When Gabriel opens his eyes it is the afternoon and he realises that against his will he has slept. Everyone in the compartment is awake, although they are all clearly distressed with the heat. Gabriel looks at them and then decides that he should pass on to the group the news that his uncle entrusted to him. Having done so, some of the men begin to raise their voices, feeling understandably betrayed, but Gabriel encourages them to remain calm. He assures them that there are many Africans in Paris, and that they will find people who will help them. But Gabriel realises that most of them wish to go to England, and that nothing he says will assuage their sense of disappointment. The news that they are to be set down in France has triggered a volley of conversations, but the woman seems to have nothing to say. For the rest of the afternoon, as the train furrows its slow way across Europe, Gabriel steals glances at this beautiful woman and her child.
The man’s screaming startles Gabriel and he sits bolt upright.
“Take your fucking hands off of me.”
Gabriel blinks vigorously and looks all about himself. The noise from the cell next door suggests that a fight of some kind is in progress. There is a loud thud, and then once again the man cries out, but this time in a half-muffled scream as though somebody is stuffing a piece of cloth into his mouth.
“Bastards.”
Gabriel climbs down from the top bunk and moves to the bars of his cell. Two policemen are wrestling his neighbour down the corridor. Once the man has passed out of sight, Gabriel sits on the bottom bunk and hears his stomach begin to growl, so he gets up and goes again to the cell door and calls to the day warder.
“Please, I am hungry.” There is no answer, so he waits a few moments before calling again. “Please, I am hungry and I need water.” Almost immediately he hears a reply from the irritated warder.
“All right. I’ll sort you out in a minute, okay?”
Gabriel returns to his seat on the bottom bunk and contemplates the silence. He does not know this man as well as the night warder, but it worries Gabriel that this man harbours some silent resentment towards him. However, he understands that there is nothing that he can do about this, and so he continues to sit and he runs his tongue across his teeth. He craves a piece of chewing stick. Back home he liked to use his finger to pick out the bits of stick that got trapped in the gaps in his lower teeth, but it has been many days now since Gabriel has seen a piece of chewing stick. Gabriel looks up and sees the day warder holding a tray with one hand, and struggling to open the door with the other. He realises that even as he was shouting at the warder, the man must have had the tray ready to bring out to him. As the door opens, Gabriel levers himself to his feet, and he takes the tray and offers his thanks. The stocky warder nods slightly, as though to acknowledge that he has been shown some respect, and then he quickly retreats from view. Then, just when Gabriel has stuffed his mouth full of food, the warder reappears at the cell door. He looks at Gabriel as though studying an animal in a zoo, and then he finally speaks.
“You’ve got a visitor. You’d better come now.”
Gabriel puts the tray down on the bed and he hurriedly swallows his food. The warder waits until Gabriel is at the cell door before pointing to the tray.
“You can’t leave that there. You’ll have to give it back to me.”
“But I have taken only half of the food, and I have not finished my drink.”
“Tough. Either you stay here and finish it or you see your visitor. You can’t do both.”
Gabriel hovers uneasily.
“I don’t have all day,” hisses the warder.
Gabriel has little choice but to pick up the tray and carry it through the open door and into the corridor. The man bangs shut the door to the cell and locks it. As they move off, Gabriel gazes at the empty cell next door. Only the bottom bunk has been slept in, and the top bunk supports an undressed mattress. The door has not been locked back and it sits open-mouthed on its hinges. The warder looks at Gabriel and laughs.
“Want him back, do you?” He amuses himself with his own wit. “Bet you don’t half-miss him, right?”
Gabriel says nothing, but the warder continues to laugh to himself as he leads Gabriel past the television set that is perched on the edge of the desk.
“Here,” says the warder, pointing to a space on his desk. “Put it down there. You can grab the water if you like, but it’s the last you’ll see of that tray.”
