Woken Furies tk-3

by Richard K. Morgan

  “What about your parents? See much of them?”

  “No, they’re dead.” His voice caught on the last word. He looked away, mouth suddenly pressed tight.

  I sat and watched him carefully.

  “I’m sorry,” I said finally.

  He cleared his throat. Looked back at me.

  “Nah. Not your fault, is it. You couldn’t know. It’s just it.” He drew breath as if it hurt him. “It only happened a year or so ago. Out of the fucking sky. Some fucking maniac went crazy with a blaster. Killed dozens of people. All old people, in their fifties and older. It was sick. Didn’t make any sense.”

  “Did they get the guy?”

  “No.” Another painfully hitched breath. “No, he’s still out there somewhere. They say he’s still killing, they can’t seem to stop him. If I knew a way to find him, I’d fucking stop him.”

  I thought briefly of an alley I’d noticed between storage sheds at the far end of the harbour complex. I thought about giving him his chance.

  “No money for re-sleeving, then? For your parents, I mean?”

  He gave me a hard look. “You know we don’t do that.”

  “Hey, you said it. I’m not from around here.”

  “Yeah, but.” He hesitated. Glanced around the ‘fab, then back to me. His voice lowered. “Look, I came up with the Revelation. I don’t hold with everything the priests say, especially these days. But it’s a faith, it’s a way of life. Gives you something to hold onto, something to bring up your kids with.”

  “You got sons or daughters?”

  “Two daughters, three sons.” He sighed. “Yeah, I know. All that shit. You know, down past the point we’ve got a bathing beach. Most of the villages have got them, I remember when I was a kid we used to spend the whole summer in the water, all of us together. Parents would come down after work sometimes. Now, since things got serious, they’ve built a wall right into the sea there. If you go for the day, they’ve got officiators watching the whole time, and the women have to go in on the other side of the wall.

  So I can’t even enjoy a swim with my own wife and daughters. It’s fucking stupid, I know. Too extreme. But what are you going to do? We don’t have the money to move to Millsport, and I wouldn’t want my kids running around the streets down there anyway. I saw what it was like when I studied there. It’s a city full of fucking degenerates. No heart left in it, just mindless filth. At least the people around here still believe in something more than gratifying every animal desire whenever they feel like it. You know what, I wouldn’t want to live another life in another body, if that was all I was going to do with it.”

  “Well, lucky you don’t have the money for a re-sleeve then. It’d be a shame to get tempted, wouldn’t it.”

  Shame to see your parents again, I didn’t add.

  “That’s right,” he said, apparently oblivious to the irony. “That’s the point. Once you understand you’ve only got the one life, you try so much harder to do things right. You forget about all that material stuff, all that decadence. You worry about this life, not what you might be able to do in your next body. You focus on what matters. Family. Community. Friendship.”

  “And, of course, Observance.” The mildness in my voice was oddly unfaked. We needed to keep a low profile for the next few hours, but it wasn’t that. I reached curiously inside me and I found I’d lost my grip on the customary contempt I summoned into situations like this. I looked across the table at him, and all I felt was tired. He hadn’t let Sarah and her daughter die for good, he maybe hadn’t even been born when it happened.

  Maybe, given the same situation, he’d take the same bleating-sheep option his parents had, but right now I couldn’t make that matter. I couldn’t hate him enough to take him into that alley, tell him the truth about who I was and give him his chance.

  “That’s right, Observance.” His face lit up. “That’s the key, that’s what underwrites all the rest. See, science has betrayed us here, it’s got out of hand, got so we don’t control it any more. It’s made things too easy. Not ageing naturally, not having to die and account for ourselves before our Maker, that’s blinded us to the real values. We spend our whole lives scraping away trying to find the money for re-sleeving, and we waste the real time we have to live this life right. If people would only—”

  “Hey, Mikulas.” I glanced up. Another man about the same age as my new companion was striding towards us, behind the cheerful yell. “You finished bending that poor guy’s ear or what? We’ve got hull to scrape, man.”

  “Yeah, just coming.”

