Dean Koontz - Fear Nothing

by Fear Nothing(Lit)

  The faceless pursuers and the thwarting mazes that trouble us in sleep were now reality.

  The gardens stepped in five broad terraces down a hillside. In spite of these plateaus and the gentleness of the slopes between them, I was gathering too much speed as I descended, and I was afraid that I would stumble, fall, and break a leg.

  Rising on all sides, the arbors and fanciful trellises began to resemble gutted ruins. In the lower levels, they were overgrown with thorny trailers that clawed the lattice and seemed to writhe with animal life as I fled past them.

  The night had fallen into a waking nightmare.

  My heart pounded so fiercely that the stars reeled.

  I felt as though the vault of the sky were sliding toward me, gaining momentum like an avalanche.

  Plunging to the end of the gardens, I sensed as much as saw the looming wrought-iron fence: seven feet high, its glossy black paint glimmering with moonlight. I dug my heels into the soft earth and braked, jarring against the sturdy pickets but not hard enough to hurt myself.

  I hadn't made much noise, either. The spear-point verticals were solidly welded to the horizontal rails; instead of clattering from my impact, the fence briefly thrummed.

  I sagged against the ironwork.

  A bitter taste plagued me. My mouth was so dry that I couldn't spit.

  My right temple stung. I raised a hand to my face. Three thorns prickled my skin. I plucked them out.

  During my flight downhill, I must have been lashed by a trailing rose brier, although I didn't recall encountering it.

  Maybe because I was breathing harder and faster, the sweet fragrance of roses became too sweet, sharpened into a half-rotten stench. I could smell my sunscreen again, too, almost as strongly as when it had been freshly applied-but with a sour taint nowbecause my perspiration had revitalized the scent of the lotion.

  I was overcome by the absurd yet unshakable conviction that the six searchers could sniff me out, as though they were hounds. I was safe for the moment only because I was downwind of them.

  Clutching the fence, out of which the thrumming had passed into my hands and bones, I glanced uphill. The search party was moving from the highest terrace to the second.

  Six scythes of light slashed through the roses. Portions of the lattice structures, when briefly backlit and distorted by those bright sweeping swords, loomed like the bones of slain dragons.

  The gardens presented the searchers with more possible hiding places to probe than did the open lawn above. Yet they were moving faster than before.

  I scaled the fence and swung over the top, wary of snaring my jacket or a leg of my jeans on the spear-point pickets. Beyond lay open land: shadowed vales, steadily rising ranks of moonlit hills, widely scattered and barely discernible black oaks.

  The wild grass, lush from the recent winter rains, was knee-high when I dropped into it from the fence. I could smell the green juice bursting from the blades crushed beneath my shoes.

  Certain that Sandy and his associates would survey the entire perimeter of the property, I bounded downhill, away from the funeral home. I was eager to get beyond the reach of their flashlights before they arrived at the fence.

  I was heading farther from town, which wasn't good. I wouldn't find help in the wilderness. Every step eastward was a step into isolation, and in isolation I was as vulnerable as anyone, more vulnerable than most.

  Some luck was with me because of the season. If the searing heat of summer had already been upon us, the high grass would have been as golden as wheat and as dry as paper. My progress would have been marked by a swath of trampled stalks.

  I was hopeful that the still-verdant meadow would be resilient enough to spring shut behind me, for the most part concealing the fact that I had passed this way. Nevertheless, an observant searcher would most likely be able to track me.

  Approximately two hundred feet beyond the fence, at the bottom of the slope, the meadow gave way to denser brush. A barrier of tough, five-foot-high prairie cordgrass was mixed with what might have been goatsbeard and massive clumps of aureola.

  I hurriedly pushed through this growth into a ten-foot-wide natural drainage swale. Little grew here because an epoch of storm runoff had exposed a spine of bedrock under the hills. With no rain in over two weeks, this rocky course was dry.

  I paused to catch my breath. Leaning back into the brush, I parted the tall cordgrass to see how far down into the rose gardens the searchers had descended.

  Four of them were already climbing the fence. Their flashlight beams slashed at the sky, stuttered across the pickets, and stabbed randomly at the ground as they clambered up and over the iron.

  They were unnervingly quick and agile.

  Were all of them, like Sandy Kirk, carrying weapons?

  Considering their animal-keen instinct, speed, and persistence, perhaps they wouldn't need weapons. If they caught me, maybe they would tear me apart with their hands.

  I wondered if they would take my eyes.

  The drainage channel-and the wider declivity in which it lay-ran uphill to the northeast and downhill to the southwest. As I was already at the extreme northeast end of town, I could find no help if I went uphill.

  I headed southwest, following the brush-flanked swale, intending to return to well-populated territory as quickly as possible.

  In the shallowly cupped channel ahead of me, the moonburnished bedrock glowed softly like the milky ice on a winter pond, dwindling into obscurity. The embracing curtains of high, silvery cordgrass appeared to be stiff with frost.

