Transcend

by Sandra R Neeley

  “And now?” he asked.

  “Now I feel like if I lie back and open myself to you that you’ll feel it like I do and then you’ll turn away from me. And I don’t want you to turn away from me,” she finally confided.

  Kol tilted his head and kissed her cheek. “I’ll never turn away from you. You are having small bouts of fear. Your worry has begun to manifest itself by making you believe that I will think poorly of you as well. It is simply not possible.”

  “How can I make it go away?” Ada asked.

  “If I tell you my thoughts, I think you will believe me to be selfish. And I am to an extent, but also, I wish to help you. And in helping you, it will help us.”

  “Tell me,” Ada said, sitting back and looking at his face.

  “I touch you. I give you pleasure. I touch every single inch of your flesh and every single inch of your flesh comes to know me. Memories of my touch replace and wash away all others.”

  “And if I need you to stop?”

  “Then I stop, and we try again whenever you are ready, be it tomorrow or next week. We keep working at it until we overcome the fear. But one thing is certain,” he said.

  “What’s that?” Ada asked.

  “We cannot allow those that hurt you to steal you away from me. We cannot allow it,” Kol said passionately.

  Ada nodded. “You’re right.”

  Kol sat holding Ada Jane and allowing her to regain her composure. After a few minutes when her breathing returned to normal, he kissed her temple and whispered to her. “You take the lead, move us to where you are comfortable.”

  Ada leaned toward Kol, beginning to kiss him and touch him as she worked them both up to a boiling point again. Finally he pulled her over his lap, with her facing him, straddling him again. She still wore her panties and he just glimpsed the soft curls beneath the shiny, pink fabric and the matching lace inlays.

  As he stroked her back, her stomach and her thighs, Ada began to rock her hips slightly on his lap. He still wore his uniform pants and wanted desperately out of them, but knew they most likely kept her feeling somewhat more secure.

  As she rocked her hips, Kol slid one hand from her hip and softly stroked the inside of her thigh with the backs of his fingers. Ada startled slightly, but Kol spoke softly to her, soothing her. “I’m here. I will not allow you to be harmed, my Ehlealah. Open your eyes, look at your male.”

  Ada Jane opened her eyes and smiled when Kol was there, smiling at her with his teeth all on display. She chuckled at the thought she’d feel more safe with him and all his teeth than anyone or anything she could think of.

  “Why do you laugh?” he asked.

  Ada shook her head with the smile still on her face, and as his fingers grazed slightly over her panties while she looked into his eyes, her breath caught.

  “Stop?” he asked

  Ada shook her head. “No,” she whispered.

  Kol rubbed his nose alongside hers and kissed her cheek as he stroked her through her panties again. This time she whimpered and her body actually tried to follow his touch as he took his hand away.

  “Again?” he asked.

  “Yes,” she said, already lifting her hips toward his body.

  Kol touched her ribs and let her feel his fingers as they trailed down her body to her hip, then further until he slid his fingers beneath her hot center, leaving his thumb to stroke her.

  Ada Jane pressed down on his hand as he cupped her and used his thumb to search for the small rounded bundle of nerves he knew was a part of his female’s anatomy. He’d never been with a human before, but all his research said it was there, even if Zha Quin would neither confirm nor deny it. If he could find that part of her, he knew he could make her come apart in his arms — or at least he hoped he could.

  Gradually Kol began to apply more pressure, stroking the length of her slit as far as his thumb could follow from bottom to top. He moved across a place at the top of her slit, and her body jumped slightly, reacting to his touch. Then he felt her body becoming even hotter, wetter where she held her body against his hand. Kol moved his thumb back to that place and found just what he was looking for. Each time he stroked over that little nub, she’d moan and try to follow his thumb.

  Kol continued to stroke back and forth over her swollen clit until she was panting and moving her body any way she could to stay in contact with him. “You like that?” he asked.

  “Yes!” Ada Jane responded without hesitation.

  Kol stroked her again. “Will you let me see you?” he asked.

