Dandelion Wishes

by Melinda Curtis

  Emma reached out. Her hand connected with the willow’s tree trunk. Cool, rough bark. She wiped at her damp forehead with her other hand, fighting the clammy, dank feeling of fear and failure.

  “You look awful.” Will stepped into Emma’s line of tunneled vision. “Sit,” he commanded, tugging her down, kneeling next to her. “Put your head between your knees.”

  “Has anyone ever told you you’re too bossy?”

  “Only Tracy and you. And you don’t count.”

  Emma pushed at Will’s hands with her own, but his were steadier, stronger in purpose. Under his guidance, her knees became earmuffs. She closed her eyes when her brain started registering the soil’s various brown shades contrasted against the blues of her skirt. She breathed in the scent of fabric softener, of rich, musty earth, cleansing rain and Will’s woodsy aftershave.

  Thunder rumbled in the distance, its grumbling slower than her heart rate.

  Emma tried to sit up, but Will kept her head firmly between her legs. It became harder to fill her lungs with air. “Please...”

  “Tell me what’s wrong. I can help.” Will Jackson at his most annoying.

  “Let me breathe!” She pushed up hard enough to break free of his hold. The back of her head bounced off the tree trunk. “Ow.”

  He draped his arm across her shoulders as if to keep her from falling over. “What is it with you and head wounds?”

  Emma gritted her teeth. “You don’t have to hold on to me. I’m not going to pass out.”

  “You could have fooled me a minute ago.” His arm stayed. Steady. Reassuring.

  “Seen a lot of people faint, have you?” The pain chased away the last of the fog around the edges of her vision, but not the woodsy scent of Will.

  “You’d be surprised at how often women faint at the sight of me.”

  “You wish.”

  Thunder rumbled above the hills to the east, over the vineyards.

  Emma refused to look. She focused on the ground at her feet.

  A fat raindrop splashed onto the nape of her neck. It rolled down her spine in a haphazard way that made her shiver.

  Will rubbed her shoulder.

  She risked a glance at him.

  His blue eyes were gentled with concern. How could such an overbearing, infuriating man have such expressive, beautiful eyes? They brimmed with the promise of a gentleman, of doors held open, chairs pulled out, of concern for others.

  Yeah, right.

  He cupped her chin and examined her face so intently, she blushed.

  “I’m fine.”

  “Tell me what happened.” An order. No surprise there.

  “Nothing happened.”

  “Panic attack,” he surmised. “You were somewhere else for a while. Battling demons.”

  Emma clamped her lips shut. She didn’t want to say anything. Her fears were her own. She hadn’t told anyone—not even Granny Rose—about the debilitating dread she felt when she tried to paint or sketch. For a moment, Emma gave her own fears priority instead of Tracy’s condition. What would she do if she couldn’t reclaim her art? Who would she become?

  She wanted to curl in on herself. But she knew that however adrift she felt, Tracy felt much worse. If Tracy could bear it, so could she.

  The rain eased. Just a few more minutes and she’d be able to walk away. What she wouldn’t give to be able to retreat to Granny Rose’s house and crawl into bed.

  “I had a fear once,” Will said softly.

  This was a media moment. Perfect specimens like Will never admitted weakness. “Only one?”

  “I was afraid of spiders.”

  “Really?” Emma didn’t believe him for a minute.

  “Big ones. Little ones. Hairy ones. It didn’t matter. If they had eight legs, they freaked me out.” There was something in his husky voice, an earnestness that drew her gaze to his and wouldn’t let go. She could spend hours trying to capture the layers of hurt in his eyes with her sketch pencil or brush.

  Time slowed as they stared at each other, as she realized that behind his pain was something softer. Warmer. Something she had to be imagining. Something that answered the longing that she knew must be in her own eyes.

  Holy raging wildfire.

  Emma tugged her gaze free. She needed to defuse the moment, to return to their combative state. Now she knew why she’d categorized Will as public enemy number one. He was attractive. To her. And she...

