Chocolate Macaroons and a Dead Groom (Poppy Peters Mysteries Book 2)
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She watches me enter the kitchen out of the corner of her eye. Marta wipes her hands and walks toward me hardly making eye contact. I can't tell if she's about to kick me out or give me a welcoming hug. I never know with her. As she gets closer I see the bags under her eyes, and the freckles on her fair cheeks seem to stand out more than usual today.
"There you are," she says. "Come with me. We're running low on palmiers. I need you to shape some for me."
I press my lips together to keep my jaw from hanging open.
No croissant duty?
Marta pulls a heavy roll of puff pastry from the fridge and sets it on my counter. Luckily, I've made palmiers before but not to the scale that they are made here. Back in Georgia, the palmiers I made were small and fat. They looked like more of a rounded cookie with a dash of cinnamon than the traditional heart-shaped ones. The palmiers at Le Croissant are flat, crisp, and as big as my hand. Sometimes larger.
"Sugar and a pinch of salt on both sides. Roll. Sugar again. And bring the pan to Dandre to press them and bake them." Marta instructs me plainly and simply. She keeps her arms loosely at her sides and waits for me to acknowledge that I understand.
"Got it," I respond.
"If you have questions," she continues. She points to her station where an assortment of glazed strawberries are waiting to be plated.
No warnings.
No scoldings.
No shaking her head in disappointment.
Maybe what I said back in England resonated with her?
I remember the first palmier I ever saw. It was at our local grocery store back in Oregon. They weren't the fresh-baked bakery kind, but I saw them in a sealed box next to the doughnuts. It took some begging to get my mom to let me try one. She was always strict about my diet, especially in middle school when ballet started taking over my life. I was drawn to the heart shape and the sugary glaze that made that pastry shine. I wasn't expecting the crunch I got when I bit into it—like a crisp cookie. It was one of my few indulgences from childhood, I guess you could say. Besides Grandma's brigadeiro.
But I looked at them differently when I had to make them. Suddenly, the rounded tops and swirls of pastry in the center seemed too intimidating to try. When I finally did try, I realized it was simpler than I thought.
I roll my pastry dough into a square large enough to cut fatter than normal palmiers. In a bowl, I mix together sugar with a pinch of salt. Making sure the puff pastry dough is sugared on both sides, I roll both edges of the dough until they meet at the center. I place one of the halves on top of the other to make it a French heart, then I stick my pastry roll in the fridge to firm up a bit. Bree did that back at Calle Pastry Academy, and it made cutting her palmiers much easier.
I do the same thing to all the puff pastry dough Marta gave to me, then I take out my first palmier roll and begin cutting the cookie-like pastries. I sprinkle each individual palmier with sugar one last time to make sure there's enough to caramelize in the oven. When I've arranged an entire baking tray, I take my palmiers to the oven to be baked.
Dandre has an oven ready for me. He observes my handiwork and gives me a wink of approval before he puts the first batch in the oven. Marta stretches at her station before walking to mine. I quickly wipe my counter, knowing that Jean Pierre likes us to clean thoroughly as we go.
"Not bad," Marta admits. She gently touches a raw palmier and forces a half smile. "Of course, I can't fully approve them to be put out front until I've tasted one, but why don't you move on to éclairs."
My chest pounds like I've downed too many espressos. This is want I wanted. The chance to make and try everything. The opportunity to cook with the best kitchen brigade in Europe. Marta doesn't even blink as she pulls out the ingredients for the bakery's classic chocolate éclairs. Le Croissant has many other flavors including raspberry vanilla bean, and even salted-caramel.
"I'll have you make a test batch," Marta explains. "If all goes well, you can make our éclairs tomorrow morning."
She proceeds to show me the ingredients for the custard and the pastry dough. She hands me the recipe, and I study it, starting with the vanilla custard. I stir together the eggs and cream, startled when the sound of the back door opening breaks my steady concentration. I look up, my stomach churning. Chef Gautier enters the room after his quick coffee break in the garden.
