Second Chance Draft
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Her body had reacted so easily to my touch. I wasn’t ready for her to come, yet she seemed to do it so easily. I moved her jerking body on top of mine, and my dick found its way into the tunnel. I kept it just as the edge of her folds as her mouth was on top of mine.
“Alexis,” I whispered, I didn’t want to kiss her. I wanted to look into her eyes. Make it known, that I longed for her not just now, but forever.
She moved her head closer to mine slowly as if she wanted to kiss me. Instead, her tongue traced my earlobe, and it fucking turned me on. I couldn’t keep my dick on her folds any longer. It had to go in deeper. The roles were reversed, and I loved it. She was taking control, and I was losing it.
“Slow down, Alexis.” I wanted us to go slowly. I didn’t want to do what I had always done. Just get it in, come and then that was it for the night. Hard and rough. No, this needed to be slow. I needed to make sure that we connected and this moment was about us. I wanted us to be together not just for the weekend, but forever.
She squirmed, and the mood changed. “Do you still think that I am big? The dieting, jogging. I did it all for you. I thought…” she said as she rolled to the side, “That you like skinny girls.”
I laughed as I started to put my dick in her pussy at the side. Alexis has a complex about her body? Thinking that her size was the one thing that I didn’t like about her. She didn’t know me at all. Alexis thought about me back in high school, the pompous idiot that chose what woman he wanted as some part of a trophy. That was not what today was about. It was about the rest of our lives. She was so fucking wet. I couldn’t concentrate on anything but getting inside of her. I wanted Alexis. “I don’t have a preference. I am crazy about you, no matter what size.” I tried to say it with as much sincerity as possible, but right now all I could do was show her how I felt about her body.
I wanted all of her as she smiled leaning into me. I thrust deeper inside of her as I rolled on top of her. She wrapped her legs around me as we got lost inside each other. I didn’t care if she was on birth control. Shit, Alexis having my baby would be welcomed with open arms.
It would be a celebration. I thrust harder inside of her and realized that I was about to come. I tried to hold on, but I couldn’t.
I blurted out, “I’m fucking coming.”
She started to scream louder as I kept her butt firmly in place and pumped her hard. I was tired, so fucking exhausted. I came to the edge. Normally that would be round one, and I would be ready to go again, but this was the first time in a long time that I’d had sex. I couldn’t remember the last time I even had a fucking erection. I didn’t think it was possible.
She started to relax as she whispered, “Twice in one day for my first time.”
I couldn’t believe my ears as my sperm shot inside of her. Did she just say she was a virgin? She wasn’t acting like a virgin, but then as I took her, she was quite timid. I just thought she was inexperienced, not a virgin.
“Alexis you don’t need to be kind,” I realized what she must be doing. Trying to make me feel better. I felt embarrassed that I came so quickly. Normally, I could hold on for a bit longer, but this time I couldn’t resist.
She dismissed my resistance as she replied, “I’m not. And this is only the beginning. I want more. So much more.”
As I kissed her on the forehead, both cheeks, and eventually her lips, I said, “You better believe it. I need a little rest, but I am not letting you go, Alexis White.”
“Good, I wouldn’t want you to.”
I rolled to the side, and I held onto her tightly as I fell asleep and her head rested on my chest. Her leg was wrapped around mine. While we’d made love, I thought I felt my toes curling up as I came. It was something that used to happen before. I tried moving my toes again, yet nothing.
Did it only happen when I was aroused?
Was being with Alexis the whole start of a new era?
If my toes did curl, that could mean this is a phase. I would walk again. The idea of it brought a smile of content. No a smile of fucking happiness. I was with Alexis naked in this hotel room. I could stay like this forever. I just hoped it was enough for her too.
24
Alexis
Well, I guess we can call it a night,” I said, sighing as I raised my arms and stretched out my back. After another evening spent playing Scrabble, I was worn out. It didn’t require a lot of physical energy, but it sure as fuck was mentally draining. We’d been concentrating hard on the game for at least a couple hours, and the game wasn’t over yet.
