Giving Him Something He Can Feel

by Damenia Uvonda

  Kandi

  The next morning while lying in bed, the shit was still on my mind about Gina and what she knew about Caine. Caine told me why he was there but once Gina said something it seemed like he became nervous. Shit just didn’t add up. I knew it was too good to be true. I couldn’t get caught up in that nonsense. I had a goal to accomplish. I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom to wash my face, brush my teeth, and take a shower. I put together a cute outfit; slim white jeans, a leopard tank, red flats and blazer. I threw on some makeup and was out the door.

  My class started at 8 o’clock and I couldn’t be late. Just when I didn’t think things could get any worse, as I was walking, there was the devil herself, Gina. Just the sight of that bitch disappointed me. Of course, Gina wasn’t the one to let drama slip out of her hands so she walked up to me smiling and said, “So how was your date last night with Caine?” That bitch was asking me like she my BFF. Like I was really going to go into details about my date with her. I wasn’t about to play nice with Gina and I couldn’t be late for my chemistry class. “Look I’m not in the mood nor do I have the time limit to play with your ass right now Gina.” Shockingly she didn’t to seem to have an attitude she just kept smiling. Maybe Shawn gave her some dick. “I’m not gonna tell you how my date went. Bitch you were the one that told me hands off.” She didn’t say a word. “So I’m guessing you’re upset because he wouldn’t go out with you huh?” Gina looked at me and busted out laughing. She was laughing so hard she began crying. She wiped tears from her face and said, “No, no honey I’m not upset at all.” She couldn’t even get all her words out from laughing so hard. She would say a couple words then laugh. Say a couple more, and then laugh. I got tired of trying to piece the shit she was trying to say together.

  I walked away leaving her standing there laughing like a hyena. I had five minutes to be in my chemistry lab so I was rushing to make it there in time. With one minute to spare, I made it and found my seat just in time. “Hello and good morning everyone,” the professor began to speak. “I’m Professor Tim Kelly and welcome to chemistry.” Professor Kelly told us a little bit about his educational background and gave the class his contact information. He went on to say, “Get to know the person beside you very well because they will be your partner all semester.” The classroom was huge and it was filled with all types of lab equipment. While the majority of the class sat two per table, some were lucky enough to be solo. I turned to my right to introduce myself to lab partner. “Hi I’m Kandace, but you can call me Kandi,” I said extending my hand. Shaking my hand back she said, “Hi. Nice to meet you, my name is Stacey Carey.”

  Caine

  I woke up to tons of missed calls. “Hello?” It was my mother on the other end. I really didn’t have the patience to explain the night before but I knew she wanted an explanation. “Caine I’m still confused as to why you called and asked me such a question last night.” If there’s anything you need to know about my mother Renee Johnson; it’s that she’s a private investigator. She would ask the same damn question until she felt you were telling the truth. So when I told her I knew she would find out what Gina claimed to know. I told her everything that happened on my date and with Gina. My mother was so excited about me being on a date with a female she totally ignored the fact that Gina might have some dirt on me. “So that little bitch ruined your date?” my mother asked with an angry tone. I could feel the steam coming out her ears from the other side of the receiver. I had to convince my mother that I was team Kandi. I told her what happened between me and Johnny was just a phase. “I’m glad you and Dad sent me here to because I was confused. I would’ve never met Kandi if you guys didn’t.”

  You see my father’s downfall had always been his mouth. He didn’t know how to whisper. While he was making his phone calls to get me into college, he also made a call to my mother. I overheard the whole conversation.

  “Renee I’m telling you I caught that boy sucking a dick and he was doing it better than you.” I couldn’t believe my father said that. Shit made me wonder, how long my dad was standing there in the door watching me. “He is the only and last Johnson to continue the family name. My son will NOT BE GAY,” my dad screamed through the phone. He was mad as hell. “He will not be with a boy, a man, or a whatever. To make sure he won’t I’m freezing his trust fund until he gets married and I’m talking about to a fucking women.” My father stopped talking for a second so I knew my mother was saying something to try and calm him down on the other end. “Fuck all that shit you’re talking Renee. We’ll see which one is more important to him; getting dicked down or his two point five million dollar trust fund.”

