City Of Sin_A Mafia & MC Romance Collection

by K. J. Dahlen

“Remy!” Skank waved me over. “We’re doing it, man. Come on.”

  Tee must’ve finished the hole. I downed the rest of my beer and stood up. Despite myself, I glanced back at the girl. One of the bar staff was asking her to move to a different table so she could clean that one. We hadn’t given them any advanced notice so the understaffed employees bustled around like crazy to clean the place up.

  “No,” Top rigidly declared. He had Bren over one hulking shoulder. His eyes drilled daggers into the startled girl. “The bitch stays right there.”

  It was a tone that said ‘I hadn’t forgotten about you.’

  Most of the ceremony was done at the bar, so when we put Bren in the ground that was more or less the end of it. Muse said a few words that made us all feel like shit while also lifting our spirits. She coulda been one hell of a politician.

  “Fuck.” I choked down the word and looked away, my face flushed with the swell of hot, angry grief as the first shovel of dirt was thrown on him.

  I’m going to miss you, little brother.

  When it was done, Muse led the dour parade back inside and kicked on some music. She was determined to lift the mood of the place by announcing that the booze was on the house tonight. The resounding cheer threatened to blast out the bar’s windows. Things went even wilder when she had some of the trashy waitresses get onto the bar and dance.

  It took about an hour, but the rest of her employees started to filter in too. Mostly junkies ranging from their late teens to their late forties, the girls all wore maid outfits. They were officially hired on as hotel cleaning staff.

  Muse was a businesswoman at heart and a cunning one at that. That’s why she treated us so damn well. We were good for business. We sold her the drugs that she, in turn, sold to the motel guests, and to her girls, of course. Above all, we had a safe place to crash, and she knew that her property was never going to be fucked with by outsiders.

  It was an incredibly lucrative relationship for the club and for Muse, one that came dangerously close to actual friendship.

  I nestled into a stool at the end of the bar and impatiently waited for a mug of whatever they were pouring. I wasn’t picky as long as it was going to fuck me up. The sooner this day was over the better.

  “You can have mine while you wait.” A tattooed blonde took the stool next to me and slid me her beer. Her blue eyes weren’t dull like some of the other girls, but they had definitely lost their shine. Despite the faint lines on her face, you couldn’t mistake her for being any older than her early twenties. The few recent track marks on her arms told me she hadn’t been house property for long.

  Must be a new girl.

  I glanced at Muse who was laughing and joking with a small group of bikers and maids. Like the master of ceremonies she was, she felt me looking at her and winked back at me. Muse was all about customer satisfaction.

  “Hey, sugar, I’m Debbs. Muse told me to take extra special care of you tonight,” the blonde cooed in my ear.

  I looked her over and took the beer, but wasn’t in a talkative mood. That didn’t faze her, she pressed on anyway. She told me about how much of a dick her boyfriend was and how he wasn’t fucking her enough. That routine must work wonders with the other bikers.

  Usually, I was better at tolerating the small talk bullshit, but there was just too much on my mind right now. “Shut the fuck up,” I grumbled, more exasperated than hostile.

  Blessedly, the blonde complied. “I’m sorry. I thought...” She let the useless words drift as she started to stand up.

  “I didn’t say leave.” I grabbed her inner thigh and planted her back down onto the stool. “Just…don’t say anything.” I was angry and torn up inside. I wanted to be left alone, but I didn’t want to be alone. I hated this grief and guilt and I hated how none of my emotions did what I wanted them to. It felt like nothing I did made any fucking sense and that just made me more anxious and confused.

  I wanted to scream, but I also didn’t want to ever utter another worthless word. What was the point? I hadn’t felt this shitty since Maria died.

  The blonde sat next to me in extremely uneasy silence until Top arrived some time later. He leaned against the bar next to me. I didn’t have to turn around to know he was scouting the girl from the gas station. I’d been stealing glances at her all night in the mirror behind the bar.

  “What are you doing, Rem?” he asked, lowering his eyebrows.

  “Having a good time till you showed up.” I knew where this was going.

  Damn it.

  “I thought you put all that behind you?” Top cocked his head toward the girl I’d brought from the gas station.

