Robin Lee Hatcher
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The fig trees are budding, and the grapevines are in blossom.
How delicious they smell!
Yes, spring is here!
Arise, my beloved, my fair one, and come away.
Song of Songs 2:13, NLT
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When Love Blooms
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Hatcher, Robin Lee.
When love blooms / Robin Lee Hatcher.
p. cm.
ISBN 978-0-310-25928-2
1. Governesses--Fiction. 2. Idaho--Fiction. I. Title.
PS3558.A73574W47 2008
813’.54--dc22
2008037347
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Contents
Title Page
Copyright Page
Prologue
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Fourteen
Fifteen
Sixteen
Seventeen
Eighteen
Nineteen
Twenty
Twenty-One
Twenty-Two
Twenty-Three
Twenty-Four
Twenty-Five
Twenty-Six
Twenty-Seven
Twenty-Eight
Twenty-Nine
Thirty
Thirty-One
Thirty-Two
Thirty-Three
Epilogue
Author’s Note
About the Publisher
Share Your Thoughts
Prologue
WASHINGTON, D.C., FEBRUARY 1883
Emily Harris pressed the telegram from her brother-in-law against her chest and felt the rapid beating of her heart beneath her palm. Maggie and little Sheridan. She couldn’t bear it if anything were to happen to her sister and her youngest nephew.
Please, God. Please don’t let them die.
She looked again at the brief message.
MAGGIE AND SHERIDAN SICK. DOCTOR SAYS PNEUMONIA. MAGGIE ASKING FOR YOU. PLEASE COME HOME. TUCKER.
Emily couldn’t imagine not having Maggie to turn to when she needed help or advice. Her sister had raised her, loved her, protected her, been as much a mother as a sister to her.
Please, God. Please don’t let her die.
She must find Professor Abraham at once. Arrangements must be made to return to Idaho as quickly as possible. If Maggie was asking for her, it had to be serious. She hadn’t a moment to waste.
One
BOISE CITY, SEPTEMBER 1883
It was mid-afternoon when Gavin Blake drove the wagon down Boise City’s Main Street. The territorial capital had grown in the years since his last visit. There had to be several good physicians living here these days. One of them would be able to help Drucilla. If he didn’t believe that, he never would have agreed to undertake this trip.
He turned toward his wife. A tall and plain woman, her kind and giving spirit more than made up for whatever outward beauty she lacked. Everyone who knew Dru loved her. Which only made it harder on Gavin, seeing her as she was now — too thin, too frail, exhaustion from a week of travel written in her hazel eyes.
I shouldn’t have let her come.
Not that she’d given him much choice. Dru’s will hadn’t weakened along with her body. It was still hard as flint.
At least the weather had been warm for their trip. He’d made her a comfortable bed in the back of the wagon so she could rest whenever she wanted, and at night they’d lain beneath the blankets, staring at the stars and talking about what Dru wanted for Sabrina and Petula. Sometimes listening to her — hearing the calm acceptance in her voice — made him angry. He wanted to rail against her illness — and against God for letting her get sick in the first place. Hadn’t she suffered enough?
Gavin stopped the wagon in front of the Overland Hotel. After setting the brake, he hopped to the ground.
“Come on.” He held his arms toward her. “Let’s get you into a nice, soft bed.”
“Shouldn’t we go to the newspaper office first?”
“I’ll take care of that later.”
“Gavin, I — ”
“You heard me. Come on.”
Dru acquiesced with a nod. “I suppose you’re right, but we came all this way to — ”
“I know why we came.” His tone was gruff, though he didn’t mean for it to be. He wasn’t angry at her.
It never failed to alarm him when he lifted her down from the wagon and his fingers overlapped around her waist. He remembered when she was pregnant, her body ripe and round like a pumpkin, her face rosy, her eyes shining with happiness. That seemed a lifetime ago. Look at what had happened in the few years since then. First her son was stillborn, then Charlie died, and now this. If only he could take her back East to one of those fine hospitals. If only he were wealthy. If only there was more he could do for her.
“Gavin?” Her cool fingers touched his cheek. “Let’s go inside.”
Without a word, he placed a solicitous arm around her back and guided her into the lobby of the hotel.
Wanted: Governess and teacher for two young girls on mountain ranch. Separate living quarters. Apply Mrs.Blake, Overland Hotel, after 2:00 PM Friday.
