The family had left with her I thought I could handle it, but I couldn't.
He convinced me life far away from me would be best for her.
I'm not agreeing so much with that now. I could change my ways to give her a better life.
“Bitch you don't know nothing about raising no child; fucking and sucking dick is your expertise.
I was crying so hard that slob was falling out of my mouth.
“Please just give me a chance please I'll show you!” I cried.
“You’re a whore and whores don't need babies, hell you don't even know who the father is.” He said.
“Get your shit, get packed and let's go there's money to be made.” He said.
There wasn’t any money about to be made off me anytime soon.
I showed my complete entire ass. When he would set up an appointment I would do things like scream rape.
I did anything to not sleep with a man. My nights for the next thirty days ended with an ass kicking from Greg, until he found a way around me fucking up his money.
There were plenty of times after Greg that I asked myself why I didn't leave him sooner.
It's not like he was holding me hostage or something yet I stayed.
He came back to the house after being gone for three days.
My face was just starting to heal from the last time he kicked my ass.
Here we go again I thought to myself. I wasn't about to give in.
I rather die than to continue to sell my body for this man again.
He sat down at the table and stared at me with a devilish grin on his face.
“So you think you won huh? Costing me all this money HA HA HA!” He laughed.
I didn't say a word and I didn't budge from where I was and I never broke eye contact.
Moments later his phone rang he looked at it then looked at me.
“Oh sweetcakes this is for you.” He said.
I shifted in my seat wondering what the hell he was talking about.
“Yeah I’m here come on in.” He said.
In walks this giant he looks to be over seven feet tall with creepy dark looking guy.
Greg stands to shake his hand as the man gave him a wad of cash.
The man sits the case he came in with on the table and opens it.
Greg walks over with a proud smile on his face he leans down and whispers in my ear.
“You won't play for me so you get to play with him and he pays more.” He whispered.
I refused to allow him to see my fear or watch me cry I refused to be broke.
The man locked the door behind Greg and turned his sights to me.
“I'm going to enjoy this.” He said licking his lips.
He was a bad looking man who seemed mysterious; I couldn't put my finger on it.
“Get undressed and lay down, don't try any bull shit cause I’ll take what I want.” He said.
His voice was deep it vibrated my body.
I did as I was told. I wasn't fooling around with this one; guess I didn't want to die as bad as I thought after all.
I got undress and laid down as I was told to do.
“Hmmm a little fat too I see; I should have paid him less.” He said.
Tears filled my eyes I wanted to say I just had a baby you asshole.
Would it have really mattered though, he just told me he wasn't above raping me if he had too.
He walked over and tied my wrist and ankles down to the bed. When he returned back to me he handed me two pink pills.
“You really don't have to do this I’ll do whatever you want.” I said.
“Oh I know you are.” He replied.
After giving me the pills he returned with an already filled vial with dog I’m sure.
“Please don't put that in me.” I begged.
I'm now over nine months clean, and it wasn't easy to do carrying a baby.
He ignored my crying and begging and continued on to do his business.
He sat at the table and just watched me zone out.
I don't know what he gave me but it was some good stuff it made me feel warm all over.
I was trying to speak only jabber came out of my mouth.
Glad he drugged me there was no way I wanted to sleep with anybody my baby was only a few weeks old.
"You know why they call me the punisher." He asked.
"Nah you don't know, but you're about to find out. I hear you been a bad girl." He said
He came over to the bed and started undressing never taking his eyes off me.
It was scaring me and turning me on at the same time.
He lit his cigar and he sat on bed next to me. He ran his hands up and down my legs.
He inserted two of his giant man fingers into my vagina and he moved them around slowly.
It felt so good a wide smile crossed his face.
"Oooh baby likes that doesn’t she?" He teased.
He started to eat me out with his massive tongue.
His tongue was huge and wet, right when I was about to come he’d stop.
"Hmmm so close." He whinned.
He took a long puff of his cigar a few of the fire red embers sparked from it.
I closed my eyes waiting for him to complete my orgasm.
My mouth flew open from the stinging pain in between my legs.
I let out a gut wrenching scream; that didn't make him stop.
He burned me on each thigh.
He started ejaculating to my screams.
"You didn't think this was all about you did you?" He moaned
He got up from the bed then he position himself over my face.
Open your mouth." He ordered.
I couldn't stop crying my legs were on fire.
"You open your mouth or I'll slap them pretty little teeth straight down your throat." He hollered.
I opened my mouth and he jabbed his dick down my throat.
And I do me jabbed it was so huge; he didn't care that I was gagging and throwing up.
He fucked my mouth until he came.
