The Perfect Mess

by K. Sterling

  “Mmmm…” Ben hummed as he licked Landon clean. His tongue swept down Landon’s length and Landon gasped and arched as Ben’s lips and nose rubbed against his sack. Ben’s tongue lapped and a soft growl rose from his throat. “You taste so good, Landon,” he murmured as he spread Landon’s thighs wider. He pressed his lips to the tender flesh beneath Landon’s sack and laved as he drifted lower. Landon’s eyes were wide and unseeing as he felt the searing wet of Ben’s tongue slide into the cleft of his ass. There was a loud hiss as Ben scrambled back and sat on his heels. Landon looked up in confusion as Ben’s hands locked around his hips. “Especially there. Roll over!” Ben ordered as he pushed Landon onto his stomach.

  “What are you…” He asked as Ben positioned him so his knees were under him. His eyes flared as Ben’s hands gripped his ass, opening him. “Christ!” Landon yelped as Ben’s face pushed between his cheeks and wet heat swept over his tender flesh.

  Ben’s tongue lashed hungrily as he held Landon immobile. Landon clawed at the bedding as he begged Ben’s name. When Ben sucked and nibbled Landon gulped for air as his passage tingled and ached. He felt the tip of Ben’s tongue drill into the tight bud of his ass and his body started to shake with need. He raised his head and tried to focus. They hadn’t really discussed the specifics and he wasn’t sure he wanted to slow down but Landon knew he had a decision to make. Ben’s finger swirled around his puckered entrance. Quickly. He had to decide quickly. He’d never been that into bottoming. He’d do it now and then but it always felt awkward and uncomfortable. But he’d never felt the gnawing emptiness he was experiencing as Ben teased his hole. Ben’s finger pushed and slid into the tight ring of Landon’s ass and he bit his lip as warmth shot down his legs. Ben’s lips cruised over the cheeks of Landon’s ass as his finger slid gently back and forth. For some reason, Landon’s hips started to twitch and he rocked with the slow slide of Ben’s finger.

  “More.” The word came from Landon’s lips but he couldn’t believe he’d said it. Another finger pushed into his ass and Landon moaned as the tingling in his passage intensified. “Yessss!” His eyes almost fell out of his head. What the hell are you doing? He wondered as he rode Ben’s fingers. His cock felt heavy and hard as he rocked restlessly.

  “Slow down,” Ben said calmly as his hand glided up Landon’s back soothingly. Landon nodded despite the urge to beg for more, harder and faster. Ben’s fingers left Landon and he groaned in protest. “Ssshhh…” Ben reached for the bedside table and a minute later cool, slick fingers slid into Landon’s hole.

  Landon sighed as his chest and face dropped to the bed. Pleasure radiated out from where Ben’s fingers stroked deep and smooth. Landon didn’t know what was happening to his body. He understood in theory, he’d used all the same methods on his partners but his body had never reacted like this. Ben’s fingers curled and all the air left Landon’s lungs as pleasure swelled and his vision blurred. He must have made some sort of sound because Ben laughed softly and rubbed Landon’s prostate more firmly.

  “I need you to fuck me,” Landon slurred as his arms stretched above his head and his hands gripped the edge of the mattress as his erection pulsed angrily.

  “Stay just like that,” Ben said as his fingers slid from Landon. There was the sound of a wrapper ripping and Landon looked over his shoulder and saw Ben stretching a condom over the head of his cock. It was so much bigger than anything he’d ever attempted but instead of being nervous or scared, Landon felt a tremor of excitement and the gnawing emptiness as his passage ached. Ben coated his length generously with lube before he rose on his knees and positioned himself behind Landon. His hands swept reverently over Landon’s ass and back before he leaned over and his lips caressed between Landon’s shoulder blades. “You look so sexy like this, Landon. I’ve never wanted anyone so bad in my life,” Ben whispered.

  Ben leaned back and the head of his cock traced the cleft of Landon’s ass before it nudged his hole. Landon took a deep breath and held it as the head slipped past the ring of his ass. Landon’s ass clamped tight and he exhaled slowly as he pushed back and was surprised when there was only a slight burning as Ben slowly slid forward. Ben paused to give Landon a moment to adjust and his hands shook as they kneaded Landon’s shoulders. Landon squeezed, and his cock throbbed as he gripped Ben’s shaft. A long groan poured from Ben and Landon bit his lip as pleasure radiated from his groin and the tingling in his ass intensified. He had only half of Ben’s length and he could feel it throbbing against his prostate.