  “Ignore him,” said the newcomer with a wide grin. “Likes to think he knows everyone, and if your face doesn’t fit the list, he has to damn well find out who you are. Bet he’s done that already, right?”

  I smiled. “Yeah, pretty much.”

  “Knew it. I’m Toyo.” A thick, extended hand. “Welcome to Kuraminato. Maybe see you around town if you’re staying long.”

  “Yeah, thanks. That’d be good.”

  “Meantime, we’ve got to go. Nice talking to you.”

  “Yeah,” agreed Mikulas, getting to his feet. “Nice talking to you. You should think about what I was saying.”

  “Maybe I will.” A final twist of caution made me stop him as he was turning away. “Tell me something. How come you knew I wasn’t off the rayhunter?”

  “Oh, that. Well, you were watching them like you were interested in what they were doing. No one watches their own ship in dock that closely. I was right, huh?”

  “Yeah. Good call.” The tiny increment of relief soaked through me.

  “Maybe you should be a detective after all. New line for work for you. Doing the right thing. Catching bad guys.”

  “Hey, it’s a thought.”

  “Nah, he’d be way too nice to them once he’d caught them. Soft as shit, he is. Can’t even discipline his own wife.”

  General laughter as they left. I joined in. Let it fade slowly out to a smile, and then nothing but the small relief inside.

  I really wouldn’t have to follow him and kill him.

  I gave it half an hour, then wandered out of the ‘fab and onto the wharf.

  There were still figures on the decks and superstructure of the rayhunter.

  I stood and watched for a few minutes, and finally a crewmember came down the forward gangplank towards me. His face wasn’t friendly.

  “Something I can do for you?”

  “Yeah,” I told him. “Sing the hymn of dreams gone down from Alabardos’ sky. I’m Kovacs. The others are at the hotel. Tell your skipper. We’ll move as soon as it’s dark.”

  THIRTY-SIX

  The rayhunter Angelfire Flirt, like most vessels of its type, cut a mean and rakish figure at sea. Part warship, part oversized racing skiff, combining a razor sharp real-keel centre of gravity and ludicrous quantities of grav lift in twin outrigger pods, it was built above all for reckless speed and piracy. Elephant rays and their smaller relatives are swift in the water, but more importantly their flesh tends to spoil if left untreated for any length of time. Freeze the bodies and you can sell the meat well enough, but get it back fast enough to the big fresh-catch auctions in centres of affluence like Millsport, and you can make a real killing. For that you need a fast boat. Shipyards all over Harlan’s World understand this and build accordingly. Tacitly understood in the same yards is the fact that some of the best elephant ray stock lives and breeds in waters set aside for the exclusive use of the First Families. Poaching there is a serious offence, and if you’re going to get away with it your fast boat also needs to present a low, hard-to-spot profile both visually and on radar.

  If you’re going to run from Harlan’s World law enforcement, there are worse ways to do it than aboard a rayhunter.

  On the second day out, secure in the knowledge we were so far from the Millsport Archipelago that no aircraft had the range to overfly us, I went up on deck and stood on the left-hand outrigger gantry, watching the ocean rip past un
derneath me. Spray on the wind, and the sense of events rushing towards me too fast to assimilate. The past and its cargo of dead, falling behind in our wake, taking with them options and solutions it was too late to try.

  Envoys are supposed to be good at this shit.

  Out of nowhere, I saw Virginia Vidaura’s elfin new face. But this time there was no voice in my head, no instilled trainer confidence. I wasn’t getting any more help from that particular ghost, it seemed.

  “Do you mind if I join you?”

  It was called out, over the sound of wind and keel-slashed waves. I looked right, towards the centre deck and saw her bracing herself at the entrance to the gantry, dressed in coveralls and a jacket she’d borrowed from Sierra Tres. The gripped pose made her look ill and unsteady on her feet. The silver grey hair blew back from her face in the wind, but weighted by the heavier strands it stayed low, like a drenched flag. Her eyes were dark hollows in the pale of her face.

  Another fucking ghost.

  “Sure. Why not?”