  Suppressing all fear of falling on loose stones or of snapping an ankle in a natural borehole, I gave myself to the night, allowing the darkness to push me as wind pushes a sailing ship. I sprinted down the gradual slope with no sensation of feet striking ground, as though I actually were skating across the frozen rock.

  Within two hundred yards, I came to a place where hills folded into one another, resulting in a branching of the hollow. With barely any decrease speed, I chose the right-hand course because it would lead more directly back into Moonlight Bay.

  I had gone only a short distance past that when I saw lights approaching. A hundred yards ahead, the hollow turned out of sight to the left, around a sweeping curve of grassy hillside.

  The source of the questing beams lay beyond that bend, but I could see that they must be flashlights.

  None of the men from the funeral home could have gotten out of the rose gardens and ahead of me so quickly. These were additional searchers.

  They were attempting to trap me in a pincer maneuver. I felt as though I were being pursued by an army, by platoons that had sprung sorcerously from the ground itself.

  I came to a complete halt.

  I considered stepping off the bare rock, into concealment behind the man-high prairie grass and other dense brush that still bracketed the drainage swale. No matter how little I disturbed this vegetation, however, I was nearly certain to leave signs of my passage that would be obvious to these trackers. They would burst through the brush and capture me or gun me down as I scrambled up the open hillside.

  At the bend ahead, the flashlight beams swelled brighter.

  Sprays of tall prairie grass flared like beautifully chased forms on a sterling platter.

  I retreated to the Y in the hollow and took the left-hand branch that I'd forgone a minute earlier. Within six or seven hundred feet, I came to another Y, wanted to go to the right-toward town-was afraid I'd be playing into their assumptions, and took the left-hand branch instead, although it would lead me deeper into the unpopulated hills.

  From somewhere above and off to the west arose the grumble of an engine, distant at first but then suddenly nearer. The engine noise was so powerful that I thought it came from an aircraft making a low pass. This wasn't the stuttering clatter of a helicopter, but more like the roar of a fixed-wing plane.

  Then a dazzling light swept the hilltops to the left and right of me, passing directly across the hollow, sixt
y to eighty feet over my head.

  The beam was so bright, so intense, that it seemed to have weight and texture, like a white-hot gush of some molten substance.

  A high-powered searchlight. It arced away and reflected off distant ridges to the east and north.

  Where did they get this sophisticated ordnance on such short notice?

  Was Sandy Kirk the grand kleagle of an antigovernment militia headquartered in secret bunkers jammed with weapons and ammo, deep under the funeral home? No, that didn't ring true. Such things were merely the stuff of real life these days, the current events of a society in freefall-while this felt uncanny. This was territory through which the wild rushing river of the evening news had not yet swept.

  I had to know what was happening up there on higher ground.

  If I didn't reconnoiter, I would be no better than a dumb rat in a laboratory maze.

  I thrashed through the brush to the right of the swale, crossed the sloping floor of the hollow, and then climbed the long hillside, because the searchlight seemed to have originated in that direction.

  As I ascended, the beam scared the land above again-indeed, blazing in from the northwest as I'd thought-and then scorched past a third time, brightly illuminating the brow of the hill toward which I was making my way.

  After crawling the penultimate ten yards on my hands and knees, I wriggled the final ten on my belly. At the crest, I coiled into an outcropping of weather-scored rocks that provided a measure of cover, and I cautiously raised my head.

  A black Hummer-or maybe a Humvee, the original military version of the vehicle before it had been gentrified for sale to civilians-stood one hilltop away from mine, immediately leeward of a giant oak. Even poorly revealed by the backwash of its own lights, n unmistakable profile: a boxy, hulking, the Hummer presented a four-wheel-drive wagon perched on giant tires, capable of crossing virtually any terrain.

  I now saw two searchlights: Both were hand-held, one by the driver and one by his front-seat passenger, and each had a lens the size of a salad plate. Considering their candlepower, they could have been operated only off the Hummer engine.

  The driver extinguished his light and put the Hummer in gear.

  The big wagon sped out from under the spreading limbs of the oak and shot across the high meadow as though it were cruising a freeway, putting its tailgate toward me. It vanished over the far edge, soon reappeared out of a hollow, and rapidly ascended a more distant slope, effortlessly conquering these coastal hills.

  The men on foot, with flashlights and perhaps handguns, were keeping to the hollows. In an attempt to prevent me from using the high ground, to force me down where the searchers might find me, the Hummer was patrolling the hilltops.

  "Who are You people?" I muttered.

  Searchlights slashed out from the Hummer, raking farther hills, a sea of grass in an indecisive breeze that ebbed and flowed. Wave after wave broke across the rising land and lapped against the trunks of the island oaks.

