When I Left Home

by Guy, Buddy

  Club 99 was a good-sized room. Owner gave me a little room in the back so, after playing Friday night till 4 or 5 a.m., I could sleep and be right there to get ready for Saturday.

  On this particular Saturday morning the owner came to my room to say that Sonny Boy had arrived for that night’s gig and was at the bar drinking.

  “What time is it?” I asked.

  “Not yet noon. You better go out there and see about him.”

  I went out and saw Sonny Boy sitting in front of a fifth of whiskey.

  “Morning,” I said.

  “Morning, motherfucker.”

  “You here bright and early.”

  “Damn right,” he said. “Had nothing to do today, so I figure this is good a place as any to pass the time.”

  Owner whispered in my ear, “He ain’t gonna be fit to play tonight. Say something.”

  Knowing Sonny Boy, I decided saying something wouldn’t be wise.

  Later that same afternoon I was napping when the owner came back knocking at my door.

  “Your friend’s still at the bar,” he said, “still drinking.”

  Just then I heard the sound of his harp. Went out to the club, and there was Sonny Boy, playing his harmonica to the woman cleaning up the bar. When he blew harp, he could do it without hands. He’d curl his upper lip to hold the harmonica and blow it with his nose. You wouldn’t think that could sound good, but Sonny Boy made it sound great. The gal had a smile across her face, and Sonny Boy had another big fifth set in front of him.

  “Say something,” said the owner.

  Hadn’t changed my mind. I knew these guys. They weren’t the kind who could be told when and when not to drink. I left him alone, but I admit I was worried. In just a few hours I’d be calling him to the stage. I was afraid that he’d never make it—or, like Jimmy Reed, he’d fall on his face. If that happened, the crowd would start booing and I’d probably lose this job.

  Come 9:30, it was time to hit. Sonny Boy was nowhere in sight. The owner gave me a look like I had murdered his mother.

  “Where the fuck is that harmonica player? I told you he was going drink himself into the gutter. What you gonna do now?”

  “We’ll heat up the crowd with a few warm-up numbers,” I said.

  Up on stage, I kept looking around for Sonny Boy. The man was still missing.

  Finally, after playing a third song, I knew it was star time. Everyone had come to hear Sonny Boy Williamson. I figured I might as well give it a shot. What else could I do?

  “Ladies and gentleman,” I announced. “Let’s give a warm welcome to the great Sonny Boy Williamson!”

  Ten seconds passed. The owner looked at me and I looked back at him. He shrugged, and then I shrugged, and then out of nowhere Sonny Boy Williamson jumped on that stage with the energy of a teenager. At that time he had to be seventy, but you’d never know it by how he moved. He started in with “Don’t Start Me to Talkin’,” went into “Keep It to Yourself” and “Fattening Frogs for Snakes,” and then burned down the house with the song that says, “Stop your off-the-wall jive . . . if you don’t treat me no better, it’s gonna be your funeral and my trial.”

  Long story short, Sonny Boy played for two straight hours. Around midnight he took a break, but the break only lasted long enough for him to have a couple more drinks. Then he was back up, rocking the joint till 2 a.m. We couldn’t get him off the stage. When he did get off, he made a beeline for the bar and started to drink. Me and the owner were there to thank him for a job well done.

  “Fuck both of y’all,” he said. “I heard you talkin’ bad ’bout me this morning. You was saying I was gonna be too drunk to play. Well, lemme tell you something. When I was twenty-nine, doctor says, ‘Sonny Boy, if you don’t put down the bottle you’ll never see thirty-five.’ Guess where that doctor is now?”

  “Where?” I had to know.

  “Pushin’ up motherfuckin’ daisies.”

  We had to laugh.

  “So let’s drink to his health,” said Sonny Boy, as we all raised our glasses. “Fuck y’all and fuck the dead doctor.”

