The History of Tom Jones (Penguin Classics)

by Henry Fielding

  While he was meditating on these Matters, he received the following Note from the Lady.

  ‘A very foolish, but a very perverse Accident hath happened since our last Meeting, which makes it improper I should see you any more at the usual Place. I will, if possible, contrive some other Place by To-morrow. In the mean Time, Adieu.’

  This Disappointment, perhaps, the Reader may conclude was not very great; but if it was, he was quickly relieved; for in less than an Hour afterwards another Note was brought him from the same Hand, which contained as follows.

  ‘I have altered my Mind since I wrote, a Change, which if you are no Stranger to the tenderest of all Passions, you will not wonder at. I am now resolved to see you this Evening, at my own House, whatever may be the Consequence. Come to me exactly at seven; I dine abroad, but will be at Home by that Time. A Day, I find, to those that sincerely love seems longer than I imagined.

  ‘If you should accidentally be a few Moments before me, bid them shew you into the Drawing-Room.’

  To confess the Truth, Jones was less pleased with this last Epistle, than he had been with the former, as he was prevented by it from complying with the earnest Entreaties of Mr. Nightingale, with whom he had now contracted much Intimacy and Friendship. These Entreaties were to go with that young Gentleman and his Company to a new Play, which was to be acted that Evening, and which a very large Party had agreed to damn, from some Dislike they had taken to the Author, who was a Friend to one of Mr. Nightingale’s Acquaintance. And this Sort of Funn, our Heroe, we are ashamed to confess, would willingly have preferred to the above kind Appointment; but his Honour got the better of his Inclination.

  Before we attend him to this intended Interview with the Lady, we think proper to account for both the preceding Notes, as the Reader may possibly be not a little surprized at the Imprudence of Lady Bellaston in bringing her Lover to the very House where her Rival was lodged.

  First then, the Mistress of the House where these Lovers had hitherto met, and who had been for some Years a Pensioner to that Lady, was now become a Methodist, and had that very Morning waited upon her Ladyship, and after rebuking her very severely for her past Life, had positively declared, that she would, on no Account, be instrumental in carrying on any of her Affairs for the future.

  The Hurry of Spirits into which this Accident threw the Lady, made her despair of possibly finding any other Convenience to meet Jones that Evening; but as she began a little to recover from her Uneasiness at the Disappointment, she set her Thoughts to work, when luckily it came into her Head to propose to Sophia to go to the Play, which was immediately consented to, and a proper Lady provided for her Companion. Mrs. Honour was likewise dispatched with Mrs. Etoff on the same Errand of Pleasure; and thus her own House was left free for the safe Reception of Mr. Jones, with whom she promised herself two or three Hours of uninterrupted Conversation, after her Return from the Place where she dined, which was at a Friend’s House in a pretty distant Part of the Town, near her old Place of Assignation, where she had engaged herself before she was well apprized of the Revolution that had happened in the Mind and Morals of her late Confidante.

  CHAPTER X.

  A Chapter which, tho’ short, may draw Tears from some Eyes.

  Mr. Jones was just dress’d to wait on Lady Bellaston, when Mrs. Miller rapp’d at his Door; and being admitted, very earnestly desired his Company below Stairs to drink Tea in the Parlour.

  Upon his Entrance into the Room, she presently introduced a Person to him, saying, ‘This Sir, is my Cousin, who hath been so greatly beholden to your Goodness, for which he begs to return you his sincerest Thanks.’

  The Man had scarce entered upon that Speech, which Mrs. Miller had so kindly prefaced, when both Jones and he looking steadfastly at each other, showed at once the utmost Tokens of Surprize. The Voice of the latter began instantly to faulter; and, instead of finishing his Speech, he sunk down into a Chair, crying, ‘It is so, I am convinced it is so!’

  ‘Bless me, what’s the Meaning of this?’ cries Mrs. Miller, ‘you are not ill, I hope, Cousin? Some Water, a Dram this Instant.’

  ‘Be not frighted, Madam,’ cries Jones, ‘I have almost as much Need of a Dram as your Cousin. We are equally surprized at this unexpected Meeting. Your Cousin is an Acquaintance of mine, Mrs. Miller.’

