by Carla Blake
“ Not at all. Why? Do I sound drunk?”
“ Yeah, a little bit.”
“ Well, I’m not, I’m just curious.”
“ Right. Well how about if I tell you in the morning, cos I don’t know about you, but I am bloody knackered.”
“ Fair enough.” Beth replied. “ Tell me in the morning.”
Beth woke first and disorientated from not waking up at home or even in a bed, she lay staring up at the ceiling for a while, listening to the sound of the wind and breathing in the warm aroma of ash.
Beside her, Suzy slumbered on and tucking the duvet around her shoulders, Beth rose carefully from their makeshift bed, grabbed her coat, boots and the trowel and stepped out into the cold Scottish morning.
The hills were covered in a light mist and as she wandered across the dew covered fields, she truly thought she could be happy here. It was so peaceful, so healing. It was like nothing could get her out here, that she was a million miles away, which she guessed she was in a sense, from the hustle and bustle and bloody hassle of everyday living and that nothing could ever worry her again.
Suzy was still asleep when she got back and collecting the kettle, she filled it from the stream and set it to boil in the kitchen. Once it was steaming, she made two cups of coffee and putting aside the rest of the water to make porridge with later, she carried them through to the lounge.
Suzy stirred as she put the mug down beside her.
“ Morning.” Beth said as Suzy struggled into a sitting position. “ Did you sleep okay?”
“ Fine thanks.” Suzy said, running a hand through her hair. “ And thanks for the coffee. I take it there’s no Scotch in it?”
“ Nope, just powered milk and probably a bit of grass. So. What’s the plan for today?”
Suzy shrugged. “ Make my way back to the hotel I suppose. You?”
Beth echoed her gesture. “ Stay here I suppose. Do a bit of tidying up, that kind of thing. I’ve got paint to do the walls with, but I’m not sure I want to now. I kinda like the natural stone look.”
“ Leave it then.” Suzy suggested. “ You could always paint them later if you want. It’s your cottage.”
“ True enough. Right, how about some breakfast? Best Scottish porridge suit you?”
Twenty minutes later, Suzy was all set to leave and now the weather had cleared up and she’d thanked Beth for her kind hospitality and donned a coat that was perfectly dry, there no longer seemed any reason to linger.
Beth obviously agreed. “ You’ll be okay then?” She asked now, peering out of the door at the thin sunshine breaking through the cloud. “ Like I said, all you have to do is follow the hill straight down and when you get to the trees turn left and follow the trail. Probably take you a couple of hours to walk it but eventually you’ll reach civilization.”
“ Beth?” Suzy said quietly.
“ Yes?”
“ I don’t want to go.”
“ Oh.”
Beth’s heart hitched in her chest. She hadn’t wanted Suzy to leave either, especially after last night when for the first time in ages, she’d actually felt like it was okay to laugh again and be herself without someone asking why she was laughing or what she was doing? But with the coming of morning and with no real reason to stop Suzy from going, she hadn’t known how to go about asking her to stay.
“ Are you angry?” Suzy asked, anxiously fiddling with the zip on her coat. “ Cos if you are, I’ll just leave. Look, forget it. I’ll just go. Thanks for everything.”
“ No!” Beth cried, grabbing hold of her arm. “ Don’t go. I.. I don’t want you to go either. And you can’t yet anyway.” She added in a fit of inspiration. “ You haven’t answered my question.”
They were back in the lounge, the fire once again glowing softly in the grate and Suzy’s coat tossed carelessly over the back of the sofa, where they now sat awkwardly, unsure what to say next.
Suzy cleared her throat. “ I take it from your comment about the ‘unanswered question’ that you’re referring to what it’s like to kiss another woman.”
Beth nodded. “ Yes.” She said quietly.
“ I see. Beth, forgive me for asking, but are you gay?”
“ What makes you say that?”
“ I don’t know.” Suzy shrugged. “ Female intuition?”
Beth looked at her hands. “ I don’t know.” She replied, picking at her nails.” But before I met David I had a kind of fling with a colleague at work. A woman.”
“ Ooh, risky.”