Fuck. He is getting better at this. He's not as hasty, either, so it takes longer for both of us to make a play…
If we weren’t careful, we might put in too much effort on Scrabble and forget about everything else.
“Would you stay with me?”
“Hmm?”
A smile crossed my lips as I realized what ‘stay with me’ meant. My eyes fluttered open, though I wasn’t sure when I closed them in the first place, and I looked over at Ryder. My arms were still held up, raising my breasts, but he surprised me. He wasn’t even looking at my body; his eyes stared right into mine. Slowly, I put my arms down and tilted my head.
“Is something wrong?”
His brow furrowed slightly as he looked down and away. “Not really?” he said, but it was phrased more like a question. He winced, then sighed, and I started to feel concerned.
“Seriously, Ryder. What is it?”
He shrugged and met my eyes. “Nothing. I just don’t want to sleep alone tonight. But we don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to,” he added quickly.
I almost thought he looked flustered, and I laughed. When he scowled at me, probably thinking I was laughing at him, I put a hand over my mouth to muffle the sounds and waved the other hand at him.
“No, I’m sorry. I’m not laughing at you, I swear. But you know you don’t have to hesitate, right? It wouldn’t be the first time we fucked, and did I complain the last time?”
He slowly shook his head. “Well, no. But we haven’t talked…”
I smirked, then got up from my seat. Ryder’s eyes followed me as I circled the coffee table to stand in front of him. His insecurity was dying down, and he was looking at me with desire, just like last time. My body heated up, remembering just how good it felt.
Of course, I fucking wanted more. I wanted everything with Ryder.
“To tell you the truth,” I admitted, sinking into a crouch in front of him and taking his hands. “If you hadn't asked, I would have tried to get you to invite me. I mean, I dressed up today, just for you, you know?”
An eyebrow shot up as he smirked. “Just for me? You don’t say.”
I giggled. “Who else is here?” I stood up and took a step back, raising my arms and taking a slow spin to show off. “How does it look?”
The outfit was simple, a crop top with a scoop neck that showed a lot of cleavage and cut off just below my breasts, matched with a pair of yoga pants that were tight around my thighs and hips. I’d never actually dress that way if I meant to go outside. I didn’t usually dress up that way unless I planned to be alone, but when I talked to my friends about how to be provocative, they told me the outfit was perfect.
Ryder looked like he thought so, too, now that he was looking at my body, and I could feel the corners of my lips curl up in satisfaction.
“You look good enough to eat,” he said huskily. “Good enough to fuck.”
I gave him a smug smile and turned around, shooting him a look over my shoulder that he didn’t see, because his eyes had dropped to my ass. Now that he knew he was allowed to look, he wasn’t holding back.
“Why don’t we go to your room, then,” I said, voice sultry. “You can take your time. I’ll meet you there.”
I didn’t offer to help him up, knowing it would be the wrong call. Now more than ever, and after the last time we fucked, he was determined to do things on his own. I wasn’t sure what was going on in his head, but I could guess, and I hoped t
o allow him this would give me a chance to get what I wanted for tonight.
“I’ll be right behind you,” he said, and it sounded like a promise.
Before going to his room, I went to mine. The outfit I’d worn for the day might have been good enough to keep his attention on me, but I wanted to take it a notch higher. I’d bought something special, just for him, and I was determined to show it to him. I slid off the yoga pants, the top, and my panties. I pulled on a pair of G-string panties, then the bra with the front clasp, and the short, satin robe that came with it. The bottom of it just barely covered my ass.
I hadn't worn lingerie in a while, and I’d only tried it once before. I wasn’t sure what Ryder liked just yet, but I hoped the set I bought would be enough of a surprise for tonight. Then, depending on how he reacted to it, I’d purchase more for the future.
