Dangerous Passions

by Brenda Harlen

  There was a pause, long enough to make him sweat, before the response. “I’m not going to commend you for over-stepping your bounds, but I recognize the value of the offering and I will decide how to deal with her.”

  “Of course.”

  A.J. smiled at the submissive response and disconnected the call.

  Peart was falling in line, as so many others had already done, recognizing the rightful heir to the throne of power.

  Zane Conroy’s authority had been absolute, his name spoken with reverence; his orders obeyed without question. He’d been unforgiving of mistakes, intolerant of fools and ruthless in dealing with any hint of disloyalty.

  He’d been a truly great leader.

  A.J. would be greater.

  Chapter 3

  Shannon didn’t know how long she’d been underwater when the level of air in her tank forced her to surface. She was grateful when she did so to find that the first rays of light were starting to lighten the sky.

  She had no idea how far she’d come, she could only hope it was far enough. But when she looked toward the island she’d focused on as she’d gone into the water, the hope slipped through her fingers.

  The land mass was closer now, but still so far away. What had been an admittedly foolish and reckless impulse at the time seemed even more so now. She was a strong swimmer, but the ocean had far more breadth and endurance.

  No, she couldn’t think like that. She’d come too far to give up. She would push forward, ignoring the fact that her muscles were already screaming with the pain of exertion. She would embrace the pain, knowing that as long as it hurt, she was still alive, she still had a chance.

  But how much of a chance? How could she ever have expected to succeed in this battle against nature? Maybe she couldn’t. Yet she couldn’t bring herself to give in, either.

  She would persevere—in a minute.

  For now, she just wanted to float. She used the last of the air to reinflate the life vest, then dumped the empty tank. Her limbs felt heavy and weak. She was exhausted, physically and mentally, and shivering uncontrollably. She was tempted to give in to the fatigue and the cold, to close her burning eyes and let herself drift into the blissful oblivion of sleep.

  Logically, she knew she had to keep moving, she was still a long way from the island. How many more strokes would it take to reach the shore? One hundred? Two hundred? More? How was she ever going to find the strength when her arms and legs were already numb?

  The questions shook her already-faltering confidence. Weariness weighed down her limbs; despair filled her heart. She couldn’t believe this was happening. She was supposed to be on vacation—a much-deserved holiday before she accepted the promotion she’d been offered and moved to Paris.

  She’d always wanted to visit France—stroll the Champs Elysées, cruise the River Seine, climb the Eiffel Tower. There was so much to look forward to; so much she might never get a chance to do.

  No, she refused to succumb to negative thoughts. She would swim and swim until she couldn’t lift her arms or kick her legs anymore. She would make it to the island. She would.

  But for now she tipped her head back and let her eyelids drift shut—just for a second.

  More than two hours had passed since Mike had watched Shannon slip over the side of the Femme Fatale and into the ocean. Two hours during which he’d tried to anticipate and match her path through the dark water. Two hours without a single glimpse of her.

  He’d seen her climbing overboard, but he’d been too far away to reach her before she submerged. And he couldn’t signal to catch her attention because doing so would alert Peart’s men to her movements and his presence. So he’d watched, silently, helplessly, as she’d disappeared into the sea.

  She had to be very brave or completely desperate to think she could survive such an escape attempt. He guessed she was a little of both.

  He squinted against the brightness of the rising sun as he scanned the water again. During the night, the ocean had seemed black and treacherous. In the light of day, it was gloriously blue and temptingly inviting. It wasn’t, however, any less deadly. And with every minute that passed, the likelihood of Shannon’s survival decreased and his feeling of failure intensified.

  He refused to give in to it; refused to give up. He refused to fail again.

  But the memories hovered at the back of his mind, haunting him, taunting him. Memories so real he could almost smell the heavy scent of the Righarian jungle, feel the drip of moisture from the sodden leaves down his back, taste the fear that had risen like bile in his throat. And he could see—all too clearly—the picture of his friend as he lay dying: his helmet knocked askew, his blond hair matted with crimson blood, his dark eyes wide as they stared unseeingly at the man who’d let him down.

  They’d been through so much together, seen so much death and destruction. But nothing they’d seen had prepared Mike for the shocking horror of Brent’s usually smiling visage hideously twisted with pain.

  He blinked in an effort to dispel the gruesome image. The picture didn’t disappear, it only changed. The blond hair grew longer, darker, until it was brilliant auburn, the dark eyes softened to the color of green moss, the lips became wider, fuller, yet remained twisted in an expression of unbearable agony.

  No—he refused to believe he was too late.

  He started the engine again, steered slowly through the choppy water.

  Shannon jolted, blinked into the bright sun.

  She was tired and cold and so incredibly thirsty. She licked her parched lips, tasted the sharp tang of the ocean’s salt.

  So thirsty.

  She shivered.

  So cold.

  Her eyelids drifted downward again.

  So tired.

  Then she heard it, the low drone of a motor across the water. Fatigue was chased away by fear, her heart sinking like the empty tank she’d discarded as tears of frustration and despair filled her eyes.

  Dammit.