I continue with my custard. The creaminess of it reminds me of my lemon tart filling. I haven't heard anything from Detective Casey, and I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing. I can't help but dig through memories of my time spent in the kitchen with Mary's catering staff. The look on Cira's face before I left was one that I should've taken more seriously. I wonder what happened after I left Dovington Manor.
Custard aside, I quickly mix up my pastry dough. I heat milk, butter, and salt together in a saucepan and mix in my flour with a wooden spoon. The dough is soft enough to pipe onto a baking tray. I grab a lined one and pipe my pastry dough into even rectangles. Marta looks over my shoulder, tasting a bit of my dough and nodding.
"A dozen?" I ask her.
"That's fine," she agrees. "You'll be taking the leftovers home anyway, or you can give them to Dandre."
Dandre looks in our direction when he hears his name, as if he fully understood what Marta said. He eyes the éclairs with no shame and comes to retrieve my baking tray to go in the oven. The smell of baking pastry is overwhelming. Destin opens the back door to let the enticing scent escape onto the street and collect more customers before closing.
Dandre pulls out my first round of palmiers and immediately Marta inspects them. She picks one up and blows on it before taking a tiny bite.
"Destin," she instructs. "Put these out front for the afternoon coffee crowd."
Destin flashes me a private smile as he does what he's told, grabbing an empty serving tray and neatly arranging my first batch of palmiers. Marta hands me the rest of the palmier. My stomach growls as I observe the levels of caramelization on the front. With a crunch, I take a bite. The crispy sweetness takes me back to my middle school days when I used to stare at these with sugar envy.
"Thanks," I say quietly. Marta nods, and says nothing more.
* * *
My feet are aching, and my back is sore when I reach my tiny apartment. Starting week two of my internship, I feel like things are going to be much different than they were in week one. I change my clothes and hear my neighbor above me stumble through her doorway. The sound of her heels bang on the ceiling above me. The sun is going down, and my two options are to go and explore Paris some more or sleep. I'm leaning toward sleep.
After we cleared the kitchen and prepped for the morning, Marta tasted my cooled éclairs and approved them. That means that I'll be making the first batch in the morning, and I'll be expected to whip up all their flavors of the day, not just the classic chocolate éclair. I brought a few home with me, and the rest I was happy to let Dandre sample. He may be more to love, but he's tasted his share of sweets. He tasted an éclair in front of me and was able to guess the exact chocolate I used for the ganache. The pantry had six options.
I grab a leftover éclair and collapse onto my pillow, staring up at the ceiling. As my neighbor trots across her apartment, I can't help but grin. I love wearing heels, but as soon as I get home I throw those things off and let my feet take a vacation. This isn't true for the French woman who lives upstairs. She wears her heels when she goes out and when she's home for the evening. Her feet must have blisters the size of cinnamon buns. I take a bite of my éclair and let the sweet chocolate and smooth vanilla custard take over. It's a good éclair. Even Marta couldn't deny it.
My eyes wander to my cell phone. I promised Bree I would fill her in on the England assignment. I also promised that I would take pictures for her, but I was too distracted to accomplish that task. She won't be happy. I take another bite of my chocolaty creation and dial Bree's number. She may or may not answer.
I sit as the phone rings, taking a couple
of deep breaths.
"Hello?" a voice answers.
"Hey, am I disturbing one of your baking projects?" I ask, knowing perfectly well that the answer to my question is yes.
"If you're calling me with one of Chef Gautier's wedding cake recipes then don't worry about it." She yawns, clearing her throat. "You actually woke me from a nap. I have the day off."
"Sugar crash?" I joke.
"It's too early for that over here, Poppy," she responds. "Skip to the good stuff. Like has Mr. British called you yet? What was England like?"
"England was…windy." I bite the corner of my lip. "You'll never guess what happened to me there."
"What?"
"Um…" I pause. Marta hasn't said a word about Dovington Manor since we got back to Paris. Neither has Jean Pierre. It's like the whole incident never happened. "Well, the wedding kind of didn't happen."
