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To John

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by Kim Itae


  The whole police got so rotten. If you pull out one string, the whole shit will be poured out. That's what they are afraid of. I do not think that they can bury this. Time changed. Through social media, the whole world is watching. That' s how I saw it too. They are still trying to bury the cases. Let me see how long it lasts without any serious injury.

  They are trying to ignore coast to coast people's protest. Who are feeding them? They are paid by tax. Their salaries are paid instead of people's health insurance. Now they kill people instead of protect them. Behind, there is national guards. Behind national guards, there is Pentagon. Behind Pentagon, those Texans. Oil dollar owners. Weapon manufacturers. They are supporting US publicans. So, conclusion is that US publicans are killing US people. They win the mid election. They could vary the cases for the last 5-6 months. Now it came out again. They are using this news break to choke Obama further.

  Really sick. Have that your dream KP pipeline. Trigger the earthquake. It will work like chemotherapy. Basically killing those cells which are growing at a certain speed.

  There are cross junction points between 26 GE mark 1 reactors, KP pipeline & underground thermal map. Find out. (four images attached here. The list of payment by GE to nuclear power stations to settle their faulty reactors.)"

  Monticello, Cooper & two more dots under there, which I do not know the names of those places. Dallas or Oklahoma. I will check them later.

  All theses years, those bastards made wars in Middle-East to keep the oil price and sell weapons. I had no idea. Oil price down. Dollar down too. This time."

  Ana remembered. Her brothers used to say to her.

  "You slept all afternoon and woke up and gave us a tantrum? Grow up."

  "I told you not to mess up with my toys."

  "You should tidy them up before you go to bed."

  "They were here. Why did you play with them? They are my toys."

  "We didn't. Nana did."

  "You are liars. Nana!!!"

  07 Dec 2014

  "Shall we do it properly tonight?"

  "KP pipeline is like a fuse.

  The reason why they are desperate for the KP pipeline is that Middle East refuse the payment by dollars. They need oil from Alaska as no more oil in Texas, just empty shale companies. Middle East ask missiles as alternative payment. Missiles. Once they get nuclear missiles, they can not make more wars easily like befor. Without wars, oil price down. No profitable sales.

  I can see a time bomb which has so many tangled cables. So tangled. The reason why KP pipeline can be a fuse is that it aligned with underground thermal pan ie earthquage band and at least 4 nuclear power plants with faulty GE reactors. Well know factors. I will attach a list of payment made by GE to those nuclear power plants in order to settle claims about those reactors. Fukushima was a joke, compared to this. There are 2 or 3 more in Alaska. There was a film, which had a very similar story. And this is not a film."

  "John, like frying beans with lightening. Have you ever done that before? So exciting!!!"

  John groaned.

  "I know this is crazy. But remember Normandie? Or even Falkland. How did you do that? For Falkland, RAF first used the method to supply fuel to the fighters in the air, no? Protest across the nation. You know what this means, John?"

  "John, John, can you feel that? Something is shaking..."

  Ana woke up with a severe headache that morning. Someone on the street said 'is she still alive?' Of course, that stranger was not talking about her. Possibly one of old people living in apartment block in front of her house.

  It was 11 Mar. She remembered the date. A doctor came to her house 11 o'colock at night. He said to her

  "Are you still alive?"

  She went to a surgery that afternoon to check her blood. She had an unusually heavy period. Lumps after lumps of blood came out. She felt dizzy and she could hear the pumping noise in her ear. She came home after taking blood test. The nurse said she could get the result within three or four days.

  That night, that doctor said,

  "You might be one of a few living human with that level of hemoglobin. I've never seen this low. Pack and go to A&E."

  She went to a hospital and got a blood transfusion. Four bottles of someone else's fresh blood gave her another life. She remembers the day.

  Fukushima happened at the same day.

  Coincidence.

