It Had to Be You: Special Bonus Edition with free novel Blue Flame (Lucky Harbor)

by Jill Shalvis

  “I’ve got a date later. Can’t risk shrinkage.”

  Luke started to shove him out, but Jack planted his feet. “Not going anywhere until you give me your wetsuit. I can stand here all day. You know I can.”

  Luke muttered an oath and turned to the door himself. “There’s one in the garage somewhere. Hold on.”

  When he was gone, Jack turned to Ali and flashed her a smile. “You can feel the love between me and him, right?”

  Ali laughed. He was absurdly handsome and even more absurdly charming. “I can absolutely feel it.”

  “Luke’s the son of two doctors,” Jack said, “so it’s probably not his fault that he’s such an ass. Or that he thinks he’s always right.”

  “Is he? Always right?”

  “Yeah, but don’t tell him that. It’ll go straight to his head. He’s got that classic hero complex thing going. It’s why shit hits him so hard. He likes to blame himself.”

  “Thanks, Dr. Phil,” Luke said dryly, coming back into the room, tossing a wetsuit at him. “You can leave now.”

  “Sure. Oh,” Jack said, turning back, “I’m supposed to tell you, Joe Wykowski wants you to figure out who’s stealing the reclaimed lumber he has stacked on the side of his house. It’s worth a fortune. He suspects it’s his ex-wife’s boyfriend’s son, who’s a carpenter, if that helps.”

  “If he knows who it is…” Luke started.

  “The guy carries his nail gun on his hip like he’s Dirty Harry,” Jack said. “They need you and your badass attitude. And real gun.”

  Luke stared at him. “So I’m what, the new geriatric private detective of Lucky Harbor?”

  “Hey, I’m not the one who found Mr. Schmidt’s GTO,” Jack said. “On shift last night, I had to rescue Mrs. Myers’s cat out of a tree, and she was telling her entire bridge club about you. Apparently they all have various problems that they need the local investigator stud muffin to solve—their words, by the way. Not that you’re not a total stud muffin; you’re just not my type.”

  Ali laughed.

  Luke manhandled Jack out the front door and then turned to Ali. At his expression, her heart squeezed. She’d watched him pretend not to care about anything, even as the opposite was true. He’d helped his sister get on her feet and stay there. In his job, he did whatever was needed. He’d fixed up the house he’d neglected.

  And then there was her. He’d given her a place to stay, a friendship…and more.

  They’d grown up so differently. His parents had expected a lot out of him, looking to him to pretty much raise himself and his sister too. As a result, Luke stood up for himself and others too weak to do so.

  Ali admired that, so much.

  “About earlier…” Luke said.

  She took in his expression. “It’s okay, Luke,” she said softly. “You don’t have to give me the speech.”

  “The speech?”

  “The one where you rationalize how we got naked again, and how it’s the last time, yadda, yadda.”

  A ghost of a smile curved his lips. “I thought it was blah, blah, blah.”

  “Look, you’re right to hold back with me,” she said. “Historically I’ve made some bad decisions, and—”

  He snagged her and hauled her in close. “There’s nothing wrong with you,” he said with quiet steel. “Not one thing. You’re perfect.”

  “Well—”

  “Say it,” he said.

  She softened and cupped his face. “Luke, I—”

  “Say it, Ali. Say you’re fucking perfect.”

  She stared up at the fierce look of protectiveness in his features and felt her heart clutch. She needed to lighten this mood of his and fast, or she wasn’t going to be responsible for jumping him. “I’m fucking perfect,” she said.

  It worked. He flashed a smile. “I really like it when you say ‘fuck.’”

  Chapter 22

  Ali found Aubrey at her desk in Town Hall, typing away on her computer, her brow furrowed.

  “Does everyone always work on the weekends?” Ali asked.

  “Just the lucky ones.” Aubrey looked up and took in Ali’s hair with assessing eyes. “You’re supposed to use that anti-frizz every day.”

  Ali ran a hand down her hair and grimaced. “I forgot today. Listen, I have a question.”

  “No, I’m not still doing my boss.”

  “I actually wasn’t going to ask that. Although I’m kinda wondering why you still work for him.”

