start, and the divide between the Belt and the inner planets was something besides politics and resource management. He knew as well as anyone that the Belt offered a harder, more dangerous life than Mars or Earth provided. And yet it called these people-the best people-out of humanity’s gravity wells to cast themselves into the darkness.

  The impulse to explore, to stretch, to leave home. To go as far as possible out into the universe. And now that Protogen and Eros offered the chance to become gods, to recreate humanity into beings that could go beyond merely human hopes and dreams, it occurred to Miller how hard it would be for men like Fred to turn that temptation away.

  “You killed Dresden,” Fred said. “That’s a problem.”

  “It needed to happen.”

  “I’m not sure it did,” Fred replied, but his voice was careful. Testing. Miller smiled, a little sadly.

  “That’s why it needed to happen,” he said.

  The small, coughing laugh told Miller that Fred understood him. When the general turned back to consider him again, his gaze was steady.

  “When it comes to the negotiating table, someone’s going to have to answer for it. You killed a defenseless man.”

  “I did,” Miller said.

  “When the time comes, I will hand-feed you to the wolves as the first chip I offer. I won’t protect you.”

  “Wouldn’t ask you to protect me,” Miller said.

  “Even if it meant being a Belter ex-cop in an Earth-side prison?”

  It was a euphemism, and they both knew it. You belong with me, Julie said. And so what did it matter, really, how he got there?

  “I’ve got no regrets,” he said, and half a breath later was shocked to discover it was almost true. “If there’s a judge out there who wants to ask me about something, I’ll answer. I’m looking for a job here, not protection.”

  Fred sat in his chair, eyes narrow and thoughtful. Miller leaned forward in his seat.

 
“You’ve got me in a hard position,” Fred said. “You’re saying all the right things. But I have a hard time trusting that you’d follow through. Keeping you on the books would be risky. It could undermine my position in the peace negotiations.”

  “It’s a risk,” Miller said. “But I’ve been on Eros and Thoth station. I flew on the Rocinante with Holden and his crew. When it comes to analysis of the protomolecule and how we got into this mess, there isn’t anyone in a better position to give you information. You can argue I knew too much. That I was too valuable to let go.”

  “Or too dangerous.”

  “Sure. Or that.”

  They were silent for a moment. On the Nauvoo, a bank of lights glittered in a gold-and-green test pattern and then went dark.

  “Security consultant,” Fred said. “Independent. I won’t give you a rank.”

  I’m too dirty for the OPA, Miller thought with a glow of amusement.

  “If it comes with my own bunk, I’ll take it,” he said. It was only until the war was over. After that, he was meat for the machine. That was fine. Fred leaned back. His chair hissed softly into its new configuration.

  “All right,” Fred said. “Here’s your first job. Give me your analysis. What’s my biggest problem?”

  “Containment,” Miller said.

  “You think I can’t keep the information about Thoth station and the protomolecule quiet?”

  “Of course you can’t,” Miller said. “For one thing, too many people already know. For another thing, one of them’s Holden, and if he hasn’t already broadcast the whole thing on every empty frequency, he will soon. And besides that, you can’t make a peace deal without explaining what the hell’s going on. Sooner or later, it has to come out.”

  “And what do you advise?”

  For a moment, Miller was back in the darkness, listening to the gibbers of the dying station. The voices of the dead calling to him from across the vacuum.

  “Defend Eros,” he said. “All sides are going to want samples of the protomolecule. Locking down access is going to be the only way you get yourself a seat at that table.”

  Fred chuckled.

  “Nice thought,” he said. “But how do propose we defend something the size of Eros Station if Earth and Mars bring their navies to bear?”

  It was a good point. Miller felt a tug of sorrow. Even though Julie Mao-his Julie-was dead and gone, it felt like disloyalty to say it.

  “Then you have to get rid of it,” he said.

  “And how would I do that?” Fred said. “Even if we studded the thing with nukes, how would we be sure that no little scrap of the thing would make its way to a colony or down a well? Blowing that thing up would be like blowing dandelion fluff into the breeze.”

  Miller had never seen a dandelion, but he saw the problem. Even the smallest portion of the goo filling Eros might be enough to start the whole evil experiment over again. And the goo thrived on radiation; simply cooking the station might hurry the thing along its occult path rather than end it. To be sure that the protomolecule on Eros never spread, they’d need to break everything on the station down to its constituent atoms…

  “Oh,” Miller said.

  “Oh?”

  “Yeah. You’re not going to like this.”

  “Try me.”

  “Okay. You asked. You drive Eros into the sun.”

  “Into the sun,” Fred said. “Do you have any idea how much mass we’re talking about here?”

  Miller nodded to the wide, clear expanse of window, to the construction yards beyond it. To the Nauvoo.

  “Big engines on that thing,” Miller said. “Get some fast ships out to the station, make sure no one can get in before you get there. Run the Nauvoo into Eros Station. Knock it sunward.”

  Fred’s gaze turned inward as he planned, calculated.

  “Got to make sure no one gets into it until it hits corona. That’ll be hard, but Earth and Mars are both just as interested in keeping the other guy from having it as in getting it themselves.”

