His Love VS Her Lust

by Angie Hayes

  The sound of the doorbell brought me back to reality. I noticed I still had the shower head between my legs, when I heard the doorbell ring again. I replaced the showerhead back on the hook and cut off the shower. I grabbed my robe and headed downstairs. I looked through the peephole and saw that it was Hope returning home from her sleepover. I opened my door to wave at the parents and thank them.

  “Hey baby, I missed you! Did you have a nice time?” I asked as I gave Hope a kiss as she came inside.

  “I missed you too mommy! I had a great time! I want Andrea to come over and spend the night here next weekend. Is that ok?”

  “Sure baby, as long as her parents say she can.”

  “Cool!” she said jumping up and down.

  “Oh, by the way, your Godmother and I went to the mall today. She got you some sandals and I got you a few outfits. They’re right there in those bags.” I said pointing to the bags I left by the couch.

  I was in such a rush to get to the shower I didn’t even take the bags upstairs.

  “Thanks mommy!” Hope said as she started pulling her things out of the bags.

  “You’re welcome. Don’t forget to call your Godmother and thank her for the shoes.” I reminded her.

  “I won’t.”

  “Well, I’m going back upstairs to finish my shower. I’ll be back down to start dinner because daddy will be home tonight to have dinner with us.” I said to my daughter as I was heading back upstairs.

  “Ok mommy.”

  Once I got back into my bedroom, I decided to skip going back into the shower and just get dressed so I could start dinner. I don’t know what is going on, but what I do know is that I don’t ever want to see or hear about Michelle’s cousin again.

  CHAPTER 9

  ADAM

  I had just stepped out of the shower and was drying off when my messaging went off on my phone. I picked it up and saw that it was Sasha texting me again.

  I guess you really are a selfish ass mutha’fucka who gets what he wants and then leaves! Well fuck you Adam!

  I just laughed and erased the message like I did the previous ones she sent. This bitch is crazy. How the fuck you come on to a nigga, be open about wanting to fuck, and then once I do you get mad ‘cause I don’t have shit else to say to you? She needed to understand that she served her purpose. This is why I was never in a committed relationship with anyone. I never had a problem getting woman or having them come on to me, but once I fucked them, I never wanted to stick around. That’s just how I am.

  I’ve been this way since I started becoming interested in girls in middle school. My mother use to always say she’d be glad when I finally meet that one that’ll have my nose wide open and I will fall in love. That way I would want to settle down. Here I am 31 and have yet to meet her. After I finished drying off, I slipped on my basketball shorts and t-shirt, and then I headed downstairs to get a snack and watch Sports Center.

  I moved into the house I grew up in with my mother when I returned to the states. She left the house to me when she passed away. It’s been a little hard for me to stay here without her. Right when I sat down and cut the TV on my doorbell rang. I wasn’t expecting anybody so I looked through the peephole and saw that it was my cousin Eddie.

  “What’s up cuz?” I asked as I opened the door, gave him hug, and let him in.

  “Nothing much, I just came through to kick it with you for a minute. I hope you don’t mind.” He said.

  “Of course not, you’re good. I was just watching some ESPN. Do you want something to drink?” I offered as Eddie took a seat on the couch and I headed to kitchen.

  “Yeah, I’ll take a Heineken if you have one.”

  “Yeah I got you.” I got the beer from the fridge and handed it to him as I sat in the recliner.

  “So what’s been up with you cuz? How you been?” Eddie asked as he took a swig of his beer.

  “Nothing much, just maintaining and adjusting to this civilian life without my mom,” I answered.

  “Yeah I hear that. I miss auntie too. She was the best.”

  “Yeah she was. So what you been up to?” I asked changing the subject.

  “Shit, I just been out here working and taking care of my kids, while fucking these hoes in the process.” Eddie said laughing.

  Eddie and I were close growing up. He was always spending time over here with me and moms, while his mom, my aunt worked. We attended the same schools and folks thought we were brothers instead of cousins. If some shit popped off with one of us, both of us got down. We rolled hard with one another up until I joined the army. Eddie was pissed at first.