  It was Aubrey’s turn to grimace. “It’s a good job,” she said. “And I can resist him.” Though she didn’t really look one hundred percent sure. “Listen, I’m pretty busy, so…”

  “Is there anyone else?”

  “Excuse me?”

  Ali moved closer and leaned in. “I’m wondering if there’s anyone else that Teddy’s seeing. Other than you and Melissa.”

  Aubrey looked at her for a long time. “You have someone particular in mind?”

  “Maybe.”

  Aubrey arched a perfectly waxed brow and looked like she might have something to say, but Gus walked by with a mop.

  Aubrey and Ali remained quiet until the hallway was empty again.

  “We can’t talk here,” Aubrey said.

  “I know. Just tell me you know something.”

  “Not concrete.”

  “Would you be willing to call me if that changes?”

  “You mean if the couch gets put into use again, something like that?” Aubrey asked.

  “Yeah.”

  Aubrey went pensive, then sighed. “Damn, I really liked this job.”

  Luke drove into town and found Sawyer at his desk, head down on his arms. “Bad day?”

  “Some high school punks drove all the way up to Mt. Hood—three hours each way—loaded up fifteen truckloads of snow, drove it all the way back into town, and packed in all the doors to the school last night. Not yesterday afternoon. Not after dinner. At three a.m. Summer school detention had to be cancelled today.”

  “Could be worse,” Luke said.

  Sawyer lifted his head and blinked bleary-eyed at Luke. “I’m afraid to ask.”

  “I think Bree Medina stole the fifty grand.”

  Sawyer stared at him and then silently handed Luke his empty coffee mug.

  Luke took it, walked down the hall to the service table, filled it with straight, hair-raising black, and brought it back to Sawyer’s office.

  Sawyer drank, winced, and then drank some more. Eyes far more sharp now, he looked at Luke. “What the fuck?”

  Luke opened his mouth, but Sawyer stood up. “No, wait. Not here.”

  They headed out in Sawyer’s utility vehicle while Luke gave him the rundown.

  “Jesus,” Sawyer said and called the mayor. “Hey, Tony. Yeah, we did get a great turnout at the ground-breaking ceremony earlier. Listen, what’s Bree up to? She busy?” he paused, listening. “I just wanted to talk to her about redecorating my office…I understand. Tell her I hope her mom’s feeling better real soon.” He slid his phone away. “Bree’s gone to her mom’s place in Ocean Shores for a few days.”

  “Ocean Shores,” Luke repeated. “Her mom lives in Ocean Shores. Where the next closest nail salon is. We should…”

  Sawyer pulled over and used his smartphone to find the number and make the call. When he hung up, he looked at Luke. “Bree is a client there, and they said she has gotten blue, starred nail tips before.” He pulled back onto the street, made a few turns, and stopped about halfway down a street, pointing to a duplex on the corner. “Marshall’s new place.”

  There was no activity.

  Sawyer turned off his vehicle. “Marshall cancelled a meeting with me, said he wasn’t feeling good. Think that’s a coincidence?”

  “I don’t believe in coincidences,” Luke said.

  “Me either.”

  “So what are we doing?” Luke asked.

  “You forget what a stakeout looks like?”

  “No.” Luke slouched in his seat. “B
ut a heads up would’ve been nice. We don’t have any food.”

  Sawyer leaned forward and opened his glove box. Inside was a treasure trove of candy bars and other crap food.

  “Nice,” Luke said, helping himself.

  Half an hour later, the mail carrier worked her way down the street. Two minutes after that, Marshall’s front door opened. Teddy appeared in boxers and an opened bathrobe.

  “He’s dressed like he’s sick,” Sawyer said.

  Or like someone who’d just gotten laid. “Only pussies wear bathrobes.”

  “I have a bathrobe. The wife bought it for me.”

  Luke looked at him. “Chloe bought you a bathrobe?”

  “It’s from her day spa.”

  “You ever wear it?”

  “Hell no.”

  “I stand by my point.”

  Teddy stepped outside. Before he got anywhere, a man’s necktie came around his neck from behind.