  I’m sorry I couldn’t do better, Julie, he thought. But it’ll be a hell of a funeral.

  Fred’s breath grew slow and deep, his gaze flickering as if he were reading something in the air that only he could see. Miller didn’t interrupt, even when the silence got heavy. It was almost a minute later that Fred let out a short, percussive breath.

  “The Mormons are going to be pissed,” he said.

  Chapter Forty-Five: Holden

  Naomi talked in her sleep. It was one of a dozen things Holden hadn’t known about her before tonight. Even though they’d slept in crash couches a few feet apart on many occasions, he’d never heard it. Now, with her face against his bare chest, he could feel her lips move and the soft, punctuated exhalations of her words. He couldn’t hear what she was saying.

  She also had a scar on her back, just above her left buttock. It was three inches long and had the uneven edges and rippling that came from a tear rather than a slice. Naomi would never get herself knifed in a bar fight, so it had to have come on the job. Maybe she had been climbing through tight spaces in the engine room when the ship maneuvered unexpectedly. A competent plastic surgeon could have made it invisible in one visit. That she hadn’t bothered and clearly didn’t care was another thing he had learned about her tonight.

  She stopped murmuring and smacked her lips a few times, then said, “Thirsty.”

  Holden slid out from under her and headed for the kitchen, knowing that this was the obsequiousness that always accompanied a new lover. For the next couple of weeks, he wouldn’t be able to stop himself from fulfilling every whim Naomi might have. It was a behavior some men carried at the genetic level, their DNA wanting to make sure that first time wasn’t just a fluke.

  Her room was laid out differently than his, and the unfamiliarity made him clumsy in the dark. He fumbled around for a few minutes in her small kitchen nook, looking for a glass. By the time he found it, filled it, and headed back into the bedroom, Naomi was sitting up in bed. The sheet lay pooled on her lap. The sight of her half nude in the dimly lit room gave him an embarrassingly sudden erection.

  Naomi panned her gaze up his body, pausing at his midsection, then at the water glass, and said, “Is that for me?”

  Holden didn’t know which thing she was asking about, so he just said, “Yes.”

  “You asleep?”

  Naomi’s face was on his belly, her breathing slow and deep, but to his surprise she said, “No.”

  “Can we talk?”

  Naomi rolled off him and pulled herself up until her face lay next to his on the pillow. Her hair fell across her eyes, and Holden reached out and brushed it away in a move that felt so intimate and proprietary that he had to swallow a lump in his throat.

  “Are you about to get serious on me?” she asked, her eyes half lidded.

  “Yeah, I am,” he said, and kissed her forehead.

  “My last lover was over a year ago,” she said. “I’m a serial monogamist, so as far as I’m concerned, this is an exclusive-rights deal until one of us decides it isn’t. As long as I get advance warning that you’ve decided to end the deal, there won’t be any hard feelings. I’m open to the idea of it being more than just sex, but in my experience that will happen on its own if it’s going to. I have eggs in storage on Europa and Luna, if that matters to you.”

  She rolled up onto her elbow, her face hovering over his.

  “Did I cover all the bases?” she asked.

  “No,” he said. “But I agree to the conditions.”

  She flopped onto her back, letting out a long contented sigh.

  “Good.”

  Holden wanted to hold her, but he felt too hot and sticky with sweat, so he just reached down and held her hand instead. He wanted to tell her that this meant something, that it was already more than sex for him, but all the words he tried out in his head came off sounding phony or maudlin.

  “Thank you,” he said instead, but she was already snoring quietly.


  They had sex again in the morning. After a long night with too little sleep, it wound up being far more effort than release for Holden, but there was a pleasure in that too, as if less than mind-blowing sex somehow meant something different and funnier and gentler than what they’d already done together. Afterward, Holden went to the kitchen and made coffee, then brought it back to bed on a tray. They drank it without talking, some of the shyness they’d avoided the night before coming now in the artificial morning of the room’s LEDs.

  Naomi put her empty coffee cup down and touched the badly healed lump in his recently broken nose.

  “Is it hideous?” Holden asked.

  “No,” she said. “You were too perfect before. It makes you seem more substantial.”

  Holden laughed. “That sounds like a word you use to describe a fat man or a history professor.”

  Naomi smiled and touched his chest lightly with her fingertips. It wasn’t an attempt to arouse, just the exploration that came when satiation had removed sex from the equation. Holden tried to remember the last time the cold sanity following sex had been this comfortable, but maybe that had been never. He was making plans to spend the remainder of the day in Naomi’s bed, running through a mental list of restaurants on the station that delivered, when his terminal began buzzing on the nightstand.

  “God dammit,” he said.

  “You don’t have to answer,” Naomi replied, and moved her explorations to his belly.

  “You’ve been paying attention the last couple months, right?” Holden said. “Unless it’s a wrong number, then it’s probably some end-of-the-solar-system-type shit and we have five minutes to evacuate the station.”

  Naomi kissed his ribs, which simultaneously tickled him and caused him to question his assumptions about his own refractory period.

  “That’s not funny,” she said.

  Holden sighed and picked up the terminal off the table. Fred’s name flashed as it buzzed again.

  “It’s Fred,” he said.

  Naomi stopped kissing him and sat up.