“ Yeah I know, but we didn’t start off as lovers, we were just mates, drinks after work, shopping, all the usual kind of stuff, then one evening I was round at hers, and we ended up kissing.”
“ And?” Suzy nudged.
“ And nothing really. We were both surprised it had happened and we both tried to laugh it off, but I ended up staying the night and we ended up in bed and – that was it really. I held her hand, she held mine and we kissed. End of story.”
Suzy puffed out her cheeks. “ Wow!” She smiled. “ Heady stuff. So what makes you want to repeat the experience?”
Again Beth shrugged. “ I don’t know. Lots of things? I thought I would be okay up here on my own. I thought I would love the solitude and all the peace, but after you arrived last night and we had such a laugh, I realised that I was probably going to be lonely as hell. And then, when we were sitting by the fire, I thought you looked really lovely and I just wanted to reach out and touch you.”
“ I’m flattered.” Suzy said, blushing, “ but we’d had a hell of a lot to drink last night. It could have been the scotch making you think that.”
“ I know, but I’m not drunk now, so please, can I?”
“ Are you sure?”
“ One hundred percent.”
And so they moved closer, shuffling along the sofa.
For her part Suzy had no problems with kissing Beth. She thought Beth was sweet and attractive and to actually be asked to kiss someone was hugely flattering.
Putting her arms around Beth’s shoulders, she pulled her closer.
“ Are you sure?” She asked again, taking a deep breath. “ We don’t have to do this you know.”
“ I want to.”
Suzy kissed her.
Beth’s lips were warm, soft, responsive and Suzy found she kissed tenderly but urgently, as if she had waited a long time for this, her hands soon sliding around Suzy’s waist as she pulled her closer and opened her mouth to receive her tongue.
The kiss becoming deeper and more intimate, neither of them willing to break away until they were forced to come up for air.
Then they smiled at each other, pleased that the other had seemed to enjoy it.
“ Wow.” Suzy breathed, pulling away to run her tongue along her lips. “ That was some kiss.”
“ Yes.” Beth swallowed. “ And I’d really like to do it again. Upstairs.”
The bedroom was chilly after the warmth of downstairs, but throwing back the duvet she had carried up earlier, Beth gestured for Suzy to climb under.
“ We’ll soon warm up.” She smiled. “ If we cuddle each other.”
They lay close, touching along the length of their bodies, and as they wrapped their arms around each other, their lips met.
The kiss went on and on until Beth, feeling along the edge of Suzy’s sweatshirt, gently lifted it and pushing her hand beneath, pulled her T-shirt from out of her jeans and ran her fingers along bare, warm skin.
Suzy shuddered but she didn’t stop her and within seconds her own hand was resting against the soft skin of Beth’s back, her fingers gently stroking along the length of her spine.
“ I like that.” Beth breathed and kissed her again, her tongue probing deep within Suzy’s mouth, as they pressed even closer together.
“ I like it
too,” Suzy replied, “ but we’re going to have to stop. I’m sorry Beth and please take this as the compliment it’s meant, but if we don’t stop now I’m not going to be able to. You’re really turning me on!”
Beth smiled. “ Good.”
Suzy’s mouth fell open. “ What?”
“ I said, good. I want you to be turned on, Suzy. I want you to make love to me.”
“ Are you serious?” Suzy exclaimed “ You really want me to fuck you?”
“ Yes! Unless you don’t want to. Look. I don’t know if I’m gay or straight or something in between, but right now, I don’t care! Kissing you has made my whole body tingle and I’m so bloody turned on I don’t know what to do with myself. So, yes, I want you to fuck me. I really do.”
“ In that case,” Suzy said, kissing the tip of Beth’s nose, “ I would be stupid to refuse. But one thing. If I do anything you don’t like or feel uncomfortable with, and I mean, anything, just you tell me and I will stop. I’ve never taken anyone by force and I don’t intend to start now. Deal?”
“ Deal.”
“ Okay then. In that case, get those clothes off girl. I’m not doing all the work.”
