The Invaders Are Comming!
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There were many women there, with hungry pinched faces. Someone was playing a piano, and through the partly opened door he could see Ruth dancing while everybody watched. Her face was flushed, her eyes were sharp and hard with a vision of death and hatred. The men laughed and shouted to her, and she smiled, and sang something in French, and went on with her dance.
Julian had turned and walked away, then, and never looked back. Until now, as he walked through Libby’s empty apartment, staring at the empty drawers, the empty closet, the empty crib.
He drove his fist down on the table, snapping a leg and splintering the top. Pain surged through his wrist, and rage boiled out of control. He moved about the room, half-blind, smashing, kicking, destroying until the rage had burned down to a hard red coal. Then he opened the door and went out into the hall.
Libby had walked out. After all he had done for her, even after what had happened tonight, she had walked out, left him flat, turned her back on him.
But this time he wouldn’t walk away.
This time he wasn’t hungry, frightened, helpless. This time he was in command, and he would see her burn in hell before he was through with her. This time she would suffer, the way he had suffered.
And then, when he was through with her, there was the boy.
He turned to his men, and swiftly, carefully, he began giving his orders.
Chapter Eighteen
Once the wall was broken down, Bahr moved fast, driving ahead with the bulldozer force that meant safety and security and hope to the people who looked to him to lead them.
Even Alexander and MacKenzie had not anticipated the speed with which the man would move. For MacKenzie, there was endless work and a nightmare of administrative detail in the BRINT field offices. For Alexander it meant a growing desperate urgency to develop and crystallize the plan he had seen only in its barest outlines, an urgent necessity to re-evaluate the situation continually, with the everpresent responsibility of picking the right time, the exactly right time, to move.
He spent days on the flat, multi-volume dossier on Julian Bahr from the BRINT top-sec files, the thousands of feet of recording tape, the miles of motion picture film, and the endless succession of documents, memos, notes, affidavits, opinions, history-segments that the BRINT network had so painstakingly accumulated.
And through it all he saw the governmental structure of Federation America tremble, totter and crumble under the driving force of one man and a project called Project Tiger.
The changes were sweeping, and fundamental. With die Robling combine under national—and Bahr’s personal—control, the first moves were swift. At White Sands, for thirty years a ghost town, the shabby, burned out, gutted and abhorred remains of the old XAR project were exhumed. Like a phoenix rising from its own ashes, White Sands became a booming metropolis. The buildings were rebuilt; the country was combed for scientists, engineers, technicians, craftsmen—anyone who had contributed or could contribute, until the newly organized technical schools could pour out their new blood. Blueprints were drawn from dusty files, materials poured South, and the abandoned shell of the final XAR ship disappeared beneath a new scaffold crawling with workmen.
As the progress reports and development plans were read, the research director for the defense section of the old DEPEX rose in protest. “What you are proposing is impossible,” he told Bahr in the hot, crowded conference room one morning. “The economy cannot support it. It would require an effort equivalent to a major war, and even then I could never guarantee success.”
“We are engaged in a major war,” Bahr said, “and there will have to be changes in the economy.”
“But the changes you are talking about aren’t possible without reducing the population to a starvation level.”
“That may not be true,” Bahr said, “and it certainly is immaterial. We have no choice in the matter, and starvation is the least national threat we are facing. Above all, we cannot afford to sentimentalize.” The research director was encouraged to accept a job in another highly non-critical organization, and Bahr named a suitable replacement.
Thereafter, steps were taken to alter the economy to comply with the demands that Project Tiger was already making.
Bahr’s manner of dealing with DEPCO was swift as the stroke of an axe, though far more humane. He did not arrest anybody in DEPCO. He simply cut off their funds, and red-carded every man, woman, and stripling in the DEPCO organization. A few hundred people were picked up for questioning, but there was no purge. Adams’ subsequent suicide was unquestionably a suicide. Bahr did not even forbid the DEPCO people to go to work, or continue their research, but he told them in a firm, quiet voice that the economy was being reorganized to accomplish Project Tiger, and that long-range research programs which would not contribute to the major effect were being temporarily suspended. He promised them that as soon as funds were available, their pay would start again, but he conveyed to them in various subtle ways that there might be some delay.
And through it all, an infiltration of trusted DIA men began into the bureaus, the planning commissions, the offices, and a slow, inexorable tightening of control began, a rerouting of the channels of authority in an upward pyramid which led, ultimately, into the office and the hands of a single man. There were more alien incidents, with the usual publicity and no captures, but the panic and terror which ensued was channeled and held in the rigid program which was to rid the skies of the aliens forever.
It was a pattern as old as time, moving step by step in its dreadful familiarity, and Alexander and MacKenzie watched it. Every real tyrant in history had followed the pattern . . . .Napoleon, Hitler, Stalin, Khrushchev . . . they all knew it well.
But to Julian Bahr a far more important war, a private, personal war, was progressing, and he drove his fist into his hand again and again as the coal of rage burned brighter and brighter.
