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by Chandin Whitten


  Jinx started backing out of my room but stopped just before the door. "Jenna, we are all right out here if you need us." I didn't take my eyes off Larkin I just nodded and waved my hand letting him know I would be fine.

  After Jinx shut the door Larkin took a few steps towards me. I countered, taking a few steps back. Putting distance between us until my back was against the wall, I saw the smirk form on his face and it was my insta-piss button. "I swear you better wipe that damn smirk off your face before I knock it off."

  "Baby, I would love to see you try." Larkin's eyes twinkled. The asshole was enjoying this!

  Larkin took a few steps until he is directly in front of me and placed his arms on either side of my face, caging me in. "You don't have any idea how fuckin sexy you are when you’re pissed off and fighting with yourself."

  I placed both my hands on his hard chest and pushed, he didn't budge. "Larkin please stop, I don't want to do this with you."

  "Really? Your body is telling me differently."

  I felt a shiver run down my body, and I tried to hide it. "Larkin you know you affect me. I can't change that but that doesn't mean I have to act on it. You're the kind of guy a girl like me hooks up with but that’s it. I'm not the normal girl who wants to fall in love and have kids. I have no desire for any of that."

  Larkin came in close and ran his nose along my jaw, stopping with a kiss on my neck. My body slumped and a small sigh escaped me. "See what I'm saying baby. We can go as slow as you want just let me have that sweet pussy of yours."

  My eyes flew open and my mouth formed a hard line. "It doesn't matter how fast or slow we go, nothing more than sex will happen between us. Can't do it. So either accept that and get your jolly’s jingled or don't, and take your business elsewhere."

  Larkin's full blown smile covered his face, damn he was gorgeous. "Did you just say you would jingle my jolly’s? Who the fuck am I, Santa Claus?"

  "I'm trying to be serious!" I said through gritted teeth.

  "I know, I know. I can't help how damn cute you are and how much I want you. But my answer is let’s get it on."

  I shook my head. "First we eat, then we fuck."

  I started to walk away but Larkin's hand caught my arm. "I have one question, first."

  "Ok?" I asked hesitantly.

  "Instead of wearing Jinx's jersey, wear mine. I want to look up in the stands and see my girl wearing my number and screaming my name. Well screaming my name somewhere other than the bedroom."

  "You’re ridiculous! I swear if you’re number sixty-nine I will not wear it." I leaned up on my tippy toes kissing the side of his mouth.

  Larkin started laughing, "Nope, not sixty-nine baby. I'm number twenty-one."

  "Ok, I can rock that." I started walking towards my door and asked, "Ready to eat?"

  Larkin walked up to me with that damn panty dropping smirk and said, "Oh I can eat, but I'm not thinking pot roast."

  I rolled my eyes. "Easy there big boy, let’s go eat roast with everyone else. Maybe I have something special for dessert. Just for you.”

  Larkin spun me around and shoved me against my wall, running his nose up my jaw. “You have no fucking idea what you do to me.”

  Whimpering, I wrapped my legs around his waist as he plunged his tongue into my mouth. Grabbing my waist he picked me up and sat me on my dresser.

  “Take your shirt off,” Larkin bit out. Grabbing the hem of my shirt I jerked it over my head before making quick work of removing my bra. As soon as my bra was off Larkin had one nipple in his mouth, sucking and biting.

  Using one hand, I ran it down his hard stomach and into his shorts. Feeling his erection, I wrapped my hand around it, stroking from base to tip. Larkin slipped his hand under my skirt and pulled my panties to the side, sliding two fingers into me causing me to cry out.

  “Fuck, Jenna.” Larkin pulled my legs from around his waist and rested them on his shoulders as his fingers continued to slide in and out.

  Using one hand Larkin pulled his shorts and boxers down. “Hold your legs, and I want to fucking hear you. I want to hear how much you like it.”

  Nodding, I grabbed my legs and leaned my head back on my mirror. Just as I leaned back Larkin slammed into me. I couldn’t help the scream that escaped my lips and from the smirk on Larkin’s sexy face it was exactly what he wanted. Larkin pulled out placing one hand on my lower stomach and using his thumb to rub my clit as he pounded into me. I heard things crashing around us but I couldn’t take my eyes of the sexy man in front of me, drilling into me causing all my senses to drown in desire.