  “More, Ben!” Landon whispered urgently. “I need more!” He demanded.

  “You’re so tight,” Ben said as he slid forward slowly. Waves of warm pleasure poured down Landon’s legs and his nerves sparked as Ben’s erection filled him and pushed against every part of his passage. Landon got his hands beneath his chest and pushed off the mattress and Ben leaned back as Landon got on his hands and knees.

  “It feels so good,” Landon said as he slammed his ass against Ben’s groin. Ben hummed in agreement as his hand caressed Landon’s ass and thighs tenderly. He rocked slow and deep and Landon growled in frustration as he met his thrusts. “Ben!” He complained.

  “Landon, we’ve got all night,” he murmured as he tried to slow Landon by wrapping his hands around his hips. Landon shook his head as he rose on his knees and forced Ben back until he was sitting on his heels. Landon scooted his knees back until they were outside of Ben’s, impaling himself on Ben’s cock. He felt so full and tight around Ben’s shaft. Ben groaned as his hands swept up Landon’s chest. “This works too,” Ben said as Landon raised his hips.

  It was like the first time Landon ejaculated, only a hundred times better, when Landon dropped and his ass hit Ben’s thighs. His nerves flared and every part of his body felt connected to the muscles that gripped Ben’s length. His eyes crossed as his prostate was crushed and drew tight. Oh, this is why they like it! He realized as he began to ride Ben. Landon enjoyed a little anal play and a good prostate massage as much as the next guy but this was so far beyond that. Holy shit, this was better than most of the orgasms he’d had. Landon was drooling. He looked down and his eyes widened as he stared at his cock as it bounced wildly. His cock was drooling. Landon leaned forward and braced his hands on the bed so he could ride Ben harder. He ground his hips as he slammed into Ben and a scream burst from his throat as pressure and pleasure exploded from the base of his cock and streaked up his shaft.

  “Jesus! Yes!” Landon’s head swung back and he rocked frantically as his body began to tremble. Ben grabbed his hips and pulled Landon against him as he thrust and Landon’s world imploded. Every nerve in his body burst and bright heat flooded him as ribbons of come erupted from Landon’s cock. Landon fell onto the bed, convulsing and insensate as Ben rose behind him. The sound of Ben’s hips slapping against Landon’s ass, hard and fast, filled the room and Landon was afraid he’d go blind, his eyes were rolling so hard. His body went boneless as come dribbled from the head of his erection with each of Ben’s thrusts.

  “Oh, God, I’m going to come so hard!” Ben huffed as he drove deep and Landon sobbed as an aftershock tore through him and he clenched tight. Ben gasped and froze as he buried his cock deep in Landon. “Fuck.” It was more breath than word as Ben’s head fell back and his fingers dug into Landon’s hips.

  Ben bucked hard and Landon hissed as his over sensitive prostate and aching balls protested. He ground his jaw as Ben writhed and twisted as his nerves shrieked and his body shuddered. Landon heard Ben exhale loudly as his shaking subsided then groan as he pulled from Landon’s passage. Landon’s hips dropped onto the duvet and he scrunched his nose as he felt damp fabric cling to his stomach and chest. Ben crashed on the bed next to him and rolled onto his back. He threw an arm over his eyes as his chest heaved. Landon rolled onto his side, peeling the duvet away as he went.

  “I’m sorry, but…” He cringed as Ben raised his head. Ben snorted and his head fell back onto the bed.


  “I truly couldn’t give a damn,” he announced and Landon chuckled as he laid back then moaned lightly as the muscles in his legs ached as he stretched them. Ben reached over and grabbed Landon’s hand and brought it to his lips. “Are you ok?” He asked as he kissed the back of Landon’s hand. Landon felt a flutter of warmth in his chest and quickly dismissed it.

  “Are you kidding me?” He asked loudly and he felt Ben’s lips curve into a smile.

  “That was really…” Ben sighed against the back of Landon’s hand. “Amazing,” he stated and Landon grinned.

