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Sexual Desires of a Woman

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by Goss, Ashley


  "I would love if everyone would stop asking me that!" he yelled.

  I was in shock. He has yelled at me before but this time was different. I slept on the couch for the next couple of nights and Jake didn't even come out of the room. Finally a couple days later, he finally came out and made breakfast for himself. He looked like hell.

  "Baby, I am starting to really worry about you. You are not yourself. Your mom would not want you to live this way." I told him. I think he agreed because he got up and took a shower. When he got out then he cooked lunch. He smelt so good as I stood behind him while he cooked.

  "Baby, I am so sorry for the way I have been acting the last couple of weeks." He said to me.

  "You had me worried that history was going to repeat itself and you were going to leave me again." I told him.

  He pulled me close and kissed me. I hadn't kissed him in weeks.

  I missed him so much. I needed him now. I knelt down and unzipped his pants and put him in my mouth. He deserved it. I used my mouth and hand in sync with each other. I could tell he was getting close when he pulled me up and said "let me take care of you now," as he smiled.

  He put me up on the counter and spread my legs and started kissing my inner thighs softly. I moaned and then he started licking my spot. As I was about to climax, he stopped and slammed inside me. “I want us to cum together." he said. He went faster and faster until we climaxed together.

  Every since that night with Jake, he has been back to normal. He wants to go have dinner underneath the stars tonight. I'm wearing my white cotton dress and cowboy boots. We pull up to our spot and the stars look beautiful. We sat and ate under the stars. Once we finished he said he wanted to head home. We hopped in the truck and headed back to the house. I was getting kind of tired so I headed straight to take a shower.

  When I came out, he was sitting on the bed with a tie in one hand and an ice cube in the other.

  As he smiled, he said "I thought we would have some fun before we go to bed."

  I was tired but it looked like fun. I was naked still so I sat on the bed. He instructed me to move to the top of bed. He took my hands and put them together and tied them to the top of the headboard. Then he pulled out a blindfold and put it over my eyes. I couldn't move or see so my senses were heightened. He started kissing me and then put the ice on my neck and slowly moved it down my body to my breasts.

  He rubbed it across my nipples and they got hard instantly then he moved down to my belly button and that shot a tingling sensation throughout my entire body. He let it sit on my belly button and spread my legs and went to down. He moved the ice from my belly button to my clit and this made me shake. It felt so good but it was very cold. He then flipped me over and slipped in his erection from behind. He had the ice cube in his mouth and kept putting it against my back as he would thrust making everything so much more intense. Every time I was close to climax he would slow down and tease me on purpose. This made me even more sensitive and I just wanted to climax so bad. Finally, after an hour, he didn't tease me anymore, I got close again as did he and we climaxed together.

  Once we were done, he said he wanted to talk about some things before we go to sleep.

  "I was wondering if you would like to move in with me?" he asked.

  I was stumped. This was a big step and wasn't sure if I was ready to move in with him.

  "If you do, I will cook for you and make sure you know you are beautiful every day." he said.

  I had to take the time to thoroughly think this thru and make sure this is what I want to do.

  "Jake, Let me think about it. It's a big step and I want to make sure I have no doubts about it. Let me sleep on it." I told him.

  He looked a little upset but he understood. After everything we have been through and the heartache we went through the first time. I lie down and fell fast asleep.

  Chapter 19

  When I woke up the next morning, I had decided that I loved Jake. I didn't want to waste anymore time. We practically live together anyway since we are together all the time. So I told him that I would move in with him. The next few days were spent moving all my belongings over to Jake's house and I could tell he was very happy of my choice.

  I heard the bathroom door open and was excited that Jake was home. He got in the shower and started washing my body. I am not sure what it is about sex in the shower but it seems so sensual. Maybe, it's the hot water dripping over you. He went to wash my legs and of course stopped and started kissing my thighs. This is one thing I could never get enough of. I loved when he went down on me. It was magical and he did it just right every time. He was on his knees and my foot was on his shoulder giving him easier access and the angle helped me climax even faster. Once I climaxed, he stood up and said this time is all about you. I don't want you to have to do a thing but feel good. He bent me over and told me to grab my ankles. He thrusted his erection inside me and went very slow.

  "Baby, I don't want to fuck you today. I want to make love you. I want to make you feel beautiful and sexy. I am going to go nice and slow in a lot of different positions and places and hopefully you will cum multiple times is my goal.” he said with a smile as he smacked my ass.

  He wasn't kidding he went slow even when I asked him to go faster or harder he didn't. He said I deserved to be savored and treasured. After about an hour, of slow thrusting and him massaging me, I climaxed. He then picked me up and put me on the bathroom counter in front of the mirror. He just stood there and stared at me. This was one of my desires.