  She made her way out onto the gantry, showing more strength in motion than she had standing. By the time she reached me, there was an ironic twist to her lips and her voice when she spoke was solid in the rushing slipstream.

  Brasil’s medication had shrunk the wound on her cheek to a fading line.

  “You don’t mind talking to a fragment, then?”

  Once, in a porn construct in Newpest, I’d got wrecked on take with a virtual whore in a—failed—attempt to break the system’s desire fulfillment programming. I was very young then. Once, not so young, in the aftermath of the Adoracion campaign, I’d sat and talked drunken forbidden politics with a military AI. Once, on Earth, I’d got equally drunk with a copy of myself. Which, in the end, was probably what all those conversations had been about.

  “Don’t read anything into it,” I told her. “I’ll talk to pretty much anybody.”

  She hesitated. “I’m remembering a lot of detail.”

  I watched the sea. Said nothing.

  “We fucked, didn’t we?”

  The ocean, pouring past beneath me. “Yeah. A couple of times.”

  “I remember—” Another hovering pause. She looked away from me.

  “You held me. While I was sleeping.”

  “Yes.” I made an impatient gesture. “This is all recent, Nadia. Is that as far back as you can go?”

  “It’s. Difficult.” She shivered. “There are patches, places I can’t reach. It feels like locked doors. Like wings in my head.”

  Yes, that’s the limit system on the personality casing, I felt like saying. It’s there to stop you going into psychosis.

  “Do you remember someone called Plex?” I asked her instead.

  “Plex, yes. From Tekitomura.”

  “What do you remember about him?”

  The look on her face sharpened suddenly, as if it were a mask someone had just pressed themselves up behind.

  “That he was a cheap yakuza plug-in. Fake fucking aristo manners and a soul sold to gangsters.”

  “Very poetic. Actually, the aristo thing is real. His family were court level merchants once upon a time. They went broke while you were having your revolutionary war up there.”

  “Am I supposed to feel bad about that?”

  I shrugged. “Just putting you straight on the facts.”

  “Because a couple of days ago you were telling me I’m not Nadia Makita. Now suddenly you want to blame me for something she did three hundred years ago. You need to sort out what you believe, Kovacs.”

  I looked sideways at her. “You been talking to the others?”

  “They told me your real name, if that’s what you mean. Told me a little about why you’re so angry with the Quellists. About this clown Joshua Kemp you went up against.”

  I turned away to the onrushing seascape again. “I didn’t go up against Kemp. I was sent to help him. To build the glorious fucking revolution on a mudball called Sanction IV.”

  “Yes, they said. ”

  “Yeah, that’s what I was sent to do. Until, like every other fucking revolutionary I ever saw, Joshua Kemp turned into a sick-fuck demagogue as bad as the people he was trying to replace. And let’s get something else straight here, before you hear any more neoQuellist rationalisation. This clown Kemp, as you call him, committed every one of his atrocities including nuclear bombardment in the name of Quellcrist fucking Falconer.”

  “I see. So you also want to blame me for the actions of a psychopath who borrowed my name and a few of my epigrams centuries after I died. Does that seem fair to you?”

  “Hey, you want to be Quell. Get used to it.”

  “You talk as if I had a choice.”

  I sighed. Looked down at my hands on the gantry rail. “You really have been talking to the others, haven’t you. What did they sell you? Revolutionary Necessity? Subordination to the March of History? What? What’s so fucking funny?”

  The smile vanished, twisted away into a grimace. “Nothing. You’ve missed the point, Kovacs. Don’t you see it doesn’t matter if I am really who I think I am? What if I am just a fragment, a bad sketch of Quellcrist Falconer? What real difference does that make? As far down as I can reach, I think I’m Nadia Makita. What else is there for me to do except live her life?”

  “Maybe what you should do is give Sylvie Oshima her body back.”

  “Yes, well right now that’s not possible,” she snapped. “Is it?”

  I stared back at her. “I don’t know. Is it?”

  “You think I’m holding her under down there? Don’t you understand? It doesn’t work like that.” She grabbed a handful of the silvery hair and tugged at it. “I don’t know how to run this shit. Oshima knows the systems far better than I do. She retreated down there when the Harlanites took us, left the body running on autonomic. She’s the one who sent me back up when you came for us.”

