by Tatum Throne
Parker pulled away and whispered, “Face the wall.”
Slowly, TJ turned. Parker folded the cotton rope and snapped the layers tight by pulling on it hard. Parker kissed his way over TJ’s shoulder as he wrapped the middle of the rope around TJ’s hard cock. He crossed the ends beneath the shaft, threading the ends between TJ’s thighs to wrap around his balls. Parker tugged, tightening the rope into a makeshift cock ring.
“Fuck,” TJ moaned.
“It’s about time you stop punishing yourself and let me.”
“Oh, God.”
“I’m going to give you what you need.”
Parker pulled the ends up between the crack of TJ’s ass, rubbing his anus with his thumb as he did. He pinched his ass with his free hand, spreading his cheeks wide as he did. Parker rubbed the edge of his cock against TJ’s hip, causing pre-cum to slide from the tip. He reached around with his left hand to stroke TJ’s prick. Parker tightened his hold on TJ’s throbbing cock, squeezing it tight. He tugged hard, stroking TJ and only stopping to rub over his cockhead with the rough edge of his palm.
Pre-cum wet Parker’s hand, sending tremors of need through his belly. He loved sucking cock and it was taking all his will power not to turn TJ around and lick his fully loaded dick into his mouth. Parker knew he couldn’t take one taste without being sucked in with no return. They were already taking a chance by doing this here. If they got caught, both of their careers would be over in a passionate heartbeat. Parker thumbed TJ’s anus, rubbing it hard and pressing in tight.
TJ sucked in a harsh breath.
The sound of a locker slamming had both of them freezing. Parker flipped on the shower and tossed the towel over the cuffs on the rod. Parker reluctantly eased away from TJ. He worked the key into the cuff and freed TJ. He pulled TJ’s mouth to his and kissed him passionately.
“Tonight,” Parker said. “Or I come looking for you.”
Chapter Eight
TJ was about to get fucked tonight for all the right reasons. He sipped his hot tea at the coffee shop while his hand played with the letter that came from his father. He couldn’t deal with it now, so he shoved it into his coat pocket. TJ grabbed for the newspaper someone left on the table. An exposé on Jason was on page two. TJ read the story four times, trying to glean anything new from the case. He got nothing.
Parker nailed it when he said that he was punishing himself for his inability to solve cold cases faster. The truth was, TJ was tired of punishing himself. He was ready to put things out of his control behind him and let them go. The letter in his pocket crinkled as he moved. What did his father want now? The last time he wrote was five years ago to ask for money. TJ ran his hand through his hair. He wouldn’t ruin his evening by reading the letter tonight. It was time he listened to his doctor and took care of himself. That thought put a smile on his face.
He spent way too much time running from what was good for him. It was about time he made love without regret or fear of what would happen next. It was about time he started living his life.
Of course, TJ wasn’t going to make it easy on Parker. His first act of defiance was to blow off his invitation by not showing up to his place when he wanted him there. TJ wasn’t about to sit at home either, waiting for Parker to walk up to his front door and knock. No, TJ went out to the bookstore and then got a coffee after dinner. All he could think about was being tied up and under Parker’s control in the showers. God, just thinking about it made him so hard he had to adjust under the table.
Part of TJ wanted to test Parker. TJ knew it was all about the chase when it came to the game of love. That made TJ want to see how bad Parker wanted him. The coffee shop was busy with the evening rush. Couples crowded the tables. Students worked on laptops. There was a quiet intimacy about the place that usually put TJ at ease. Usually. Tonight, TJ was so twisted up with frustration that he knew he’d have to go home and take a cold shower.
A hand caressed TJ’s nape, sending shivers down through his hard cock. TJ didn’t have to turn around to know that Parker had found him. Parker’s hair fell over TJ’s shoulder as he leaned down.
“Come with me.”
TJ hesitated. Parker’s hand tightened on his neck, causing TJ’s cock to kick out against his pants. TJ pulled the newspaper over his front as he stood, following Parker out into the cool night. They were not going to do this here. He followed Parker to his Jeep and got into the passenger side.