  She didn’t have the energy to swear aloud, but the oath echoed in her mind. She hadn’t come this far only to let Drew find her, and she sank lower in the water now, hoping the boat would pass by without noticing her.

  But as the vessel drew nearer she realized it was too small to be the Femme Fatale.

  Relief surged through her as she forgot about the island and started praying for a rescue. A tourist charter, a fishing boat—she really didn’t care.

  She waved her arms over her head, hope expanding in her chest as the boat turned toward her. She continued to tread water as the vessel slowed and drew nearer.

  Then she recognized the man at the helm.

  Her jaw dropped, and she choked on a mouthful of seawater.

  It was the man she’d met on the beach.

  The one she’d invited back to her hotel room, almost made love to, and had last seen racing after her at the marina.

  What was he doing out here?

  Mike had never been as happy as he was when he recognized the spot of neon orange bobbing in the water as Shannon’s life vest.

  He slowed the boat so she wouldn’t have to fight the waves churned up by the motor, then cut the engine completely as he came nearer. She was here. She was alive.

  He hurried toward the ladder at the back of the boat to help her board. He was grinning like an idiot, but he couldn’t seem to help himself. He wasn’t too late. He hadn’t failed her.

  The realization, the relief, almost overwhelmed him.

  Until he got closer to her.

  Her deep-green eyes were shadowed and glassy with fatigue, her skin was pale and waxy, and she was shivering. He recognized the visible symptoms of impending hypothermia and knew she’d been in the water too long.

  “I was beginning to wonder if I’d ever find you,” he said, deliberately casual. He didn’t want to alarm her by remarking on her physical condition. He just wanted to get her out of the water.

  Shannon, apparently, wasn’t so eager. She made no move toward the
ladder and her only response to his comment was, “Why were you l-looking for m-me?”

  “It’s a long story,” he admitted. “Why don’t we talk about this on our way back to Miami?”

  “B-because I’m not g-going anywhere with you until I know who you are and what you’re d-doing here.”

  Who he was?

  Mike’s concern escalated. Maybe it wasn’t just hypothermia. Maybe she’d suffered some kind of trauma or head injury and had amnesia.

  “You know who I am,” he reminded her. “Michael Courtland.”

  “I know that’s who you s-said you were,” she admitted.

  Okay, so she didn’t have amnesia, just a sudden case of distrust. He felt ridiculous carrying on this conversation over the side of a boat while she was shivering in the water, but he could understand that she needed some reassurance. He didn’t know what had happened on that yacht to make Shannon jump overboard, but he knew it had to have been significant for her to take such drastic action.

  “I don’t know what Peart told you, but I’m exactly who I said I was.”

  She frowned. “Who’s P-Peart?”

  “Andrew Peart. The guy you left the hotel with.”

  “He said…” she trailed off, as if reluctant to confide anything the other man had told her.

  As anxious as Mike was to finish this conversation, he was more anxious to get her out of the cold water. The bluish tinge of her skin worried him. “Would you please climb onboard so we can continue this conversation on our way back to Miami?”

  “He said he was M-Michael Courtland. And he showed m-me identification.”

  He couldn’t blame her for her doubts. During the time they’d spent together the previous evening, they’d talked about little of a personal nature. He’d certainly never told her about his reasons for being in Florida, his work or his indirect connection to her sister. And keeping that information from her—even if it had been his client’s decision—had been a mistake.

  “That’s how he convinced you to leave the hotel with him,” he guessed.

  “He got m-me to leave by d-drugging m-me.”

  “If he drugged you, then it shouldn’t surprise you to know he lied to you, too.”

  “It d-doesn’t,” she agreed. “B-but I want to know if you lied to m-me, too.”

  He met her gaze evenly, knowing that his assignment would be a lot more difficult—if not impossible—to carry out without her trust. “I didn’t,” he told her. “I might not have been completely honest about some things, but I never lied to you.”

  Still she hesitated.

  He realized she was stubborn enough to freeze to death before she’d admit it was happening. But he refused to continue playing twenty questions while she was shivering. Not to mention that Peart’s men were likely looking for her—for both of them. “Are you going to come aboard now or do I have to come in and get you?”

  Her eyes widened. “You w-wouldn’t—”

  It was the chattering of her teeth more than the challenge of her words that mobilized him. He kicked off his shoes and dove into the water.

  Shannon was sputtering when he surfaced beside her. “Are you crazy?”

  His only response was to band an arm around her waist, then he started towing her back to the boat.

  “I’m not getting on that boat with you.” She struggled to free herself from his hold but was too tired to put much effort into her resistance.

  “You don’t have any other options.”

  As he reached the ladder, he lifted her onto his shoulder in a one-armed fireman’s hold. He was suddenly aware of the softness of her breasts pressed against his back, the firmness of her buttocks beneath his splayed fingers. With every step, his breathing grew more labored—not from exertion but awareness.

  He’d been too busy over the past few months to worry about his own physical needs—an oversight that his body had been protesting since he’d accepted this assignment and first set eyes on Shannon. He concentrated on the final rung, accepting that he would have to endure the protests a while longer.