  Yep I heard the whole conversation. So from that day forth I told myself I’d find me a nice girl that needed to be taken care of. Once Kandi told me a little bit about her background, it was a no brainer, she was the perfect candidate. “Yep, Gina pretty much ruined it.” I tried to make it seem more than what it was with Kandi. “And I really like this girl too. Now she may never talk to me again because of Gina.” My mother didn’t seem too convinced so I had to push it a step further. “Me and Kandi have been hanging out every day so I want you guys to meet her. Get to know her because she may be around for a while.” Like always there was a moment of silence between my mother and myself. “Who names their child something like that? How is it spelled?” my mom asked. “Well do you prefer I bring home a guy named Keith?” If only I could see her face on the other end of that phone. That silence quickly changed when my mom said, “Okay, Caine. I’ll mention it to your father. I’m sure we can figure something out.” After chatting for a couple more minutes about my life there on campus, we ended the call.

  While I was getting dressed, I walked over to the chair and pick up my pants. I looked in the pocket and retrieved the dollar bill given to me by Shawn. It was a quarter past eight and close to the time we were supposed to meet up. The plan was to meet at a bar in downtown Atlanta. I didn’t know exactly how old Shawn was but I knew damn well I wouldn’t be able to go to a bar and drink. Planning ahead, I sent Shawn a text message and told him I lost my ID so I wouldn’t be able to go. Not thinking shit else about it I finished getting dressed.

  My phone alerted me of a notification and when I checked it, I realized it was a reply back from Shawn.

  No prob man I got some bud and Henny you down?

  That wasn’t the answer I was expecting to receive but it put a smile on my face. I started dancing, doing the Beyoncé “Crazy in Love” booty shake. Hell yeah I was down. That nigga just didn’t know how much and if he was coming over here then he would be finding out. I replied back with a short but to the point text message.

  Yeah I’m wit it 2354 Campus Way apt 3H come at 9.

  Kandi

  Leaving class, I saw Gina walking side by side with my lab partner Stacy Carey. “Hey Kandi,” Stacey said with a smile on her face. “I want you to meet my friend Gina.” She introduced us like we were all going to go play in the sandbox together. “I’ve met her before,” I said as I was pointing at Gina. “What’s with all the attitude Kandace?” Gina asked sarcastically. Before I could say another word, she took over the conversation, like she always does. “Look I don’t know how to tell you this Kandi, but Caine is gay as all outdoors.” I looked at Stacy and Stacy looked at Gina and dropped her head. That girl would say absolutely anything to get me to stay away from that dude. I mean damn he must have had that bitch sprung or something. “Look Gina that’s enough. Caine ain’t here to defend himself so don’t try to play him like that.” Gina was just a sad, ruthless, rich ass bitch with nothing better to do. “I don’t have to lie. My proof is right here,” Gina said pointing towards Stacy. Stacy stood there and didn’t say a word. How the fuck could Gina ask her to speak on someone she didn’t know. “Go ahead tell her Stacy…” Gina said, instigating the conversation. “…because that bitch is dating a down-low nigga and she don’t even know it,” Gina finished off saying. I didn’t know how to react because
that statement was so damn bogus. That bitch was crazy as hell. Slightly grabbing Gina’s arm Stacy said, “That’s enough Gina.” Looking back at me Stacy said, “I’m sorry Kandi, Gina can be so rude sometimes.” Pulling Gina by the arm Stacy said, “We should get going now, see you in class.” As they walked off I could hear them softly fussing with each other. Gina told Stacy not to ever speak up for her ever again and I could’ve sworn I heard Stacy say no one was ever supposed to know about Caine. Those bitches were up to something. Not only did I have to watch out for Gina but now I had to keep a close eye on Stacy too. I walked back to my dorm room.