Parker pulled out into traffic. Anticipation heated TJ’s skin. Everything suddenly felt too hot on his body. He could feel the fight brewing between them and it wasn’t going to be pretty as it played out. TJ wasn’t about to roll over and let Parker take over his life just because life was calling dirty plays in overtime.
“What are your plans for your leave?” Parker asked.
TJ wasn’t about to tell Parker that he had plans to run down some leads on Jason’s dumping ground. He felt as though he owed the families.
“I haven’t decided. I was thinking about visiting a friend in Boston.”
“Oh? For how long?” Parker asked.
“I don’t know. A week. Maybe more.”
Parker glanced at him as they pulled up to a traffic light. His gaze narrowed. The lie was caught.
“I want you staying with me during your vacation.”
Street lights blurred past as Parker hit the highway. TJ thumped his hand on his leg nervously. “I don’t need you to babysit me, Parker. I’m fine.”
Parker cut the wheel hard into his driveway. “Deal with me on this or I make a call to Andrea.”
TJ glared. He was serious. Parker shut off the Jeep in his driveway. “What am I dealing with?”
“Us. It’s about time we took care of what’s between us.”
TJ cut his eyes away. The intimacy between them was so deep that it hurt. TJ didn’t know how to make love without putting his heart in the way. It was one of the reasons why he didn’t have sex unless he was in a relationship. TJ knew nothing would ever be the same if he handed his body over to Parker. He could easily lose himself in this moment and it would follow him for a lifetime.
Parker got out of the Jeep. TJ watched him through the windshield for a moment before following him inside his place. The clank of Parker’s keys hit the island as he walked through the kitchen. TJ stared at the silk strands of Parker’s arrow-straight black hair. He wanted to crush his hands through that hair again. TJ’s cock pounded as he followed.
He stopped in the archway between the kitchen and living room. “We shouldn’t do this. If work found out, things could go bad for us.”
“Is that what you really want?” Parker asked.
After a long pause, TJ shook his head and said, “No.”
“Then don’t worry about the job. Interoffice romance happens all the time. We’ll keep this quiet. I promise you everything will be okay.”
Parker smiled and it hit TJ hard in the heart. How could he possibly explain to Parker that he didn’t have sex without love? He wasn’t one of those men that could fuck without a long established commitment.
Parker pulled his shirt over his head and dropped it to the couch. TJ’s mouth went dry as he looked over Parker’s thick muscles he dreamt about caressing. His gaze dropped to his crotch where he saw the thick bulge of Parker’s cock. TJ couldn’t go any further.
Parker crossed the room and grabbed TJ by the belt buckle, pulling him into the room. Parker worked the black leather belt off of his pants and stepped back. TJ’s heart raced.
“Undress.” The belt snapped together in Parker’s hand.
TJ’s cock jerked at the sound. It was all about power and control. Right now, TJ wanted to hand the control over to Parker regardless of the consequences. He wanted to be dominated. He wanted to be punished. TJ wanted to fall right into Parker’s arms regardless of how painfully sweet the landing would be.
Slowly, TJ undressed, watching Parker’s eyes dilate in the low lighting of the room. He worked off his shoes and jacket first,
unbuttoned his dress shirt with slow flicks of his fingers, and eased off his pants. He stood only in his black boxer briefs with his cock straining to break free.
“Hands on the back of the couch.”
The order was commanded on a husky note. It was then that TJ knew that Parker was feeling as undone as he was. TJ braced his hands on the back of the couch, sinking his fingers into the leather. He felt a yank as his boxers were pulled down. His cock slapped against the top of the leather couch. Parker circled the couch, leaning forward on the front to capture TJ’s cock in his mouth. He sucked hard, taking long, stroking pulls. He sucked his cock in deeper, twisting his mouth around as he did.
Parker released his cock, caressing his balls. He kneeled on the couch, slipping the belt around his waist and up under his ass. Parker took ownership of his mouth, flicking his tongue roughly inside. Their tongues fought and rolled together passionately. Smooth leather rubbed up and down over TJ’s ass as they kissed. Parker took the kiss deeper, pulling him in tight with the belt.
It was all too much. TJ lifted his hand, crushing his hand into Parker’s hair. He threaded the silk strands, twisting them tight. Parker pulled his mouth away.
“Hands on the couch.”
