Birthright: True North, Book One

by Kit Fawkes

  She blinked. “Who’s Nara?”

  “That’s your name,” said Carol softly. “Nara Allis.”

  North absorbed it, but the word had no meaning. The name didn’t feel like it should be part of her. It was alien and as unwelcome as everything else she’d learned that night. “I prefer North,” she told Marv, studiously avoiding looking at the Allises as she said the words.

  “Of course, North. I think Ed is trying to figure out what Sam did to you.”

  North frowned. “I guess he stole me from my birthparents?” It was more of a question than a statement, because she still wasn’t certain about anything.

  “We’re trying to figure out why,” said Ed gently. “Did he have you making movies, or perhaps he hired you out to be friendly with other pedophiles?”

  Marv elbowed him in the shoulder at the same time North gasped. Her head spun, and anger spiraled through her. “You’re disgusting. My father would never do anything like that. He loved me and protected me. I don’t know what’s going on here, but Sam Campbell is not the man you’re painting him to be.”

  “He’s a kidnapper, and they usually have one reason for stealing a child,” said Ed in a scornful tone.

  “There can be multiple reasons,” said Marv in a more soothing tone. “We’re just trying to get to the bottom of it all.”

  North shook her head and pushed away from the table. “I have to get out of here. I can’t do this anymore.”

  “You can’t go out there alone,” said Carol. “We lost you for so long, and we can’t risk losing you again.”

  North shook her head, backing away slowly. “I don’t know you. I don’t know either of you.”

  “That’s what we’re trying to change,” said Jim gruffly. “Why don’t you come stay with us for a few days, just to see how our life is? We’d appreciate a chance to get to know you.”

  “Oh, yes, please.” Carol was clutching her hands before her in a hopeful fashion. “Please come home with us, even for just a few days. We really want to know more about you, Nara.”

  North flinched at the name, but didn’t refute it at the moment. She wanted to refuse, because every instinct inside her was telling her not to go, but she was also certain her thinking processes were clouded with grief and confusion.

  The Allises wanted to know their daughter, and they believed she was it. She didn’t see how she could really be theirs, but she was having a hard time disbelieving it as well. She couldn’t seem to summon the words to refuse their invitation, especially with the naked hope in their eyes.

  “I… All right, but just for tonight. I don’t feel like driving all the way home.”

  “Yeah, sure, just for one night, if that’s what you want,” said Jim.

  Carol was crestfallen. “Only a night?”

  “It’s been twenty years,” said Ed in a bracing fashion as he placed a hand lightly on Carol’s arm for a moment and patted. “It will take time to build a relationship with her.”

  With a long sigh, Carol nodded. “We’d be thrilled to have you even for just the night, but I hope you know you can stay forever, baby girl.”

  The endearment made her shudder, but she couldn’t voice a protest. Carol looked so happy, she didn’t have it in her to rob the other woman of that joy. She was still more than half-convinced that this was some kind of mistake, and that she just looked like Nara Allis, but tomorrow would be soon enough to figure it out.

  As they left the cafeteria and exited the hospital, she saw Dr. Scott getting into a beige Volvo. He waved a hand in her direction, and she did the same, but didn’t cross to say goodbye. For one thing, she wasn’t certain that she had any right to do so and couldn’t explain the compulsion urging her to anyway.

  For another, she doubted the detectives or the Allises would allow her to break rank to approach him at the moment. They were guarding her like she was spun glass, and she realized that analogy wasn’t too far from the truth. All it would take was one more crack to shatter her into a thousand pieces.

  Chapter Three

  They had a lovely home on a block of homes that looked almost the same. It was definitely the suburbs, if she understood the definition of the word correctly. She followed them into the kitchen when they entered from the garage, and it was sparkling clean. It looked like a house, but felt nothing like her home. “Did you ever bring me home at all?”

  “No, Campbell stole you before we could. You were due to be discharged the next day.” Jim said the words angrily.

  North tried to ignore his outburst, reminding herself he was still processing everything too. And she’d inadvertently given him hope by referring to herself as their missing child, which had been a mistake.

  “Let me show you to a guest room,” said Carol.

  North nodded, anxious to have some time alone to sort out things and perhaps find some semblance of order again. She followed Jim and Carol up the stairs, admiring the house as she went. Every room she saw was meticulously decorated and cleaned to a spotless state, but felt cold and unwelcoming.

  Carol hesitated for a moment before stopping outside a door that North assumed was the guest room. Jim shook his head, but Carol seemed to be pointedly ignoring him as she opened the door. “You have to see this.”

  North followed her hesitantly inside the room, coming to a standstill when she realized they’d entered a nursery. It was full of pinks, creams, and touches of silver here and there. The theme appeared to be circus animals, and there was a gigantic mural on the wall, though it was a strange one. There was a carousel, but the creatures featured were different than the usual horses and unicorns.

  There were dragons, wolves, a beautiful ice sculpture-looking creature, and even a glimpse of something long, sleek, and black. Flames appeared to emanate from its eyes. She shivered at the sight, wondering what they had been thinking when they had chosen such creatures to decorate their carousel. It would’ve been enough to give the tiny infant destined to sleep there nightmares.