  Even though I was managing Club 99 in Joliet to make ends meet, I was still gigging in Chicago. I used to play Curly’s at Madison and Holman. I liked Curly and got sad when he said that business was so bad he might have to close up. It was more than me worrying about losing a gig—I hated it when any blues club had to shut down. I took it personally.

  “If I brought B. B. King up in here,” I asked Curly, “would that help business?”

  “Sure as shit would.”

  B. B. was playing Gary. I drove up and told him the situation. “Curly’s a good guy,” I said, “but these other clubs around here are running him out of business. I’d like to help the brother.”

  B. B. responded with two words: “Me too.”

  So I ran back to Chicago and told Curly B. B. would come in that weekend.

  “That ain’t ever gonna happen,” he said. “B. B King ain’t showing up. He don’t give a fuck about saving no blues joint.”

  That Saturday night I got to Curly’s around 1 a.m. Club was jammed, but B. B. wasn’t there.

  Curly was fit to be tied. Steam was coming off the top of his head. “You and your B. B. King are both no-good, lowdown dogs. I told you he’d never show.”

  “But . . .”

  “I don’t hear no buts. I don’t need no lame excuses. Told all these folks they’d get to hear B. B. King, and they looked at me like I was crazy. Well, I was.”

  “No you wasn’t,” I said. “He just went to park his car.”

  Right then B. B. came walking down the street. You better believe he was carrying Lucille. When he walked into Curly’s, it was like Santa Claus coming down the chimney. Everyone was up and screaming. That night he played for free. Curly’s got a good name and folks started flocking in.

  Thing about B. B.—then and now—is his humility. Mama used to talk about a humble heart being a good heart. But in my lifetime I’ve met few genuinely humble people, especially in the music business, where most everyone gets what John Lee Hooker calls the Big Head. B. B. never had no big head. Even today every conversation with him almost gets me to crying because I feel how sincere he is about his love of people and music.

  At Curly’s that night, after he got through playing, he wanted to know where we could go to hear good jazz. I knew all the jazz joints because, like B. B., I couldn’t hear enough good jazz. We went down to the Trocadero to catch Gene Ammons—they called him Jug because of how he liked to drink—and sat there till the sun came up, listening to this man crying through his tenor saxophone.

  “You know,” I said, “I love this jazz, but sometimes I don’t think the jazz cats love me.”

  “Some of ’em can get a little attitude,” B. B. agreed.

  “The other day I was standing outside Pepper’s with Jerry, my horn player, when a jazz cat comes up to him and says, ‘Hey, man, who you giggin’ with?’

  “Jerry says, ‘Buddy Guy.’

  “Cat doesn’t know me. He figures I’m another sideman. He turns to Jerry and says, ‘Buddy Guy? The wild man who comes in off the street with that long cord?’

  “‘Yeah,’ says Jerry.

  “Cat says, ‘How can you play that shit? How can you play such simple-minded crap?’

  “‘I like it,’ says Jerry.

  “‘Well, to each his own. By the way, man, can I borrow a couple of bucks?’

  “‘No,’ says Jerry.

  “‘Well, at least give me a taste of that wine you drinking.’

  “‘No.’

  “‘How ’bout a hit off that reefer you smoking?’

  “‘No.’

  “‘Damn, motherfucker, why you gotta be so cold?’

  “’Cause I paid for this wine and reefer by playing the music you calling shit. I don’t wanna contaminate you none. But I do wanna introduce you to Buddy Guy. He standing right here.’

  “Cat nearly falls out. I just smile and offer my han
d. ‘Pleasure to meet you,’ is all I say.”

  B. B. laughed and said, “Buddy, I got a story for you. Ran into Miles Davis up in New York. Never met the man before, but he comes up to me and says, ‘You bad, man. You real bad.’ I say, ‘Thank you, Miles.’ He say, ‘Not only are you bad, you can do something I can’t.’ ‘What’s that, Miles?’ ‘I been studying music my whole life,’ says Miles. ‘Went to school. Had all these fancy teachers and fancy courses. But you, you bend one note and make more money in one night than I make in a month.’”