  The severe headache reminds of that day. Unusual type of headache. A few metal strings seem to penetrate her brain in various directions. Piercing even through her throat, ears, back of eyes, top of nose and gums. Very similar to trigeminal neuralgia. She thought she had better to go hospital next day.

  "Military equipment, which US could not sell to Middle East, are used by local police. Kind of a clearance sale, which might cause unpleasant accidents. Very unpleasant."

  "John, all my family are going out for dinner at Hong Kong Fusion. This is a birthday party. Big meals, man."

  Ana's little summary:

  Petrodollar refers to United States dollars earned through exports of petroleum(oil).

  In an effort to prop up the value of the dollar, Richard Nixon negotiated a deal with Saudi Arabia that in exchange for arms and protection they would denominate all future oil sales in U.S. dollars (Wikipedia)

  - Saudi Arabia refused USD as payment 10 years ago.

  - The other day $316 bn were sucked out from Petrodollars.

  - The value of dollar became insignificant in oil trade.

  - US cannot use dollars for oil any more like before. Also the end of QE means US cannot produce dollars any more because of the devaluation risk. For example, the sovereign default last year, bankrupcy. Same as any other business. If you produce too much unredeemable cheques, you go bankrupt. Twice already under Obama.

  - Anyway the same chain: desperate for KP pipeline, dangerous.

  "John, devaluated Petrodollars will bring down dollars too. Same family, no? We are on the right track. Daily fun is a bit different, though."

  "Hope you have a big fun tonight. Very short, remember?"

  2nd Week December 2014

  08 Dec 2014

  "Well fried beans. I can see some of you burned your own fingers. I told you it's a lightening."

  That morning, Ana sensed her bother's existence through the screen.

  'Carl, I know you are there. You always sneered at my game. Now you are interested? You are 10 years older than me, so I will not use B word.'

  "John, I will see Mr. Bateman today. See you later."

  "Mr Bateman's itiniery: From next Thursday: San Francisco, Sidney, Hong Kong & Dubai. He said he would do his best to enjoy this long trip with old members of his family."

  "I will cook two sorts of fish tonight. Mackrels and croakers."

  "By the way, have you ever seen LED flowers which blossom at night, John?"

  "I wanted to marry to my brother when I was little. He was so good. And he is still so good."

  Brent crude oil fell more than a dollar to around $68. (Reuter) Over supply. No war. The future of petrodollars? Back to dark age.

  "John, this is Carl. He is really pissed off by oil price."

  "Sorry, who is Carl?"

  "He is one of my three elder brothers."

  "How do you know?"

  "I feel it. More specifically. 1. time of day. 2. his style. He is in New York. More specifically? He is working with Morgan. Not for, with. Just look at the pulse. It's mad. Madder than me. We used to call it Cocaine Shoot. And this is just a little of pulling."

  "When he shoots, he shoots."

  Ana could hear his voice.

  'Ana, you got scared? Go home."

  He was always the calmest, the kindest brother. But when he said that, Ana went home quiet. She got scared.

  "John, this is not Carl. You see the difference? You have no idea how much he can pull. I know him."

  "Go home. Do not make your pants wet. Do not play with my brother."

  When Carl saw Ana's future h
usband, he just said,

  "He is not one of us. And you know it."

  Then he left. He said he had to realign his life. Her heart got broken. Now she was hearing him saying ‘go, go, go…’

  ============================

  "Do not move. Stay. Stay. Wait... Wait for the wave..."

  "I said, do not move."

  "Cut."

  "Ok, Ok. Keep going."

  Those were the words Carl used to use.

  Time to time, he let her win like any other old brother to his baby sister.

  09 Dec 2014

  "63.05 dollar/barrel, -4.24%. Scotland made a really good decision. Don't you think, Johnny?"

  "Don't call me that name."

  Johnny? John was not in that mood. His sleep was deeply disturbed. That was 2 o'clock in the morning. 10 o'clcok in Tokyo.

  Ana's homework list

  1. Five year low. 2010. Something finished or started at this year. Iraq, Afghanistan?

  2. EU’s eastern members €315bn fund. How will they invest the fund?

  "Tony, Carl is messing my toys again."