  “This was your room,” said Carol.

  “We were so excited. Everything was set for you to come home.”

  Carol picked up her husband’s narrative. “When we realized you were taken, we couldn’t bring ourselves to dismantle this room. At first, we were certain we’d get you back, but as the months and then years passed, it was all we had of you.”

  North nodded, feeling choked up. However, it wasn’t from the obvious emotional sentiment that the Allises attributed to the room. To her, it was more like a tomb than a shrine, though she couldn’t explain why the whole thing felt ominous to her. It was a room she wanted to escape from as quickly as possible, and not just because the eyes of the carousel creatures seemed to be following her wherever she moved. “I think I’d like to rest now.”

  “Of course,” said Carol with only a tiny bit of visible disappointment. “You can have the guestroom across the hall. This room isn’t suitable for you to sleep in, and maybe it would be cathartic now to redo it. I’ll have you pick your favorites, though I hope you won’t mind if I help you decorate. It’s something we can do together.”

  “You’re getting ahead of yourself, Carol. We probably won’t have her that long.”

  Carol’s expression altered for a moment, going unreadable, and then it was resigned. “You’re right as always, dear.” She flashed a bright smile at North, though it wasn’t very convincing. “Let’s get you settled in for the night, dear.”

  North breathed a sigh of relief when they crossed the threshold from the nursery, and then prepared herself for something equally horrifying in the guestroom. Instead, it was a straightforward design, with white linens and blond furniture. There was an en suite bathroom, so she wouldn’t even have to leave the suite for the rest of the night.

  Carol and Jim lingered by the doorway for a moment, looking expectant. “Can we get you anything else?” Carol seemed poised to dart out of the room to fulfill any request, no matter how exorbitant.

  “You must be hungry, Nara,�
� said Jim.

  Once again, North flinched at the name, but didn’t call him on it. She wasn’t up for another argument or round of emotional revelations that evening. “No, I’m fine. I couldn’t eat right now. I’m too overwrought, and with my father…Sam’s death, I have a lot to figure out.”

  Her heart clenched when she used Sam’s name instead of calling him her father, but she was trying to be sensitive to Jim’s emotions too. She was in no state to cater to everyone else at the moment though, so it was a relief when they finally left her with a brief good night a few minutes later.

  North stood in the room for a moment and couldn’t explain why, but she crossed the room to lock the door behind them. It was a sensible precaution, since she didn’t know the Allises, and she still had no real proof she was their daughter.

  Once the door was locked, she could relax more, and she did so as she went into the bathroom. A long, hot shower didn’t help clear her thoughts, but it left her feeling physically refreshed.

  Carol Allis must be the perfect hostess, because she had thought of everything. There was even a drawer of pajamas with tags still attached, and she borrowed a pair. Good manners suggested she should ask permission first, but she didn’t want to face them again that night. There were still too many things to sort through, and she had to try to figure out what was truth and what was a lie.

  It pained her to have to go through such an ordeal on the same night her father had died, especially since he seemed to be at the heart of the deception. She genuinely believed he was the man he had portrayed himself to be, but there was another element to him, and she couldn’t fathom it. What kind of man could steal someone else’s child from the hospital just days after birth? Sam had raised her as his own, and he’d been a fiercely devoted and loving father, but how could she reconcile what she knew of him with what she was learning? How could he be the same person?

  She clung to the hope that maybe she wasn’t Nara Allis. Just because the pieces fit neatly didn’t mean she was part of their puzzle. Tomorrow, she would have to insist on seeing proof, and then she could figure out what to do from there.

  Chapter Four

  North woke to the turning of a key in the lock, and it sent a dart of dread through her. She had thought this was a private sanctuary, but it was obvious the Allises weren’t going to abide by such things as locked doors to keep them out. She wanted to cut them some slack, and perhaps she’d find a way to do so if she learned for certain she was their daughter, but it was an intrusion she didn’t appreciate.

  Carol appeared completely oblivious as she bustled inside bearing a tray. “Good morning, dear. I’d love to let you sleep in, but I managed to get us an appointment with Dr. Douglas. He’s fitting us in.”

  North frowned at the tray before her as Carol laid it across her lap, though she could find no fault with the croissant, selection of jams, and what appeared to be a small pot of either tea or espresso. “Who’s Dr. Douglas?”

  “He’s a family friend, and he’ll be able to run tests to verify that you’re our daughter. I already know you are in my heart, but I suppose we must be sure with science, mustn’t we?” As she spoke, she casually pushed North’s hair back from her face. “You look so much like my mother, Nara. I’ve often wondered who you would favor. Your eyes are just lovely.”

  “They’re weird,” said North a bit sourly. “It’s weird to have two different-colored eyes.”

  “It’s distinctive, and just beautiful.”

  “That sounds like something a mother would say.” North realized she’d made a mistake as soon as she said it, because it suggested Carol was her mother. She wasn’t ready to even entertain the possibility yet. “What time is the appointment?”

  “We have an hour to get there, Nara.”

