Lady Jenny's Christmas Portrait tdd-5

by Grace Burrowes

  “I will report faithfully, you may depend upon it, Charlotte, but doesn’t the boy correspond?”

  If Esther’s sons failed to write regularly, they knew a visit from their mama might well result—and from their papa. Then, too, the duke was an excellent correspondent—like any competent commanding officer—and set his sons a good example in this regard.

  Lady Flint grimaced at her teacup. “Elijah is nothing if not dutiful. He writes to his father at least quarterly, and by some tacit understanding among their men of business, each always knows where the other is, but the letters…”

  Esther put a pair of tea cakes on a plate and set them in front of her guest. She’d received Lady Flint in her private parlor, an airy, gilded space done in blue, gold, and cream. Esther kept sketches of her children on the walls, and considered this, rather than any of the formal parlors, her Presence Chamber.

  Or perhaps her confessional. “When our boys write, their letters are like dispatches, particularly St. Just’s. They report crops and calves and nothing of any importance. The ladies must keep me informed of what matters—is everybody in good health? Is the baby walking yet? What were the child’s first words? When might a visit be forthcoming?”

  “Dispatches—yes. Elijah should hire out as a weather observer. I know the propensity for rainfall in nearly every shire, know when the first frost is likely, and when the lavender blooms. But I do not know…”

  Esther pushed the tea cakes closer to her guest. Percival would have polished both off by now. “You do not know how your child fares.” And now came the delicate part. “Does he enjoy travel, your Elijah?”

  Charlotte picked up the little plate with the tea cakes on it, and regarded the contents as if they might reveal the future. As a young woman, Charlotte had never wanted for beaus, and it was her hands they all wrote sonnets to. French hands, maybe, graceful even in repose, hands Esther had envied at the time but did not envy now.

  “Of all my boys, Elijah was the one least inclined to leave Flint. He loved the place, knew it as only a boy can know his home. He would harangue his father about which field ought to fallow, which ought to be planted in hops, and he was often right.”

  Esther took a nibble of a vanilla tea cake with lemon icing—the chocolate ones being reserved for His Grace. “And yet one hears your son hasn’t been home for quite some time.”

  This was offered as a puzzled observation, and a mild judgment on the foolishness of young men. In no way did Esther intend her words as an accusation, though she knew they would be perceived as such.

  “Elijah is as stubborn as Flint.” Charlotte set the cakes down uneaten. “They had words years ago as only a young man and his father can, and Elijah galloped off in high dudgeon, determined to pursue his art. Flint maintains our son will come home—that Elijah is too dutiful not to—but when, I ask you, will Elijah come home, if in ten years he’s not set foot on the property even once?”

  Esther wanted to hug her guest, for this sorrow was something one mother might share only with another, and yet, Charlotte had her pride too.

  “Shall I lecture your son, Charlotte? I’ve had some practice at it, and not just with my boys. You will sympathize with me, I know, when I say that dear Percival occasionally benefits from his wife’s gentle admonitions.”

  The moment lightened, as Esther had hoped it would.

  Charlotte picked up the plate of cakes and took a dainty nibble of an almond and cherry confection. That a woman who’d borne twelve children had any daintiness left in her was a testament to significant fortitude.

  “Matters are likely to come to the sticking point here directly,” she said when she’d munched her cake. “Elijah is under consideration as a full member of the Royal Academy. He vowed—young men are so dramatic—he vowed he would not set foot on Flint soil again until he’d gained full membership, and he will not be voted in.”

  “Flint would do such a thing to his own son?”

  “Flint would dearly love to see Elijah gain Academician status, but it isn’t meant to be. The nominating committee includes old Fotheringale, and he will never allow it.”

  The worst problems were those created by a confluence of stubbornness and pride. “Mortimer Fotheringale wouldn’t know a decent portrait if it fell off the wall and hit him on his fundament.”

  They shared a look, a look possible only when two ladies had made their bow the same year, and that year was three-and-a-half decades past.