  ‘An Acquaintance!’ cries the Man.——‘Oh Heaven!’

  ‘Ay, an Acquaintance,’ repeated Jones, ‘and an honoured Acquaintance too. When I do not love and honour the Man who dares venture every thing to preserve his Wife and Children from instant Destruction, may I have a Friend capable of disowning me in Adversity.’

  ‘O you are an excellent young Man,’ cries Mrs. Miller, —‘yes, indeed, poor Creature! he hath ventured every thing—If he had not had one of the best of Constitutions, it must have killed him.’

  ‘Cousin,’ cries the Man, who had now pretty well recovered himself; ‘this is the Angel from Heaven whom I meant. This is he to whom before I saw you, I owed the Preservation of my Peggy. He it was to whose Generosity every Comfort, every Support which I have procured for her, was owing. He is indeed the worthiest, bravest, noblest of all human Beings. O Cousin, I have Obligations to this Gentleman of such a Nature!’

  ‘Mention nothing of Obligations,’ cries Jones eagerly, ‘not a Word, I insist upon it, not a Word.’ (Meaning, I suppose, that he would not have him betray the Affair of the Robbery to any Person)—‘If by the Trifle you have received from me, I have preserved a whole Family, sure Pleasure was never bought so cheap.’

  ‘O, Sir,’ cries the Man, ‘I wish you could this Instant see my House. If any Person had ever a Right to the Pleasure you mention, I am convinced it is yourself. My Cousin tells me, she acquainted you with the Distress in which she found us. That, Sir, is all greatly removed, and chiefly by your Goodness.—My Children have now a Bed to lie on,———and they have———they have———eternal Blessings reward you for it—they have Bread to eat. My little Boy is recovered; My Wife is out of Danger, and I am happy. All, all owing to you, Sir, and to my Cousin here, one of the best of Women. Indeed, Sir, I must see you at my House.——Indeed my Wife must see you, and thank you.—My Children too must express their Gratitude.—Indeed, Sir, they are not without a Sense of their Obligation; but what is my Feeling when I reflect to whom I owe, that they are now capable of expressing their Gratitude. ———Oh, Sir! the little Hearts which you have warmed had now been cold as Ice without your Assistance.’——

  Here Jones attempted to prevent the poor Man from proceeding; but indeed the Overflowing of his own Heart would of itself have stopped his Words. And now Mrs. Miller likewise began to pour forth Thanksgivings, as well in her own Name, as in that of her Cousin, and concluded with saying, she doubted not but such Goodness would meet a glorious Reward.

  Jones answered, ‘He had been sufficiently rewarded already. Your Cousin’s Account, Madam,’ said he, ‘hath given me a Sensation more pleasing than I have ever known. He must be a Wretch who is unmoved at hearing such a Story; how transporting then must be the Thought of having happily acted a Part in this Scene! If there are Men who cannot feel the Delight of giving Happiness to others, I sincerely pity them, as they are incapable of tasting what is, in my Opinion, a greater Honour, a higher Interest, and a sweeter Pleasure, than the ambitious, the avaritious, or the voluptuous Man can ever obtain.’

  The Hour of Appointment being now come, Jones was forced to take a hasty Leave, but not before he had heartily shaken his Friend by the Hand, and desired to see him again as soon as possible; promising, that he would himself take the first Opportunity of visiting him at his own House. He then stept into his Chair, and proceeded to Lady Bellaston’s, greatly exulting in the Happiness which he had procured to this poor Family; nor could he forbear reflecting without Horror on the dreadful Consequences which must have attended them, had he listened rather to the Voice of strict Justice than to that of Mercy, when he was attacked on the high Road.

 
Mrs. Miller sung forth the Praises of Jones during the whole Evening, in which Mr. Enderson, while he stayed, so passionately accompanied her, that he was often on the very Point of mentioning the Circumstances of the Robbery. However, he luckily recollected himself, and avoided an Indiscretion which would have been so much the greater, as he knew Mrs. Miller to be extremely strict and nice in her Principles. He was likewise well apprized of the Loquacity of this Lady; and yet such was his Gratitude, that it had almost got the better both of Discretion and Shame, and made him publish that which would have defamed his own Character, rather than omit any Circumstances which might do the fullest Honour to his Benefactor.

