Her breathing was off so I had to pull my strokes and stop to take care of her. I eased a couple inches out of her and just concentrated on kissing her lips softly to distract her from the pain between her thighs.
I held her precious head in my hands and cursed myself for hurting her again. “I’m sorry.” Again she just nodded her head before reaching for my lips with hers once more.
It wasn’t long before holding still became impossible. I eased out of her until only my cock tip was left. She exhaled deeply as the pressure on her organs eased. “Give me your mouth Gia.”
She opened her lips for me and I deepened the kiss while holding her head in place. As soon as I felt her body relax I eased my aching cock inside her, being careful not to go too deep too fast.
I let her leg down and settled between her thighs with her legs around my hips and made slow passionate love to her.
Our lips only separated when one of us needed to breathe and then I placed soft kisses along her cheeks. I was careful with her, not for one second forgetting who she was and what she meant to me.
I put everything else behind me as I enjoyed the woman I loved. The woman who’d snuck in under my guard and pierced my heart without even trying.
Many had vied for her position, some had spent years trying to get my notice without any luck. My position and wealth was a huge draw for some, my looks another. She was the first woman not to give a damn about either.
Is that why I’d fallen for her so easily? Was it her aloof manner that enticed me, drew me to her. Is it the constant wondering of whether or not she’d been that way with him that kept this jealousy alive?
As to that, I’ve never harbored jealousy or envy against anyone in my life, I never had to. I was born with everything I could possibly need and from then until now had never wanted for anything. Whatever I wanted I took.
There was at least ten women in this city that were in love with me. I had to go and fall for one who could give a damn. Is it any wonder I have the need to conquer her; all of her?
“Tell me if I hurt you. Look at me.” I brushed the damp hair back from her face and looked into her clouded eyes.
My heart clutched at the look in her eyes. She was desperately trying to believe in me, but there was something holding her back; fear.
“What are you afraid of baby?” I didn’t expect her to answer and she didn’t. It was only because I was holding her head in place that she wasn’t able to turn away, to hide from me.
Not gonna happen! I surged in deep and held still, teasing her lips with my tongue until she opened up and let me in.
I had my arms wrapped tightly around her . One beneath her shoulders and the other under her ass holding her in place to receive my cock.
There was no space between us, not even enough for light to pass through. That’s how I felt the fragility of her slender hips. How had I overlooked that before?
She was so much smaller than I, so tiny, delicate. All the things that made my heart want to protect and shield her. “Tell me why you’re afraid.”
She still didn’t answer but I was more concerned with the tears that rolled down her cheeks even as she moved beneath me, taking my cock easier now, now that I wasn’t fucking her like a rutting bull.
“Fuck baby don’t do that, just tell me.” I saw it in her eyes, she wasn’t going to tell me; she wasn’t ready. “Okay.”
As much as I wanted the answer I’d done enough to her already. Besides, we’d been fucking for over an hour already and the baby, no big girl, will soon be waking up from her nap.
I put my lips to her ear and thrust into her gently. “Does it help if I tell you that you’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen?” I nipped her ear.
“Or that I haven’t stopped thinking about you since the first time we met? Or that when you showed up in my office that day after I’d been thinking of how to find you again, I knew it was providence?”
“I don’t know what’s hurting you, but I do know that once I find out I’ll put a stop to it. I know that no one will ever love you the way I do, I won’t allow it, not as long as I’m alive.”
“So whatever you have going through your head, just remember you’re mine and nothing will stop me from having you. Accept your fate.”
She cried out when I drove into her, her nails digging into my ass as she tried to get closer. I kept whispering to her, words of love and admiration.
The more I spoke the more she cried until it broke my heart. I’d been so focused on my own feelings that I hadn’t noticed that she was scared out of her mind about something.
But what? what could the overly confident woman who’d faced such hardships and endured some of the worse life had to offer at a young age be afraid of?
“I need you to come for me baby, I can’t stay in you much longer or you’ll hurt. Cum!” I sucked her nipple into my mouth hard and pressed down on her clit.
Her hips moved faster, wilder, her pussy got wetter, hotter, tighter. And her sweet moans filled my ears.
I closed my eyes as I felt her release and only then did I let myself go. I rolled to my back bringing her with me.
My cock was still lodged inside her as we kissed our way through the final throes of our shared passion.
I pulled her down on my cock with my hands on her ass, stroking my cock up into her over and over until the last of my seed dripped into her.
I wrapped my arms around her as she laid on my chest to catch her breath. “It’s going to be okay. Let’s get dressed before Amber wakes up.” I tapped her playfully on her ass cheek and she lifted up and off my cock.
Some of my seed dripped out of her onto my stomach. I wiped it up with my fingers and held her hip, stalling her dismount. “Wait.”
I pushed the fingers with me seed inside her, shoving them in deep before releasing her and letting her get off the bed.