  Using my inner muscles I squeezed Larkin’s dick. “Fuck, you can’t do that shit,” He said through gritted teeth.

  Larkin picked me up and tossed me onto my bed before crawling on top of me, grabbing my ankles to spread my legs apart. Feeling his dick twitching between my legs I let out a frustrated grunt. Larkin raised an eyebrow and gave me a half smile. “I’m going to fuck you hard and fast. Grab onto the headboard,” Larkin demanded.

  As soon as my hands were on the headboard, Larkin pushed into me, but this time, he didn’t stop. He brought one hand up to tug on my nipple as his other hand found my clit and rubbed circles. I could feel his dick piercing hitting my clit every time he slammed into me. Grabbing my hips, Larkin rolled me over so I was on my hands and knees before his hard dick was pounding into me, again.

  “Oh God,” I moaned out as Larkin’s thumb found my swollen clit again.

  “That’s it baby, let me hear it.”

  Not letting up Larkin slammed into me over and over. “I’m going to come, Larkin.”

  “Good, I want it loud. I want to feel you squeezing my dick as you’re screaming my name,” Larkin grunted.

  Slamming into me again and smacking my ass was all it took before I was screaming out his name as my head was hitting the headboard and knocking it into the wall.

  “Fuck, Jenna. Shit,” Larkin gritted out as he got off and dug his hands into my hips.

  Collapsing onto the bed, Larkin pulled me into his chest. “If that’s how we make up I’m going to piss you off every chance I get. Fuck, that was hot.”

  Smacking his chest I laughed, “It’s the piercing. I can’t say no to that damn thing.” Climbing out of bed I fixed my shirt and panties before putting my bra and shirt back on. I saw the mess we had made, two picture frames and a candle had been knocked off the dresser. That is a sure sign you’ve been thoroughly fucked, well that and the fact I had the delicious soreness building up. Checking my hair and makeup in the mirror I turned to see Larkin watching me. “What?”

  “You’re so damn sexy and beautiful.”

  “You’re not so bad to look at either. Now let’s go before they are knocking my door down.” I tugged on his hand, drug him out of my room and into the safety of the living room. I knew if we stayed in my room, he could have easily won me over, again, and me naked within two minutes. Damn that boy and his hot body.

  After dinner, I made the guys clean up while us girls went out to get manicures and pedicures.

  Libby leaned over and eyed me before asking, "So what’s up with you and Larkin? That boy is sexy as hell. If you don't want him I'm sure I could find a place for him."

  I started laughing and shook my head. I said, "You know I don't do relationships, we are just having fun." Before Libby could reply my phone chimed, alerting me of a new text.

  "Lover boy." Libby smiled at me.

  "Oh shut it." I said flipping her off.

  Larkin: whens dessert. im hungry

  Me: impatient much?

  Larkin: for you. hurry the hell up

  Me: girls night. gotta look good for the game. maybe i will meet some hott player ;)

  Larkin: i got your hott player right here baby

  Me: oh yeah, who? trent

  Larkin: not funny. you know he wants in your pants

  Me: been there. done that. over it.

  Larkin: ok well i have a surprise for you if you get your ass back
soon.

  Me: almost done. chill

  I couldn't help the huge smile on my face. I tried to hide it, but the girls caught me. "That boy has it bad. Not only do you have Trent tripping over you now you have Larkin. Not to mention Gage. Do you have a magic vagina or something?" Libby giggled.

  "What the hell? I can't help that Trent won't give it up. Larkin and I are just hooking up, that’s it. Nothing serious."

  Libby shook her head and said, "You and Larkin are adorable. You need to be serious with him. Maybe then Trent would move on. At least he's not with Whorey Tori anymore. Bitch got on my damn nerves."

  "Never going to happen. But with them who knows with Trent, she could pop up again tomorrow. Maybe if Megan told him she liked him." I leaned over to look at Megan.

  "Not happening. He would never be interested in me."

  "Why? You’re beautiful, smart, funny. You’re the perfect girl for him." Sadie shook her head.

  Megan let out a sigh, "I am not the girl you normally see him with."