It took the BRINT network and Harvey Alexander almost a week to pick up her trail, but he finally located her, in the filthy third-floor room in a run-down Boston suburban apartment house. He had only the BRINT profile of her to go on, which he had thought was remarkably complete, and it took him three days of surveillance to be sure that he had the right woman.
When he was finally certain that she was not under DIA stake-out, he went up to the third-floor room, and knocked.
She was staggering drunk, and her voice was hoarse and ragged. When she opened the door she had on a dirty bathrobe, with a towel around her hair, and she reeked of gin and cheap perfume. Behind her the room was a mess, clothes strewn around, makeup scattered, the bed disheveled. “You want something?” she said harshly. “I don’t want to stand in this doorway all night.”
Alexander pushed past her into the room and closed the door. She looked at him, and shrugged, and went across to the half-finished drink on the bureau. “Sure, all right, come in,” she said. “Who asked you in here?” Then her eyes opened wider, and she seemed to see him for the first time, and her face was frightened. “DIA?” she asked.
“Make some coffee,” Alexander said. “I want to talk to you.”
“Thanks, I’ll stay drunk.”
He hit her viciously across the face twice, and dragged her by the collar of her bathrobe over to the wash basin. He made her throw up, and wiped her face off with a wet towel. He made some surro-coffee, and she sat bent over drinking it, her eyes closed, tired and defeated and sick. She threw up the second cup; by then she was fairly sober, and her face was dead with exhaustion and fear. “Who are you? What do you want? Why can’t you just leave me alone?”
It looked bad, and Alexander shook his head. Her red hair was an unkempt mop, and her mouth sagged open in a stupid, beaten expression. He saw the bruise under one eye, the black-and-blue marks on her neck, and he ground his teeth. “For God sake clean up and get some clothes on,” he said. “You make me sick to look at you.”
She did not protest, but picked up some clothes and headed for the bathroom.
It wa
s bad, far worse than he had expected. How could a woman go to pieces like that? He paced the floor, lit a cigarette, wondering if he had made a terrible error. He needed her, everything he had planned depended on her, but she would have to be strong, not broken and washed out.
Clothes and make-up made a change. She seemed a little more alive when she reappeared. He stood up. “All right, my name is Alexander, and I’m not DIA. I’m with Army Intelligence, assigned to BRINT. I want to talk to you, but it’s nearly dinner time. I have a car outside. Where do you want to eat?”
Libby looked at him for a moment, confused and disbelieving, and her face colored. Then she seemed to stand a little straighter, to look more like the attractive, intelligent girl the BRINT dossier had described. “Do you know Boston?” she asked.
“Chicago, yes. Boston, no.”
“I know a place . . .” She smiled at him. When they reached the car, he opened the door for her, and her eyebrows lifted slightly. “If this is an arrest,” she said, “I hope they’re all this way.”
It was not an arrest, and it was critical that she be made to understand that. Making friends with her, Alexander decided, had indeed been the right policy. A good meal, a couple of cocktails, some small talk, a little light banter—the rituals of a culture that had twice been eroded out of society, and Libby Allison was a new person. Her self-respect had been knocked apart. He would have to have the details, later, but she was basically a strong person, and Alexander began to feel that just possibly he might still accomplish what he wanted.
He didn’t question her that night, even though he was eager to sound her out. She looked exhausted, and her apartment was still a mess. He said he would be back in the morning, and left her at the door. Before he left the neighborhood, he made certain that the BRINT stakeout understood its job. She was to be there when he came back.
As he had expected, the morning saw a new person. Drab as it was, the apartment was in order, and she offered him coffee when he came in. They talked, and Alexander told her enough to make it clear that he knew a great deal about her, and about Bahr.
And then, quite abruptly, the pain and terrible grief came out in a torrent, a storm of emotion that she had been tormenting herself trying to hold in. Alexander listened, and knew for the first time that he was going to win.
“I knew he would be angry when I left him,” she said. “I didn’t realize that he would be so violently, vindictively furious. It wasn’t just me, it couldn’t have been just me; he never cared that much about me. It was something else that he had to make me suffer for.
“The morning after I left, he canceled DEPCO. People were picked up for questioning, and the files cleaned out. He canceled my clearance and my stability rating, though of course those don’t mean much now, unless he wants them to mean something. That first day his men found out where I was staying. When I came back home my car had been stolen and my apartment looted. I took Timmy and found another place. I thought if we could just wait it out for a few days he would forget it, it would blow over.”
She looked up at Alexander, and the fear and grief were still in her eyes. “I was wrong, oh, but I was wrong. The second day they attached my bank account, and I had no money. That afternoon the police came, with a committee of Education and Conditioning people. They were very regretful, but very firm. I didn’t have a job, I didn’t have an income, so obviously I could not adequately support a child. They took Tim away. I thought I knew Julian, but I couldn’t believe that he’d let his own son go into the Playschool system. He did it just to hurt me. I tried to get in touch with him, but all I got was the run-around. Inside of three days I didn’t have enough money to eat with Then Bahr nationalized my apartment building, and I was out. He put in this miserable currency reform, and I didn’t have a bond or security that was worth the paper it was written on. Even my life insurance . . . well, you know the hell he’s been raising with this economic mobilization . . . .”