Her legs were a bit shaky and I could see my fingerprints clearly imprinted in her skin. Not to mention the new love bites that now covered her from neck to chest.
My cock came back to life and I had to give him a stern talking to. I’m going to have to get used to sharing her with our children.
“Come here.” I pulled her arm and brought her back to the bed to lean over me. We shared one last kiss before I was satisfied enough to let her go.
We took a quick shower together and I only touched her every five seconds while she tried to get dressed.
“I’m going to make lunch then there’s somewhere we need to go.” I kept my tone neutral so as not to tip her off.
“Where’s that?”
“You’ll see when we get there.” I pulled her in for one last kiss before heading into the kitchen to make lunch for my girls.
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“What is this place?” I’d bundled the two of them in the car after lunch and set out on my last venture of the day.
“Come and see.” I helped her out of the car first before grabbing Amber and heading to the front steps of the stone mansion where the realtor was waiting.
I put Amber down as soon as we walked through the door and took her mother’s hand as we followed the realtor around.
I listened to her with half an ear, my full attention was on the child and her mother. They were both in awe, which is what I’d been hoping for.
It was a six bedroom marble floored mansion with a nursery next to the master suite and a room right next to that that would be prefect for a little girl.
I especially liked the built in seating under the huge bay windows that looked out over the back gardens.
I knew my hunch was right when Amber ran right to that window and climbed up on the seat to look out.
“Look mommy, it’s pretty.” She pressed her little hands against the window and looked on in amazement.
I’d chosen this particular place out of all the others not only because of the house itself, but the spectacular grounds.
There were flowers everywhere and a little park fit for a kid her age. Bey
ond that a little ways from the house was a manmade pond of about four acres that already had a family of geese floating in its waters.
I knew she would like that, the little girl who still believed in fairytales. I knew to her it would be a wonderland.
I also knew that if I didn’t want her mother to give me shit, I had to go over her head and through the child on this one.
When she jumped down from the window and grabbed my hand, pulling me towards the door with excitement I was sure I’d hit my mark.
“Come on uncle Evan, I wanna go see the duckies.” She moved as fast as her little legs would carry her.
“I don’t think they’re ducks princess, I think they’re geese.
She didn’t seem to mind as she dragged me through the house looking for an exit. Her mother wasn’t far behind as we made our way towards the water.
Once there I kept a tight hold on Amber’s hand and thought of ways to protect her from falling in in the future, without hindering her enjoyment of the pond.
“Next time can we feed them mommy?”
“I don’t know if there’ll be a next time. This isn’t uncle Evan’s house.”
I lifted Amber and turned her to look at the birds, not quite willing to look at her Gia. Now that the time had come I was nervous.
I wasn’t sure of her reaction and I needed so much for it to be the one I wanted. “There will be lots of next times.”
“What, what do you mean?” Now I had no choice but to look at her. “I mean that I bought this house…for us.”
“You…” Her mouth fell open in surprise and she looked back at the grand house that was lit up with the afternoon sun making it even more spectacular.
I kept my eyes on her to see what she would do, what she would say, but when nothing was forthcoming I figured it was because of Amber’s presence.
All the way back in the car she was quiet. I looked in the rearview mirror at Amber who’d fallen asleep before taking her hand in mine and placing them both on my thigh.
“If you have something on your mind just say it.”
“What could I possibly have on my mind?” She looked back at her child before turning back around but from the way she was gritting her teeth I knew she was having a hard time holding it in.
“Fine, I’ll let you yell at me later after Amber goes to sleep. I was thinking we’d make dinner at my place, you two can spend the night and go home tomorrow.”
“We can’t I didn’t bring a change of clothes for either of us.”
“That’s easily taken care of. I already know you have Amber’s medication in your bag so if that’s your only excuse…”
“And if I say that I don’t want to?”
“You haven’t given me a good enough reason.” I stopped at the closest shopping mall and pulled into the parking lot just as Amber was coming awake.
We found a kid’s store first and she chose a Disney nightgown. I also chose some shorts and a top with the same theme for tomorrow and left her mother to see to her underwear before dragging them off to the women’s store.
“I don’t need anything, I can just wear this tomorrow. Besides you already bought me all that stuff.”
“So why did you use that as an excuse? Just grab something to wear tomorrow. You can forget the nightgown you won’t be needing it.”
Her face reddened and she checked to make sure Amber hadn’t heard me. She was too preoccupied with her new purchases to pay us any mind.
Since she’d made it an issue I made her choose an outfit before taking them home to get dinner started.
It was a bit early for me but Amber eats at this time, plus the sooner we eat, the sooner she’ll go to bed and the sooner I can have her mother flat on her back in mine.
Amber and I made dinner while I made her mother sit out of the way and watch since she kept complaining about the mess we were making.
When I wasn’t thinking about her mother, I was realizing how much I’d come to like having her around. She was sweet and shy and so curious about everything.