  I kept quiet, deliberately not looking at her.

  “Maria’s dead,” Top stated sympathetically. “Let her stay dead, Remy. All you’re doing is torturing yourself.”

  “No idea what you’re talking about,” I lied.

  “No?” Top scoffed. “You develop a type all of a sudden?”

  “She looks nothing like Maria.

  “Brown hair. Slight build. Glasses for fuck’s sake? Coulda fooled me.”

  “Maria was Mexican, you racist prick.” I snapped a glare at him, but quickly diffused. Top had no problem with Maria’s heritage, he was just trying to get a rise out of me. He was already half in the bag and was only bound to get worse. “Gas station girl doesn’t mean a goddamn thing to me.”

  “Well, alright then. Glad we cleared that up.” Top pounded a fist into the bar and waved over another round of beers. Top whistled the gas station girl over, but she hesitated and looked to me. Unfortunately for her, Top picked up on that. “Don’t look at him. You get. The fuck. Over. Here. Now.” Top didn’t tolerate disrespect and I think she could sense that, because she scampered over immediately. When the girl was within arm’s reach, Top grabbed her, pulled her closer. His tone shifted to saccharine, as he asked her sweetly, “What’s your name, Girl?”

  “Star,” she replied quickly, but without timidity. Surprisingly, she wasn’t as cowed as I figured she’d be. Top was intimidating even to other bikers. The girl wasn’t spineless.

  I liked that.

  “You like to dance, Star?” Top shifted his shoulders in what he thought was dancing. When Star didn’t answer, Top’s sternness returned. “I asked you a fucking question.”

  “Sometimes.”

  “Looks like it’s your lucky day, bitch.” Top picked her up with ease and sat her on the bar. She stuttered in a worried breath as he tore the front of her linen shirt open to her navel. Top then gently reached behind her, and with surprising delicacy, unclasped her bra. “And I’d better like what I see, ya hear?” He pulled the bra back to gawk at Star’s perky tits, then elbowed for me to check them out.

  They were nice. She didn’t look anything like Maria, but she was very pretty.

  “You’re off to a good start.” He reached out tickling her tiny, pink nipples.

  Star recoiled backwards in horror, one hand covering her breasts, which drew a hearty laugh from my giant of a brother. She stumbled to her feet on the bar and quickly found everyone in the room watching her.

  Hunched forward, clutching herself defensively dread poured out of Star’s features. She’d either played along or…deal with the consequences.

  The music switched over from the rock we were used to, to something faster with a better beat for dancing. Star was one of three girls on the bar, and was the slowest to start actually moving. I had to give her a little credit. She hadn’t broken down into tears yet. Most regular girls in her situation probably would’ve been catatonic. Star was holding her shit together for the most part.

  Hollers of “Take it off!” and “Fuck yeah, baby!” rang throughout the place as everyone realized Star wasn’t one of Muse’s employees. Star was different in a lot of ways, but most notably, she wasn’t corrupted by the MC lifestyle like everyone else was.

  The other girls loved the attention. Their halter tops and bras flung at cheering men and a few women. As t
he bass lines and beat got louder, Muse’s girls reveled in it, lewdly thrusting their hips all over the place. They shook their tits and grinding on each other with reckless abandon that could only be considered sexy if you were already drunk.

  It was all too sloppy, and overzealous to get me hard.

  Star took a deep breath, coming to terms with some new resolve and slowly started to move. Her eyes glossed over and she fell into a trance, moving shoulders and hips fluidly in opposite directions. Her hands peeled off her chest in a strip tease, then chased her curves, rubbing them down her sides. She lowered herself into a squat, then onto her knees completely. Her dark hair cascaded in a plume over her shoulder, before whipping it over her arching back.

  She crawled up along the bar. Guys pulled their drinks away so as not to impede her in any way. Her tempo started to pick up, raising my pulse rate with it. The girl could move when she wanted to. I wondered if she even knew she had this skill before tonight.

  I couldn’t take my eyes off her. I only noticed I was at half-mast when my dick pushed into the front of my jeans. It was uncomfortable enough for me to reach in and adjust. The way this girl was dancing, my cock was going to be snaked down my thigh soon.