  As a money-maker, B. B was always king, but the rest of us, even though we might work regular, struggled hard. That’s why I kept my mouth shut and went along with whatever program I could fit into. If Leonard Chess wasn’t interested in promoting my records, I wasn’t about to complain. The man, after all, was giving me work in the studio. He saw me as a musical plumber. I could fix what needed fixing.

  Six one morning the phone rang. It was Willie Dixon. “Leonard wants you to come down to the studio,” he said.

  “Tonight?”

  “No, motherfucker, right now.”

  Didn’t argue. Threw on my clothes and went to 2120. It was a session for the Wolf. You know they’d been drinking all night. But now it was morning, and the happy spirit of the whiskey had turned sour. Everyone looked like they lost their mama. Wolf looked like he was ready to whup everyone’s ass. Leonard Chess looked like he hadn’t slept in a week. He was yelling at Hubert Sumlin that Hubert wasn’t getting this rhythm thing right. Hubert’s a great guitarist, but there was bad communication ’tween him and Leonard.

  I was sitting in the corner watching all this when Leonard turned and noticed me.

  “How long you been sitting there?” he asked.

  “A while,” I said.

  “Why didn’t you say something?”

  “’Cause no one asked me nothing.”

  I was one of these don’t-speak-till-you’re-spoken-to guys.

  “Come over here, motherfucker,” Leonard said. “Bring your guitar. Listen to what I’m humming to Hubert.”

  I listened.

  “You hear it?” Leonard asked.

  “I do.”

  “Can you play it?”

  “I can.”

  And I did.

  “Shit,” said Leonard, “I’ve been looking to get this lick down for six hours. This guy comes waltzing in and nails it in a minute. Let’s roll tape.”

  One take and we was done.

  My loving family. From the left, my brother, Phil Guy, sister, Fannie Mae Guy, brother, Sam Guy, sister, Annie Mae Holmes, and I. Courtesy of Victoria Fudden

  Teachers King, Hooker, Dixon.

  Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  John Lee, the freest of all the blues poets. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  With Junior, brother for life. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  My jheri curl days. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  Eric Clapton, forever friend.

  Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  Keith Richards, loyal and true.

  Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  A man who made a difference: Clifford Antone. Courtesy of Victoria Fadden

  Jeff Beck and Ron Wood, fellow travelers. Courtesy of Paul Natkin.

  Generations converge, Jonny Lang and Ron Wood. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  Robert Cray helped boost the blues. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  My best friend B.B. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  My latest and greatest club. Legends, 700 S. Wabash. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  In the basement in my jumpsuit phase. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  Muddy, my main man. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  My beloved father. Courtesy of Paul Natkin

  The Mighty Mojo

  In the summer of 1960, when Muddy Waters tore up the Newport Jazz Festival singing “Got My Mojo Working,” things slowly started to change for us blues guys. Muddy cracked open a door. It’d take a while for that door to open completely, but when it did, we started playing places we never dreamed of playing before. A few years later another door cracked open over in London. When that door opened completely, everything went topsy-turvy. What it came down to was white people paying money to hear the blues.

  “Never seen nothing like it before,” Muddy said a few days after he got back from Newport. I was over at his house, where we was watching a White Sox game on the television. Muddy loved the Sox. His hair was up in curlers and, as he liked to do, he was sitting around in his black silk drawers and undershirt. I think James Cotton was living somewhere in Muddy’s house—he came in and out the room while we was talking—and even though Little Walter hadn’t been in Muddy’s band for years, he was staying there as well. The Mud’s home life was always changing. He had different women stashed in different places. He had different musicians living with him at different times. But no matter what, he gave the orders. He was the daddy. And even though he wouldn’t hesitate roughing up a woman, seems like the more he got known for that, the more women he got.