  “This fear of spiders... Did it start when you were four?” she whispered, half-jokingly.

  “I was fifteen.”

  Whatever comeback she felt forming dissipated in a whoosh of air. She knew what had happened to him at fifteen.

  “My mother had just died and I didn’t like the idea of her in a coffin.” His eyes softened to a deeper blue and his gaze met Emma’s, but she suspected he was seeing a memory, not her. Will never looked at her that way. “I saw a spider outside my window the morning she died. And another the day we buried her. I thought it was a sign. An omen of death.”

  “That’s silly.” But Emma had to force the words past a throat tight with compassion. Many times she’d wished Will’s mother had been her own. Emma’s mom always put the needs of others ahead of her daughter’s. Will’s mom never had. She baked cookies, talked about boys and gave the best hugs, next to Granny Rose, of course. When she’d died in that explosion, Emma had grieved almost as much as Will and Tracy.

  “Every fear is silly when you say it out loud.” Will stood and held out his hand to her.

  Emma accepted his help. His hand was larger than hers—strong, warm, the hand of a man you could rely on. His touch was as intimate as a caress, a promise of more caresses to come. Tempting. So tempting, this need to be held and let someone else shoulder her fears.

  Emma knew she should pull away, knew she should step back.

  Instead, her gaze drifted up his arm, an arm waiting to draw her closer. Drifted farther to his mouth, to his lips, slightly parted, waiting to meet her own. Drifted higher to his intense blue eyes, and a gaze waiting for her to forget that they were at cross purposes.

  Will seemed to hold back, as if looking for any indication that she would accept the promise of this something, so nebulous, that swirled intangibly between them, yet at the same time so strong she could almost feel it—feel him—warm and solid and real.

  Air became trapped in her lungs, sending heat flaming through her veins.

  If she leaned forward, the wait would be over, the promise of more accepted.

  From the next valley over, thunder murmured.

  And still Will held her hand. Still, they gazed at each other. Still, neither of them moved to submit to the need swirling between them.

  The need to touch, to feel, to kiss.

  “No!” She couldn’t kiss Will. She couldn’t want to kiss Will. He hadn’t forgiven her for the accident. And probably never would.

  Emma snatched her hand free and stepped out of reach, flexing her fingers as if she could banish his warmth. But she couldn’t banish what he’d awoken in her, this unwanted awareness. She could only deny it.

  Will’s expression didn’t change. He didn’t smile. He didn’t smirk. He didn’t laugh off what had almost happened. Was the idea of a kiss all in her head? His nonreaction almost made her rush forward and kiss his indifference away.

  Foolish idea, that. Emma drew a deep breath and licked her lips.

  Will, Mr. Control, dropped his gaze to Emma’s mouth. Heat flickered in his eyes. His gaze locked on hers once more.

  Emma held her breath. He was going to kiss her now.

  Dread scuffled with anticipation in her belly as she waited for Will to decide.

  But nothing happened. Will didn’t move.

  The rain tapered off to an intermi
ttent mist. A blue jay swooped past with a squawk of indignation.

  Emma swallowed and stepped back. She was knee-quakingly grateful that neither of them had succumbed to temptation. She’d almost made a colossal mistake on multiple levels. It was as if the willow tree they’d stepped beneath was neutral territory. She edged closer to the border of branches. “I know what you think of me. In your eyes, I’m the loose cannon. The one people get hurt around.” They needed to get that issue up front, not talk about kisses. “But your opinion doesn’t matter to me. Tracy’s does. I’m not going to give up on our friendship. And I don’t think Tracy is, either.”

  Will’s brow furrowed.

  “And I’m against change here, just like Granny Rose. I’m trying to stop your winery.” Emma drew a deep breath, remembering too late her grandmother’s warning about Will and his ability to charm her. “I won’t let you have your way without a fight.” Not with Tracy, not with the town and certainly not with her own feelings.

  “There’s more at stake here for me than a dying town,” he said, his voice a husky threat.

  The rain stopped. The sun winked at the edges of the willow.