"Oh, a scandal." Bree suddenly sounds fully awake. "Come on, you can't keep the gossip all to yourself. Wait, let me guess. The groom slept with one of the bridesmaids."
"Not exactly."
"Two bridesmaids?" she gasps.
"It's possible, but no."
"Then what happened?" she eagerly asks.
"You know how you're into sleuthing and all that? Help me out with this one. The groom was found dead on the beach with a diamond pendant shoved in his mouth. I guess he fell off the cliff somehow behind the back garden."
Last year when I first told Bree about what Cole and I saw in the student kitchens on campus, I wasn't sure how she would take it. I assumed, Bree being the perfectionist that she is, that death would make her uncomfortable. Maybe even too depressed to talk about it. She was the opposite.
Death, along with every other mystery of the universe, sends sunshine through her veins.
"The groom was murdered?" she asks.
"You said it, not me."
"Well, obviously he was if he had jewelry shoved in his mouth." She chuckles. "I mean no one swallows something like that on purpose. Did they figure out who did it?"
"Not yet," I inform her. "It's still under investigation. The family even hired a private detective to speed things up. Some retired inspector guy."
"Thank heavens you didn't have anything to do with it this time." I hear a thump that reminds me of the sound a fridge makes when it's slammed shut. "You didn't have anything to do with it, right?" She slowly exhales into the phone. "Your silence worries me."
"I found the body," I admit.
"Poppy, no way."
"Yes way," I correct her. "And the groom turned out to be Mr. British. I think he was leaving Le Croissant as I was going in on my first day. Am I cursed or something?"
"Maybe? You could always ask a psychic or a traveling gypsy women."
"You've been to a psychic?" I ask, surprised. Bree doesn't seem like the kind of woman to dabble in the supernatural just to find herself a man, but I guess you never really know a person sometimes.
"No," she firmly states. "Are you kidding? My aunt Shelly would kill me. She says that psychics are the doorway to Lucifer."
"That's a bit harsh." Her comment makes me smile.
"Welcome to family gatherings at my place."
"Mine aren't any better. You should come to our next Christmas party. Sorry, holiday party. That is, if my stunt last year didn't scare everyone away."
"Maybe I will, especially if I'm still single." I hear a subtle crunching noise. "And let's face it, I will be single. Todd is tying the knot this summer. They set a date."
"What are you eating?" I ask.
"Stop interrogating me," she snaps. "I'm not eating anything."
"You're talking about Todd. You're eating something."
"It's just a rice cake, if you must know."
"Sorry." I shake my head. "I'm starting to sound like my mother. Eat whatever the hell you want, and don't take dieting advice from me."
"Have I ever?" Bree asks. "But you're right. I'm not doing my hips any favors. I spread a little Nutella on top. Again, don't judge. I'm on a creamy cocoa kick."
"I don't really know Todd, but if the thought of him makes you want to eat your feelings…"
"Yeah." She sighs. "He's all wrong for me, but that doesn't change the way I feel. And that doesn't change the fact that you're avoiding telling me the facts."
"There aren't that many facts to give," I lie, thinking about Cira and Billie.
"Yes there are," she argues. "What flavor was the cake?"
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
I wake up at 4:00 a.m. to the sound of my neighbor shouting something in French as she taps her heels on the floor, which happens to double as my ceiling. After I finished the last of my éclair, all while explaining to Bree Jean Pierre's elaborate cake planning process, I fell asleep. My intention was to go out and try some of that cassoulet Destin turned his nose up at. I glance out my window at the navy blue sky. Most of it is masked by tall buildings and city lights.
The woman that lives above me shouts some more, and I hear a male voice shout back. I don't have to be at the bakery for at least another hour, but there's no harm in going early to get started on my éclairs. Besides, Destin or Dandre should be there starting the breads. I grab a change of clothes, happy to get out of my bite-size apartment while my neighbors figure things out.
The woman yells something else, and this time I hear a loud thud that sends my heart racing. Another loud thud echoes through the stairwell. I run to my door, my heart pounding. Opening my door just a sliver, I see an open suitcase flailed across the steps and clothes spilling out of the top. The man upstairs shouts something. The woman shouts back. And like clockwork, more luggage is tossed out the door. This time I see a few collared shirts and a pair of shiny men's dress shoes.