"AHHHH YES WE JUST GETTING STARTED GOT DAMN IT!!!"
He hollered at the top of his lungs.
Chapter 17
Daze
I overslept so I’m hurrying back down to the hospital; I don't want to miss meeting her family.
Traffic from Dayton was horrible they have too much road construction it's not even funny.
I’d done a lot of thinking last night. I went over that file with a fine tooth comb.
I became obsessed with the whole ordeal.
I dug up all the information I could on this Greg nigga; apparently if you like young or under aged girls, he comes to you if the price is right.
This man has made a business out of pimping out young and under aged girls.
He's gotten away with it this entire time.
I made an appointment to meet with him this coming Friday.
It's sickening he had to ask me how old did I want my hen to be.
I guess that was his way of talking in code.
I had to laugh at myself when he asked because I didn't know how to reply to him.
I set there with my mouth open “ummm just hatched” is all I could come up with.
Shit I don't know what the hell I just ordered. I just know I’ll be at the meeting location.
$2000 dollars!! It’s sad this is the world we live in.
I got dressed and headed back out to the hospital. Monet family is supposed to be there today.
I’m hoping they can answer a few questions for me as well.
They were very thankful and apologetic for their daughter's actions.
If it comes up today I will have to admit my own mess too, she didn't try to infect me.
This may sound weird, but if I’m infected I know it’s my own fault, she tried to protect me.
I arrived at the hospital to a packed room, all eyes turned to look in.
“Hello I’m Shawn Daze.” I said introducing myself.
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p; Expressions changed from who the hell are you to welcoming.
Her mother and father introduced themselves then her sisters.
It was nice to see she has so many people that love her.
The doctor had just come in the room to update them, but it didn't sound like anything had changed.
From what they could tell her coma was offset by the high fever she had.
They have done all sorts of scans, but none of them showed any reason she shouldn't be awake.
I walked over and kissed her on her forehead.
“I’m in love with you Linda Monet” I whispered in her ear.
The guard was popping in and out checking on us; it didn't hit me until then.
If and when Linda did wake up she wasn't going home with anyone.
They were taking her straight to jail for her warrants; she had multiple in different states.
Her health was the very last thing she had to worry about.
I decided I will visit as much as possible and support her as best I can.
My phone started to ring I looked at the number to see it was my sister Stasha.
I let each call go to voicemail, but she called back to back.
Finally she stopped calling and sent me text messages that I ignored.
Right now I really don't have much to say to her; I know she was the reason my mother had her claws out.
I would deal with Stasha later. Everyone left to get something to eat.
I stayed behind I didn’t have much of an appetite lately. I pulled a chair over to sit next to Linda.
I held her hand and talked to her I wanted her to know I was here.
Stasha
I been blowing up my brother’s phone I feel so horrible about Thanksgiving.
I love my brother I just want him happy; a big part of me was jealous of him and Monet's relationship.
In no way did I think it was going to turn into him flipping out on our parents.
His car wasn't anywhere to be found. I will sit and wait for him at his apartment, which happens to be one big hot ass mess! I ran dish water to wash his few dishes in the sink.
He had papers scattered all over the kitchen table. I couldn't help but notice the different photos of Monet.
There were six she didn't look the same in any of them.
I started to read the contents of the folder that was next to the photos and the papers lying next to them.
I quickly learned Linda was Monet, but Linda was from Cincinnati, Ohio
Linda is HIV positive! I couldn’t believe my eyes my legs became weak I sank to the floor.
There were knots in my stomach I began to cry I was holding the papers close to my chest.
“Please God not my brother too let him be okay.” I prayed.
I found the strength to pull myself from the floor I tried calling Shawn again, but he wouldn't pick up.
I debated on if I should call our parents or not this was serious.
I hope Shawn wasn't that foolish to block us out and not let us support him.
There was enough information for me to know Ms. Linda was still in the hospital.
I'm going back to Cincinnati to pay that bitch a visit sick and all.
Daze has to be devastated over this, no one has heard from him since the holiday.
I called his phone the entire ride to Cincinnati nobody seemed to be available.
Neither my mother nor father could be reached. I arrived at the hospital around two o’ clock pm.
I still couldn't believe this Linda not Monet has HIV and my brother being in love with this woman.
Surely he has come to his senses by now, after all he knows about her.
Apparently they are allowing anybody access to see the little actress.
When I reached her room there was a guard sitting at the door.
They were having everyone sign in on a clipboard and you had to show ID.
I saw Shawn standing over her rubbing her head as to be concerned for her.
Are you fucking kidding me! He was almost her next fucking victim!