  As soon as I pulled my hand out of my pants, I felt another hand go in. The blonde next to me had taken it as a cue. I felt her fingers wrap around my cock one by one. At first, she kept it still and just squeezed. A good start.

  The blonde stared at me, rubbing her pussy through her jeans, and bit at her lip a little too exaggeratedly. She was trying to steal my attention from Star.

  I barely even noticed her. For me, the show was on the stage.

  Star’s hips pulsed on her way back up into a standing position. Her modest tits heaved forward as her body twisted. She ran her hands over them, pushing them together, or sliding past altogether on her way to and through her hair. Her distant, worlds-away gaze flitted across the room just above everyone’s head. Finally, her eyes crashed into my own hyper focused stare.

  And we were locked together.

  The blonde next to me worked my cock with long, jealous strokes inside my pants. She moved in to kiss me, but I leaned away refusing to take my eyes off Star.

  Star was dancing just for me.

  When the blonde started squeezing me again, I imagined it was Star doing it. My cock flexed and throbbed, at the thought of Star’s hand sliding over the tip of my cock. Her hand working me back and forth.

  The sudden cooler bar air took me by surprise. I looked down to find the blonde had opened my pants and pulled my cock out. She licked her hand and went back to it.

  I got a clap on the back by one of the other guys that walked by. Most of the members liked to sleep alone, so it wasn’t uncommon for them to bend a girl over the pool table for a half hour, then crash out by themselves. Hose and Copper Head were going to town, double teaming a particularly worn out employee on the floor by the booths.

  The other three girls that had been dancing had already hopped off the bar and were working the crowd. For the many faults of our twisted little brotherhood, nobody gave a fuck about who fucked who, or where.

  That left only Star, who was crawling toward me. Her eyelids heavy, head tilted back, pink tongue parting the slick slivers of her beautiful lips.

  The blonde’s breath was hot on the tip of my dick, before she rammed my shaft down her throat with the urgency and tenacity of a junkie desperately trying to impress for their next fix.

  Star kept advancing until she saw the shock of blonde hair rising and falling rapidly in my lap. It was over. The spell was broken. It was like someone pulled the plug on her libido. Star paused dejected.

  That was her play!

  Star had been trying to seduce me. If she kept me busy tonight, she wouldn’t be at the whim of everyone else that wanted to turn her out. I bet she didn’t know she’d just used a prison tactic on me.

  Fuck me, this girl is crafty. I smiled for the first time all day.

  My smug revelation was cut short when Star was ripped off the bar by her hair.

  “Hey!” I shot up off the stool, angrily protesting.

  The blonde gagged at my abruptness, sliding off my cock and falling on her ass to the filthy floor with a resounding comical thump.

  “What? You give a shit about gas station girl after all?” Top shot back, slurring the words and narrowing his eyes. He was solidly plastered. This made him even more short tempered than usual.

  Star’s plan worked, but on the wrong guy. Top was going to ruin her. Not just because he wanted to fuck, but because of who she was. Anyone could see that he blamed her for Bren’s death, even if only vicariously. He was also making good on the promise he made earlier in front of everyone. When he said something in front of the whole club, come hell or high water, Top delivered.

  He wasn’t the kind of man who made idle threats.

  Yeah, she’d be alive after he was done with her, but who would want to fuck her? Considering the mood Top was in, Star would be wishing for a bullet.

  I sat back down and said nothing, letting him drag Star off kicking and screaming.

  It doesn’t matter… I scolded myself. This was just a matter of time. It was better to tear the Band-aid off now and forget about her.

  The blonde dusted herself off, and looked around to see if anyone saw her fall, then went back to work on my dick. Junkies gave the worst fucking blowjobs. She was too fast and applied pressure in all the wrong ways. I felt frustrated and nowhere close to coming. “It’s a cock, not a goddamn lollipop.”

  She looked wounded and slid her mouth off my wet dick in a pitiful display.

  Watching Star get dragged away to the far wall killed my hard-on.

  After a pause, she started in again with her only her hand this time.

  I immediately stopped her and put my shit away. “Forget it. Just get me another beer.”