  Why would Gina say Caine was hers then flip it to he was gay? That shit didn’t make sense. He knew how to treat a lady. We had great conversations and he was a very nice guy. We had a great first date until that bitch ruined it. Gina was a fucking hater. She was mad because Caine didn’t want her. Shit as long as the motherfucker could take care of me financially and buy me anything I wanted, I wouldn’t give a damn if he were gay or bi-sexual. I’d turn his ass back straight with this good pussy of mine. I was going to throw that pussy at him and see if he took it. If he didn’t then he could be suspect but if he did then I knew Gina was just a hating ass bitch. Just as quick, as I thought it I had the perfect plan.

  I pondered on it for hours until I finally got enough courage to go to Caine’s house. I washed and curled my hair. I made sure every curl was long and curled to perfection. I applied scented lotion all over my body; including my pussy and ass crack; then I put on the cutest thong out of my collection. I quickly applied my makeup, lipstick, threw on a nice see through mini, stepped in my heels, and made my way to Caine’s house. I knew it was risky just popping-up around a nigga’s house but that was the chance I was going to take. I pulled out all the stops and it was time to put that nigga to the test.

  Play with Fire and Get Burned

  Caine

  8:45 p.m.

  I was making sure everything looked nice and tidy throughout my apartment before Shawn got there. If he was on standard nigga time then I was sure I would have at least 30 extra minutes. I double-checked making sure tissue was in the bathroom, no dishes were in the sink, and condoms were by my bed, just in case.

  8:57 p.m.

  There was a knock at the door. I didn’t want it to seem like I was waiting on Shawn to get there, so I checked myself out in the mirror one last time and brushed my hair before answering the door. I opened the door to let Shawn in. I could instantly smell alcohol on his breath before he said a word. That nigga was already tipsy. I scoped him out before I let him in my apartment. Shawn was looking too good. He had on some blue baggy jeans, number three Jordan’s, and some type of jersey to match. He may not have been my type but I hadn’t put my dick in a nigga’s ass in months so he’d have to do. He volunteered to come over so he knew what was up.

  “What’s up man,” Shawn said slurring. Holding up a case of beer he said, “I don’t know what type of beer you drink but I got some Heineken and this Henny.” I finally let him in the apartment and he found his way to my couch. Shawn started rolling a blunt so I grabbed the case of beer, went to the kitchen, and put all but two beers in the refrigerator to get cold. Shawn wasn’t paying attention so I opened the beers in the kitchen and slipped two well-known pills into his. Going back into the living room, I handed Shawn his pill-tainted beer.

  “Here you go,” I said handing it to him.

  He drunk half the bottle then fired up the jay. He was already buzzing when he got there so along with the beer, blunt, and the pills his ass had to be on the verge of passing out.