She broke off, and poured herself a drink.
“Why did you leave him?” Alexander said.
“I wish I knew that. I wish I knew, for sure.” The girl threw herself down on the sofa, searching his face as if somehow she might find the answer written there. “Mark Vanner wasn’t really my uncle, but he brought me up from the time I was a little girl. He was a national figure when Julian Bahr was a scrawny little road-rat smuggling watered-down antibiotics for a living. Mark Vanner held this country together for years on just faith, and respect and decent, honest leadership. Do you think Julian Bahr could have done that?” She spread her hands helplessly. “Vanner was a man, a magnificent man. When he became chief of economic planning there wasn’t a factory in operation anywhere in the country. He didn’t have money, or a gang of gunmen to back him up. But he talked to people, and he went around to the colleges and defense agencies, and the people volunteered by the hundreds and thousands—the best minds in the country. They came to Washington, knowing that they weren’t going to be paid, sincere people who believed in Mark Vanner and believed that his social-economic system •was the only thing that could pull us together again. Harrison, Kronsky, Williams, Otto Lieblitz . . . my mother and father before they were killed . . . those were the kind of people who started DEPCO.”
It was silent in the room, and outside the rain was coming down against the window. Libby Allison was talking, and Harvey Alexander listened. Gradually the pieces were falling into place, the picture he was trying to see.
“They worked for five years,” Libby went on. “They built this country up again, from a dying giant to a prosperous, stable world power. It was only supposed to be a temporary measure, a chance for the country to get back on its feet again, to get its bearings. I wanted to help. I wanted to do more. Do you know how many years I spent getting my doctorate? Eight years, and three years of field work. I had the highest rating of any L-12 in fifteen years. I got a letter of commendation for some of the work I did on the Playschool analysis. And then Julian Bahr came into power. He hated DEPCO, and he was afraid of DEPCO, and in one week—less than one week—he destroyed the DEPCO organization that it took twenty-five years to build.”
“But that DEPCO organization wasn’t all good,” Alexander said. .
“Of course it wasn’t all good, but the point is, it wasn’t all bad, either. And me, I was the fool, the wide-eyed virgin.” She bit her lip. “I suppose you know how Bahr got through the DEPCO screening for the last five years. I first ran across him when he was being screened after his court-martial. I couldn’t believe that his IQ was really that low, I wanted to help him channel that awful drive and ambition, I practically forced him to work with me. I was terribly in love with him when we first met, and I told myself lies about him and made myself believe things that never could have been true. But then, when he had broken down DEPCO, even I couldn’t pretend to myself that I could ever control him. I could see what he had done to me. He knew I had the same kind of hate in me that he did; he saw that when I hit Adams. But when I found myself standing there deliberately mutilating a man that I hated, I knew if I stayed with Bahr I would have to destroy things the way he wants to destroy things. I had already compromised DEPCO and broken every promise and moral contract I’d ever made, and betrayed everything I’d ever believed in.”
She took a deep breath, and spread her hands again. “I knew then that I couldn’t do it, and it wouldn’t make any difference what he did to me, no matter how much he hated me, I couldn’t do it.”
She was silent for a long time, and Alexander gave her time to recover. She looked at him, and gave a brittle laugh. “There isn’t much more. I got out of New York. The police had me in for questioning twice. I spent a night in jail for vagrancy, and I saw he wasn’t going to quit, not until I was pounded right down into the ground. I stole a car and drove to Boston and ran the car into the river. I had no money and no papers, so I couldn’t get a job. I didn’t dare register for relief, because Bahr would find me. Well, he’ll find me eventually, anyhow, but
right now he’s too busy. There isn’t any work for me here. I have three college degrees and an IQ of 150, and I can’t even get a job as a waitress. I hadn’t eaten for two days when I got to Boston, but I found a way to live. No papers, no clearance. I can’t even be a registered whore, so I take what I can get. I’m young, I learn fast, I’m scared sick and I get myself drunk as much as I can stand it. I hate myself, but I swear to God I hate him worse.”
He knew that any comment now would only rub salt in the wounds, and finally the shell fell away completely and she began to cry, and he let her he on the bed and cry herself to sleep as if she were a little girl. She had a nightmare and woke up screaming, but he held her and talked to her like a child and after a while she lay quiet. Finally she woke up, for which Alexander was duly thankful because he was getting a trifle impatient, and he knew that he had not yet begun.
Later, a quieter, more restrained Libby showed every evidence that her confidence had returned a little. Alexander recognized that at least one important point had been won: that to her he was the reincarnation of Mark Vanner. He played his cards skillfully then as he made sandwiches and coffee for them. He told her about his own blitzing from BURINF to Wildwood, let her realize that he was an outlaw like herself, although in a stronger position, and able to help her. She accepted this; even though she had drawn herself in after the naked release of the morning, he could see that she wanted his friendship desperately.
In a flash of insight he sensed that she was Mark Vanner’s daughter. In the BRINT dossier she looked like her mother, but now, watching her . . . the flair for organizing uncertain and inexact ideas, the talent for abstraction . . . it was clear.