Gabriel takes the plastic tumbler of water, swallows it in one and then wipes his mouth on the back of his sleeve.
“Please,” says Gabriel.
The warder stops and looks at him. “Don’t tell me,” he says, “you’ve changed your mind. You don’t want no visitors, is that it?”
“No, no.” Gabriel feels awkward. “It is my friend, Said, the man who was in the cell with me.” The warder waits for him to go on. “Perhaps I can contact his family? He asked me.”
The confused warder looks at Gabriel. “He asked you what?”
“He asked me if I could be in contact with his family. He was worried about them.” The warder shakes his head, but he says nothing. He opens up the door and ushers Gabriel into an empty room. “Please, what happened to Said?” The warder slams the door behind them.
“What happened to him?” the man laughs. “What the hell do you think happened to him? He died and they’ll soon be shoving him in the ground where he belongs.”
“But his family have to be told. That is what he wanted.”
The warder puts his palm on Gabriel’s chest and pushes him back against the wall.
“You think you have any right to know anything after what you’ve done?”
Gabriel looks the man in the eyes, and he speaks calmly and clearly.
“I am only saying to you that I am worried, for his family do not know what has happened.”
The warder raps his knuckles against Gabriel’s chest.
“You had better watch who you’re getting lippy with.”
They stare at each other and Gabriel decides to say nothing further, but he is not afraid. Not of this man.
“Do you want to see your visitor or have you changed your mind?”
“Yes, please, I want to see my visitor.”
The warder continues to stare at him.
“We’ve got a lot of things to work out, you and I, don’t we?” Gabriel stares back at the warder, who begins now to laugh. “You don’t understand the trouble you’re in, do you? Once they bang you up properly, your life will be hell, mate.”
The warder steps to one side and unlocks yet another door. As he pushes it open, Gabriel recognises the small woman who dresses in men’s trousers. She is sitting at a table with a man, and on top of the table there is a pile of papers. The warder changes his tone now that others can see them.
“Well, come on then, these people have been waiting here to see you.”
Gabriel edges past the warder and into the room. Katherine stands up and extends her hand, and as she does so her face suddenly brightens.
“Gabriel, what took you so long?” She does not wait for an answer. “This is Stuart Lewis, who will be your solicitor.”
The man stands and holds out his hand.
“Pleased to meet you, Gabriel. Stuart Lewis.”
The man is also short, and he wears a dark-blue suit and a bright-yellow tie. He looks like a schoolboy with his mousy hair and round spectacles, and Gabriel peers closely at him. He had been expecting an older, more intimidating man, and somehow this Stuart Lewis does not seem right. Gabriel shakes hands with the man and then he hears the door close behind him. He turns and sees the warder standing with his arms folded across his chest and staring into the middle distance. The woman notices that Gabriel seems perturbed by this and she places her hand on his shoulder.
“Gabriel, don’t worry. You must talk freely, and you must speak honestly and from the heart. If you do, then Stuart can help you with the charges.”
Stuart Lewis nods in agreement and then he sit
s down. The woman removes her hand and points to the chair on the other side of the table, and then she also sits.
“Take a seat, Gabriel, and let’s begin. I’m not sure how much time we have, but let’s try and get through as much as possible.”
Gabriel sits down and then Stuart Lewis leans forward and begins to speak.
“Gabriel, may I call you Gabriel?” Gabriel nods, and the lawyer smiles and then laughs. “Well, thank you. It doesn’t pay to assume too much unauthorised informality.”
Gabriel looks at the woman, who is also smiling, but her smile is etched somewhat less firmly to her face. He notices that today her short hair is pulled back and tied with a red band so that it doesn’t fall into her eyes.
“You see,” continues the lawyer, “I’m preparing the details of your case so that I can brief the barrister who will, in the fullness of time, represent you.”
Gabriel listens, but without really understanding a word of what is being said. He looks at the woman who continues to smile, as though reassuring Gabriel that he should not worry. Stuart Lewis hardly misses a beat.