  “So tell me how you met Gina man,” I said to start a conversation. I could tell the nigga was starting to feel woozy because he couldn’t even sit up straight. He passed me the blunt and said, “She asked me out to dinner.” Right after he said that he hit the floor face first and laid there stiff as a board. I put the blunt in the ashtray and kicked him a couple of times to make sure he wouldn’t get up. Shawn was out and my fun could begin. I dragged his ass into my bedroom and laid him across my bed. I took off all of his clothes. It didn’t take me long because the blue jeans were already baggy. I sucked his dick until it was brick hard. I loved sucking dick. Something about the power of a man going straight into my mouth turned me on. I kept sucking Shawn’s dick until he was about to cum and then I hopped on it. I had never rode a dick before so what better time than that to see if I enjoyed it. Shawn didn’t have the biggest dick so it wasn’t painful for me to slide his dick in my ass. I rode him from the front and then from the back. I was having fun with his pretty ass. After I was done, I stood up and tried to open his mouth. I struggled to keep his shit open but once I got it, I went to town on his face. Getting to the mission at hand, I licked his ass a few times to get it nice and wet for me. I liked sucking dick but I hated eating ass so after a few licks I just put some Vaseline on the crack of his ass. Once I got it nice and lubricated, I shoved my dick straight up his ass raw dog. No condom, no nothing. I could tell Shawn had never been penetrated before because his ass was so damn tight. I hurt my dick trying to get my shit in there. I got in there good after a few tries. I pumped faster and faster. His ass felt so damn good. I was about to nut. I continued to pump his ass faster until his ass started to bleed. Shawn’s virgin ass made me cum in minutes. I busted right in his ass. Hell, it wasn’t as if he was going to know any fucking way. I wanted another nut so after a ten-minute rest, I took advantage of him again. That time I didn’t even want any ass so I raped his mouth while that nigga was still passed out. I flipped his pretty ass back over and adjusted his mouth to make him suck my dick. I put my dick so deep in his throat that time I was hitting his tonsils. I knew I hit them at least three or four times. I took the head of my dick and slapped his lips with it. I positioned myself on my bed so his mouth would stay open and I was able to fuck his face. A few seconds later, I busted in his mouth. I put my nut all over his lips and face. I fell back on the bed feeling rejuvenated. That was the best head I’d had in a minute. Whether I had to take it or not I needed that, and his ass was probably on the down low anyway. I got up to get a washcloth from my laundry room. With it, I wiped off all my sperm from his mouth, face, and lips. I cleaned his butt hole with baby wipes but they weren’t enough to stop the bleeding from Shawn’s ass. I had to get him to the bathtub. I then dragged him from my bedroom to my bathroom and put him in the bathtub. It was true what they say about dead weight because it felt like that nigga weighed 300 pounds. After getting his heavy ass in the tub, I washed him up real good and made sure his ass stopped bleeding. I took him out and dragged him back to my bedroom. I put all his clothes back on except for his shoes and then laid him back across the bed. I went back in the bathroom, cleaned the bathtub, and hopped in the shower to clean off all traces of Shawn. I got out of the shower smelling good. I put on some clean boxers, deodorant under my pits, Vaseline on my lips, and picked up my brush to brush my waves. I loved keeping the niggas seasick.

  I made my way to the living area to watch some TV. After taking Shawn’s ass, I felt so relaxed and sleepy. I didn’t how the fuck I was going to get that nigga out my house but I would think of something before morning. I started to doze off and then I heard knock on my door.

  KANDI

  I arrived at Caine’s house unannounced to paranoid to knock on the door. A million thoughts were running through my head. Maybe he wasn’t there, maybe he was studying, or maybe another female was in there with him. I didn’t get all cute to just turn around and walk back to my dorm, especially not in those heels, so I knocked on the door. I knocked about four times and as I was turning around to leave, the door came open. Caine peeked his head out of the door wearing nothing but boxers and socks. “I’m sorry to disturb you, is this a bad time?” I asked. He looked at me for a second and said, “Umm no. One of my buddies is going through some personal stuff so he’s sleeping over but it’s never bad timing, not for you.” I bet he was probably thinking how the fuck does thi
s crazy bitch know where I live. “You look beautiful Kandi, would you like to come in?” I didn’t know a gay guy who would give a girl the time of day let alone invite her into his place. It didn’t take long for me to say, “Yes, I would love to, but only if I’m not interrupting.” Once I was in his apartment, he showed me around. It was a two-bedroom; larger than I expected for a campus apartment. Caine showed me every room except his bedroom where oddly his buddy was sleeping. I felt if there was something freaky going on, he wouldn’t have let me in so I thought nothing of it. I had to admit his apartment was nice and tidy. I assumed he was a Leo because he had a jungle theme going on with lions everywhere. “Would you like a beer or something to drink?” he asked. I had the taste for the finer things in life. I knew Caine had money and he asked me if I wanted a beer of all things. Shit daddy didn’t raise no damn dummy. Daddy always said, “Hoes drink cum, ladies drink beer and women drink wine.” After seeing mama swallow anything that came her way, I figured if I ever landed a rich nigga, I would only drink the finest wines and champagnes. “No, no thanks I’m fine,” I said politely. “So what brings you by tonight Kandi?” Caine asked with a smile. I couldn’t stand to tell him the truth about the accusations Gina made so I lied and with a straight face, “I was a little bored but honestly I’m horny as hell.” I slipped off my mini dress and bra and began walking over to him with just heels and my thong on. “My, my home boy in the other room Kandi..,” he said stuttering “…I, I don’t want our first time to be rushed,” he managed to get out.