  Once on the bridge, he dumped her unceremoniously onto a padded leather seat. He knew there were towels belowdeck, but he didn’t want to leave her for a minute. He didn’t trust her not to disappear into the water again while his back was turned. Instead, he grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around her shoulders.

  “You can ask all the questions you want on the way back,” he promised her. “If at any point you don’t like my answers—you’re free to jump overboard again.”

  Shannon drew her knees toward her chest, tucking the ends of the blanket around her bare legs.

  “Th-thanks.” The shiver in her voice didn’t quite conceal the sarcasm.

  She was still so cold, so tired, so thirsty. But at least now she could close her eyes and not worry about drowning. Unfortunately, until all her questions had been answered, she wasn’t going to take her eyes off this man who continued to claim he was Michael Courtland.

  She shivered again, pulled the blanket tighter.

  He held a plastic bottle of water toward her. “Drink.”

  She nearly wept with gratitude as she reached a hand out from beneath the cover to accept the offering.

  “Th-thanks,” she said again, minus the sarcasm this time.

  But her fingers were numb, clumsy, and she couldn’t seem to twist the lid. He placed his hand on top of hers, the warmth of his skin seeping into hers, and easily removed the top.

  She felt her cheeks flush with humiliation. There was nothing she hated more than being helpless, and there was no denying how completely weak and helpless she was now.

  Or maybe, a little voice inside her head taunted, the warmth seeping through her limbs had nothing to do with embarrassment and everything to do with a more primal response to this man. There was nothing personal in the way he touched her, but she couldn’t deny that the strength of his hand, the heat from his skin, brought to mind very personal memories of last night.

  She tipped the bottle to her lips and drank deeply, desperately.

  “Slowly,” he admonished.

  She forced herself to take smaller sips.

  He crouched beside her chair and rubbed his hands briskly over her arms, the friction generating welcome heat. “Are you okay?”

  His eyes reflected the genuine compassion and concern she heard in his voice.

  Genuine?

  She nearly laughed aloud at the thought. As if she would recognize genuine. In the past several hours, she’d been conned by two different men, including this one—and she was determined not to let him con her again.

  “F-fine,” she finally responded to his question.

  To her surprise he smiled. “You’re one hell of a swimmer, Shannon Vaughn.”

  The hint of admiration in his voice was as unexpected as the smile. She didn’t know how to respond to such a comment, or even if she wanted to.

  “I saw you go into the water when you left the Femme Fatale,” he admitted. “Of course, I lost you when you submerged, but I figured you’d have to surface again eventually.”

  “You were l-looking for m-me? The whole t-time?”

  He shrugged, stood up.

  “Why?”

  Instead of answering her question, he said, “Maybe that should wait until we get back to Miami—in case you decide you want to throw me overboard.”

  She shook her head. “You said I c-could ask whatever questions I wanted. I n-need to know what’s going on. Why Drew wants to k-kill me. And how you f-figure into this.”

  Michael slipped his shoes back on before moving toward the bridge to restart the engines and set them on course for Florida.

  “I can’t say for certain why he wants you dead,” he said. “Except that it’s probably retribution for Conroy’s death.”

  “I didn’t even know the m-man,” Shannon protested.

  “But your sister did.”

  She pulled the ends of the blanket more tightly around her. Warmth was slowly se
eping into her limbs, numbness gradually giving way to a dull ache, but she still couldn’t stop shivering. “How d-do you know that?”

  “Because I’m a private investigator hired by Dylan Creighton to watch out for you while you were on vacation.”

  She remained silent.

  “Let me guess, that’s the same story Peart told you?”

  She nodded.

  Michael swore. “He obviously planned this whole thing through carefully, starting with the break-in of your hotel room.”

  “What do you m-mean?”

  “It occurred to me that nothing was taken because he only wanted to scare you, so you’d be more susceptible to his story and more eager for his protection when he appeared at your door.”

  “But why? If he really wants m-me dead, why didn’t he just shoot m-me then? Not that I’m not grateful he didn’t, b-but why?”

  He shrugged. “Zane Conroy was a master manipulator, and it’s possible, if Peart’s goal is to avenge Conroy’s death, he plans to do so as Conroy would have done.”

  She remembered the way Natalie, as the new A.D.A. in Fairweather, had been set up to find a dead body and later to prosecute the murderer, who had also been set up by Conroy, and realized his explanation made sense.

  “Or it could simply be that Peart isn’t high enough in the organization to do the deed himself,” he suggested as another possibility.

  “He m-mentioned someone named A.J.,” she admitted. “Said he would decide how and when I was to be m-made an example of.”

  “Then I’d say you’re lucky you didn’t stick around long enough to meet him.”

  She remained silent, but nodded her agreement.

  “I know you’re scared, but you can trust me, Shannon.”

  She wanted to trust him. She wanted to believe there was someone really on her side, that she wasn’t alone in this. But how could she? How could she know for certain that this man was any better than Drew?

  Okay, he had very likely saved her from drowning, and she had to admit that was a big point in his favor. But her doubts and uncertainties were too numerous to be so easily overcome, and they multiplied further when she realized Michael was turning the boat around again.