  “Yeah. Amazing,” he said and Ben rolled onto his side facing Landon. He still had a hold of Landon’s hand and his lips slid back and forth and pressed delicate kisses to his skin.

  “I’ve never been with a power bottom before,” Ben murmured and Landon’s jaw fell. “I guess I should have expected that you would be a little more aggressive with the way you flirted…” He stopped when Landon laughed. Hysterically. There were tears. When Landon finally stopped Ben looked concerned. Landon gasped for air as he wiped his eyes.

  “I’m not a bottom. I don’t really enjoy it,” he said and Ben’s brows pulled together and his lips twisted as he stared at Landon.

  “Maybe I’ve misunderstood what that means, for like most of my life, because I’m pretty sure you just…” His hand waved between them and Landon nodded.

  “Yeah. I did just do that,” he agreed and Ben nodded slowly.

  “You seemed like you enjoyed it,” he said carefully and Landon nodded vigorously.

  “I enjoyed the fuck out of that. Literally,” he said and Ben chewed his lip as he tried to understand. Landon laughed softly. From the state of Ben’s bed, it was obvious how much he enjoyed it. “I can count on both hands the number of times I’ve done that. I’ve always been a top,” he explained and Ben frowned.

  “Why didn’t you say anything?” He asked and Landon shrugged.

  “I was enjoying myself and I didn’t want you to stop. I guess I’m versatile now, under the right circumstances,” he said and Ben sat up and shook his head.

  “I’m sorry. I just assumed you knew I was a top. I should have asked first,” he said as he went to the bathroom. Landon raised a brow as he watched Ben’s ass as he strode away from the bed.

  “Why would I assume you were a top?” He asked loudly over the sound of water running in the sink. A moment later, Ben appeared with a wash cloth.

  “I’m pretty masculine,” he said and Landon pulled in his lips and became still as Ben bent over him and wiped the washcloth across his skin. He would have already asked to do it himself but he was still confused by Ben’s explanation. He covered Ben’s hand and he paused.

  “May I?” He asked and Ben nodded as he released the cloth and stepped back. Landon wiped himself more thoroughly then sat up. “I’d consider myself masculine,” Landon said as he got up and walked into the bathroom.

  He dropped the washcloth in the laundry basket and washed his hands. When he walked into the bedroom the duvet was folded in the corner and Ben was spreading a quilt over the bed. Ben turned and gestured for Landon to get back in the bed. Landon briefly considered leaving. It would have been the smart thing to do. Thanking Ben for the best date he’d ever been on and the most incredible sex he’d ever experienced and leaving graciously would have been smart. Anything that would happen after Landon got back in that bed would be a mistake.

  “Just about every man I’ve ever fucked was masculine,” Landon said as he walked across the room and crawled onto the bed. He got beneath the sheet and propped up his head with his hand as he watched Ben stretch on the bed next to him. “I haven’t dated many effeminate men,” he added and Ben folded his arms behind his head as he stared at the ceiling.

  “I think about half of the men I’ve dated were,” he said then nodded. “Yeah. But it’s never been an issue. It was just understood that I was a top,” Ben added. “I guess I thought it was just obvious.” Landon laughed.

  “It was not obvious to me. If anything, I thought you were versatile,” Landon said and Ben shook his head.

  “I tried it twice and neither time was very enjoyable,” he explained and Landon nodded in understanding. He could sense that Ben was getting tense so he decided to change the subject.

  “I love the way your lips look wrapped around my cock,” Landon said as his thumb slid across Ben’s lips. Ben’s tongue flicked at Landon’s thumb.

  “I enjoyed wrapping them around your cock,” Ben replied and Landon leaned over Ben and pressed his lips to Ben’s. He kissed him gently, savoring the feel of Ben’s full, tender lips sliding against his and the soft sweetness of Ben’s mouth. Landon groaned as he rested his forehead on Ben’s.

  “I think I could do that forever and it wouldn’t be enough,” Landon murmured and Ben’s eyes searched his.

  “But you can’t. You don’t have forever,” he reminded and Landon shut his eyes and shook his head as regret stabbed at his chest.

  “I think it might be best if I go,” he said softly and he felt Ben hold his breath. When he released it he shook his head as his arms closed around Landon and pulled him against his chest.