  He said I didn’t tell him I was thinking of joining straight out of high school, and that I just up and left. I had to let him know that I did what I needed to do in order to help my mom. As time went on, he later understood and accepted it for what it was.

  “You still wild boy.” I said laughing with Eddie.

  “Aye, speaking of hoes, you remember that thick redbone chick from the BBQ, Michelle’s home girl Sasha?” I asked.

  “Yeah, the loud drunk one with the fat ass. What about her?” he inquired.

  “Yeah, well shorty gave me her number at the cookout. I hit her up later on that night and swung by her place. Next thing I know I’m dicking her down good. So after I finished fucking shorty decent, she asked if she was gonna see me again. I straight up told her ass no. Now she won’t stop blowing a nigga’s phone up.” I explained.

  “Yo’ you still wild with these chicks man. I can imagine how you were with those military chicks.” Eddie said laughing.

  “Man, I was no different than I have always been with any female. They give me the pussy, and then I bounce.” I said taking a swig of my own beer.

  “So are you still gonna hit lil mama from time-to-time?” he asked.

  “Nah she’s too needy. The bitch might start stalking my ass if I fuck her again.” I said. “Yo’, but what about Michelle’s other home girl, her best friend Sevyn. What do you know about her?”

  I wanted to see what the word was on Sevyn. Ever since we ran into one another, I couldn’t get baby girl off my mind. Her smile, smell, and touch had me wondering.

  “Oh you talking about Sevyn, yeah she’s cool. She and Michelle hang tight all the time. She’s a teacher at the same school with her. I know she’s married to a dude that owns his own company and is making some serious cash.” He said.

  “How’s her attitude?” I inquired.

  “Her attitude is cool man. She’s down to earth. Why? What’s up?” he asked.

  “Nothing I’m just asking. I ran into her inside the house at the cookout. She seemed like a cool person to get to know, so I was just asking.” I responded.

  “Yeah she cool and but she’s married. Now I’ll fuck with a chick that’s got a baby daddy or boyfriend, but I ain’t fucking with a chick that’s got a husband. Niggas will a kill you dead about their wife.” Eddie warned.

  “Well, that’s why you’re you and I am me brotha.” I said with a smirk and drinking my beer.

  Nothing else was said about Sevyn as we started talking about other shit that was going on with us and catching up. The whole time Eddie was talking, my mind was still on Ms. Sevyn. I knew I had to see her again. I wanted to see where her head was at, and hopefully it’s with me. Fuck that husband shit because she’s got it going on.

  CHAPTER 10

  MICHELLE

  I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs coming from my kitchen. I already knew it was Patrick ass in there cooking. He was the only one that had a spare key to my condo. Lately, we’ve been on bad terms because of him breaking promises and not spending any time with me. This must be his way of trying to make up with me.

  I got up and went to the bathroom to handle my business. I took off my scarf and fixed my hair in a messy ponytail. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I looked over myself in the mirror one more time before I headed into the kitchen. I wanted to make sure I looked good. I always made sur
e to look delicious around Patrick. Knowing he had a wife at home, I’m sure she wasn’t always keeping it sexy for him. I made it my job to do so.

  Besides, I wanted him to see what he’s been missing while he was away bullshitting around. My ass cheeks were hanging from my boy shorts and my titties looked juicy through the camisole night shirt I was wearing.

  “Good morning sexy.” Patrick said as I entered the kitchen.

  He grabbed me around my waist, kissed me on my lips, and then slapped me on my ass.

  “Hey Patrick it’s nice to finally see you.” I said with sarcasm as I sat down at the island.

  I wasn’t going to make this shit easy for him even though he smelled good as hell and looked fine in his t-shirt and basketball shorts.

  “Look I know I’ve been absence lately, but work has been hectic baby. When I get off I’m so tired all I wanna do is sleep. I know if I come here with your fine ass, I won’t get any rest so I just head home.” Patrick tried to explain.