Heat flashed through Parker’s blue eyes. The thought of disobeying Parker’s order sent a thrill of danger rushing through his body. He wanted to explore the dark side of danger with Parker with the lights off. Slowly, TJ lowered his hand back to the couch and waited. Parker moved around the couch, standing behind him. TJ swallowed hard as his eyes closed. He waited with his heart hammering in erotic anticipation for Parker’s next move.
He wanted to be flogged. He wanted to be spanked hard. He wanted Parker’s hands all over him. He wanted it fast and hard with moments of slow and sweet that kept them going long into the night.
As though his thoughts were read, Parker’s big hand reached around to stroke his cock. TJ groaned, flexing his hips up to thrust his cock through Parker’s hand. TJ looked over his shoulder, searching for another sensuous kiss.
“Eyes stay forward.”
TJ obeyed his order by closing his eyes to heighten his hearing. He heard the sound of a zipper and the rustling of clothing. He sensed Parker coming in close. Parker’s body heat seared over his skin. TJ heard the creaking of his leather belt before he felt the strap rub up over his ass and back down. He shuddered as Parker bounced his ass up and down with the belt. TJ bit his lip, enjoying the feel of leather on his skin again. His eyes flashed open when he felt Parker pull away.
Parker’s hand smoothed down his spine, only stopping when he got to the top of his ass. TJ moaned as he felt the pad of Parker’s thumb slide down between his ass cheeks. He relaxed into his touch, pushing his ass out for more. Parker’s free hand smacked and rubbed his ass. A slap hit across TJ’s ass, knocking his prick against the back of the leather couch. TJ cried out as a stinging, sensual pain heated his skin. He wanted more.
“Oh, yeah.”
Another whack sent TJ’s dick bouncing and pre-cum dripping from his hard cock. He wanted to be rutting up inside of Parker. TJ knew Parker would be topping him today. There was no chance Parker would give him that much control over their loving this time. Another spank sent TJ’s cock quaking into the couch. He bit his lip as the orgasm starting in his balls threatened to shatter his body.
Sweat prickled TJ’s heated skin. “I’m close.”
Parker groaned his approval as he slid his cock in between TJ’s ass cheeks. Warm wet heat slipped over TJ’s anus. His cock was lubed up and ready to mount. That thought alone nearly made TJ spray his spunk all over the leather couch. TJ worked hard in overtime to keep his spunk in his cock.
“Do not come.”
TJ’s legs were spread out wide by Parker’s. His left hand was pulled around his back and cuffed and then the right. Parker yanked him away from the couch and led him down the hallway to a staircase at the end. The back staircase winded upward and into a bedroom. TJ was led to the bed. He stood at the edge of the bed.
“Stay.” TJ barked in response. Parker chuckled. “Good doggie.”
TJ pretended to whimper like a dog in heat, shaking his ass temptingly as Parker walked away. The sound of a wood drawer opening and plastic breaking had TJ’s pulse skyrocketing to the moon. He wouldn’t be coming back down to earth anytime soon.
“Want to play ball?” Parker asked.
Parker tossed the ball gag into the air and caught it. TJ groaned as he nodded. Parker came up behind him, locking the ball gag into his mouth and tightening it at the back of his head.
“Kneel.”
TJ kneeled onto the bed and was pushed forward until his head was resting on the covers. Parker reached around, rubbing his cock. With his ass in the air and his hands still cuffed, TJ’s heart hammered. His teeth tightened down on the ball in his mouth as he felt Parker’s hair brush over his back.
He heard Parker moving around the room. Candles were lit, casting a warm shadow into the masculine bedroom. Parker came back to the bed. TJ could see him through his legs. Pre-cum dripped from his cock onto the covers. Parker’s dark skin glistened as he came in close.
Parker’s hair caressed over TJ’s back as hot kisses were placed down his spine. TJ moaned as the tip of Parker’s cock rubbed over his anus. TJ wanted to be mounted and taken hard. Strong hands gripped his hips as Parker’s cock was centered over his anus. Parker pushed inside, taking ownership of TJ’s body in one stroke of his wide cock. TJ’s eyes widened as his lubed ass was taken by Parker.