  In Sawyer’s vehicle, both he and Luke tensed for action, but then the shadowy figure behind Ted materialized into the shape of a woman. She wore a black leather bustier, matching thong, and thigh-high, stiletto boots.

  Bree Medina, the mayor’s wife, the one supposedly visiting her sick mom. She slapped Teddy’s ass and then pulled him back inside by the tie.

  The door slammed shut.

  “Jesus,” Sawyer said, rubbing a hand over his eyes. “I don’t think I can unsee that…”

  That evening, Ali stood at the work table in the garage, completely lost in the cool, wet clay. In the zone, she worked and shaped, using her sensory skills instead of her brain so she could just be.

  She heard the truck pull into the driveway, so when someone came up behind her, she knew it was Luke. He didn’t touch her, but she doubted a piece of paper could fit between them. “You want to play Ghost?” she murmured.

  He stepped into her, brushing up against her so that she could feel his erection. “Do I feel like a ghost to you?” he softly asked.

  She faced him and felt her heart tug at the sight of him soaking up the sight of her. “I need a shower,” she said, gesturing to the front of her, which was a mess.

  “Funny, so do I.”

  Don’t get sidetracked by his hunkiness, she told herself. He was hiding it pretty well, but he was pissed at something. Her gut tightened a little bit, and maybe her heart too. He let her see the real man, something she knew he shared with few others. “You okay?”

  “I was with Sawyer. We saw Bree at Marshall’s new place.”

  She could tell that there was a whole lot more to this story. “And?”

  “And it was a…compromising situation.”

  “Compromising how?” she asked.

  “Compromising.”

  She looked up into his face. “Just tell me, Luke. Were they naked, rolling around on fifty thousand dollars in cash?”

  “Not quite naked, and no cash. But Bree was…taking charge. I’m pretty sure Marshall is tied up with his own necktie about now.”

  Her jaw dropped. “Seriously?”

  He lifted a hand, like Boy Scout’s honor. Except there was no way Luke Hanover had ever been a Boy Scout.

  She drew a breath. “So we’ve linked the mayor’s wife and the town clerk to an illicit—and what might or might not be a BDSM—affair.” She shuddered. “It has a high ick factor, but it’s not necessarily illegal.”

  “True,” he agreed. “We’ve got to smoke out the money.”

  “How?”

  “If she’s got it,” Luke said, “she’s hiding it somewhere. Not in a bank account, but somewhere accessible. Holding it over Marshall’s head.” He stepped close, crowding her. “All we have to do is catch her with it.”

  “Oh, well, if that’s all.”

  He gently pulled her in.

  “Careful,” she warned, “I’m covered in clay.”

  “Ali, the police are going to announce there’s an arrest imminent.”

  She went still even as her heart began to pound. “They’ve already done that,” she said.

  “Yes, except this time they’re going to leak that it isn’t you.”

  She let out a breath. “Okay. I like the sound of that. Keep going.”

  “Bree’s under surveillance,” he said.

  “You think she’s going to move the money.”

  “I know it,” he said. “It’s what I would do if I’d just gone from scot-free and in the clear to guilty as hell. I’d get rid of the evidence.” He stroked the hair back from her eyes, letting his fingers linger on her.

  Yesterday, she would have been touched by the sweet gesture. But right now, sad and aching for him, it just hurt—hurt and pissed her off. He’d stood by her, believed in her when others hadn’t, let her stay when all he wanted was to be alone—and yet he was leaving tomorrow. And as attentive and wonderful as he’d been, he hadn’t said one word about seeing her again. In sudden overload, she poked his chest with a clay-covered finger.

  “Hey,” he said.

  She did it again, getting clay on his white T-shirt.

  “Stop that.”

  She didn’t.

  “Ali.” He caught her wrist when she went to poke him a third time. “Stop.”

  “Right. I’ll just stop. Stop caring about you…” Stop wanting you, stop loving you. Except she couldn’t seem to manage any of that. Once again, she was going down with the sinking ship that was her heart.

  But she wasn’t going down quietly. Nope, not this time. With her free hand, she scooped up a fingerful of the soft clay on the table and streaked it across his chest.