  CHAPTER XI.

  In which the Reader will be surprized.

  Mr. Jones was rather earlier than the Time appointed, and earlier than the Lady, whose Arrival was hindered not only by the Distance of the Place where she dined, but by some other cross Accidents, very vexatious to one in her Situation of Mind. He was accordingly shewn into the Drawing-Room, where he had not been many Minutes before the Door opened, and in came———no other than Sophia herself, who had left the Play before the End of the first Act; for this, as we have already said, being a new Play, at which two large Parties met, the one to damn, and the other to applaud, a violent Uproar, and an Engagement between the two Parties1 had so terrified our Heroine, that she was glad to put herself under the Protection of a young Gentleman, who safely conveyed her to her Chair.

  As Lady Bellaston had acquainted her that she should not be at Home till late, Sophia expecting to find no one in the Room, came hastily in, and went directly to a Glass which almost fronted her, without once looking towards the upper End of the Room, where the Statue of Jones now stood motionless.——In this Glass it was, after contemplating her own lovely Face, that she first discovered the said Statue; when instantly turning about, she perceived the Reality of the Vision: Upon which she gave a violent Scream, and scarce preserved herself from fainting, till Jones was able to move to her and support her in his Arms.

  To paint the Looks or Thoughts of either of these Lovers is beyond my Power. As their Sensations, from their mutual Silence, may be judged to have been too big for their own Utterance, it cannot be supposed, that I should be able to express them: And the Misfortune is, that few of my Readers have been enough in Love, to feel by their own Hearts what past at this Time in theirs.

  After a Short Pause, Jones, with faultering Accents, said,——‘I see, Madam, you are surprized.’——‘Surprized!’ answered she; ‘Oh Heavens! Indeed, I am surprized. I almost doubt whether you are the Person you seem.’ ‘Indeed,’ cries he, ‘my Sophia, pardon me, Madam, for this once calling you so, I am that very wretched Jones, whom Fortune after so many Disappointments, hath, at last, kindly conducted to you. Oh! my Sophia, did you know the Thousand Torments I have suffered in this long, fruitless Pursuit.’— ‘Pursuit of whom?’ said Sophia, a little recollecting herself, and assuming a reserved Air.——‘Can you be so cruel to ask that Question?’ cries Jones. ‘Need I say of you?’ ‘Of me?’ answered Sophia: ‘Hath Mr. Jones then any such important Business with me?’ ‘To some, Madam,’ cries Jones, ‘this might seem an important Business,’ (giving her the Pocket-Book). ‘I hope, Madam, you will find it of the same Value, as when it was lost.’ Sophia took the Pocket-Book, and was going to speak, when he interrupted her, thus;——‘Let us not, I beseech you, lose one of these precious Moments which Fortune hath so kindly sent us.—O my Sophia, I have Business of a much superior Kind.——Thus, on my Knees, let me ask your Pardon.’——‘My Pardon?’ cries she;——‘Sure, Sir, after what is past, you cannot expect, after what I have heard’——‘I scarce know what I say,’ answered Jones. ‘By Heavens! I scarce wish you should pardon me. O my Sophia, henceforth never cast away a Thought on such a Wretch as I am. If any Remembrance of me should ever intrude to give a Moment’s Uneasiness to that tender Bosom, think of my Unworthiness; and let the Remembrance of what past at Upton blot me for ever from your Mind’——