  That day he was all excited about what happened at Newport. “I wasn’t even sure about riding a thousand miles in the car, doing one night, and then riding back the next day. Especially this being called a jazz festival. Them jazz fans can be snobby. Jazz fans ain’t known for loving no blues. I almost didn’t go, but Buddy, I’d been a fool if I hadn’t. Folk went crazy for us. I’m not talking about colored folk. I’m telling you I looked out there and seen nothing but white faces. Day before we got there, there was a riot. You know that?”

  “Hadn’t heard.”

  “Yes, sir,” said Muddy. “They had Ray Charles—that was on a Saturday night—and folks went out their minds. Now I know Ray Charles had a band that can play some jazz, but it wasn’t jazz that worked up the crowd. It was when he sang ‘What’d I Say’ and all that other stuff to get you to dancing. By the time we got up there—this was Sunday—they was warning us to play slow ’cause they don’t want no more riots. You know me, Buddy, I don’t mind sitting down when I play. But this crowd had me up and dancing until you’d think I was Elvis goddamn Presley. Should’ve been there, Buddy. Should’ve seen this shit for yourself.”

  “Wish I had.”

  “John Lee was there. He’ll tell you. He said he ain’t seen nothing like it neither.”

  Muddy was not a man given to exaggeration. Couple of years before he’d gone to England and come back downhearted. “They was looking for Big Bill Broonzy, not me,” he’d told me when he got back. “They don’t think a bluesman should have no electricity hooked up to his guitar. When they heard the sound coming out my amp, they started booing. Who told them that electricity fucks up the blues? All it do is make it louder. Ain’t they ever heard of T-Bone Walker? He been electrical since way back been. You ain’t gonna tell me T-Bone ain’t blues. I think them English folk got their heads up their ass.”

  But then, right around Newport, something else started to happen. Folk music got hot. Kingston Trio records were selling like hotcakes. Lightnin’ came through Chicago talkin’ ’bout different colleges where he was playing. He described the audiences the way Muddy had described Newport. “Baby,” Lightnin’ told me, “I look out there into a sea of white cotton. Only it ain’t cotton—it’s college kids paying to hear the same shit I been playing down in Houston for years. Funny part is that they pay me more if I come up there without no pickup or amp. They want that old wooden guitar sound. They was calling that folk music.”

  John Lee was having the same good fortune. His attitude, though, always came back to money. When I got to know him some years later, he liked to say, in his stuttering way, “They c-cc-c-c-c-can call it whatever the f-f-f-f-f-f-f-fuck they want. Long as they p-p-p-p-p-p-p-pay.”

  Seeing how white audiences were going for folk music and seeing how Muddy was starting to play folk festivals, Leonard Chess had the idea of turning Muddy into a folk artist. I heard about this from the Mud himself.

  “’Cause all this folk music is selling hot and heavy, Le
onard thinks I can get in on it,” he said. “He told me last night he wants to get a record right away. Nothing electrical. Said he might not even turn on the lights. He wants it to sound like ol’ time Delta. Says that’s the original folk music. He wants two guitars—me and someone from back home who ain’t been changed up by what they callin’ Chicago blues. I told him to set up the studio tomorrow. I said I got my man.”

  “Who?” I asked.

  “You,” he said.

  Sure, I was pleased, but I wondered how Leonard took it.

  “Haven’t told him yet. He’ll know when you show up tomorrow.”

  When I showed up the next day, Leonard came out of the control booth and asked, “What are you doing here? I got a Muddy session.”

  “I’m here for that session,” I explained.

  “No one sent for you.”

  “Muddy did.”

  “I told Muddy I wanted one of those Delta guitarists. Some guy with white hair and a broken-down guitar. What do you know about country blues, Buddy?”

  “That’s all I do know,” I said. “Was raised up on ’em.”

  When Muddy showed up, Leonard gave him hell for choosing me. They went back and forth, but Muddy stayed stubborn as a mule.

  “You want the old music,” Muddy told Chess. “Well, this young man can play that old music in his sleep. Pull him off this session and I’m going home to sleep.”