  “His arse,” Charlotte rejoined, starting on the second tea cake. “Back in the day, Mortimer fancied me, and I chose Flint. Flint was a dab hand with the caricatures, and I preferred a fellow who could make me laugh to a man who’d lecture me. Mortimer was always going on about the proper helmet for this or that naked Roman god when portrayed at an obscure moment in some unhappy myth.”

  “If the Roman were naked, and as a young woman you could focus on his helmet, I would worry for you, Charlotte.”

  An impish, Gallic smile flitted over Charlotte’s face, then faded. “Worry for me anyway. Fotheringale is wealthy and respected now, and he will sway many votes. I cannot blame him for wanting a wife of good fortune and good standing—marriage was not a sentimental undertaking thirty-some years ago—but he very much holds it against Flint for turning my head.”

  “Have some more cakes. My husband claims tea cakes can solve many ills, and Percival is considered a wise man.” By most, anyway. Hearing this tale of masculine stubbornness and grudges, Esther wasn’t at all sure Percival had been a wise papa where Jenny was concerned.

  Charlotte accepted two more cakes, one vanilla with orange frosting, the other vanilla with lavender frosting. “We should serve tea cakes in the Lords.”

  “We should lock your son and his father in a room and not let them have any cakes or let them out until they’ve reconciled.”

  Thank God her own boys hadn’t gone haring off in a snit—except Bartholomew had to some extent, and the army had been the best thing for him, up to a point.

  “You must not interfere, Esther. Flint claims Elijah will find his own way home, but their situation is complicated by Elijah’s art and Flint’s lack of recognition in artistic spheres. I’ve promised my husband I won’t intercede, though I’ve often regretted that promise.”

  As well she should. When a man misstepped with his children, who was to set him back on a proper course if not his dear wife?

  “I will not interfere, then. I give you my word on that, but tell me, Charlotte, is it interfering to write to your son and remind him of all the holiday revels he’ll miss yet again? Is it interfering to send him a few holiday tokens? To admit that you respect his decision and can understand why his honor might require that he never lay eyes on you again?”

  Charlotte’s gaze narrowed on her tea cake. “I am in Town much less frequently—I used to at least be able to count on Elijah being home to me from time to time, but his commissions mean he hares all over the realm. Flint crosses paths with him in the clubs…” She fell silent, her mouth flattening. “I still have daughters to launch, but Elijah won’t necessarily understand that.”

  Esther remained silent, having planted what seeds she could. “Christmas approaches,” Esther said, squeezing her friend’s hand. “We can hope your menfolk recall their senses over the holidays.”

  “Esther, you’re not to turn up duchess on me, please. Promise me you will not take the boy to task. He’s really very much like his father, and Flint is a fine man.”

  A world of uxorial understatement lay in Charlotte’s modest appraisal of his lordship. Esther recognized a well-loved woman when she beheld one.

  “I have given my word not to interfere, though you may release me from that promise at any time. Now, shall I ring for more cakes, and what is Flint getting you for Christmas? Percival positively torments himself over this each year, and all for naught, I can assure you.”

  They ordered more cakes, and swilled another pot of gunpowder before His Grace and his lordship ret
urned from luncheon at their club. Percival and Flint each stole a kiss from the other’s spouse under the mistletoe, and Their Graces saw their guests bundled back into a crested town coach.

  When all the seasonal good wishes, waving, and smiling was done, His Grace led his wife by the hand back to the nearest spray of mistletoe and kissed her cheek.

  “Your plan was brilliant, Esther. Ply a man with enough steak, commiseration, and seasonal libation, and all his troubles come galloping forth. Flint is miserable over the state of things with his oldest boy, and more miserable yet because his wife does not reproach him for it.”

  Esther slipped her hand around Percival’s arm and let him escort her to their personal sitting room. She kept the fire going in here all day, because one never knew when one’s husband might want a few minutes of one’s time, say when the fate of nations or a little holiday scheming merited discussion.

  “If her ladyship took Flint to task, his pride would have the fig leaf it needed to seek a rapprochement with their son,” Esther reasoned, “and yet Charlotte gave her word she would not gainsay Flint on this matter. I gave my word too.”