And best of all, she seemed to think I had the answer to all those questions. The mother might not be sure, but there was no doubt that I’d already won over the daughter.
After dinner it was bath time and I left them alone while I took a shower. I went back a little later to find her putting Amber to bed.
Hearing the little one ask for me so I could read her a bedtime story did strange things to my heart and I was even more sure now that moving ahead with my plans without her consent was the right idea.
“Im right here, scoot over mom, let’s read our girl her story.” She chose one of the books I’d bought her earlier that day, full of excitement to start a new adventure.
We laid on either side of her and still she chose to lay her head on my chest as I read her-her story. It wasn’t long before she fell asleep and the two of us pulled the covers up over her and made sure she was comfortable before leaving the room.
“I think I should stay here with her…” I grabbed her hand and pulled her out the door. “Nice try, your place is with me, in my bed.”
She pulled her hand from mine once we reached my room. “I need a shower.”
“It’s right through there.” I chose to ignore her pissy attitude.
If she had something to say she should just come right out and say it. Not that I’d give her- her way since she seems bent on opposing me at every turn. But at least she’d get whatever it is off her chest.
I walked through the apartment making sure everything was locked up tight and remembered to turn on the hallway lights just in case Amber woke up in the night.
She still wasn’t out of the shower by the time I came back into the room and I knew her ass was just stalling. So I went and got her.
She was standing under the shower letting the water beat down on her, looking lost. Damn hardheaded female.
I stood there watching her for the longest time before moving forward. I switched off the water and took her out of the shower. No words were said between us as I stood her on the mat to dry her off.
Once she was dry I picked her up in my arms and took her to my bed. I laid her down and stood back to strip before coming down beside her.
“I know you’re scared but if you’ve never believed anything else in your life please believe this, I only want what’s best for you, and Amber.”
“It might seem like I’m moving too fast, but you’ve been around me long enough to know that when I want something, I go after it full force.”
“And what happens when you no longer want me?” Is that what she’s afraid of? No, the fear I saw in her eyes went much deeper than that. But for now I could reassure her of this one thing.
“That will never happen. Hey look at me.” I turned her head back around when she tried to turn away. “I give you my word.” There it was again, that look that said she wanted to believe but was afraid to.
“I don’t make empty promises and I sure as hell don’t lie. If all I wanted was a fuck I would’ve chosen someone less prickly.”
“If I’m so annoying why did you bring me here?” From the set of her mouth I knew she was kidding so I let her off the hook.
“Because I can’t help myself. I think it’s this tight pussy of yours, it bewitched me.” I rested on my side and ran my fingers over her tummy and down between her thighs teasingly.
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I trailed my fingers along her slit until they were wet before teasing her clit out of hiding. “So responsive. Tell me again how you don’t want this. Huh?”
I slid my fingers into her wet cunt and fucked them in and out while rubbing her clit with my thumb. Her pussy was sopping wet in no time and she started making those fuck me sounds that I love.
Those short little puffs of air she takes when she’s ready to fuck. “Fuck my fingers and then I’ll give you my cock.”
I sped up my hand driving my fingers in deep and diddling her clit until she forgot to be shy and fucked herself harder on
my fingers.
“I can feel your pussy twitching, cum for me babygirl.” As soon as I felt her tighten I pulled my fingers out and got between her thighs, driving my tongue into her so I could take her juices into my mouth.
I licked and sucked her pussy to another orgasm while her screams grew louder and her legs got wider and higher in the air without me having to instruct her.
Between her thighs were wet and her pussy was soaked and ready for my cock.
“I want you to lay on your tummy and cock your ass for me baby.” Her face reddened at my words. How is she still so shy?
I helped her into place and spread her legs a little wider before taking my cock in hand. I smacked her open pussy with my cock making her jump and push back, seeking what she needed to fill that hot pink hole that winked at me.
I rubbed the length of my cock up and down her slit, clit fucking her and teasing her tight little ass hole with the fat bulbous head of my leaking cock.
I grabbed both her ass cheeks and spread her open to receive me and eased my cock up to her, sliding just the tip in her. I had to release one hip to guide my cock into her too tight pussy.
At this angle, in this position her pussy was tight as fuck. I wasn’t surprised when she cried out once I had the first few inches in her.
I could see from back here just what I was doing to her and if I hadn’t already fucked her I’d be scared. “You’re so fucking tight, fuck!”
Her body tensed up making her pussy even tighter and blocking my cock from going any farther. “You gotta relax for me baby, don’t let me hurt you.”
I held still and reached around for her breasts, squeezing and caressing gently until her pussy released its tight grip and let me fuck deeper into her waiting heat.
She moaned deep and arched her back even more and my cock went balls deep. “Merciful fuck baby, damn!”
I became mesmerized by the sight of her pussy sucking at my cock. How she stretched with each inch I fucked into her. How the pink of her pussy followed my cock each time I pulled back.
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