Emily set down the newspaper and stared
out the window at the tall poplars, cottonwoods, and willows growing alongside the river. A warm breeze lifted wisps of hair across her forehead and caressed her skin with the last breath of summer. A large blowfly buzzed beneath the porch awning, bumping into the window, then flying away before returning to try again.
Perhaps the insect seemed noisy because the house was so silent. Kevin, Colleen, Tara Maureen, and Colin — Maggie’s four oldest children — were all in school. Sheridan, at four the baby of the family, had gone into town with his mother for some shopping. And Emily was here alone with time weighing heavy on her mind.
She left the dining room and wandered into the parlor. There, her fingers caressed the photographs and knickknacks as she moved about the room. Memories. Lots of memories. Happy ones too. And yet she felt out of place here. She was restless and impatient with her life. Nothing seemed to be going as she wanted.
Not that she was entirely sure what that entailed. What did she want?
For many weeks after her hasty return last winter from Washington, D.C., she had gladly cared for her sister and young nephew, nursing them back to health, praying for their recovery, seeing to their every need. She had mothered the older children, reassuring them that all would be well. And she’d spent many a late evening sitting with Tucker in this very room, offering her brother-in-law what comfort she could.
But the Branigan household had long since returned to normal. Although wanted, she knew, Emily wasn’t needed any longer.
Should she return to Washington? Despite how much she had enjoyed her work, that option no longer felt right. But what awaited her here? Marriage? A family of her own? She didn’t feel ready for those things yet. In fact, she had turned down a proposal from Matthew Foreman only one week before.
No, she wanted to do something before she married. She wanted to make some sort of difference in the world. If only she knew what.
She shook her head and walked back toward the dining room, pausing by the window and staring across the yard toward the river. Bed sheets fluttered in the golden September sunlight. Tucker’s old collie lay in the shade of a poplar, his tail slapping the dried grass in a lazy, steady rhythm.
God, what is it I’m to do? I’ ll die of boredom if you don’t show me something soon.
She sighed as she turned from the window. Her gaze fell upon the folded newspaper, lying on the oak table where she’d left it moments ago.
Look at it, her heart seemed to say.
She took up the paper and read the ad a second time.
Wanted: Governess and teacher for two young girls on mountain ranch. Separate living quarters. Apply Mrs.
Blake, Overland Hotel, after 2:00 PM Friday.
Her pulse quickened. This could be it. This was something she could do. She’d lived on a ranch since she was six, so that prospect didn’t daunt her. Cattle and horses and cowhands were a part of her history.
She certainly knew how to teach. She’d received a wonderful education and had countless things she could share with two young girls. And after living all these years with Maggie’s brood, she knew a thing or two about acting like a governess to children, even if she’d never been employed as one.
Yes, this was something she could do. She was sure of it.
Did she dare apply for the job?
Drucilla Blake awakened slowly from her nap. On days like this, when she felt no pain, it was hard to believe she was dying. Tired, yes. Dying, no.
She pushed herself up on the pillows, then swept her hair back from her face as she looked at the watch pinned to the bodice of her dress, 1:15. She would have to get up if she was to meet people at two o’clock.
A cold feeling engulfed her chest, and she closed her eyes, her fingers still clutching the watch. What if no one came? Or what if they came and no one was right? It was important to find the right woman. Not just for Sabrina and Petula, but for Gavin too.
It wasn’t right what she’d done to him. When that old sawbones told her she was dying, she should have left the ranch. She should have taken the children and gone. But to where? She had no other family, no way to support herself. What would have happened to Sabrina and Petula if she’d left the basin and taken them to a strange place? No, she’d had to stay. The Idaho mountains were where she would end her days, where she would be buried beside Charlie and her stillborn son.
She filled her lungs with a deep breath, then straightened and lowered her legs over the side of the bed. There was no time to feel sorry for herself. She had come to terms with her illness months ago. Gavin would love and care for the children. He was that sort of man. She had only this one last detail to attend to, and then she would be able to die in peace.
She rose from the bed and walked toward the bureau, glancing into the mirror as she picked up the hairbrush. That was a mistake. Her reflection depressed her. She looked far older than her thirty-five years. Her illness had taken its toll, turning her brown hair gray and leaving her eyes dull and lifeless.
Lowering her gaze, she tidied her hair and smoothed her dress with the flat of her hands, then left the bedroom.
