“What the hell did I just do?” I asked myself.
I went back to Dazes place hoping he was home and he still wasn't there.
His phone was still going to voicemail. Where the hell was he I needed my brother.
Chapter 19
Daze
Before the four hours were up I went to knock on Greg’s door.
I wanted to have a man to man conversation with him and there was no way I was letting him leave with the girl sleeping next door.
A girl that young, somebody has to be looking for her.
When he opened the door there was a .38 pointed at his face.
“What the fuck man you trying to rob me!” He shouted.
“Back up into the room. I don't want your dirty money, but I will take mimes back.” I said
He backed up into the room and nodded his head over to the bed where my money was.
I kept the gun pointed on him and I gestured for him to sit in the chair.
“Man if this not about money then I don't know what you want from me.” He said.
I sat down on the bed and placed the gun beside me; I wasn't going to hesitate sending him to meet his maker if I had to.
“How can you sleep at night knowing you fucked up these girls’ lives?” I questioned.
“Man I didn’t fuck of up nobody's life if anything I make them better.” He replied.
My face frowned did he really just say that bullshit to me.
“Their homes were ruined by cheating parents or their homes were taken over by drugs.” He said.
Let’s not forget about all run away teens. I'm just the cleanup man I put everything in its place.” He laughed.
He was so smug and arrogant so full of himself. My body temperature was rising.
“So what's your excuse for Monet.” I asked.
“Ummmm I don't know a Monet. I've pimped out a lot of pussy but none named Monet.” He said.
“Linda Davis.” I said.
The expression on his face changed from smug to piss.
“I smirked so you know who I’m talking about huh.” I said.
He shifted in his seat grabbed his dick and looked at me sideways.
“Mean my baby mama.” He gloated.
The statement made me put my hand back on the gun.
“Man that pussy young but old news, that pussy been all over what about her?” He said.
“Hell the last time I seen her she gave birth to our daughter and ran way. He said,
“Hold up wait birth, baby mama you telling me she has kids? I asked.
“Yes well one of them died due to her drug use while she was pregnant; the other was put up for adoption.” He said.
The surprise was written all over my face. This wasn't the kinds of answers I was looking for.
“Is that what this is all about? Man I hear she got that killer pussy now.” He laughed.
POW! POW! POW!
Raged fulfilled my body and I just killed a man.
Two bullets entered his chest and one entered his face right below his.
It all happened so fast I was looking at the devil disguised as a man, his soul was foul.
Splatters of his blood were on my face and clothes.
I watched him fall from the chair to the floor and it clicked I need to get out of there.
My plan was never to kill him I wanted to question him and to rough him up.
The gun was supposed to be a just in case. This is my father's gun how was I to explain this.
I hopped in my car not a person in sight.
It wasn't until I got on the interstate that I remembered I had put both those room in my name!
Everything down to the bullet was going to lead back to me when it was all said and done.
I turned on my phone. I needed my parents. I needed to talk to someone. I really fucked up.
I had so many messages for a full two minutes I could do nothing with the phone; because my alerts were going off.
My parents were calling before I could even call them.
“Oh my God Shawn, where have you been? Is Stasha with you?” My mother said frantically.
“Mom no, slow down what’s going on I haven't seen or talked to her.” I said.
My mother was crying so hard I heard my father telling her to give him the phone.
“Son we can't find your sister and she's done something terrible find her son.” He cried.
“What did she do?” I asked.
“Dad what did she do!” I screamed.
His voice was hard and cracking when he was speaking.
“There was an accident at the hospital Monet.” He paused
“MONET WHAT!” I hollered.
I was getting so sick of him talking in riddles I need to know what was going on.
“She's dead Shawn they're saying Stasha killed her; the police are looking for her.” He said.
“She's not picking up her phone or replying to text messages.
He was talking but I hung up the phone. I couldn’t listen to anymore.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing this couldn't be real.
I called the hospital to ask for Linda's room. I was put on hold for a long while.
“This is officer Matthews.” Said the voice on the other end.
I hung up the phone and called Stasha she picked up the phone on the first ring.
“Oh my God brother I been looking all over for you.” she cried.
“What did you do Stasha.” I asked.
I wasn't able to hide the pain in my voice.
She started crying I couldn't understand a word she was saying.
“Where are you?” I asked.
“I’m at your place Shawn I did it for you!” She cried.
I hung up and headed to my house.
Chapter 20
Daze
I didn't recognize my sister when I saw her. Her eyes were blood shot red.
Her hair was all over the place and her make up made it seem like her eyes were black.
She ran to me and wrapped her arms around me balling her eyes out.
I began to cry with her. Things have spiraled out of control this wasn't us.
“I did it for you. I couldn't let her get away like she did with the others.” She cried.
I plied her grip from around me pushing her back a bit.
“You have no idea what you've done Stasha! We always had safe sex.” I cried.
“I'm the one who violated her. I took the condom off when we were having sex.” I said.
“I put myself at risk not her Stasha me and me alone!” I cried.
She placed her hands over her mouth and fell to the floor.
I kneeled beside her and placed my head on hers praying to God for an answer.
“It's okay sister we have options.” I cried
I slid the gun out of my pocket and placed it to her temple.
Her brain splatter temporarily blinded my eyes.
I placed her down on the floor and turned the gun to myself.
*BEEP BEEP BEEP*
I jumped from my sleep WHAT THE HELL KINDA DREAM WAS THAT!
The end
Acknowledgments
Let me start by thanking the man above.
This book is dedicated to my oldest daughter Brianna Mack
Without her this book wouldn't have been possible.
She came to me with a story line she was thinking about, and told me where she wanted me to go with it.
I consulted her the entire way making sure I was bringing her vision to life.
I know all mothers say this, but I have the best children in the world!
I'm so proud of every single one of them.
My dedication also go to my other children.
Lennisha Foster
Anthony Mack jr.
King Mack
James Mack
Brittany Mack!!!!
This also goes out to my mother Elizabeth Hampton
Thank you Ma
I have to t
hank my Best Friend Carmen Andrews
My sisters Ceaira & Tracy Robinson thank you!!
This this entire crew I love you!!!!
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