  Sophia stood trembling all this while. Her Face was whiter than Snow, and her Heart was throbbing through her Stays. But at the mention of Upton, a Blush arose in her Cheeks, and her Eyes, which before she had scarce lifted up, were turned upon Jones with a Glance of Disdain. He understood this silent Reproach, and replied to it thus: ‘O my Sophia, my only Love, you cannot hate or despise me more for what happened there, than I do myself: But yet do me the Justice to think, that my Heart was never unfaithful to you. That had no Share in the Folly I was guilty of; it was even then unalterably yours. Though I despaired of possessing you, nay, almost of ever seeing you more, I doated still on your charming Idea, and could seriously love no other Woman. But if my Heart had not been engaged, she, into whose Company I accidentally fell at that cursed Place, was not an Object of serious Love. Believe me, my Angel, I never have seen her from that Day to this; and never intend, or desire, to see her again.’ Sophia, in her Heart, was very glad to hear this; but forcing into her Face an Air of more Coldness than she had yet assumed; ‘Why,’ said she, ‘Mr. Jones, do you take the Trouble to make a Defence, where you are not accused? If I thought it worth while to accuse you, I have a Charge of unpardonable Nature indeed.’ ‘What is it, for Heaven’s Sake?’ answered Jones, trembling and pale, expecting to hear of his Amour with Lady Bellaston. ‘Oh,’ said she, ‘How is it possible! Can every Thing noble, and every Thing base, be lodged together in the same Bosom?’ Lady Bellaston, and the ignominious Circumstance of having been kept, rose again in his Mind, and stopt his Mouth from any Reply. ‘Could I have expected,’ proceeded Sophia, ‘such Treatment from you? Nay, from any Gentleman, from any Man of Honour? To have my Name traduced in Public; in Inns, among the meanest Vulgar! To have any little Favours that my unguarded Heart may have too lightly betrayed me to grant, boasted of there! Nay, even to hear that you had been forced to fly from my Love!’

  Nothing could equal Jones’s Surprize at these Words of Sophia; but yet, not being guilty, he was much less embarrassed how to defend himself, than if she had touched that tender String, at which his Conscience had been alarmed. By some Examination he presently found, that her supposing him guilty of so shocking an Outrage against his Love, and her Reputation, was entirely owing to Partridge’s Talk at the Inns, before Landlords and Servants; for Sophia confessed to him, it was from them that she received her Intelligence. He had no very great Difficulty to make her believe that he was entirely innocent of an Offence so foreign to his Character; but she had a great deal to hinder him from going instantly home, and putting Partridge to Death, which he more than once swore he would do. This Point being cleared up, they soon found themselves so well pleased with each other, that Jones quite forgot he had begun the Conversation with conjuring her to give up all Thoughts of him; and she was in a Temper to have given Ear to a Petition of a very different Nature: For before they were aware, they had both gone so far, that he let fall some Words that sounded like a Proposal of Marriage. To which she replied, ‘That, did not her Duty to her Father forbid her to follow her own Inclinations, Ruin with him would be more welcome to her, than the most affluent Fortune with another Man.’ At the mention of the Word Ruin he started, let drop her Hand, which he had held for some Time, and striking his Breast with his own, cried out, ‘Oh, Sophia, can I then ruin thee? No; by Heavens, no! I never will act so base a Part. Dearest Sophia, whatever it costs me, I will renounce you; I will give you up: I will tear all such Hopes from my Heart, as are inconsistent with your real Good. My Love I will ever retain, but it shall be in Silence; it shall be at a Distance from you; it shall be in some foreign Land; from whence no Voice, no Sigh of my Despair, shall ever reach and disturb your Ears. And when I am dead’—He would have gone on, but was stopt by a Flood of Tears which Sophia let fall in his Bosom, upon which she leaned, without being able to speak one Word. He kissed them off, which, for some Moments, she allowed him to do without any Resistance; but then recollecting herself, gently withdrew out of his Arms; and, to
turn the Discourse from a Subject too tender, and which she found she could not support, bethought herself to ask him a Question she never had Time to put to him before, ‘How he came into that Room?’ He began to stammer, and would, in all Probability, have raised her Suspicions by the Answer he was going to give, when, at once, the Door opened, and in came Lady Bellaston.

  Having advanced a few Steps, and seeing Jones and Sophia together, she suddenly stopt; when after a Pause of a few Moments, recollecting herself with admirable Presence of Mind, she said, — tho’ with sufficient Indications of Surprize both in Voice and Countenance—‘I thought, Miss Western, you had been at the Play?’

  Though Sophia had no Opportunity of learning of Jones by what Means he had discovered her, yet as she had not the least Suspicion of the real Truth, or that Jones and Lady Bellaston were acquainted, so she was very little confounded: And the less, as the Lady had, in all their Conversations on the Subject, entirely taken her Side against her Father. With very little Hesitation, therefore, she went through the whole Story of what had happened at the Playhouse, and the Cause of her hasty Return.