In the small sitting room, Gavin stood at the window, gazing down at the busy street below. Dru paused a moment to look at him. His black hair was shaggy around his shirt collar, badly in need of trimming. She should have seen to that before they left the basin.
He must have heard something, for he turned to face her. “Did you sleep?”
She nodded.
“Are you hungry?”
“No. I don’t think I could eat anything.”
“You barely touched your breakfast.” It was a tender admonishment.
She shook her head and turned toward the nearby sofa. She hated to see that look in his eyes. It made her feel guilty for all she had put him through, all she had yet to put him through.
“I wonder what the girls are doing this afternoon,” Gavin said.
She understood the motive behind his words. He wanted to cheer her with thoughts of the children. She loved him for it.
“Probably out riding with Stubs,” he continued. “The boys ought to have the cows rounded up by the time we get back.”
“I wish we didn’t have to leave the summer range so soon.” Dru imagined the majestic peaks of the rugged Sawtooth Mountains and the log house that lay in their shadows. No one needed to tell her she wouldn’t see another spring in the Stanley Basin.
Her husband came to sit beside her. “Dru, I want you to see the doctor before we leave Boise.”
She offered a faint smile. “Don’t, Gavin. We both know it won’t make any difference.”
Before he could contradict her, they were interrupted by a knock. Dru’s gaze snapped toward the door.
“They’re early,” she whispered.
Dear God, please bring us the right woman.
Two
Standing beside the buggy, Emily ran the palms of her hands over her blue-and-white striped skirt. Nerves fluttered in her stomach as she looked across the street at the Overland Hotel. Was she foolish to have come? Was there even a remote chance Mrs. Blake would consider her for the position?
She was tempted to climb back into the buggy, but she didn’t allow herself to succumb. If God wanted her to be a governess to these children, she would get the job. If not? Then so be it.
Maggie would call Emily mad if she left Boise to tend to another woman’s children. If she wanted to do that, Maggie would say, she could stay at home and watch after Maggie’s five. Maybe she would be right.
But Emily couldn’t ignore the feeling that she was supposed to be here. This could be the change she needed. No more boring cotillions. No more listening to gossip. No more marriage proposals from men she didn’t — and couldn’t — love. Besides, as much as she loved Tucker and Maggie, she longed for her independence.
Emily wrapped the reins around the hitching rail, patted the gelding’s neck, and walked across the street and into the hotel lobby.
The clerk behind the desk raised his head
as she approached. “Good day, Miss Harris.” His greeting was bright, his look hopeful. “I haven’t seen you in town for a while. Is Judge Branigan with you? Will you be dining with us?”
“No, Mr. Samuels. My brother-in-law isn’t with me.” She gave him a half-hearted smile. Mark Samuels was one of her erstwhile suitors and a terrible gossip. She didn’t want him knowing her business, but there was nothing to be done about it. “I’ve come to see Mrs. Blake. Can you tell me what room she’s in, please?”
Disappointment tightened his mouth. “Mrs. Blake?” He glanced at the registry before him. “Oh, yes. Mrs. Blake.” His gaze lifted to meet hers. “She’s in room 210. But I’m afraid now isn’t a good time for a visit. She’s interviewing for a governess to care for her children. There’s already been three ladies come and gone.”
“Three? But it’s not even 2:30.” What if she was too late? She at least wanted a chance.
“First one come more’n a half hour ago. Mrs. Blake’s a good friend of yours, I take it?”
Emily ignored the question. “Did you say room 210?”
“Yes, but — ”
“Thank you, Mr. Samuels.”
Squaring her shoulders, she headed for the stairs.
Gavin left his chair near the window to answer the knock on the door. This would be the last one, no matter what Dru said. She was too tired to continue with these interviews — especially since she’d found the first applicants unsuitable.
He pulled open the door expecting to find another woman in her late thirties or early forties with a dour face and reading glasses perched on her nose. That was a far cry from the young lady he saw.
From beneath a bonnet made of plush blue felt, trimmed with a white ostrich feather, a fringe of pale blonde hair kissed the wom- an’s forehead and curled in wisps around her temples and ears. Her eyes were the color of a robin’s egg, and her mouth was shaped like a bow.
“I’m here to see Mrs. Blake? About the position of governess.”
No, she was nothing like the others — but she was even more unsuitable than the three before her. One look told him that. “I’m Mr. Blake. Come in.”