  I wasn’t buying shit he was saying because I already knew the truth, but I just wanted to see if he was gonna tell it to me.

  “Ain’t that much sleep in the world Patrick. It’s been two damn weeks since I’ve seen you!” I said pissed off.

  I was now angrier than before. The fact that he just stood in my face and lied to me had me hot. I badly wanted to tell him that he was lying and how I knew he was. However, since we started kicking it, we made a promise to one another to never bring her up. We felt it would help us feel less guilty about what we’re doing. As time goes on, he’s making it harder and harder for me to hold my tongue.

  “Come on baby please don’t start. I missed you. Eat the breakfast I cooked for you so you can give me my breakfast.” He said with a smirk as he put my plate of food in front of me.

  I instantly got wet when he said that. Patrick had that kind of effect on me. He knew coming over her smelling and looking good, and then cooking me some food would win him some of this good pussy.

  After we finished eating, I took our plates to the sink so I could wash them. As I’m standing at the sink with my back turned, I felt Patrick come up from behind me. He ran his hands under my shirt and grabbed my breast. I let out a soft moan as I felt his strong soft hands caressing my titties. He started planting soft kisses on the back of my neck. I dropped the dishes in the sink and turned around to face him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and started kissing him. I stuck my tongue deep down his throat. Still kissing, Patrick lifted me up on top of the counter and quickly pulled his shorts down. He then moved my boy shorts to the side and plunged his dick straight inside of me.

  “Ahh shit! Damn I missed this pussy.” Patrick said while fucking me.

  “I missed you too baby.” I responded while holding on to him tight and throwing it back.

  Patrick suddenly lifted me up with his dick still inside of me and we took the action to the couch. He laid me down while fully taking my under ware off. He bent both of my legs back up to my shoulders and started eating the fuck out of my pussy.

  “Oh my God, right there.” I said as I had my hand on the back of his head while grinding in his mouth.

  All I heard was slurping sounds from Patrick kissing and working his tongue down there.

  “Let me taste you baby. I want you to cum in my mouth.” He demanded.

  Right when he asked me, I came down his throat. Patrick continued to suck on me until I stopped shaking from my organism. He then put both of my legs over his shoulders and started to fuck me hard. I swear I felt his dick in the pit of my stomach, but the pain felt so good. Patrick wasn’t showing any mercy. He was beating my pussy up like this was gonna be his last time getting it. Minutes later, he came with a full thrust.

  “Damn that shit was good.” Patrick said as got up breathing heavy.

  He went inside the bathroom and came back out with a hot soapy rag. I just laid there trying to catch my breath, while he cleaned me up.

  “Yes it was good, but that doesn’t mean you’re off the hook with your disappearing acts you’ve been pulling lately.” I told him.

  “I know baby and I’m sorry. I promise you I’ll be around more.” Patrick said as he started kissing me again.

  I swear I loved this man. I’ve had plenty of dudes that I fucked with in the past, but Patrick was the best that I ever had. His sex appeal was undeniable. Every time I say I’m done with the bullshit that comes with him, he always seems to come around and hit all the right spots. When he does that, all those thoughts go out the window.

  “So what are your plans today?” Patrick asked me as we put our clothes back on and turned on the TV.

  “I don’t have anything planned. I’ll probably just lie around here and relax all day.” I said.

  “You mind if I join you?” he asked giving me that sexy look he always has.

  “You don’t even have to ask.” I said as I lay across his chest on the couch.

  As we laid there cuddling and watching the movie Jason’s Lyric that had just came on, I felt like nothing else mattered at that moment. Sure, I knew eventually he would have to get up and go home to her, but for now he’s mine.

  CHAPTER 11

  SEVYN

  Hasan kept his promise and came home from work early last night. He had dinner with Hope and me. She really enjoyed having her daddy home early enough so that she could tell him about all the fun she had at the sleepover. I also enjoyed sitting there listening and laughing at this little diva of mine as she told her stories. That night after dinner, Hasan put Hope to bed and we cuddled all night long in each other’s arms while watching old movies until we fell asleep. The next morning Hasan went into the office, and my mother came to get Hope. I decided to head to the gym to get my work out on.