“Ms. are you going in?” The guard asked.
I looked at my foolish brother a while longer.
“No I think I'll wait.” I said.
Daze
“I wish there was a way I could give you pleasant dreams
It’s obvious something is stressing you wherever you are.”
Your eyes move rapidly from side to side.
You cry, moan and groan in your deep sleep; there’s so much about you I can't understand.
Really none of it matters to me I know what I know, and I'm still here Linda I’m not going anywhere.
I have some business to handle later, but I'll be right back by your side.
I talked to her often I wanted her to know I’m here for her.
It seemed as if she was calm when I spoke to her as if she knew I was here.
I had to drive two hours south to meet Greg at a rundown Motel. I was sure to arrive before him.
He arrived thirty minutes after me. I had advantage because I knew who I was looking for.
With all the money he gets for these women you would think he took better care of himself.
His clothes were baggy and dirty that's just what I could see from a distance.
He arrived with a girl who couldn't be any more than fourteen years old.
I had already paid for two rooms one for him and one for me and the girl.
The rooms were next door to each other per his request.
He took her to her room then went to his, where I am to meet him.
I only had to knock one time and he was swinging the door open.
“Money?” He said.
Not even an invite into his room, he was straight the point.
“You have four hours with her no kinky shit you didn't pay for kinky will cost you more.” He said.
I agreed to his terms and went to the room.
The young girl was sitting on the chair looking high out of her mind.
She started crying when she seen me come in.
“Please don't.” She said.
“How old are you?” I asked.
“Fourteen.” She answered.
She wouldn't look me in my eyes, she was so afraid.
“Don’t worry I’m not going to hurt you, it's not you I want.” I said.
“Just chill out watch television and take a nap. You don't have to worry about me hurting you.” I said.
“I just need you to forget you ever seen me.” I said.
Chapter 18
Stasha
It had gotten late all of Linda's visitors were gone; now was the time for me to go see her.
I paced around her room back forth.
My anger was controlling my thoughts.
My brother has always been my best friend until this fraud came along and took him away from me.
He won't even take a call from me, but I find him fussing over her bedside.
Don't he get that she was here to fool him and infect him with her disease.
I knew something wasn't right with her. I tried to warn him.
Why would he not trust me now of all times.
We always protected each other.
Coming up if you were fighting one of us you were fighting us both.
When did that change?
I got distracted by Monet’s groggy voice.
"Daze" she whispered.
I walked over to her bed to look at her.
"No honey it’s not Daze it's me; glad you could join us.” I said.
It took her a few moments to remember who I was.
“Stasha?” She whispered.
“Ding Ding Ding!” You got it I sneered.
She looked stupid and confused, I’m sure she knows I don't approve of her.
I circled around her bed just looking at the woman that stole my brother from me.
“Tell me why you're here Linda why was my brother a target? I questioned,
The look on her face was priceless her eyes became wide; with her eyes popping out.
“Oh yeah baby we all know your little secret and Daze hates you.” I said.
Tears were running down her face.
“Really… tears BITCH you have the nerve to be crying right now; there's a guard at your fucking door cause you’re a murderer!” I said.
“They call you the queen of death! Were you crying when you knowingly affected all those men?” I questioned.
“Nooooo you weren't. See its bitches like you that be killing our nation.” I said.
“It wasn't like that with Daze.” She struggled to speak.
“Ha ha it wasn't like that huh, what was it like?” I asked
I walked over to the door to see what the guard was up to.
He has his phone out playing candy crush.
I walked back to the bed grabbing the extra pillow from the recliner along the way.
“See you thought you were slick, I knew something wasn't right this entire time” I said
“You might have my brother fooled and wrapped around your little finger.” I said.
“We were always protected I promise I care about your brother.” She cried.
I thought her statement over was she telling the truth; she had no respect for life.
“What about all the lives that you ruined? Huh what about those?” I asked.
I knew I was about to do it, I decided it when I went to the door to check on the guard.
I placed the pillow over her face and began smothering her.
She put up more of a struggle then I expected her to; her nails were clawing into my wrist.
I didn't care she was taking her last breath tonight. My eyes were starting to water.
I knew there was no turning back from what I was doing, and I didn't have much urge to.
When she was no longer kicking and clawing at me I knew she was gone.
I threw the pillow back in the chair and paged the nurse, but they were already rushing in her room.
As the room filled with doctors and nurses to save her, I slipped out the door.
My vision was so blurry from crying. Once the coast was clear I ran the rest of the way to my car.
I got the hell out of Cincinnati! I was shaking the steering wheel arguing with myself.
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