  I tossed a magazine at her. "Shut the hell up. You know I don't do touchy feely but dammit babe you got it goin on! Don't you think so Lin?" I looked down at the Chinese guy who was not so subtly listening to our conversation.

  He nodded. "Oh yes. You sexy bitch," he said with a thick accent.

  Sadie and laughed, "See. Now tell him!"

  CHAPTER 10

  When Sadie dropped me off, I saw Larkin's bike sitting in the parking lot, but Gage's truck was gone. We had the apartment to ourselves, nice. I walked into our apartment and yelled out, "Honey I'm home." Nothing. I walked through and didn't see him in the kitchen or living room. I tiptoed into my room and found him asleep and curled up in my bed. How freakin cute! I tried to be quiet as I kicked my flip flops off. I'm not the most graceful person, and as I tried kicking my flip flop into my closet it ended up hitting my dresser knocking over a picture frame and candle. Shit. I quickly turned to see Larkin staring at me.

  "Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up. I was trying to be quiet but I guess my flip flop decided to go all Chuck Norris and take out a picture."

  "S'ok I wasn't sleeping," Larkin said, though his deep raspy voice betrayed him.

  "Hm really? Is that why you were snoring?" I laughed.

  Larkin chucked a pillow at me and as I tried to dodge it he grabbed me by the hips and pulled me onto the bed. "I was not snoring. You snore, I don't."

  "I do not, asshat! Now where the hell is my surprise?"

  "Ha. That’s what you think." Larkin got off the bed and went to my dresser. There was a small box sitting on top that I hadn't seen earlier. He walked back over, handed it to me and said, “Open it."

  I took the box and started pulling the paper off. I opened the box and saw a beautiful white gold chain with the Open Heart pendant covered in diamonds hanging from it. "Oh my God, this is gorgeous. You didn't have to get me anything."

  Larkin sat down beside me. "I know, but I wanted to. Being around you has changed me, you make me want to be a better person than who I am. Jinx tells me all the time I don't deserve a girl like you and he's right, I don't. I am every mistake I have ever made, every person I have ever hurt, and every word I have ever said. I am a completely fucked up kinda guy. I should tell you to turn around and walk away from me, never looking back. But I can't. There is something about you that pulls me to you. I wanted to get you the Open Heart to remind us both if we just keep an open mind anything can happen. I have never done the girlfriend thing, never had the desire. Until you."

  "W-what? What are you saying Larkin?" I sputtered out.

  "I want to be with you and only you. I'm not sure what I'm feeling but the thought of you being with someone else makes me want to cut the guys dick off and feed it to him for breakfast." Larkin grabbed my hands, looking me in the eye so I could see how serious he was. His eyes really were amazing, they were such a dark brown but had tiny gold flecks reflecting the light.

  "Larkin I did the boyfriend thing and I got hurt. I'm not saying you would be like that but it's just that last time was bad, really bad. I don't think I could handle that again. He took everything from me."

  "Jenna, I can't promise you the perfect relationship without argument or trust issues. But if you’re willing to try so am I. I can be an asshole and I know my fucking attitude and temper can get out of control. My past is something I'm not proud of but I can't change it, that’s why I came here, to get away and start over. I want to prove everyone wrong and show them I can make something of my damn self. Maybe I will make it to the NFL and maybe I won't but I know I want you to be the one holding my hand, by my side through this. Just give me a chance."

  Hell how could I say no to that? "This won't be easy for me and I have a lot of issues that I am going to have to face but I'm willing to try. But on one condition."

  Larkin looked nervous when he asked, "What's that?"

  "Show me how much you want me." I lay down and ran my hand along my body.

  "As you wish, baby." Larkin leaned over trapping my mouth while pulling me into him and pulling my shirt over my head. He rolled us, so he was on top of me and ran his mouth down my neck and to my chest. Grabbing my bra he slid the straps down and pulled one of my nipples into his mouth.

  I ran my hands up under his shirt, feeling the hardness that made up his stomach. I then trailed my hand back down his stomach and into his shorts. He was ready for me, hard and ready.

  Larkin undid my shorts and slid them and my panties down my legs. Thank God I shaved this morning. "I can see myself becoming very addicted to you," he stated.