  I never really have time to go work out when school is in, so I plan to make up for lost time since I’m off this summer. Forty-five minutes later, I arrived at the gym. I wanted to take the spin class they offered but it had started 15 minutes ago, so I decided to do some light cardio on the elliptical instead. I put my headphones on, set my time for 30 minutes, and began my work out. After the elliptical, I ran the treadmill for a while. Afterwards, I headed to the weight room.

  Right when I walked in, I saw Adam in their bench pressing. I stopped dead in my tracks to make sure I wasn’t seeing things. The way the sweat was glistening off of his arms and chest as he lifted the weight bar up and down instantly had me hot. Why am I constantly getting like this for a man I don’t even know? I thought to myself.

  “Well hello Ms. Sevyn.” Adam said as he sat up on the bench and noticed me.

  I didn’t even realize he had stopped lifting. I was standing in the middle of the weight room staring at this man like a crazy woman.

  “Oh hey, it’s Adam right?” I asked snapping out of my trance and acting as if I didn’t know who he was.

  “I’m pretty sure you know that’s my name.” He said flashing that sexy smile and those dimples again.

  I told myself the other day that I needed to stay away from this man, and by looking at his physique, I know why.

  “Right,” I said laughing as I walked over to the other weight bar across the room so I could do some squats.

  I put my gloves on and stuck my headphones back in my ear so that I could concentrate and block out Adam being in the same room with me. I put my desired weights on the bar and started squatting. I was on my second set when I felt a presence come up from behind and place their hands on my hips. I instantly tensed up and turned around.

  “Uh excuse me, what are you doing?” I asked Adam.

  We were standing so close to one another that I smelled the flavor of spearmint on his breath.

  “Relax; I’m just helping you position your frame a little better so you can get the full benefit of the squat.” He said.

  I knew at that moment that I should have stopped him. I should have told him that I’ve got this and to take his hands off of me, but I didn’t. My mind was telling me that it
was wrong, but my kitty was telling me it felt so right by the way she was jumping in my tights. I turned back around and got back into my squat position and I allowed him to go down and up with me. We did it three times until I felt his dick pressing against my ass.

  “Thanks, but I’ve got it now.” I said as I stepped aside.

  “You’re welcome. So how often do you come here?” he asked.

  “Well during the school year I don’t really get a chance to come except on weekends. Since school is out for the summer, I’m making up for lost time and trying to come at least 3 to 4 times a week.” I replied.

  I continued with my squats while Adam just stood to the side watching my ass. For some reason I made sure to stick it out even more so he can get a good view.

  “School, are you a student somewhere?” he asked.

  “No, I’m an eighth grade teacher at the same school your cousin teaches at.”

  “Oh ok, that’s what’s up. How do you like it?” he asked.

  “I love teaching. My students are my passion for doing it.” I said while still squatting.

  I started to feel the burn in my legs and thighs.

  “I hear that. There is nothing wrong with doing something with passion. That’s what makes anything worthwhile, passion.” Adam said staring me straight in my face.

  I quickly put the weight bar back on its rack.

  “Well, it was nice running into you again Adam, I’m about to head to the sauna for a little bit then go home. You take care.” I said as I grabbed my gym bag and walked away.

  I already knew what Adam’s ammo was and I wasn’t going there, besides I’d never cheat on my husband. I changed out of my gym clothes, got naked, rinsed off, wrapped a towel around me, and headed inside the sauna. I was the only one in there, which was more relaxing for me. I adjusted the temperature and laid on the bench wrapped in my towel with another small towel draped over my face. I must have dozed off because I didn’t hear when the door opened and someone came in. I felt the presence of another body sitting on the same bench as me. Suddenly I felt a hand going up my leg. I instantly jump up.