  Ada Jane hesitated for a moment before agreeing. “Yes,” she said, backing off his lap and getting to her feet.

  Kol was still seated on the bed when he very slowly eased her panties down her thighs while she stood before him.

  “Yours, too,” Ada Jane said, her eyes glued to the huge bulge in his uniform breeches.

  “You’re sure?” he asked, only too anxious to oblige her.

  Ada Jane nodded.

  When Kol started to stand, Ada Jane moved back to give him room. He quickly stripped out of his breeches and left them on the floor beside his feet.

  Ada’s eyes roved from his feet, to his chest, and back again, stopping at his cock. It was fully erect, swollen and pulsing.

  “I will still stop anytime you say to,” Kol said.

  Ada nodded.

  Chapter 19

  Kol held out his hand toward Ada and she took it, allowing him to guide her back to the bed.

  Ada sat on the edge of her bed and watched Kol as he knelt between her legs. “Will you let me see you?” he asked.

  Ada looked into his eyes and though she wanted to, he could sense her hesitance.

  “I will kiss and stroke every inch of you so that you will know your body remembers no touch but mine. You may tell me to stop whenever you wish.”

  Ada swallowed nervously and lay back on her bed.

  “Move back a little,” Kol said.

  Ada lifted one leg and pressed it into the mattress to shove herself backwards, toward the head of the bed. Then she felt Kol start touching her, and she moaned at the pleasure.

  Kol lifted her foot and kissed each of her perfectly shaped toes. He kissed the arch of her foot and her ankle, then kissed his way up her leg taking care to stoke and kiss every single part of her leg. When he was done, Ada Jane was panting and her legs were slightly apart, inviting him in. But he didn’t go there yet. He went back to the foot of the bed and repeated his actions with the other foot and leg. When he got to the junction of her leg and her hip, he pressed a kiss to the outside of her hip and continued on his way up her body, familiarizing himself with her waist, her ribcage, her breasts again, her arms, her neck and finally her lips and face. Then he went down the other side.

  When he was done, her hips were rolling again and she was touching him, her fingers stroking his skin anywhere she could reach. But still, he didn’t stop. He raised up beside her and looked down lovingly on her. “Turn over,” he said.

  Ada Jane started to object, but he smiled at her. “I have to do your back as well. Turn over,” he urged.

  Ada turned onto her stomach and Kol went to work. He lifted her hair out of the way and kissed the back of her neck, then her shoulders. He stroked her back making her arch her back and hum in more pleasure than he’d seen her in yet. When he reached the soft, erotic curve of her ass, he stroked both cheeks, kissing the sensitive skin and nipping lightly with his teeth. Then he kissed down the back of her leg, up again and down the back of her other leg.

  “Turn over,” Kol said again.

  Ada Jane turned over and was surprised when he simply knelt on the bed beside her and lifted first one hand, then other, and kissed her palms, then each fingertip before moving to the foot of the bed and getting to his knees on the floor. Then he gently took hold of her ankles and pulled her toward him.

  Kol spoke the whole time he pulled her body toward him. “Almost done now. All I need you to do is keep your eyes opened so t
hat you can see your bedroom, concentrate on me touching you, and if you need to, lift your head and look down at me so that you’ll know it’s me, your male, claiming your body.”

  He paused and waited for her to give some idea that she’d understood him. “Yes?” he finally asked when she didn’t reply.

  “Yes,” she answered.

  Kol lifted her legs and draped them over his shoulders as he pulled her closer to him. Once he was face to face with the most sensitive part of her, no matter how much he wanted to explore, he restrained himself and leaned forward, pressing a kiss to her soft, damp flesh.

  Ada Jane responded by lifting her hips off the bed.

  Kol opened his mouth and used his tongue to taste her, dragging it along her slit from one end to the other as he lifted her legs by pushing forward with his shoulders. He moved her body just as much as he needed to, to be sure he didn’t miss any part of her.

  “Kol!” she cried out, planting her hands on the bed at her sides.

  “Stop?” he asked.

  “No! No, don’t stop,” she panted.