After a quick check in the mirror for my hair and make-up, I made my way out my room. I figured I must have given Ryder enough time to get there, so I went to his bedroom. I opened the door, and he was already seated in the middle of the bed, his shirt and pants off, with only his briefs left on. My eyes ran over his body as my body heated up some more.
“Hey, there, handsome,” I purred.
Ryder looked up, and his jaw dropped, and he licked his lips.
“Damn, Alexis. When you say you want to surprise me, you go all out, right?”
I smiled, a little shyly, and strutted forward, putting a slight swing in my hips. I knew it parted the edge of the robe and teased him just a little, flashing some skin and the G-string.
“Well, this is you, and you can be hard to please sometimes, Ryder.”
He gave me an incredulous look. “Alexis, you’re sexy as fuck, so I’m already fucking pleased. This is just icing on an amazing cake.”
I couldn’t lie to myself; the praise made me feel good. It also boosted my confidence, and I smirked at him as I set a knee on the edge of the bed. I raised one of my hands to my chest and tugged on one side of the robe until he could see the pink and black, lacy bra underneath.
Ryder swallowed, his Adam’s apple bobbing.
“Is that so?” I teased, leaning forward, and his eyes dropped to my cleavage. “Well, doesn’t that just make my work easier?” I raised an eyebrow.
Ryder didn’t even bother rising to the bait. He just held out his arms as he reached forward. Before he could move too far, though, I put up a hand to stall him. I was surprised when that alone was enough to get him to stop and focus on my face, but I thought it might make shit easier if he was this obedient from the beginning.
“I wanted to try something special tonight.”
He let out his breath in a gust. “Anything, Alexis.”
I crawled up on the bed, making a show of it because he kept his eyes on me the entire time. Then I crawled up his legs and straddled his hips, pushing down on his chest until he fell back against the bed, leaving me hovering over him.
“Just lay back and let me do everything. Can you do that for me?” I breathed out.
I held my breath for his reaction, but I might have put too much thought into this because it didn’t seem to bother him at all.
He smirked, unconcerned, and turned on. “I don’t know. I’m supposed to exercise, and this counts.”
I laughed, relaxing a little. “Yeah, but you need to do those sets every day.”
He arched an eyebrow. “Your point?”
I was speechless for a moment. Did he think we’d start having sex every day? Well, I wouldn’t mind. But I was worried about his condition, either way. No matter what he said, unless the doctor prescribed it, we were not going to be using sex as one of his exercise routines. Besides, I’d been holding myself back from this for some reason, or we definitely would be having sex every night.
As much as he had improved, he wasn’t in perfect form, yet. And besides, I hadn’t forgotten his attitude that first time we did it. He was into it; then he was mad at himself, then he got back into it. I was hoping this would make the whole thing fun for the both of us, from start to finish.
“How about,” I suggested, “we just have fun instead of turning this into one of your routines.” It was my turn to smirk. “Besides, wouldn’t you like to see me ride you? I’ve never tried this before, and I wanted to last time…”
I sat back on his dick and circled my hips. He gasped, his hips thrusting up reflexively.
“Let’s go with your idea,” he said, eyes feverish as he grasped onto my thighs and thrust his hips up gently against mine. “I’ll do anything, just do more of that.”
I moaned as I rubbed against his cock. With only the flimsy panties on, even through his briefs, I could feel his heat, and I couldn’t wait to get his cock in me. He’d said last time that he didn’t mind my weight…and I’d been checking his condition so I was sure he could take what I had to give him. I ground hard against his cock, tossing my head back as I gasped.
“Fuck it, Alexis,” Ryder groaned. “I’m not going to last long if you do that.”
I gave him a breathless smile. “Do you like it?”
He nodded his head vigorously as he moaned again. His hands reached for the tie on the robe, and I didn’t stop him. The two sides of the robe parted, and he could see what I had on underneath. I saw him swallow again as his eyes lingered on my chest and at my hips, right between my thighs.
“Keep this on,” he growled his command, clutching the satin robe in his hand. I nodded, and he let it go.