  “It’s not going to make a difference if you leave now or in the morning. I’m going to think about you all night and I won’t be able to stop picturing you riding me if you leave. At least if you’re here, I can fall asleep with you in my arms,” he argued and Landon knew he wasn’t going anywhere.

  “Fine,” he said heavily as he rubbed his cheek against Ben’s chest. “You have to finish telling me about Grandpa Bennet,” he said and Ben chuckled as his arms locked around Landon.

  “He played four different instruments and toured all over Europe with the Army Band,” Ben said and Landon smiled as he felt Ben’s heart beat beneath his cheek.

  Landon decided that no matter how good Ben was at playing the guitar, it couldn’t be more beautiful than the sound of his voice. He kept Ben talking until he couldn’t keep his eyes open and sleep finally carried him away. The first time Landon woke up he was disoriented and confused. He sat up, blinking and searching for something familiar as his heart raced. It wasn’t until a large hand slid around his chest and pulled him into Ben’s arms that Landon relaxed. He pushed his face into the corner of Ben’s neck and let Ben’s scent fill him as he drifted off to sleep.

  The second time Landon woke up was even more confusing but much more enjoyable. One moment, he was naked and spread on an alter, an offering for a powerful sex god. Ben was the sex god. He was naked and his skin shimmered as he circled Landon’s supine body. Ben’s eyes glowed as he stepped between Landon’s legs and when his lips closed around Landon’s cock, Landon could feel his soul leaving his body as Ben sucked. Then, Landon’s eyes fluttered open and he was in Ben’s room. But the slick, hot pressure around his cock became more intense and Landon’s shoulders came off the bed as Ben’s hand tugged at his shaft as his head bounced over Landon’s groin. Ben was still a sex god. Landon only lasted a few minutes before he shattered and came deep in Ben’s throat.

  “Go back to sleep,” Ben whispered as he crawled over Landon. He tried to drop a soothing kiss on Landon’s lips and Landon laughed as he rolled Ben onto his back.

  “I’ll go back to sleep after I’ve finished with you,” Landon said as he slid down Ben’s body.

  Chapter 7

  It was definitely his bed and he was definitely awake. And there was definitely a large, gorgeous, naked man draped over his chest. Ben pulled in his lips to keep from laughing as he tightened his arms around Landon. His mind replayed the events from the night before and his face started to hurt, he was smiling so hard. He’d definitely broken every dating rule. He drank too much. He shared too much. He pretty much blew not giving his address out of the water when he brought Landon back to his apartment. Having sex and letting Landon sleep over were the two biggest violations. No kissing or touching below the waist obviously went out the window.

>   Landon mumbled as he rubbed his cheek on Ben’s chest. The hand wrapped around Ben’s ass tightened and Ben’s eyes flared. Heat rushed to his groin and he groaned. They went at it pretty hard the night before, it was probably too soon to fuck Landon again. His cock started to pulse and he quickly pushed the thought away. Ben lowered his head and kissed Landon’s hair, breathing in the soft green smell of his shampoo.

  “Hey,” he whispered softly. There was a muffled rumble from Landon that Ben decided was adorable. “I’m going to make us some coffee. I’ll be back in a few minutes,” Ben said softly and grinned when Landon patted his shoulder and rolled away.

  The sight of Landon’s naked ass had Ben cursing under his breath as he swung his legs over the side of the bed. He was almost completely, painfully hard as he strolled into the kitchen. His lips twisted as he considered his selection of coffee beans. In the end, he went with a French roast, deciding it was the safest choice. He filled the grinder and cringed as he turned it on. Ben looked over his shoulder and hoped that Landon was a really sound sleeper. He never liked having guys over, he usually waited until they were six or seven dates in before they were invited for dinner. But for some reason, Ben didn’t want Landon to leave. He started looking for ideas to prolong his stay or a casual way to invite him to come back.

  Ben opened his fridge and scanned. He could make a decent omelet or some muffins. Muffins took a little while to bake, which was a bonus. His heart started to race. He’d never made anyone breakfast. That was something he was saving for Mr. Perfect, to prove that he was husband material. Ben remembered the texts he’d sent Michelle. He called Landon Perfect. His eyes flicked to the eggs. Then, Ben’s heart sank and he slouched as he swung the door shut. Landon couldn’t be Mr. Perfect because he was leaving in a few months.