“I love your mouth sweetheart, but I want to come inside you in a different way right now.”
He gently pulled me to my feet, “Lie on the bed, face down.”
“Are we playing with toys tonight?”
“No not tonight, I want to try something else.”
I did as he told me and lay down on the bed.
“Do you trust me Ella?”
“You know I do.”
“Good.” He straddled my back and leaned forward to kiss my neck before settling back and slowly massaging my shoulders. I was such a sucker for touches and massages. This was bliss for me right now. He worked the knots out of my shoulders as he gently kissed across my back. When he was happy that my shoulders were relaxed and knot free he snaked his hands down my back rubbing circles as he went.
“I love touching your skin. You feel so soft…like velvet.”
He kissed the base of my spine before moving down to my ass. Then he massaged the cheeks which felt amazing rubbing my clit into the bed and bringing the burn to a delicious tingle. He laughed as I groaned and moved my hips showing how much I loved this part of the massage.
After a while he pushed himself to the end of the bed and gave each of my feet the most incredible foot massage before moving up to my calves and thighs. I was desperate for him to move to the one place he hadn’t touched yet, but he was enjoying keeping me waiting. Building up the tension and suspense. It was driving me wild.
“Have I relaxed you now? Do you need anything else from me?”
“You know where I need you.”
He chuckled and pushed his arm under my hip, then pulled my body up and placed a cushion underneath me. He didn’t seem happy with that, so he pulled me up again and put another one under me lifting me to a ridiculous angle. I was on show with nothing to hide.
“Much better.”
“Please Joe” I begged and he ran a single finger along my clit and through my folds before bringing it right up to my asshole and spreading my wetness there. I groaned, “Stop teasing me.”
He kissed me again at the base of my spine then gave my clit a slow pointed lick. I moaned but he stopped.
“More.” I begged and he repeated the lick.
Then he closed his whole mouth over me sucking and licking and making me tremble. I loved his mouth, the warmth, the wetness, the way he could use his tongue to spear, lap, massage, and bring me to the climax I wanted. He swirled a finger around my pussy before gliding it into me slowly, brushing the tip of his finger against my front wall. Back and forth, in a circular motion he moved his finger, as I gently rolled my hips to help build the pressure further and get to where I wanted to be.
He pulled out of me slowly and spread my wetness around my pussy and up to my asshole before going back down and circling again, pushing two fingers in this time to continue the sweet assault, then three fingers.
“I’m coming” I managed to gasp and my body took over then giving me pulses and spasms that were indescribable. My legs started shaking as I contracted hard around his fingers and on his face the feelings going on and on, wave after wave of mind blowing earth shattering wonderfulness that no other man had ever given me as he continued licking and sucking.
“I love to feel you come” he said.
He pulled his fingers out of me and rubbed the wetness around again and up my ass.
“You’re so wet you probably don’t need lube but I won’t take the chance. I want this to be good for you.”
I didn’t comprehend what he was saying at first. He reached over to the bed side table to pull a drawer open and pulled out a small white tube.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“I want all of you Ella, I told you that.” I suddenly felt petrified. I didn’t want him to hurt me. “You’ve gone tense baby talk to me.”
“I haven’t done…that… before.” I said, “I’m scared it’ll hurt.”
“You said you trusted me. Do you trust me Ella?”
“Yes”
“Let me guide you through this sweetheart. It might hurt a little at first but it’ll be good I promise you. Please. Let me do this. I have to do this. I need to know that you’re 100% mine, all of you.”
I got it, he had had his masculinity knocked by seeing Adam tonight and he wanted to assert his power, his ownership over me. It was his way of claiming me. I was virgin territory there, what better way to claim me. To have one up on Adam. To have me in a way he never had.
I swallowed my fears, I wanted to do this for him. He meant so much to me I wanted to give this to him. I’d have done anything for him at this moment.
“Just relax Ella. If you tense up it will hurt, relax and you’ll see what it’s like. I’ll make it good for you baby.”
I tried to relax like he’d said as he dribbled the warm liquid over me. He kissed my shoulders lightly as he gently rubbed it in and then pushed a finger into me. I gasped. It hurt and it was a finger. Jesus. He lent down to my ear.
“You’re so tense baby just relax.” I took steady breathes in until the feel of his finger began to feel less painful. He sensed my change and slowly moved and stretched me with his finger. “You’re so tight.” Didn’t I know it!
He continued with one finger kissing and nuzzling my neck as he stretched me before pulling his finger out really slowly and then he added another finger and pushed the tips of them into me. I kept up the steady breathing, “Good girl.” He rubbed them around my opening before pushing them in up to his knuckles. “You can do this Ella.” I nodded.
He reached down to my already swollen sensitive clit with his other hand and started to tease me confusing my senses with the whole pleasure pain thing he was inflicting on me.
All the time he was using his fingers to stretch my muscles as his other hand spiked a fresh orgasm to build.
“I can’t hold back much longer.” He said.