  Then the big wagon was on the move again, rollicking over less hospitable terrain. Headlights bobbling, one searchlight swinging wildly, along a crest, into a hollow and out again, motored east and south to another vantage point.

  I wondered how visible this activity might be from the streets of Moonlight Bay on the lower hills and the flatlands, closer to the ocean.

  Possibly only a few townspeople happened to be outside and looking up at an angle that revealed enough commotion to engage their curiosity.

  Those who glimpsed the searchlights might assume that teenagers or college boys in an ordinary four-by-four were spotting coastal elk or deer: an illegal but bloodless sport of which most people are tolerant.

  Soon the Hummer would arc back toward me. judging by the pattern of its search, it might arrive on this very hill in two more moves.

  I retreated down the slope, into the hollow from which I had climbed: exactly where they wanted me. I had no better choice.

  Heretofore, I had been confident that I would escape. Now my confidence was ebbing.

  I pushed through the prairie grass into the drainage swale and continued in the direction that I had been headed before the searchlights had drawn me uphill. After only a few steps, I halted, startled by something with radiant green eyes that waited on the trail in front of me.

  Coyote.

  Wolflike but smaller, with a narrower muzzle than that of a wolf, these rangy creatures could nonetheless be dangerous. As civilization encroached on them, they were quite literally murder on family pets even in the supposedly safe backyards of residential neighborhoods near the open hills. In fact, from time to time You heard of a coyote savaging and dragging off a child if the prey was young and small enough.

  Although they attacked adult humans only rarely, I wouldn't care to rely on their restraint or on my superior size if I was to encounter a pack-or even a pair-of them on their home ground.

  My night vision was still recovering from the dazzle of the searchlights, and a tense moment passed before I perceived that these hot green eyes were too closely set to be those of a coyote.

  Furthermore, unless this beast was in a full pounce posture with its chest pressed to the ground, its baleful stare was directed at me from too low a position to be that of a coyote.

  As my vision readjusted to nightshade and moonlight, I saw that nothing more threatening than a cat stood before me. Not a cougar, which would have been far worse than a coyote and reason for genuine terror, but a mere house cat: pale gray or light beige, impossible to tell which in this gloom.

  Most cats are not stupid. Even in the obsessive pursuit of field mice or little desert lizards, they will not venture deeply into coyote country.

  Indeed, as I got a clearer view of it, the particular creature before me seemed more than usually quick and alert. It sat erect, head cocked quizzically, ears pricked, studying me intensely.

  As I took a step toward it, the cat rose onto all fours. When I advanced another step, the cat spun away from me and dashed along the moon-silvered path, vanishing into the darkness.

  Elsewhere in the night, the Hummer was on the move again.

  Its shriek and snarl rapidly grew louder.

  I picked up my pace.

  By the time I had gone a hundred yards, the Hummer was no longer roaring but idling somewhere nearby, its engine noise like a slow deep panting.

  Overhead, the predatory gaze of the lights swept the night for prey.

  Upon reaching the next branching of the hollow, I discovered the cat waiting for me. It sat at the point of division, committed to neither trail.

  When I moved toward the left-hand path, the cat scurried to the right.

  It halted after several steps-and turned its lantern eyes on me.

  The cat must have been acutely aware of the searchers all around us, not just of the noisy Hummer but of the men on foot.

  With its sharp senses, it might even perceive pheromones of aggression streaming from them, violence pending. It would want to avoid these people as much as I did. Given the chance, I would be better off choosing an escape route according to the animal's instincts rather than according to my own.

  The idling engine of the Hummer suddenly thundered. The hard peals echoed back and forth through the hollows, so that the vehicle seemed to be simultaneously approaching and racing away.

  With this storm of sound, indecision flooded me, and for a moment I floundered in it.

  Then I decided to go the way of the cat.

  As I turned from the left-hand trail, the Hummer roared over the hilltop on the eastern flank of the hollow into which I had almost proceeded.

  For an instant it hung, suspended, as though weightless in a clock-stopped gap in time, headlights like twin wires leading a circus tightrope walker into midair, one searchlight stabbing straight up at the black tent of the sky. Time snapped across that empty synapse and flowed again: The Hummer tipped forward, and the front wheels crashed onto the hillside, and the rear wheels crossed the crest, and g
outs of earth and grass spewed out from under its tires as it charged downhill.

  A man whooped with delight, and another laughed. They were reveling in the hunt.

  As the big wagon descended only fifty yards ahead of me, the hand-held searchlight swept the hollow.

  I threw myself to the ground and rolled for cover. The rocky swale was hell on bones, and I felt my sunglasses crack apart in my shirt pocket.

  As I scrambled to my feet, a beam as bright as an oak-cleaving thunderbolt sizzled across the ground on which I had been standing.

  Wincing at the glare, squinting, I saw the searchlight quiver and then sweep away to the south. The Hummer was not coming up the hollow toward me.