  His Grace seated her on their cuddling couch, flipped out his tails, and settled beside her. “You rarely make promises, Esther. You are a duchess, need I remind you, and your word should be bond enough for anybody. What were you about?”

  She was about being his duchess, and the mother of his children.

  “I gave my word I would not interfere, Percival. Charlotte should know I certainly cannot speak for my husband’s queer starts.”

  A smile lit His Grace’s delphinium-blue eyes. “A stubborn old curmudgeon, is he, your husband? Given to queer starts and wild hares?”

  Esther winked at him. “My husband is the dearest man in the world, and the most devoted papa on earth. Now, shall I have some chocolate and some cakes brought up?” Because a rare steak and a half-cooked potato often passed for sustenance in the men’s clubs—that and copious amounts of spirits.

  “You shall, you darling woman, and if these queer starts have to do with Fotheringale’s nonsense, then you will lament over them in detail, because I confess the entire mess seems impossible to me.”

  The cakes and chocolate arrived, the cakes and the chocolate disappeared, and—telling herself it was all in aid of dear Jenny’s happiness—Esther did indeed lament her husband’s meddling ways at length and in detail.

  * * *

  At least the letter was not from a sibling lamenting Elijah’s protracted absence from Flint Hall, though in some ways, it was worse.

  Harrison,

  For a man seeking full Academician status, you’ve chosen a deuced inconvenient time to absent yourself from Town. Buchannon dreads the admission of Pritchett and Hamlin, but Fotheringale is adamant that their talent exceeds yours. In my opinion, Fotheringale’s position presages the aerial perambulations of pigs. It is nonetheless true you have no juvenile portraits to your name.

  Can one hope you’re rectifying that oversight in the hinterlands of Kent?

  If not, my only hope for seeing you join the Academy would be to reveal Pritchett and Hamlin to be women in disguise. If there’s one thing Old Foggy despises more than your portraits, it’s the idea of women contributing anything of substance to the world of art.

  I’m having the committee to dinner this Saturday, and you must tear yourself away from the charms of country life to join us—hopefully with a juvenile portrait or two in hand.

  West

  The journey to London would take much of the day, but would allow Elijah to meet with his man of business and show the flag before the nominating committee. Fotheringale was stubborn, but not without artistic sensibilities. Some charm, some diplomacy, some…

  Elijah paused in the midst of sorting his brushes as a wretchedly inconvenient thought popped into his head. Fotheringale would want assurances that Elijah could not countenance the admission of women to the Academy, not as associates, not as RAs.

  The old dog, Jock, still sprawled before the studio hearth, let out a slow, hissing fart. A gloriously foul stench wafted up.

  “My sentiments exactly, though what will Lady Jenny care? She’ll be in Paris, where she’ll be fêted and flirted with.”

  Where her gender would not hold back her art, and conversely.

  Resenting the French was never difficult for an Englishman. Sitting on the hearthstones, a half-dozen brushes in his hands and a flatulent dog for company, Elijah resented the French, Mortimer Fotheringale, and… his life.

  “I was an idiot,” he informed the dog. “Everybody is an idiot when they’re young. My father was an idiot too, but he’s not the one begging at the Academy’s door just so he can put in an appearance at the family seat.”

  Which did not explain why, ten years later, Elijah was still an idiot.

  He banked the fire and evicted the dog, lest a foul miasma render the studio uninhabitable by morning. Tomorrow might be Lady Jenny’s last day at Sidling, which was a sufficiently dolorous thought that it drove Elijah through the darkened house and up to his rooms.

  When he beheld Jenny Windham asleep in his bed, he revised his status from idiot to lunatic.

  Ten

  “Genevieve Windham, get out of my bed.”

  In keeping with his new status as lunatic, Elijah had whispered those words, not shouted them. The lady was asleep, probably worn out from chasing Kesmore’s daughters, helping them build a snow fort, and bellowing instructions to them for how to best thwart their father’s and Elijah’s efforts to steal the precious bag of carrots that had been declared the afternoon’s prize.