I started to feel the familiar burn and I whimpered in time with his strokes. He pulled his fingers out slowly and that’s when I felt him kneel back behind me and rub the round head of his cock over my asshole, coating him in my wetness and the lube. He pushed into me and it felt like a hot iron in me. I screamed and he held still.
“Relax Ella, if you tense up it will hurt.” I only had his tip in me and it hurt like hell but he stayed still, “Let me know when you’re ready ok. Just breathe Ella, relax.” I did as he said and soon the pain subsided a little it didn’t feel bad just strange.
“I’m okay” I managed to breathe out and he pulled out a little before pushing in further still. This time I didn’t scream I managed to shout “stop.” And he did. Again I let the red hot pain slightly ease and then I nodded “Okay.”
“You need to really relax to let me in properly. Let me in Ella.”
Let him in properly, wasn’t that what I was doing already?
“Okay.” I replied. He withdrew a little again then pushed right into me until I could feel his balls on my clit and his front moved over my back.
“Fucking hell!” I screamed out. He was tearing me apart. I felt more full than I’d ever felt in my life. I was sweating and shaking. Why did people want to do this? It didn’t feel great right now.
He was holding himself still but I could tell it was taking every ounce of power he had not to move. His breathing was laboured now and I could feel sweat dropping off his face running down my back. We stayed like this for a few minutes, it probably wasn’t as long as I thought, but it felt like forever then the pain began to change. It felt different and I found myself wanting to experience what it would feel like when he moved.
“Okay I’m okay.”
“You sure.” He gasped.
“Yes”
He started moving in and out of me slowly, cautiously. Obviously afraid of hurting me anymore. “My God Ella this is …. There are no words baby. Its…unreal…so…” He starting mumbling incoherently, his head hung helplessly on my shoulders.
I couldn’t believe that it felt like this.
I could feel every ridge, ripple, vein, every part of him as he moved in my. In this moment I felt closer to him than ever. We were one entity.
“Harder” I commanded as I pushed my ass up and back into him. He totally lost it, rutting in and out crying and moaning. I couldn’t make out anything he was saying I was lost in my own pleasure. He moved a hand back to my clit again and I exploded on an almighty squeal. “Oh God yes, Yes! Joe It’s just so…..”
“I know baby, I know…” He found some reserve of energy and kneeled back still pumping in and out of me as I came. Then he pulled out of me on a gasp, his hot cum dribbling down my ass as he spurted the rest of his release all over my back and on my ass cheeks. When he was completely spent he fell in a heap next to me gasping for breath.
“Was that the money shot?” I smiled at him.
“I can’t even speak right now.” He laughed.
He turned to face me as we both panted, catching our breath. Me lying on my front, him on his back. His eyes bored into mine as he reached out and ran a hand down my cheek.
“I love you Ella.” I felt my heart burst.
“I love you too Joe.” He smiled and rolled over to me, placing a gentle kiss on my nose before whispering, “You are my whole world. Nothing matters to me anymore. Only you.” I kissed him and pulled him for a side cuddle.
“I would love to cuddle you properly champ but I’m kind of a sticky mess over here.” He laughed and pulled himself up off the bed.
“Stay there beautiful, I made the mess I’ll clean it up.” He winked and disappeared into the bathroom before reappearing with a wet cloth and a towel. He wiped me down and kissed my back before pulling me into him to lie down and cuddle.
“You might be sore in the morning, I’ll run us a bath in a bit.”
“Okay but give me a few minutes to recover.”
Chapter Twenty-Two
We lay together for about an hour coming down from the incredible high and then just as I was about to drift off to sleep he nudged me awake.
“Let’s get you in the bath and soothe you before you drift off for good tonight.”
He picked me up in his arms and carried me into his bathroom. Set me down on my feet and walked over to his bath to start the water running. He went to his cabinet and rooted through before choosing some kind of oil and bubble bath to add in.
“This should help ease things up a bit. You will still feel sore but it’ll help.” I didn’t care, we’d crossed a bridge tonight and our relationship had taken on new meaning. It was stronger, unbreakable.
Once the bath was full and steaming he picked me up and stepped into the bath then lowered us both in. It felt so good to lie in the hot bubbles my back to his front, in his arms. He always took such good care of me.
“I meant what I said you know.” I turned to face him a puzzled look on my face, “I love you Ella, so fucking much I can’t control it sometimes. That’s why I get so jealous, so over protective. I don’t want to smother you. You’ll have to let me know if it all gets too much for you.”
“You’re never too much Joe.” I trailed a finger down his cheek and along his stubbled jaw.
“I love you too. I ache for you when I’m not with you. I feel like you’re a part of me now.”
“I am a part of you. I’m the other half of you. You’re the other half of me. That’s how it is.”
“You say the sweetest things.” I kissed him and he smiled as he kissed me back.
“I think my balls just shrivelled up and dropped off I’m turning into a woman with all this soppy shit just lately.”
“I like your soppy shit!” I chided him. “I like you having balls too though.”
He threw his head back and laughed.