Ouch.
I grab my bag and quickly jog down the stairwell and out onto the sidewalk. My eyelids feel heavy, but as soon as I breathe in the crisp morning air I'm fully awake. I walk down the quiet Parisian street toward Le Croissant. All the shops are closed. Not one other person is outside but me. I look up and am surprised that I can see a few dim stars glittering in the sky.
As I reach the bakery, I see light pouring through the crevices of the back door. I knock lightly, expecting to be greeted by one of Destin's smirks or Dandre's jolly hellos. My eyes go wide when Chef Gautier answers. I'm not sure if the man ever sleeps. He glances at my bag and stands aside to let me in. Jean Pierre shuts the door and resumes his morning tasks. I set my things down, curious as to why he's mixing what appears to be madeleine batter this early in the day.
"Éclairs," I state. Jean Pierre nods and tilts his head toward the pantry. I get settled at my usual station before retrieving all the ingredients I'll need to make éclairs, starting with the chocolate ones I made for Marta yesterday.
As I begin preparing my batter, I notice Jean Pierre grin as he adds a sprinkle of lemon zest to his bowl. A slight smile crosses his face when he scoops the dough into his madeleine pan. He does it carefully as if the batter has feelings of its own. I place my hands on my hips, and watch him smile some more.
Well, at least part of him is human.
I open my mouth to say something but stop suddenly. I don't want to spoil the moment. I move forward with my éclairs, glancing up every now and again at Chef Gautier. I study the way he mixes more batter, stirring with great care.
In my adolescence when I started training more seriously for ballet, I remember feeling overwhelmed by the refined skills of my peers. They were more graceful, more toned, and on point with everything that was asked of them. I started my first official class with a girl named Tessa. She was smaller than me and lighter on her feet. Our instructor couldn't help but toss her compliment after compliment. Her natural ability and ideal figure made the others angry.
For a while, I jumped on that bandwagon.
My ballet suffered because of it.
It wasn't until I stopped asking myself what Tessa had that I didn't that my dancing started to improve. It wasn't s
o much that I stopped focusing on her and instead focused on myself. I still studied the way her hands floated gracefully to her sides and how her legs moved in sync with the rest of her body. But I started to wonder if I could learn to be more like her, and soon enough the anger and frustration turned to admirable respect for the talent she had.
My dancing improved significantly.
I grab some chocolate and cream to start my ganache and keep an eye on Jean Pierre as he cleans up his workspace. It's easy to be frustrated with a man of few words. Half the problem is he won't tell me what he's thinking, and I'm sure asking would only make it worse. He may not have the social charisma I was hoping for, but he has it with food. I want that too.
I need to learn to be more like him…as a pastry chef…not a person.
I pause and bite the side of my lip, looking at his counter versus mine. I twiddle my fingers together as an idea swirls around in my head. If Jean Pierre won't teach me, I'll make him teach me. I'll observe every little thing he does. Watch him make every recipe. Figure out his tastes. How he likes his toast even. And then every night when I go home, I'll write it all down.
I nod, pleased with my secret effort to get what I came all the way to Paris for.
A leg up on everyone else back in Georgia.
I continue on with my assignment as Chef Gautier proceeds to place his madeleines in the oven. He prepares a glaze to finish them off as Marta arrives for work. She does a double take when she sees me and forces a half grin. I pipe my first round of éclairs onto a baking sheet.
As the morning moves on, Destin and Dandre come in with smiles on their faces and Michel pops his head in to have a word with Marta about today's menu. When the madeleines are finished cooking Jean Pierre insists on retrieving them himself. He pulls his pans from the oven and studies his creations before smiling privately to himself. He preps a small to-go box, picks a few of the best mini sponges, and sets them aside. I watch him curiously as he packs the small box and places it off to the side like it's for himself to indulge in later. No one seems to notice, and no one seems to mind.