Sliding out of bed, and in a show of modesty that was almost ridiculous considering what they were about to do, they undressed with their backs to each other and climbed back into bed, pulling the duvet up high, and in Beth’s case, totally unsure what to do next.
Suzy though merely lifted the duvet and peering beneath, smiled. “ Nice tits.” She said, licking her lips, “ fancy pressing them against mine?”
Beth did and moving together, skin against skin, every touch sent another ripple of desire coursing through Beth’s veins as Suzy’s mouth found hers and they kissed hungrily, grateful to be doing something that was now familiar to them whilst relishing every new sensation that triggered their lust.
“ Lie on your back.” Suzy urged and she rolled on top of Beth. Kissing her whilst her hands roamed the sides of Beth’s body and Beth shivered beneath her.
Then she kissed Beth’s throat, moving now to lie beside her again as her hands began to stroke her stomach and the soft swell of her breasts. Her fingers quickly finding Beth’s nipples, hard as stone, and squeezing as she waited for Beth’s gasp of approval before allowing her mouth to take over from her fingers.
She sucked her. Her tongue tugging at Beth’s nipple whilst her free hand cupped Beth’s other breast, making her moan and sigh and urge Suzy not to stop as she went from one to the other, leaving a wet trial in her wake.
“ May I touch between your legs?” Suzy breathed, and Beth, already squirming nicely, almost came there and then. The softly spoken request and the way it made all her senses immediately rush to her pussy almost tipping her over the edge.
“ Yes.” She gasped in return. “ Yes! Please Suzy. Touch me.”
Suzy’s fingers glided down. Trailing over Beth’s stomach and stopping to tease her navel as she slowly, slowly made her way towards the soft heat of Beth’s desire.
In response, Beth spread her legs and Suzy’s hand met no resistance as she cupped Beth’s mound and gently held her, feeling Beth’s pussy throb gently in her palm before extending a single finger and running it smoothly and very wetly along the length of Beth’s slit.
Beth groaned and raising her hips off the bed, begged Suzy to fuck her.
“ I will.” Suzy assured her and knitting two fingers together, slowly pushed them into Beth’s cunt. Beth groaned again and catching her bottom lip between her teeth, raised her head to see Suzy working on her pussy, her fingers now starting to glide in and out, sticky with juices, warm from desire, fucking Beth as she told her she had the most amazing cunt.
“ So responsive.” She smiled, kissing Beth’s nipple and making her shudder. “ See how easily I can fuck you. See how easily my fingers slip in and out. You really want this, don’t you?”
“ Oh, yes.” Beth sighed, her head back on the pillow. “ What you’re doing is amazing. Please don’t stop”
“ I don’t intend to. Tell me when you’re coming.”
“ Now!”
Beth came. Not a huge great orgasm and certainly not the mind blowing come that Suzy had planned for her, but she still came. Gently and with passion, her hips rising off the bed, her own hand clasped over Suzy’s as she held Suzy’s fingers inside her and rode the waves, moaning and grinding as the small orgasm rippled through her cunt and left her breathless.
“ That was nice.” She smiled, once she’d caught her breath. “ No one has ever made me come like that before. Not just by fucking me with their fingers.”
“ Then I’m glad it was me.” Suzy smiled back. “ But I haven’t finished with you yet. Ready for some more?”
Gently she pulled her fingers free of Beth’s wet and swollen vagina. Her fingers meeting gentle resistance as if Beth couldn’t bear to let her go. In compensation she licked her nipples, waiting for them to grow hard again before sucking them and allowing her fingers to begin the smooth passage up and down Beth’s slit.
Immediately, Beth’s hips left the bed and she raised her knees, giving Suzy all the room she needed as Suzy glided towards Beth’s clit and began to rub.
It didn’t take long. Beth was so turned on that by the time Suzy had rubbed her a couple of times, slid down to fuck her and then returned to circle her clit, Beth was all but coming, and now with her breath ragged in her throat and her hands grabbing double handfuls of duvet, she writhed and moaned as the wonderful sensations ripped through her cunt and pussy, building and building until finally, unable to stop the rushing tide, she tipped over the edge into a fantastic orgasm.