Then he started to move, thrusting in and out in long, hard strokes that had his body bouncing over the bed. Parker’s fist clenched over TJ’s cock, stroking him tight. TJ groaned as Parker’s hands moved up over his abs, pinching his nipples hard. Parker’s lips skimmed the back of TJ’s neck as he kissed and licked his way over his heated skin.
Parker pulled out, yanking TJ from the bed and pushing him up against the wall. His legs were spread wide and his hips pulled out. Parker’s cock pushed into his ass, thrusting in so hard and fast that it made the tip of TJ’s cock hit the wall. With every bouncing, grunting thrust, Parker sent TJ’s cock to the wall. Parker’s big hands held solidly onto his hips as he used them to anchor their bodies together. TJ’s dick hit the wall with a bang, bang, bang that had his orgasm spiraling up from his balls. Parker’s hand came around to grip his cock. He stroked him hard, pumping TJ’s cock with his fist.
“Come for me.”
TJ cried out as his orgasm twisted up his cock, shooting cum out onto the wall. Parker pumped him dry with five tight pulls of his fist that sent more of his cum dripping from his cock. TJ dropped his forehead to the wall. Parker’s cock throbbed deep inside his ass.
“Ready?” Parker asked.
TJ nodded.
Parker pumped his big cock in and out. TJ’s prick was still rock hard as it continued to hit the wall in seductive pleasure. Parker’s big hands came around, holding him tight as he cried out. Parker’s cock erupted, sending plumes of lust exploding into TJ’s ass. They were both breathing hard as Parker unlocked the cuffs. He removed the ball gag and took TJ’s hand, leading him to the bed. TJ snuggled in close to Parker, loving the feel of their spent bodies together.
He wouldn’t and couldn’t ruin the moment by regretting what they just did. Honesty was what this moment needed.
“I’ve always wanted you,” TJ said.
Parker leaned down, kissing his swollen lips possessively. “I know you have. I’ve wanted you more.”
The truth would’ve knocked TJ over had he been standing. TJ smoothed his hand over Parker’s chest, taking advantage of the moment to explore his lover’s dark skin. Parker had always wanted him but did it mean that they were supposed to be together? Doubt pulled out a chair and sat down with a dirty flop in the middle of TJ’s mind. The fucker actually kicked up his feet and lit a cigarette. He wasn’t leaving anytime soon.
Chapter Nine
TJ pushed aside the sheet covering
him and slipped from beneath the warm covers. Parker’s bedroom was dark. Moonlight slanted across the floor through the break in the curtain. He sat for a few seconds on the side of the bed. He glanced over his shoulder at Parker. He was out cold. Parker’s silky black hair was fanned across the pillowcase. TJ reached out and fingered those silky fibers.
They had both fallen into a hard sleep after they made love. TJ rubbed his hand over the back of his neck. Made love. He shook his head. They’d come at each other like two out-of-control freight trains. It was lust and it was fucking. Why did it have to be so complicated for him? Why couldn’t TJ just fuck and let it go?
“Are you leaving me?” Parker asked.
He was awake. “I should go.”
Parker rolled over, leaning up on his elbow. God, he looked so
sexy and messed up from their loving. TJ could easily fall back into his arms and stay there all day. TJ got out of bed and reached for his boxers. The rest of his clothes were still downstairs in the living room.
“I want you to stay.” There was heat in Parker’s eyes. It was the kind of sex-filled gaze that promised that if TJ stayed they would do more of the same. Maybe TJ would stay, but it wouldn’t make their parting any easier when the sun came up. No, it would only make it harder. It would be better for both of them if he left now.
“We don’t have to make this complicated,” TJ said.
“Maybe I want things complicated between us.” Their eyes locked. Parker was serious. He wanted more. Fear rippled through TJ’s body. He wasn’t good enough for Parker and probably wouldn’t ever be. His dad was in prison. The rest of his family was scattered around the U.S. He didn’t really have a perfect life. Despite Parker insisting that he was good enough, TJ didn’t feel that way inside. TJ smiled, trying to play off how shaken he felt. He leaned down to give Parker a quick, romantic kiss. “I’ll call you tomorrow.”
“How are you getting home?” Parker asked.