  “North,” she said firmly as she reached for the croissant to cut it with a knife. She looked up to meet Carol’s gaze. “I don’t want to hurt your feelings, but I’m not Nara. And if I am, it’s not a name I’m familiar with, and it doesn’t feel like me. Please call me North.”

  Carol looked angry for a moment, and then she just looked sad. Finally, she sighed and nodded tightly. “Very well, North.” It sounded like the word was wrung from her under torture. “I’ll leave you to finish your breakfast and get dressed. I washed your clothes this morning earlier, so they’re waiting for you in the chair.” She nodded in the direction where she had left them and headed to the door.

  North felt bad for having hurt her, so she called out, “Thank you for breakfast, Carol.”

  Carol paused, straightened her shoulders, and then turned to her with a smile. “Of course, dear. I have a great many years for which to make up, don’t I?”

  North didn’t respond other than with a small smile as she bit into the croissant, using the need to chew to hide from the need to answer.

  After finishing breakfast, she quickly prepared for the day, sliding on her own clothes, which felt comfortable and secure—though she was nonplussed to realize Carol had slipped into her room sometime while she slept in order to retrieve the clothes for washing, had returned, and then locked the door behind her again. It seemed unnecessary, and she wondered why Carol had bothered to lock it once more.

  Perhaps she was just trying to make North feel at ease and had recognized the locked door did just that. Either way, it didn’t sit well with her that the other woman had felt free to slip into the room she was using, even if it was to perform a kindness like wash her clothes or bring her breakfast.

  Chapter Five

  It was a relief to leave their large suburban home in the passenger side of Carol’s Saab. Jim was off to his job, and North realized she had forgotten to ask what he did. It was probably rude, but she supposed she could cut herself a little slack for the oversight in manners.

  She made a conscious decision to look out her window to examine the city around them rather than look at her mother. Her mother. She tried the words in her mind, but they just didn’t feel right. She hoped the doctor they were going to see that day would have answers for them soon.

  She didn’t know which was worse at that point—that they were her parents, or they weren’t. If they were, in meant everything she had known about her father was a lie, but if they weren’t, what was she going to do with her life? She couldn’t just go back to the cabin and pretend she hadn’t learned that her father had lied to her about the collapse of civilization.

  It took about forty minutes to leave Ann Arbor and reach downtown Detroit. There were signs of decay and dilapidation wherever she looked, but there were also signs of growth and rebuilding. She supposed that was why the doctor they were about to see had chosen to locate his practice in such a sketchy area.

  When they pulled up to a side road, Carol took it, following the curve around until they reached a fenced area with a guardhouse. A man in a white uniform came out to greet them, and North’s gaze moved to the gun at his side. They must take security seriously at the complex, which was probably necessary.

  “Name?”

  “Carol and Nara Allis. We have a nine-thirty appointment with Dr. Pytor Douglas.”

  The security guard must’ve quickly found them, because he nodded. He didn’t speak again as he walked back to the guardhouse. A moment later, the wickedly secure gate rumbled open, and Carol drove through.

  It was as though someone had drawn a clear line of demarcation around the office complex, clearly separating it from the destruction and urban decay around it. There wasn’t a hint of blemish on the brick walls, and the sidewalks appeared pristine with nary a crack that she could see when she climbed out of the car a moment later.

  It looked more like the corporate headquarters for an international conglomerate than it did a doctor’s office, or even a medical complex. Of course, what did she know? Her knowledge came from a collection of books that were twenty-plus years old, so maybe this was the current style for affluent doctors pursuing gentrification.

  She followed Carol into the entrance
of the clinic, and a shiver went down her spine when the automatic doors closed behind her. For a moment, she had the sensation she was locked in, and she had to grit her teeth to ignore the feeling urging her to turn around and run out. Instead, she forced her feet to move forward as she followed Carol, who clearly knew where they were going.

  They bypassed the offices on the first floor, but took the elevator to the top floor, which was ten stories high. It was a bit disorienting to look out the open glass window of the elevator and see the height as they ascended. She experienced a moment of vertigo when she exited the elevator and paused near the safety rail to look down.

  “What’s the matter?” asked Carol, sounding impatient.

  North shook her head, shrugging off the sensation of disorientation. “I’m sorry. I’ve never been up so high. I mean, I’ve been up in higher elevations in the mountains, but never on a building like this.”

  Carol’s face was a mask of anger. “When I think of what that man has deprived you of, I just want to…” She trailed off with a shake of her head. “Never mind all that. Let’s go see Dr. Douglas and have him confirm you’re our girl.”

  She managed a wan smile at the suggestion, unable to summon any further enthusiasm for the idea. It was better to know, but at least she didn’t have to make any decisions or figure out her next step until she discovered for certain if her father had kidnapped her from her birth parents.

  Her impression of it being a business office was reinforced when they entered, finding the few people visible in the lobby milling around wearing suits rather than scrubs. They all looked perfectly coiffed and professional, leading North to lean closer to Carol and whisper, “What kind of doctor is this?”

  “Dr. Douglas is a highly-gifted geneticist, Nar—North.” Carol pasted on a smile as though to smooth over the lapse on her name. “I’m sure you’ll just adore him.”