  “Yeah? So what’s she doing in the meantime, catching up on her beauty sleep? Tidying her dataware? Come on!”

  “No. She is grieving.”

  That stopped me. “Grieving what?”

  “What do you think? The fact that every member of her team died in Drava.”

  “That’s crabshit. She wasn’t in contact with them when they died. The net was down.”

  “Yeah, that’s right.” The woman in front of me drew a deep breath. Her voice lowered and paced out to explanatory calm. “The net was down, she couldn’t access it. She has told me this. But the receiving system stored every moment of their dying, and if she opens the wrong doors down there, it all comes screaming out. She’s in shock from the exposure to it. She knows that, and as long as it lasts she’s staying where it’s safe.”

  “She told you that?”

  We were eye to eye, a scant half metre of seawind between us. “Yes, she told me that.”

  “I don’t fucking believe you.”

  She kept my gaze for a long moment, then turned away. Shrugged.

  “What you believe is your own business, Kovacs. From what Brasil told me, you’re just looking for easy targets to take your existential rage out on. That’s always easier than a constructive attempt at change isn’t it?”

  “Oh, fuck off! You’re going to hand me that tired old shit? Constructive change? Is that what the Unsettlement was? Constructive? Is that what tearing New Hok apart was supposed to be?”

  “No, it wasn’t.” For the first time, I saw pain in the face before me. Her voice had shifted from matter-of-fact to weary, and hearing it, then, I almost believed in her. Almost. She gripped the gantry rail tightly in both hands and shook her head. “None of it was supposed to be like that. But we had no choice. We had to force a political change, globally. Against massive repression. There was no way they’d give up the position they had without a fight. You think I’m happy it turned out that way?”

  “Then,” I said evenly. “You should have planned it better.”

  “Yeah? Well, you weren’t there.”

  Silence.
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br />   I thought for a moment she’d leave then, seek more politically friendly company, but she didn’t. The retort, the faint edge of contempt in it, fell away behind us and Angelfire Flirt flew on across the wrinkled surface of the sea at almost-aircraft speeds. Carrying, it dawned on me drearily, the legend home to the faithful. The hero into history. In a few years they’d write songs about this vessel, about this voyage south.

  But not about this conversation.

  That at least dredged the edges of a smile to my mouth.

  “Yeah, now you tell me what’s so fucking funny,” the woman at my side said sourly.

  I shook my head. “Just wondering why you prefer talking to me to hanging with your neoQuellist worshippers.”

  “Maybe I like a challenge. Maybe I don’t enjoy choral approval.”

  “Then you’re not going to enjoy the next few days.”

  She didn’t reply. But the second sentence still chimed in my head with something I’d had to read as a kid. It was from the campaign diaries, a scrawled poem at a time when Quellcrist Falconer had found little enough time for poetry, a piece whose tone had been rendered crassly lachrymose by a ham actor’s voice and a school system that wanted to bury the Unsettlement as a regrettable and eminently avoidable mistake. Quell sees the error of her ways, too late to do anything but mourn:

  They come to me with

  >Progress Reports<

  But all I see is change and bodies burnt;

  They come to me with

  >Targets Achieved<

  But all I see is blood and chances lost;

  They come to me with

  Choral flicking approval of every thing I do

  But all I see is cost.

  Much later, running with the Newpest gangs, I got hold of an illicit copy of the original, read into a mike by Quell herself a few days before the final assault on Millsport. In the dead weariness of that voice, I heard every tear the school edition had tried to jerk out of us with its cut-rate emotion, but underlying it all was something deeper and more powerful. There in a hastily-blown bubblefab somewhere in the outer archipelago, surrounded by soldiers who would very likely suffer real death or worse beside her in the next few days, Quellcrist Falconer was not rejecting the cost. She was biting down on it like a broken tooth, grinding it into her flesh so that she wouldn’t forget. So no one else would forget either. So there would be no crabshit ballads or hymns written about the glorious revolution, whatever the outcome.