  The ladies had soundly trounced the gentlemen. Kesmore’s poor aim was in part to blame—at least half the time his snowballs had pelted Elijah instead of the opposing team, and much merriment had ensued as a result.

  Elijah brushed a strand of golden hair from Jenny’s cheek. “I had fun today.”

  He’d also ended up with a sorry case of holiday heartache, that particular brand of homesickness that afflicted him when in company with happy families this time of year.

  Jenny’s eyes fluttered open. “You’re here.” The sleep faded from her gaze as a smile rose in its place.

  “And you, my lady, are leaving.” When had he taken a seat at her hip?

  The smile ebbed, though she made no move to obey him. “I am leaving. Louisa told me Their Graces left Town today and will likely be by to collect me tomorrow.”

  She rolled away from him, which meant Elijah could see she wore nothing—not her frothy nightgown, not a robe, nothing—beneath the covers.

  He shook off a fascination with her bare nape and focused on her words. “Your parents’ arrival means you must help yourself to my bed?”

  Her parents’ arrival meant he would never see her like this again. The artistic grief of that reality was eclipsed only by the sexual frustration of it. She said nothing for a moment, then rolled back to face him. Her hair was in a thick braid, one he could wrap around his wrist several times.

  If he were fool enough to touch her now that she’d awakened.

  “Our paths are not likely to cross again, Elijah. Not unless you travel to Paris, or I come back here to visit family.”

  Elijah turned his back on her and pulled off a boot. “I have had a bellyful of Paris. It stinks, and the French are mean, though in fairness to them, they’re as mean to each other as they are to the rest of the world, and I miss—”

  The French were not mean—practical was not at all the same thing as mean—and Elijah’s mother had been born in France. Elijah was grousing because he missed his brothers and sisters. He missed Flint Hall. He missed his parents, and he hated Christmas more each year as a result.

  “What do you miss, Elijah?”

  He yanked off the second boot and draped his stockings over the tops. In some regard, this casual disrobing was more personal than all the kissing and petting he’d indulged in with Jenny previously.

  “I am missing my wits, i
f what I’m contemplating is any indication.”

  The covers rustled, and the bed bounced beneath him. “I want it to be you, Elijah.”

  He knew exactly what she meant and nearly strangled himself getting his cravat off as a result. “No, you do not. You do not want it to be anybody. Can’t you save yourself for your art?” His favorite waistcoat went sailing across the room to land in a rumpled heap near his easel.

  “Now you are being mean.” She’d trotted out her Aunt Jenny voice, the same tone she might have used to convey disappointment in one of her nephews.

  “I do apologize.” Elijah got two buttons undone before wrenching his shirt over his head and tossing it toward the nearest chair—and missing. “I am not in the habit of finding naked women in my bed, particularly not women who regard a second deflowering as an item to attend to before taking ship.”

  One cannot be deflowered a second time. He knew she was thinking those very words even when he could not see her. He could smell her, smell jasmine and soap and a hint of peppermint tooth powder.

  “You weren’t like this last night.”

  Only his breeches remained on his person as evidence that he possessed a shred of honor or sense.

  “Last night, I set limits, if you’ll recall. I indulged your whims and dealt with, with—” He’d brought himself off. How did one discuss vulgar realities with a near virgin who happened to be naked in one’s bed?

  “You denied yourself.”

  Elijah felt a hand stroke over his shoulders. Jenny’s caress was gentle and platonic, and yet, he felt it directly behind his falls.

  “I expect you deny yourself often, Elijah, and think little of it, but must you deny me?”

  Curses started piling up in his head. How was a man to know what honor required when a naked woman—a lonely, innocent, determined naked woman—turned the thumbscrews of guilt so easily?

  “Do you want more pleasure, Genevieve?” He turned on the bed to face her, hoping he might placate his guilt and her determination with more half measures. “You can bring such pleasure to yourself, you know. There’s no reason a woman—”