  Kol pulled her toward him again and pushed her legs apart, laying them bent at the knee and splayed open to either side. He lowered his head and took her in his mouth, suckling gently and using his tongue to tease the soft, swollen, pink skin that seemed to pulse in time with his cock. He wanted so badly to climb on top of her and fuck her until she screamed his name, but this wasn’t about him. It wasn’t about what he wanted, it was about what his Ehlealah needed to feel whole again. To feel like she was beautiful and revered.

  Suckling her lips into his mouth and running his tongue among her folds for the last time, he lifted his head and lifted his hands. “My fingers will touch you now,” he announced.

  When she didn’t answer, he glanced up at her and found that she’d grabbed her pillow and propped her head up so she could watch him. He waited for an answer and when she finally nodded at him wide eyed, he smiled at her and licked her again, then used his fingers to gently open her, stroking and probing, learning what he’d only read about so far.

  He located her clit and rubbed it gently with his finger, making her strain her hips to maintain contact. Then while he looked into her eyes, he lowered his head and flicked her clit with his tongue before taking it into his mouth and sucking it as he flicked his tongue back and forth over it.

  Ada Jane cried out and began rocking her hips against his mouth. She reached down and took hold of his horns, moving his head as she wanted him to move, as he suckled her clit and brought her closer and closer to orgasm. She closed her eyes, but moments later her eyes popped open and looked at Kol, her eyes begging him for release.

  “Please,” she whispered.

  “Tell me what you need,” he growled out.

  “Inside,” she said.

  He moved up her body cautiously, and rightly so because as he loomed over her, her expression went from one of need to one of panic. Kol reacted quickly by slipping an arm beneath her and holding her to him as he turned them and sat on the bed bringing her into his lap. He dropped his hand between them again and took up the same rhythm he’d used only moments before, talking to her the whole time. “I am yours, Ada Jane. I love you, Ehlealah, I will never harm you.”

  He kissed her and she seemed surprised at the taste on his lips. “I love your taste. It is home for me. You are home for me.” Kol felt her hips start to move ever so slightly again, and he began stroking her clit faster with his thumb while using the tips of his fingers to tease her opening.

  “Kol,” she whimpered.

  “I have you. Tell me what you need.”

  “This, just don’t stop,” she begged as she put her arms around his neck to steady herself while she rocked against him.

  Ada Jane adjusted her hold on Kol so she could press harder against him, and when he scooted to the edge of the bed to accommodate her, his cock bumped against her pussy. Her eyes were glued to his face as she slowly began to stroke the length of his cock with her slit, pushing down on him hard enough to get friction on her clit.

  “Oh, god,” she said huskily.

  Oh, god was right. Kol was about to fucking lose control. He held her tightly in his arms and moved her body back and forth over his cock, using her dripping body to stroke himself with. His chest heaved with the effort to control his need to throw her down and fuck her, and her chest heaved with her need to orgasm.

  On his last stroke of her slit down the length of his cock, Ada Jane pressed her thighs to the outside of his, stopping him from sliding her back toward his body. Ada Jane looked down at his cock, hard and rigid, dripping with her wetness. She rocked her hips against the tip of it and Kol growled softly.

  Ada Jane licked her lips and stroked the top of his cock with her fingertips, causing it to jump in response.

  She pulled her hips back until his cock bounced up a bit higher, then she held it with one hand as she pressed her hips forward, causing the tip of Kol’s cock to slip inside her.

  Kol held perfectly still. His heart was about to pound out of his chest as he waited for his Ehlealah to take him fully into her body.

  Ada Jane pulled back and pushed forward several times, taking him deeper each time. Finally she looked up at Kol. “Rub me again,” she whispered.

  Kol pressed his thumb against her clit and started rubbing her in small circles as she moaned in response and lifted up off his lap so she could slide him more deeply inside her body. When finally she’d taken him all in, she sat still for a second, tightening her muscles around him.

  “Alright?” Kol panted.

  Ada Jane moved her hips experimentally. “Yeah,” she answered, starting to ride him.