  She’d almost kissed Will. If it had been anyone else she’d almost kissed, she’d be rushing to tell Tracy.

  Instead, she tossed out a challenge. “Snarky Sam’s. Last one there can’t talk for five minutes.” Emma slipped through the damp willow branches and took off at a run, picking up her skirt, sandals slapping against the wet pavement as she reached Madison Avenue.

  Will overtook her in twenty yards and quickly put an ever-lengthening distance between them.

  Emma had been counting on that. She needed breathing room.

  And Sam didn’t take kindly to interruptions.

  CHAPTER TEN

  SNARKY SAM’S WAS part antiques store, part pawn shop, located at the entrance to town on Main Street, where the sidewalks started. It was a mile away from the weeping willow where Emma had had her panic attack and Will had come close to kissing her.

  Thankfully, Will hadn’t given in to that system-shaking chemistry. A kiss was something even Edwin couldn’t strategize around.

  There would be no kisses.

  Not with the woman who’d almost killed his sister.

  Under the willow, Will had watched Emma shrink from an energetic, confident beauty to a withdrawn, fragile woman. It was like watching a spring flower wither on the vine. He’d meant to soothe her, to chase away her fears and bring that annoying grin back to her face.

  Backfired. Big time.

  He didn’t know where this attraction had come from, but he needed to get rid of it. Fast.

  The rain had moved on and the sun was breaking through what remained of the clouds.

  In a way, Will would have been better off if he’d kissed Emma. Then he wouldn’t be obsessing about how her lips would feel on his, how her body would feel pressed against him. This was Emma, for crying out loud. He’d bandaged her skinned knees, pulled her pigtails and dunked her in the river, same as he’d done to his sister. But if she was like a sister to him, he wouldn’t be feeling this attraction.

  Will needed to focus on Sam Smith. Sam’s business was barely hanging on, and Will was ready to offer him an opportunity. Emma was three blocks back. Will had more than enough time to break the ice with Sam and make his point before his five minutes were up.

  The sidewalk in front of the shop was littered with antiques and what Will would call junk, all dripping with raindrops. A wooden baby cradle, a washboard, an old bicycle, a wood chipper.

  He opened the wood-framed glass door, setting off a bell. The air in the shop was stale and musty; the merchandise dusty and dated. Hanging on didn’t begin to describe Sam’s business.

  “You pawning or buying?” A gnarled sprite of a man in a blue-checked flannel shirt put his comic book down to eye Will. He sat behind a display counter loaded with old jewelry, but his suffer-no-fools attitude was front and center.

  Will felt about as welcome as a fat tick on a show dog. “Neither.”

  “No soliciting. Says so on the door. You get me?” Sam raised his comic book again. Spider-Man swung across the cover. The edges of the page were as yellow and age-worn as Sam.

  Edwin’s notes had indicated Sam would be open to more sales, but sales of what? It was hard to get a handle on the man when the store seemed to sell everything from knickknacks to small appliances to jewelry to really bad taxidermy. A skunk wearing a Sherlock Holmes outfit stood on a table to his right, while a raccoon wearing a bikini strutted to his left.

  The eight-week marathon of activity to obtain approvals for the winery finally kicked in. Will’s body felt heavy, his motivation sagged. But he was here, so he ignored both and assembled his smile. “I’m not buying or selling.”

  Sam lowered the comic book, revealing a deeply set scowl. “If you ain’t pawning and you ain’t selling, you’re in the wrong establishment. I’m a man of business. Don’t have time to waste.” Spider-Man swung back into place.

  Will’s smile remained locked on target. “I’m Will Jackson. My business partners and I are building a winery on the old Henderson property.”

  Sam dropped the comic book on the glass counter, a puff of dust rising in protest. “I call bull. The town council hasn’t approved a nail you plan to hammer.”

  “That’s true. The town council is holding hearings.”

  “They’re stalling. Supposed you’d be smart enough to know that. Although if you ain’t, you might as well give up now.”