  He stared at her, easily catching her other hand as well. “What the hell’s gotten into you?”

  “You said you like to keep things real, but you don’t,” she said. “You wear your cynicism better than you do your badge. I get that you do it to keep your heart protected from whatever’s going on, but what’s going on is that we’re falling for each other.”

  She couldn’t blame him for staring at her like she’d just announced she had two heads. She hadn’t meant to let that slip, but it was out there now and she couldn’t, wouldn’t, take it back.

  “Ali,” he said quietly. “I told you—”

  “Yeah, yeah, you told me.” She was tired of his calm steadiness. Did he ever lose it? Why wasn’t he losing it like she was? He was still holding her, and instead of trying to pull away, she stepped into him. Her sole intent was to cover him with more clay until she felt better, a plan that utterly backfired because it put her up against him.

  Which she liked way too much, and which of course was the problem. “Yes,” she said, “you told me. You told me plenty. I guess I don’t listen very well. It’s a Winters trait, you know. Denial. And I’m damn good at it.”

  “I don’t want to ever hurt you, Ali.”

  “You’re hurting me now.”

  He let out a long breath, released her hands, and then made the mistake of closing his eyes.

  Ali slapped some more clay on his chest, with both hands this time, and turned back for more clay.

  “What the hell are you doing?”

  “Fighting dirty—unlike you. You won’t fight at all. You play clean and safe.”

  “You think I play clean and safe?” he asked, his voice deadly calm. Not his eyes, though. His eyes were fired up as he grabbed two fistfuls of clay.

  Gulp.

  “You know what?” she asked quickly, raising her hands. “Uncle.”

  “Too late.” He stalked her slowly, surely, on legs far more steady than hers, and then hooked her leg so fast she never saw it coming. She fell right onto his grandma’s sheet-covered beanbag chair.

  Before she could scramble free, he was on her, pinning her down, running his hands from her throat to her ankles, spreading clay all over her body.

  “I can’t believe you did that!”

  He rose in one fluid motion, satisfaction unmistakable on his face. He took a step back, slipped in a puddle of water she’d spilled earlier while sof
tening the clay, and went down on his ass.

  She scrambled to her knees and crawled to him. “God. God, Luke. Are you okay?”

  “No. I think I broke my ego.”

  Relief making her giddy, she dropped her head to his chest and laughed.

  His hands came up and possessively gripped her butt. “I’m not playing clean or safe, Ali. Not with you. And that’s the problem. I’m feeling things I shouldn’t be feeling.” And then he rolled them, tucking her beneath him.

  “There’s something else you’re feeling,” she said.

  “No kidding.” He rocked into her, eyes intense and glittering with heat, a forearm on either side of her head. The overhead light caressed the tough, sinewy lines of his body, emphasizing the flexed muscles of his shoulders and biceps.

  Around them the air felt charged. There was a soft vibration just beneath her skin, the hum of anticipation that spread warmth through her, settling into her good spots. She let her eyes drift over his face, let the hunger for him show. And her need…

  Whispering her name, he lowered his head, brushing his mouth along her jaw to her ear. “You kill me. You know that, right?”

  Wrapping her legs around him so that he was settled between her thighs, she arched up. This was it, she realized. Their last night… “It’s a good way to go,” she murmured.

  Choking out a low laugh, he cradled her head in his hands, his fingers entangling in her hair. “Not on the floor.” He rose, and pulled her up.

  “Okay,” she said, and looked pointedly at the workbench. She was assessing it for sturdiness when he choked out a low laugh and pressed up against her back. “Still killing me,” he said, pulling her back around so that now the smooth steel of the table hit her at the lowest curve of her butt. “Like this. I want to watch you come.” He hoisted her up so she was seated on the table. His hands ran up her legs, settling on her inner thighs before slowly pressing them open so he could step between.

  Lowering his head, he concentrated on removing her apron, swearing when he had trouble with the knot. “This wasn’t my intent tonight,” he said, and giving up on the string, he tore it with his hands, giving her a little thrill deep in her belly.

  “It’s not your fault,” she murmured. “Clay is sexy.”