  Ada built a rhythm that had them both on the edge, and Kol kept his thumb and fingertips teasing her clit the entire time she rode him.

  Kol placed his other hand on the mattress and used it to hold his weight as he lifted his hips up off the bed and began to thrust into Ada Jane.

  “Oh, my god! Yes, that, yes,” she begged.

  Kol thrust faster, and he watched as she began to shatter before his eyes. Her entire body tightened up, and she gripped his shoulders as she screamed.

  Ada Jane pushed his hand away from her clit, but tried to slam herself against his cock, so Kol grabbed her with both hands and got to his feet, holding her as he slammed his cock into her over and over again as they both screamed their passion, their voices filling the cottage with proof that they were finally, at last, one.

  Afterward they sat quietly, Ada Jane still straddling his lap. Kol’s breathing slowing returning to normal.

  Kol lay back on the bed and brought Ada Jane with him. Ada lifted herself shakily up on his chest. “Thank you,” she said with tears in her eyes.

  “You do not thank your male for giving you pleasure,” Kol said smiling, his breath returning to normal slowly.

  “No, it was for making me feel comfortable enough to be able to let myself enjoy you, us. I’ve never… it was the first time I’ve ever chosen to…” she finished, feeling like an idiot trying to explain to Kol with words that felt awkward and uncomfortable.

  Kol understood what she was trying to say, and he wanted to make her feel more comfortable. “It is the first time that I have given myself to a female out of love. There are many other reasons for a male to take a female, but love is the most sacred, and it is the first time I’ve ever taken a female with love. It was a first for us both.”

  Ada smiled and just barely touched her lips to his.

  “I give you my vow, you will always be safe. You will always know that you are secure in all things. You will always know you are loved and treasured,” Kol promised.

  Ada Jane smiled at Kol and kissed his lips again before she completely relaxed on top of him, her head resting on his chest.

  Kol was starting to think maybe that was the key, keep her on top and she felt in control. He stroked his fingers across her back and smiled to himself as she stretched and arched into his touch.


  “I claim you, Ada Jane,” Kol said quietly. “You are my heart and soul. You are all the best parts of me, and I am honored to have found you. I will protect you, love you, provide for you and only you all of my days.”

  “And nights?” she asked, smiling with her head still resting on his chest.

  “Yes, and nights. Forever, without end,” Kol promised. “I am your male, yours alone.”

  Ada Jane sat up and looked down at Kol resting on the bed beneath her. “And now comes the part where I claim you?” she asked.

  “If you will have me,” he answered, beginning to worry.

  Ada Jane looked around her bedroom again. “Nothing but honesty. That’s the only way it’ll ever work between us, yes?” she asked.

  “Yes,” Kol answered, his stomach doing flips at the thought that she may not accept him. His brain started calculating how far he could get into space and toward Command Warship 1 before Bart was notified if he decided to take Ada Jane and run.

  “I don’t want to go live on a base. I don’t want to be around military people and formal rules and regulations. I want to stay here,” she said, looking around her room. Then she looked down at Kol. “But I want to claim you, too. You were right. You are mine. And I want to belong to you. I just can’t go live in some military compound. How can I have both?” she asked.

  Kol smiled at her.

  “What are you smiling for?” she asked. “This is a problem.”

  “You said you are mine. You said I am yours and you want to belong to me,” Kol said smiling happily.

  “Did you hear any of the rest of it?” she asked, smiling down at him.

  “I did. It is merely a small detail. We will live here. There will be times that I will have to sleep in my quarters on Base if I have a late meeting or a particularly early one, but whenever possible I will come home to spend my nights with you. When I cannot, we will vidcom each other. We will make this work,” Kol promised.

  “Are you sure?” Ada Jane asked.

  “I am sure. I have not seen family for any of the males on base, but I have seen several wear bands of gold which I understand indicates they are mated. So, surely, others are doing the same with keeping their families off base.” Kol scowled a bit as he thought of it. “It is probably for the best anyway. I do not wish you to be anywhere near the Consul or his males. It is better you stay here,” Kol said, refocusing on Ada Jane.