  Will considered his options.

  “Looks like one of Felix’s cats got your tongue.”

  Will forced a self-conscious chuckle and brushed off a few more cat hairs from his polo. “You boxed me into a corner. If I agree that the council is stalling, I’ll look critical of the council. If I disagree, I’ll look naive.”

  “Very smart, but Edwin should have told you, I don’t take sides. I won’t hang signs for you or tolerate protestors on my sidewalk.”

  Will switched topics, indicating the collection of coffee tables, ceramic statues and lamps with a wave of his hand. “What’s your bestselling item?”

  “Nobody buys anything from me anymore,” Sam snapped. “I lend money. Ninety-day terms. Come about day seventy-five I put their item out on the sidewalk as a reminder that I’ll need my money or I’m going to own whatever they’ve pawned. Folks here need short-term loans to make ends meet.” Sam thumbed his fist toward the back of the store. “I’ve got ten blenders back there, seven bread machines, three treadmills and one rusted-out wheelbarrow. I don’t plan to sell any of it.” His gaze landed on a locked set of glass shelves to his left filled with colorful glass plates, cups and bowls. Some of the snark blew out of him. He almost smiled. “My wife used to sell antiques, back when there were people working in this town. She loved Depression glass.” The scowl returned. “But folks in Harmony Valley have more than enough things. You get me?”

  Sam had tipped his hand and exposed the heart of his concerns. “How would you like to sell Depression glass again?”

  “I’m an old man. I don’t think I want to work that hard.” Sam tapped the Spider-Man comic on the counter with one gnarled finger. “This is starting to sound like a solicitation. I think it’s time for you to move along. You get me?”

  The bell rang behind Will. He didn’t turn. The very air in the room shifted and his body tensed as if readying to pounce. He knew who’d come in. Emma.

  Anger rooted him to the scuffed linoleum. Anger at Emma. Anger at the corner he’d backed himself into. She’d wanted him to get to the shop first or she wouldn’t have challenged him to that race, giving him five uninterrupted minutes with Sam. Which he’d blown.

  “Well if it ain’t Emma Willoughby.” Sam snorted. “I can see this is shaping up to be another civil war. No, no. Don�
�t deny it. I can see it by the way you’re looking at this young man there ain’t no love lost between you. I’m not much interested in wine or art. And since I’m very busy, and neither of you have commerce with me, I’ll have to ask you both to leave.”

  “If you’d let me explain,” Will began.

  “You two are disrupting my workday. I’d call the sheriff, but he’d take thirty minutes to get here from Cloverdale.”

  “I’m going, Sam. And I’ll take this bit of rubbish out with me.” Emma opened the door, waiting until Will was outside to grin.

  It was hard to believe that sometime in the past hour he’d wanted to kiss those lips. “You knew! You knew Sam wouldn’t take sides when you challenged me to that race.”

  “Did you ever pay attention to anything besides the farm and your computers when you lived here?” She laughed, but the sound died off when her gaze landed on Sam’s window.

  She was looking toward the corner of the display, at something half-hidden behind the wood chipper. Will shifted so he could see what had caught her attention. It was an oil painting of Harmony Valley as seen from the top of Parish Hill.

  The amused, upward crinkle to Emma’s eyes fell. Her smile flattened. Her body stilled. The teasing air of superiority from seconds ago vanished, revealing the vulnerable woman he’d discovered beneath the willow. The woman he yearned to hold again.

  Residual anger grappled with the need to comfort and protect.

  Protect?

  For a moment, Will was perplexed. And then he realized his was a natural reaction. He’d protected Emma most of the early years of her life. After his mother died, his focus had turned primarily to Tracy and by extension Emma. It was only logical his old habits would reassert themselves when he saw Emma’s distress.

  “Did you paint that?” His voice jarred her, although he hadn’t spoken much louder than a whisper.

  She drew a breath and looked away. “I captured the heart of this place, don’t you think?” She turned and walked briskly toward the town square, as if she couldn’t get away from the painting fast enough.