  He kissed my neck and as I leaned back and he spread my legs again, and I laid there with my legs spread, he just looked at me. The way he looked at me made me feel so sexy like he couldn't get enough of me.

  He then slipped it in and put my leg up on his shoulder holding my ankles with one of his hands.

  "This angle will make you climax a lot faster even with me going slow. Would you like it like this or do you want to gradually build?" he asked.

  "I want it now!" I exclaimed.

  I was already so aroused and ready. He went nice and slows as he thrusted inside me. He was right because within 5 minutes, I was already about to climax and this time was so powerful my toes curled and I just let go!

  I started shaking and trembling as I climaxed over and over again.

  He didn't stop while I was climaxing he kept going slowly and it just made me climax like no other time. After I climaxed 6 times, he finally stopped. I had no energy left. I didn't want to move. I just wanted to enjoy this moment. He picked me up and carried me to bed.

  "Now, I expect you need some rest. Take a nap and I will make us some pancakes." he said and kissed my forehand.

  I fell asleep instantly. Whoever knew, you could get so wore out from not doing anything?

  I woke up to the smell of chocolate chip pancakes on the nightstand and I was starving.

  As I ate them, I thought to myself how I got so lucky to have a man that would take the time to do all this just for me. I was a very lucky woman. As I finished my last bite, Jake walked into the room and smiled at me. My hair was up in a pony tail with the bed sheet wrapped around me.

  "You look beautiful." he said.

  I put down my plate and crawled toward the edge of the bed where Jake was. I got on my knees and told him I wanted to make him feel good now.

  I told him to get undressed and lay down on the bed and he did just as I said with no hesitation. If he could take the time to do all this for me and not expect to climax himself that was very selfless but that is not the kind of lover I am. I wanted him to feel good too.

  I straddled him since he was already erect and came down on him slowly so I could see his face tremble. I could tell I felt good around him. I started to move on him and his mouth made an O shape which told me he was definitely enjoying himself. I started going faster and faster and I went bent down and started kissing and nibbling on his chest. As I did, he put his arms around me holding me in place and started thrusting inside me
fast and hard.

  "I love you and I want you now." He thrusted harder and faster until he climaxed.

  We both fell asleep shortly after, wore completely out.

  Chapter 20

  I got up to make coffee and saw a letter from Doctor without Borders on the counter. I wasn't aware that he had applied to go. I was shocked. I wasn't sure what to do or say at this point. I got dressed and headed over to Sarah's.

  "You should not let him go. He could have an affair and find somebody else!" Sarah screamed.

  Really? I can't believe she would even suggest something like that.

  "I am not worried about that at all." I told her.

  She started crying, "Brooke, I need to tell you something." she said.

  This does not sound good at all.

  "My husband is having an affair." she told me.

  This couldn't be true. He would never cheat on her. He's been madly in love with her for years. This absolutely blows my mind that this could happen to her.

  I took her in my arms and held her tight.

  "How do you know he is having an affair?" I asked puzzled.

  She stopped crying, sat up and said," The girl called her last night asking for him.

  When I told the woman he wasn't home and asked if I could take a message she said, “Yes, tell him I am waiting in my bedroom."

  Wow that is really weird. Why would he give his lover the phone number to his house?

  I mean that's definitely going to get him caught. I am not sure what words I should say to Sarah. She must be heartbroken.

  "Sarah, I would ask your husband about this. “ I told her.

  It could just be some stalker who is mad because he won't sleep with her or something. Think about it. If he was going to have an affair, he wouldn't give his lover his house number knowing that you would answer it if someone called." I explained to her and left.

  Jake talked about wanting to do Doctors without Borders before at some point in his career. I encouraged him and told him he should. I can handle my own. Who am I thinking? My time with Jake is treasured. I savor every moment that I get with him. I'm hoping the way I feel around him will never fade away. I was so proud of him for wanting to do this and help people.

  He had such big dreams and I can't be selfish by keeping him away from them. He deserves to do anything he wants to do in life and I will always support him in every decision he chooses to make.

  Chapter 21

  As we were lying in bed I could tell that something was on his mind.

  "Honey, what's wrong?" I asked. He looked at me and said," If I decide to go for Doctor without Border then I will be gone for at least 12 weeks and I am not sure that I can go that long without laying next to you."

  Right then, all my doubt went away and I could tell this man truly loved me. He wouldn't do that unless he truly loved me.

  "Jake, I will support you and any decision that you make in life." I exclaimed. I leaned over and kissed him and then looked into his eyes and said, “I love you."