  Top had torn off the remainder of Star’s shirt. She fought him off the best she could, but that wasn’t saying much. Top was enjoying the challenge.

  I forced myself to look away again. She was dead anyway. Who gives a shit? That’s just the way things went here. I’d known the girl existed for what? A few hours, at most. Hell, I didn’t even know her name until she got up on that bar. Top was my only blood family still alive, and this club was all I had. Was I really going to jeopardize all that because of my nagging conscience?

  Any goodness left in me died with Maria. I didn’t give a fuck about anyone, let alone the bitch whose boyfriend killed my younger brother.

  To hell with her.

  “No! Please!” Star’s scream rang out all the way across the room even over the music.

  It made me reach for my box of smokes. With oddly clumsy fingers, I packed the box and pulled a cigarette out, knowing this would soothe my suddenly racing nerves. Yeah, the nicotine was great, but it was the act of something burning, drawing smoke in and out, that really hooked me. After a few hurried drags I wasn’t better, I was only more on edge. I crumpled the cigarette in my fist burning cherry tip and all. I wasn’t drunk enough and I knew weed or coke wasn’t going to cut it.

  I started to make my way out of the bar. I needed some fresh air. If I couldn’t see what was happening to her, then maybe I’d be able to forget about—

  When Star’s screams sharply cut off—I couldn’t help, but look.

  Top had his hand over her nose and mouth. She writhed and struggled for air as he tore off her panties and forced them into her face. Star gasped for air and kicked wildly, but it was no use. For as drunk as he was, Top had her. She wasn’t going anywhere.

  Are you really going to let this happen? This time, it was Bren’s boyish voice in the back of my heart. It wasn’t a judgmental reprimand. Those I could brush off. It was a plea. That made it so much worse.

  I exhaled hard, pinching my eyes shut and hating myself for being so weak as to actually care. I growled at myself, at Bren, and at the whole damn world.

  Fine. Just this
once.

  Opening my eyes, I scanned the bar. The drunkest motherfucker around was Black Nicky, big Scottish guy with a neatly trimmed chinstrap-beard. He was our Sergeant at Arms. The bastard that kept us all in line. Mostly.

  He’ll do.

  Black Nicky was passed out at the bar. I snatched the beer out of the blonde’s hand as she made her way back to me and I bee lined for the drunken Scott. I took a big sip, put the beer on the bar and shook him awake. “Nicky. Black Nicky, wake the fuck up.”

  “Imup imup. I am awake!” he snorted, quickly falling back asleep.

  “Did you hear what they just said?” I asked.

  Nicky’s eyes opened really wide, then started shutting again.

  I was losing him, so I stood him up and continued, “Fuck you, you mother fucker!” I exclaimed loudly to no one in particular as I threw an arm around the sleeping Scott. Then, quieter, I turned back to Nicky. “They said that you used to fuck sheep back in the old country. You’re not a sheep fucker, are you Nicky?”

  Nicky’s eyes opened wide again, this time staying open. His haze lifted as he flew into a blind rage, looking for someone to hit. “That was one time!” He roared.

  I pointed him toward a few of the guys directly across from us.

  The bewildered bikers regarded him with confusion, then terror as Nicky launched himself at them. Black Nicky was a big mother fucker. He took three of them to the ground.

  Tee jumped in to tear Nicky off, but was being thrown around like he was riding an electric bull. I tossed my beer on Old man Gunny who was face deep in a girl half his age. He turned thinking Tee had done it and laid him out with a brutal punch. Tee didn’t deserve it, but I needed Nicky to tear it up for a while longer.

  I’d buy all Tee’s rounds tomorrow night.

  Gunny jumped in and the bar fight spread like a grease fire. I had to duck a chair thrown by Twatch, who somehow lost her pants in all this. Not the first time she was bare-assed in a bar fight, certainly wouldn’t be the last. Her husband Twitch was a lightweight and passed out an hour ago, as always.

  It was pandemonium. Guys were throwing punches just to hit something. They were still pissed off about what happened to Bren and desperately needed to blow off steam. Sex and drugs wasn’t going to cut it for the Steel Veins, we needed violence too.