Afterwards, she couldn’t stop smiling. “ That.” She grinned. “ Was fantastic. Thank you so much!”
“ My pleasure.” Suzy grinned back, giving her a hug. “ I’m glad you enjoyed it. You have a lovely body Beth, so sensual. Your bloke must have been mad to dump you.”
“ I’ll be mad to go back to men, you mean. Christ, after that, I never want to look at another cock again. But what about you? What can I do to please you?”
Suzy wrinkled her nose. “ It’s okay.” She said. “ You don’t have to. It’s one thing being made love to by another woman, it’s another to do it back. I’m fine if you are. You don’t have to do a thing.”
“ Who says I don’t!” Beth cried, propping herself up on one elbow. “ And what makes you think I don’t want to? I do, very much. For the record, I think you have a lovely figure, and believe me, I do want to get my hands on it. And in it. So spill. What turns you on Suzy?”
Suzy gave in. “ Okay,” she admitted, “ if you insist, I adore being fucked standing up. The sensations are just so different and I love it. Or do you think it’s too cold?”
Beth grinned. “ Not downstairs it isn’t.”
Beth had Suzy pressed up against the wall beside the fire. The stone here was warmer than anywhere else and once Suzy had wriggled about a bit to find a comfy spot to lean against she told Beth she was ready.
Beth hadn’t minded the wait. Dressed Suzy had been lovely, but now she was naked and she could really see her, she was beautiful. Her skin was soft and smooth, her breasts firm. The neatly cropped mound between her legs so very inviting as she moved closer and making sure their nipples were pressed together, kissed her passionately.
“ Take me.” Suzy breathed, burying her fingers in Beth’s hair. “ I don’t care what you do, just take me.”
The words made Beth shiver and still kissing her, she brought her hands up from Suzy’s waist and clasped her breasts, her thumbs playing across Suzy’s nipples as she kissed her throat, along her shoulder and down to her waiting nipple.
The contact made Suzy moan and encouraged Beth sucked harder, loving the way the reddened nub swelled in her mouth and Suzy’s skin tasted faintly of strawberries. Her hands caressed Suzy’s thighs, gl
iding tantalizingly close to her pussy but never quite touching her. Instead she teased, allowing her fingers to brush lightly against her fluff before fluttering away again to the sound of Suzy’s disappointment.
And now it was her turn to beg. Pleading with Beth to touch her, to please touch her! She was so turned on. Her pussy was throbbing. She couldn’t wait...
“ Patience.” Beth breathed and touched a fingertip to Suzy’s clit.
And Suzy went mad. It was as if someone had plugged her into the mains and as she shuddered against the wall and screamed at Beth to fuck her, Beth forced her finger between Suzy’s swollen pussy lips and then into her cunt, fucking her as Suzy gasped and moaned and pleaded with her not to stop.
“ Gonna come.” She moaned, hanging onto Beth. “ Oh, babe, fuck me!”
Beth fucked her. Driving her fingers in over and over until, moments later, Suzy came. Her cunt bearing down hard on Beth’s hand, her swollen pussy pressing into Beth’s palm as pussy juices smeared her skin and her legs sagged beneath her.
Beth held her up, and with her finger still buried deep inside her and Suzy’s muscle clenching her tight, she supported her whilst her orgasm ripped through her body.
“ Fuck.” She said when at last she could speak. “ I never realised I was that turned on! Christ Beth, thank you, that was great.”
Beth looked at her. “ That wasn’t enough.” She said, shaking her head. “ I want to touch you some more. I want to feel your pussy. I want to touch your clit. I want to.. taste you.”
“ Lick me, you mean? God, I’m not going to say no to that! If you want to lick me girl, then go for it. Want me to lie down?”
“ No, stay where you are. If you think your legs will stand it that is.”
Suzy giggled. “ Oh, they’ll stand it, even if I have to dig my fingers into the wall to stop myself falling down.”
Beth sank to her knees. Looking up she could see the swell of Suzy’s breasts and the small, hard jut of her nipples. She told her she looked lovely and stroked her thigh, kissing her there and breathing in the warm aroma of freshly fucked pussy.