“I have some questions to ask you, and you must answer as best you can. If you’re not sure about the question, just let me know. There’s no need to be frightened if you tell the truth.”
Gabriel nods, but he is suddenly aware that the eyes of the warder are on his back. The woman is quick to speak.
“Do you understand, Gabriel?”
Again Gabriel nods. Stuart Lewis glances at her, but she continues to address Gabriel.
“I’m just taking notes so that if everything goes well with this case, then I’ll be able to present the relevant facts to the immigration authorities. You don’t mind my taking notes, do you?”
Gabriel stares at the woman.
“You see, when they are making a judgement as to your suitability to remain in this country they’ll want to know everything. And this is a very serious case, which is why you will have to have Mr. Lewis plus another lawyer.”
Gabriel’s mouth is dry, but there is no water to drink. He peels open his lips, which feel as though they have been glued together.
“I am ready to answer any questions. I have nothing to hide.”
The woman is happy, and she nods and then turns and looks at the lawyer. Stuart Lewis pushes his glasses further up the bridge of his nose and then he coughs.
“Well, shall we make a start?” Gabriel watches as the man looks at his watch and then carefully writes down the date and the time. He then turns to the woman. “I’ll also be keeping full notes, so we can always cross-refer.” He turns back to Gabriel. “I’m afraid in situations like this it’s impossible for us to have our secretaries in here. We could tape-record the proceedings, but it’s never satisfactory. This being the case, it just means that it will take a while for us to go through everything and I may have to ask you to repeat some things, if you’ll bear with me.” Gabriel looks blankly at the man. “Right, then, let’s make a start. Do you know on what day you arrived in France?”
“I do not know. I was travelling for a long time.”
“We can make a guess,” says the woman. “I mean, by working backwards we can come up with a rough date.”
The man looks at the woman.
“I know, but I think we need to have the specifics for a criminal case.” He turns again to Gabriel. “So you have no idea whatsoever, is that it?”
Gabriel shakes his head.
“And how long were you in France, do you have any idea?”
“A few days.”
“I see.”
The lawyer writes on the pad and then speaks without looking up at Gabriel.
“And you would have no idea whether a few was three or four, or seven or eight, am I right?” Gabriel thinks for a moment.
“I am sorry. It was not always possible to be sure if it was day or if it was night.”
The lawyer continues to write, and again he speaks without looking up.
“I understand, Gabriel, but tomorrow I am going to have to present the best possible case for you, and so we’ll have to find some way of ascertaining these facts.”
The woman coughs as though eager to add something, and Stuart Lewis looks up at her. She speaks on cue.
“I’ve already been over some of this with Gabriel and it’s very hard for him because of the personal trauma he suffered just before his having to flee for his life.” The lawyer looks quizzically at her, so she continues. “You know, the massacre of Gabriel’s family. This has had a profound impact on his memory and his ability to absorb anything, let alone details such as dates and times. It really is very difficult for him at the moment.”
The lawyer waits patiently until she has finished, and then he leans back in his chair.
“I understand what you’re saying, Katherine, but I’m only trying to establish dates, not state of mind. I’ll come to that later.”
The woman nods and Gabriel looks from one to the other and can now sense the frustration that is flowing between them. It is apparent to Gabriel that this is not the first time that the two of them have argued, and he is sure that he is the source of their disagreement. Stuart Lewis turns his attention back to Gabriel. He taps his pen against the pad in front of him, and he speaks slowly.
“Now then, Gabriel. You don’t know what date you arrived in France? And you have no idea on what date you arrived here in Great Britain? Am I correct in my assumptions?”
Gabriel nods. Again, Katherine speaks up.
“As I keep telling you, Stuart, it’s impossible for Gabriel to know all of these things, but we can make an educated guess at most of the dates and move on. Nobody’s ever going to be able to verify them, are they? I mean, I’m not trying to tell you how to do your job, but shouldn’t we focus more on the situation with the girl in the time that we have left?”