  He handed me a letter and said I planned on reading this to you myself but right now I think I would rather you read it. I opened the letter to read:

  Dear soul mate,

  I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

  Within you, I lose myself. Without you, I find myself wanting to be lost again. To the world, you may be one person, but to one person you are the world.

  My love for you has no depth; its boundaries are ever-expanding. My love and my life with you will be a never-ending story.

  You may hold my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever. You give me hope in my times of trial, joy in my saddest hours and love in all I do. If you live to be a hundred then I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you because you are the one I want to hold till the last breath of my life.

  Will you marry me?

  I looked up and at him and he had a little black box and opened it. Inside was the most beautiful ring I had ever seen.

  "So, Brooke will you marry me?" he asked as he slipped the ring on my finger.

  "Of course I will. Yes!" I yelled and kissed me.

  I couldn't believe it was finally happening. I would want to get married before he goes to Doctors without Borders.

  I went over to visit Sarah to let her know what was going on and when I told her she looked at me dumbfounded.

  "What is that look for?" I asked her.

  She sighed and shook her head. I haven't even talked to him about the girl yet. She knows that she has to talk to him about it. She had she would wait until he got home from work tonight and confront him about it then.

  I stayed a little bit longer and talked to her for a little while but I was ready to go to Jake.

  When I got home, Jake was making dinner. I walked up behind him and put my hands around his waist and hugged him real tight.

  "You look sexy." I told him.

  He spun around and said I have 20-30 minutes to kill. He picked me up and sat me on the counter top. Jake pulled dress off and started touching my sweet spot while I was kissing him. It was hard to focus on kissing him while he was doing that to me.

  He bent down and started kissing my spot. I was so aroused and then right as I was about to climax, he stopped, pushed me back on the counter, spread my legs and slipped his erection inside me.

  Chapter 22

  Jake decided to go to Doctors without Borders for a trial run. He will be gone for a couple of weeks in Africa helping children. As I started to pack Jake's bags for his trips since he leaves tonight he decided to interrupt. He came in and started kissing me and touching me all over. I can't believe I won't be able to kiss him for a couple of weeks. I started caressing his erection thru his jeans and undid his button and zipper and took his pants off. I knelt down and took his erection in my mouth.

  As I let it slide in and out of my mouth, I moaned as he had my hair in his fist pulling. Finally, he pulled me up to him and positioned me on his lap. He took off my shirt and kissed my breasts, taking each nipple in between his teeth very lightly. Then turned around and laid me on the bed while undoing my jeans and taking them off. I laid there amazed by this man that one day would be my husband. He knew exactly what I liked and always made sure that I was satisfied. He opened my legs and started licking my sweet spot. I grabbed his hair and lightly tugged on it so he would know that it felt good.

  My legs started to quiver so I knew I was getting close to the end and right before I climaxed he stopped. He came up and kissed me on my neck and then thrusted inside me. He filled me completely up perfectly. It didn't take us long but 5 minutes to both reach our climax.

  We lay next to each other scared for what is going to happen while he is gone. We haven't been apart since we reconnected and moved in together. This is going to be horrendous. We both got to put our clothes back on. It was time to take him to the airport.

  We put his bags in the back of the car and headed to DFW airport to drop him off. The whole way there I was trying to think of what I should say to him before he leaves.

  We pulled up to the airport and Jake got out and got his duffel bag.

  "I am going to miss you but I will only be gone a couple of weeks."

  I kissed him and he walked away.

  Chapter 23

  Jake has been gone for weeks and it has been killing me. I have been drowning myself in cases so I don't get depressed. I didn't think it would hurt this much to be without him for a couple of weeks but it is. He should be back tomorrow. I want to throw him a welcome back party and have Sarah and Preston over. You know what, that's exactly what I will do. I called Sarah and told her my plan and she thought it was a great idea. She was in. She is going to have Preston go pick him up and tell Jake that I was stuck at work.

  I went shopping at the Party Store so I could find a Welcome Home sign and some other decorations and then stopped into Victoria Secret. I needed a new lingerie outfit for Jake
when he gets home. It's been so long since we had made love and I want to make it a little extra special for him.

  I checked out and headed home to decorate the house. I was getting so excited to see him again. I was running around the house in a panic because I am tired but I need to get this done before I go to sleep since he will be here mid morning tomorrow.

  After getting the house all set up for the Welcome Home party, I took off my clothes and climbed into bed. I was out like a light.

  I woke up to a banging on my front door. I put on my robe and headed to the door. Who the hell would be banging on my door this early? It was only 9am and Jake wasn't due until 10:30am.

  "Brooke, you should be awake. Jake will be home in a little over 1 hour and your sleeping?" Sarah asked me.

 

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