His hands slid under it to my skin, around my waist, then slowly moving up. He tugged one of the bra cups down to reveal my nipple, and pinched it between his thumb and forefinger, tugging on it. I whimpered, thrusting down hard, and Ryder cursed.
“I need to be in you, now!”
I didn’t have any objections. His hands moved back to my thighs, and I did as they instructed, lifting higher so he could push his briefs down to his thighs, freeing his cock. He gripped himself in his palm and rubbed the head of his cock at my sex through my panties, pressing hard on my clit and making me gasp.
“You’re not the only one a little impatient,” I panted, reaching down to tug aside the panties so I wouldn’t have to get off him to take them off. I grinned down at him as I rubbed my clit. “How about I buy a pair of crotchless panties with the next set, huh?”
Ryder’s response was to groan, his one hand still on my thigh tightening.
“I’m going to go mad if I don’t get in you now, Alexis.”
I hummed to acknowledge his words. Then I reached between us to circle his fingers around his cock, holding him still as I positioned myself over him, and sank down, taking him in. Ryder’s hands moved to hold onto my hips, and I braced my palms on the bed to either side of his head.
“Alexis, move,” Ryder growled.
I moaned and did as he asked, lifting my hips, before slowly sinking back down, then repeating the motion, Ryder’s hands clenching and unclenching on my hips as I moved. I picked up the pace, moving faster and harder with each thrust. Ryder’s eyes roamed over my body as I fucked myself on his cock, moving over my face, my breasts, down to where we were joined.
But I kept my eyes on his face, trying to read him. If he couldn’t take this, we’d just switch positions. But he didn’t seem to have any trouble. If anything, he looked more excited than I felt.
“Move with me,” I said in between pants, and his eyes met mine. “Ryder, fuck me. Please!”
My voice broke on that last word as I slammed down hard against his hips. Ryder took me at my word, and I could feel his thighs shift against my ass as he raised his legs to plant his feet on the bed. His fingers on my hips tightened to the point of pain. He thrust his hips up, as I moved down, both of us out of breath and panting as we picked up a rhythm. I cried out with every well-placed thrust, bouncing hard and fast in his lap as he pounded into me.
My body started to tremble as I was about to come. I let out a short scream, digging my nails into the sheets as he fucked me throu
gh my orgasm. Ryder groaned, his body breaking out in shudders as I felt him fill me. Damn, we’d gone without a condom again. But I didn’t care. If I had Ryder’s baby, then I could stay with him, right?
“That is not as easy as it looked,” I groaned as my body slumped over Ryder’s. I would have slid to the side, worried about crushing him, but he wrapped his arms around me and held me still.
“And exactly where did you see something like that?” he asked, teasing.
I just laughed and tucked my head under his chin. “Porn. What else? I may have been a virgin until recently, but I’ve played with myself a lot.”
Ryder groaned. “Damn, I kinda wish I could see that.”
I sighed, lips curved into a smile as my eyes slid closed, and I gave him the last promise before I fell asleep, “We can try whatever you want, Ryder.”
25
Ryder
Are you sure you want to do this?” Alexis asked, nervously twisting her fingers together. “Maybe you should rest now; you’ve done more than enough for the day…”
But I shook my head, refusing to give in this time. “No, I’ve got this.”
“But you look exhausted!” she complained.
Well, she wasn’t wrong. Hell, I felt exhausted, but I was in great spirits.
We were in my room, and it had been set up for my session with the physiotherapist, who’d only just left not that long ago. Today’s session had been particularly difficult, but I was making amazing progress if she could be believed.
I even had something to show for it. After several months, I could walk, on my own! Usually, it was someone helping me, Alexis, my dad, the doc. But for about a week, we’d been practicing on me walking with and without support. The first time, when I managed to take steps on my own while holding onto something, had felt like a miracle, and today, I’d gone a full five minutes moving on my own, with no support. It tired me out, I was sweating like I’d run a fucking mile, but I was happy with the progress.