We stayed in the water holding each other, adding hot water and letting out the cold. I yawned and was just about to suggest sleep when Joe said, “I want you to move in with me.”
“I’m with you most nights anyway why do I need to move in?”
“Because I want you here every day. I want to go to sleep with you and wake up next to you. I want to make you breakfast every day and feed you after a long day at work. I want to know where you are all the time, and know that wherever you are you’re coming home to me.”
“It feels a bit quick Joe, I don’t know.”
“Well I do. It’s silly you going from your place to mine. It’s a no brainer Elle.”
“I’m not saying no, just….give me a chance to get used to the idea. Is that okay?”
“I suppose it’s better than a no.”
“Like I could ever say no to you champ.”
I was sitting in the almost empty office when I decided to bring up the whole ‘moving in together’ idea to Chris. The only other person with us was Colin and he was engrossed in his work oblivious to the two of us.
“I suppose there’s pros and cons for both.” Chris said. “You need to make a list.”
“Maybe, I’m always with him anyway so it’ll save money, time, petrol, stress….”
“If you have an argument you can’t avoid him. You’ll lose your own space.”
“There is that but if we are going to make this work in the long term then we need to deal with things and I need to stop running away.”
“What about your independence? It’s a bit soon after the whole Adam thing isn’t it.”
“I know and I was concerned about that too, but he is totally different to Adam. Plus he has a housekeeper so I won’t get lumbered with all the washing and household chores.”
“Nice one! You do know that if you give in this easily it’ll set a precedence for the future. Maybe it’s better to keep him guessing. Not bow down to him on everything so easily.”
“I’m not bowing down, I’m not making anything easy. You make me sound like a push over Chris.”
“I know you’re not a push over Hun, but keeping him waiting a bit might help you in the long run. Show him he doesn’t control you.”
“He doesn’t control me. I told him I’d only think about it for now.”
“You’re doing a very good job of arguing against me right now, sounds like you’ve already made your mind up. So why ask my opinion babe?”
“I haven’t made my mind up, not yet. I just don’t want you to think bad things about me that’s all.”
“I’d never think anything bad of you Ella. If I’m honest with you I don’t want you to move in with him, but that’s because I love you being at Robyn’s. I’d miss you too much. I’m a selfish friend.”
I laughed, “You will never get rid of me Chris, whether I’m at Robyn’s, Joe’s or anywhere else. I’ll always need you to keep me in check, and help me curl my hair.”
“Great, I’m your hairdresser now!”
“And my stylist, don’t forget that.”
“A woman should always keep her independence.” Colin piped up. I had no idea he’d been listening.
“Keep your own place. You never know when you’ll need to protect yourself. Put yourself first Ella, always.”
“Thanks Colin, I will.” I frowned at Chris. I hadn’t taken Colin for a feminist but he seemed against the move. I would sleep on it for a bit longer, but I always missed Joe when we were apart and paying for a room I never used anymore seemed crazy. If I still felt the same in a few weeks I decided I would take the plunge.
Chapter Twenty-Three
“I want to take you away for the weekend. I haven’t pampered you enough just lately.” Joe announced one Saturday morning. I had woken up to a warm but empty bed feeling utterly satisfied and exhausted after another pretty amazing night of hot sex.
“Where are you going?” I grumbled as he adjusted his tie in the mirror before walking over to me. He was wearing a dark blue suit with a white shirt and a tie patterned with different shades of blue check. He looked gorgeous in a suit, it was my favourite look on him, but right now I wanted him out of that suit and in the bed with me. I made a grab for his tie and pulled him down on top of me.
“Take that off and get back into bed, I need you.”
“As tempting as that is princess, I have an 8:30 meeting with a supplier, a 10:30 conference call to the U.S and a million and one things to sort out in between.”
“On a Saturday? Isn’t that what you pay the other people to do so you can spend the day in bed with me?”
“I wish. I have to do some things myself. If you let me go now though I can be back for midday. That’ll give you time to pack a few things and I can whisk you away to somewhere no one will find us and spend the next forty-eight hours in bed with you giving you what you need.”
“I like that plan.”
“Me too.” He pushed himself up and off the bed and pecked me on the lips.
“Do you want me to pick you up from Robyn’s?”
“Yeah is that okay?”
“Of course. Take your time getting up. Use whatever you want, have a shower. There’s waffles, croissants loads of other stuff in the kitchen if you’re hungry, or I can make you something now?”
“I can sort myself out champ don’t worry, you get off and then hurry back to me.”
He smiled and went to leave.
“Oh and Joe, no helicopters, planes or yachts ok. Just you, me and the car. I don’t need anything else.”
He winked and nodded before walking out of the bedroom and out of the apartment.
I took a quick shower and grabbed a chocolate croissant before heading down to the lobby and catching a cab back to Robyn’s. I knew Joe would have insisted I used Sam to drive me, but I always felt embarrassed being driven around. Sam had much better things to do than ferry me about.
I walked into our living room ten minutes later to find Chris and Robyn sat on the sofa looking as miserable as hell.
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