  Looking into Larkin's dark eyes I smiled. "You say that like it's a bad thing. Maybe you should consider rehab. Addictions can be hard to break."

  Winking, Larkin ran his mouth from my chest to my belly. "Rehabs for quitters and I have no plans on quitting you anytime soon."

  I grabbed his impressive erection and rubbed my thumb over the tip and down the length. Finally taking the hint he leaned up and shoved his shorts and boxers down in one swift move then he was back on top of me. I let my legs fall open, so he was lying between my hips with his dick rubbing my most sensitive area. "Ugh. Just fuck me already!"

  "Baby, I'm going to fuck you until your legs are shaking and the neighbors are going to know my name, by the time I'm done with you."

  A small moan slipped out of my mouth as I felt his hard manhood sliding ever so slowly into me. His piercing made me want to yell out, but instead I bit down on my lip and squeezed my eyes shut.

  "Open your eyes, I love the way your eyes change when you’re close to coming. Fucking amazing."

  Opening my eyes, I stared into Larkin's deep brown pools of lust making up his eyes. As soon as I had adjusted to the size of him, he started pounding into me, scooting me up the bed from sheer force, so my head was hitting my headboard with every thrust.

  "Oh God! GOD!" I screamed as I dug my nails into his back.

  Larkin let a smile form on his face and slowed his pace. "Nope, I’m not God but close."

  "Shut the hell up!" Larkin grabbed my nipple and squeezed it, sending pain and pleasure pulsing through my body, "Holy fuck!"

  Larkin pulled all the way out before slamming back into me and not stopping, I was so close to losing it. Reaching between us he found my 'come-now' button and with a little pressure and rubbing I was screaming out his name. Larkin thrust into me two more times before finding his own release, grunting out my name and a few unintelligible words before collapsing on top of me but making sure most of his weight was on his arms and not crushing me.

  I must admit, the boy had mad fucking skills.

  I woke up early and went to the kitchen to start coffee. I knew Larkin and Gage had to leave early to get to the field. Today was their first pre-season game. I walked back into my room, and stopped to stare at Larkin. I grabbed the necklace around my neck he had given me the night before. I was scared of my feelings that were forming for him. I told myself I couldn't keep living in the past.
I had to move on. It didn't make these feelings any damn easier though. Larkin grumbled something before rolling and reaching for me. When his hand hit the mattress, he opened his eyes searching the room before they landed on me and smiled, such a sleepy and well fucked smile.

  "Mornin baby," Larkin said with his sleep roughened voice.

  "Morning. I started coffee for you and Gage since ya'll have to leave soon." I sauntered back to my bed. As soon as I was close enough, Larkin reached out and pulled me down.

  "You know what would make me play a kick ass game?"

  "Not a clue." I said as he brought his hand up to my hip attempting to tickle me.

  "Well allow me to show you." Larkin's lips were on mine before I could respond.

  About an hour later there was a loud knock on my door before I heard Gage's voice, "Yo, Romeo. I know your ass is awake I heard you bangin my babe. Let's go pussy." I heard Gage's feet shuffling away then stopping. "Oh, mornin babe."

  I couldn't help but laugh as Larkin grumbled back, "Fuck off."

  "Good morning Gage! We will be out in a few." I climbed out of bed and grabbed Larkin's t shirt from the night before. It hit me mid-thigh so I didn't bother looking for shorts. Larkin threw on a pair of gym shorts and his 'OSU FOOTBALL' shirt. I couldn't help but stare at him. He was so damn sexy with all his tattoos and muscles.

  CHAPTER 11

  After the guys left, I hopped in the shower and headed to Sadie's apartment. I spent the morning there until we left for the game. We watched the game, screaming the entire time for our boys. They did awesome, kicking Miami's ass. As soon as the game was over I found a very sweaty but oh so sexy Larkin and flung myself in his arms. He was awesome at football. He had told me he was a running back but failed to mention just how good he was.

  He swung me around before setting me down and asked, "How did I do?"

  "Amazing, baby. I guess since you played so good I will have to reward you later."

  That earned me another steamy kiss. "Get a damn room," Gage said through gritted teeth.

  "Hater." I spun around to hug him. "Great game." Gage's stony eyes instantly warmed when he looked at me.

 

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