Stuart Lewis glances at his watch and then returns his attention to Katherine.
“You know, I appreciate that you’re trying to help, but in criminal cases we need to do a lot more fact-checking than in civil litigation. So unless he can substantiate these dates for me, the case will, whether he likes it or not, be weaker.” Stuart Lewis ignores both Katherine and Gabriel and begins to write on his pad.
Gabriel watches the man making notes in his spidery hand, and then he looks across at the woman, who is also writing. As though wishing to draw attention to himself, Stuart Lewis flamboyantly underscores a passage from his own text with two heavy lines, and then puts down his pen and clasps his hands in front of him. The woman continues to write.
“Now then, Gabriel, I have to ask you some questions about the girl, do you understand?”
Gabriel nods, but he can feel thin streams of sweat beginning to trickle down the back of his neck.
“You do understand what I’m asking, don’t you?”
Again Gabriel nods.
“All right then. When did you first meet the girl?”
Gabriel hears the question, but his mind blocks it, like a boxer might parry a blow. He stares blankly at the lawyer.
“Gabriel, when did you first meet the girl, that’s all I need to know.”
Again Gabriel blocks the question. Katherine leans forward.
“Gabriel, you’ll have to answer the question in court so you may as well tell us. After all, we’re on your side.”
Gabriel looks at the woman and then lowers his eyes. Stuart Lewis takes this as a good sign and he rephrases the question.
“Gabriel, tell me when you first met the girl and what made you talk to her. That’s all I need to know at the moment. We can sort out the rest of it after I’ve got these details.” Gabriel looks up at the lawyer, but he says nothing. It is clear that this man is frustrated by Gabriel’s silence, but Gabriel cannot remember any details that might help him. He is sorry. The short-haired woman smiles at Gabriel, and then leans over and looks directly into his eyes.
“You must remember when you first saw her, Gabriel? That much must be clear to y
ou?”
Gabriel looks blankly at her. He feels betrayed. Why is she no longer defending him?
“This is no use at all.” Stuart Lewis pushes the pad in front of him to one side. He snaps the top of his pen back into place and picks up his briefcase from the floor.
“Stuart, wait.” Katherine seems alarmed by this man’s willingness to abandon the interview so quickly. “We must give Gabriel a chance.” She turns now to Gabriel. “Gabriel, you remember her name at least. Surely you can remember that much?”
Gabriel looks at the woman, and slowly, as though suddenly realising that he can trust neither of them, he begins to shake his head. No, he cannot remember.
“You don’t remember her name?” asks an incredulous Katherine.
Gabriel looks at the papers that lie on the table in front of him. He wonders about the contents of these papers, and if it is possible that they all refer to him, or perhaps some of them are about other people? The lawyer speaks to Katherine.
“Katherine, it’s no good. If he wants to carry on in this manner, then he’ll just have to take his chances in court. But there’s not much that I’m going to be able to do to help him if he won’t help himself.” The lawyer begins to stuff the papers into his briefcase. He leaves the notepad until the very end, and then he clicks his briefcase shut. Stuart Lewis tucks his pen into his inside jacket pocket and then he stands. He speaks to Katherine in a resigned, but irritated, manner. “So, that’s it then. We take our chances in the morning, right?”
Katherine looks from Stuart Lewis to Gabriel, and then back to Stuart Lewis.
“You know, Stuart, just give me a few minutes alone with Gabriel. I won’t be long.”
The lawyer nods, and without saying anything further to Gabriel he walks towards the warder, who steps aside and unlocks the door. When Stuart Lewis has passed from view, the warder locks the door again and remains “on guard.” Katherine waits for a few moments and then she begins to speak.
“Gabriel, I know it’s difficult, but you’ve got to try, really you have.” Gabriel says nothing. The warder coughs.
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