  "He never did. He always tied up your mess. I bet the same thing."

  Antonio is still living in Jerez with their parents. He became a ENT doctor like their dad.

  ++++++++(Sod it)

  "Two sticky cherries are left. Half transparent. I inspected the element. There is a problem with buttonPositioner. Visibility disrupted 12% upfront."

  "We are entering into God-Knows-How mode."

  "I am waiting for a parcel around 12:16."

  "Two crops a day, not a year. Life is short. The parcel arrived earlier than I expected."

  "Exactly like the weather in Cambridge, UK. A bit grey, cold, sun is just coming out. Slow cooking before dark is rather suitable today. Warming up."

  "The non-polar ninth heaven king called me again. He asked me whether he can copy mine. I said yes. He asked how much commission I want. I said no thank you. I asked him not to call me again. He said yes. He said he got 20 boys age under 17. He is indeed a nuts. But he will not call me again. So I thought it's ok. Anyway copying is a common practice in dealing. So what a big deal. Out of kindness, I told him not to make them copy me after PM 4 as I have to cook. Also do not let them play games during working hours. Tell them this is quite a different game."

  "Let me see who will have nose bleed first."

  "John, cooking time, just us."

  "Hope all the kids are gone to bad by now. They do need nappy training."

  "Actually I hate cooking. Everyday. 5 days a week. Sometimes twice a day. I started as a hobby. Now, look."

  "Anyway, the last thing I want is to get involved in illegal child labor in some foreign countries."

  'Carl, you dragged me into this. I was only 7. You said that it's time to get in. You were 17. I am still crying. I don't get scared. I just miss you. An Indian guy called. He got some 17 year old boys to work. You were 17, weren't you? The money is still game money to me. You didn't tell me that you were recruited. A sweat shop. I feel weird today. Because I didn't know you were copying me. Since when? That's why you were so against my marriage. That's why I ran away from you. That's why I went to Far East."

  10 Dec 2014

  "Morning briefing: 1. ECB is in bonds market. 2. CIA, more ineffective and brutal than known"

  1. Mario takes his time for certain. Well known since his MIT days.

  2. What could be more ineffective and brutal than killing your own president, Kennedy? That assassination was the turning point for USA economy since 1963. The world saw what could be done by that ineffective and brutal organization. 10 years later oil shock 1973 followed.

  'What was the guy's name? Around this time last year. There was a gun shooting in one of Pentagon buildings in Washington. He was ex-army. He worked in the underground array, 100 meters away from the Twin building. Very fishy.'

  "Morning John, I zipped all the way up. Your turn to save it up to 1.57210 at least. I will see the Will. You know him, don't you? See you."

  "Ho ho, John, Will said I am good."

  After working in the sweat shop for 6 six months, they can go wherever they want. Harvard, Mit, Cambridge, Oxford, wherever. Then they will come back to their home countries. Good money.

  "John, you know what? Will said he would introduce me into a beautiful and perfect world. If I do not follow him, I would have a pain beyond imagination, which he had been through. I did not said burger off as he was my supervisor. He sounded confident. He must have got some nice fund one of his Quata friend."

  "Anyway his favorite song is still 'permanent blue mountain'."

  "Too sleepy... I will sent a postcard to my brother in Japan and get some nice pair of pajamas."

  "Sorry, Ana, how many brothers you have?"

  "Three elder brothers. That's all. And my little twin brother. That's all."

  "This brother of yours in Japan. What is he doing there? May I ask?"

  "He is teaching in University. Economics. Nothing to do with us. I mean, me and Carl. How many brothers you have, John?"

  "I told you. Just one who made my girlfriend pregnant. Forget it. I am trying to forget it. By the way, what are you going to cook? Another slow cooking?"

  "How do you know? Yes. Chilean chicken soup, describing today, no? We will eat and digest it with sweet corns. Start at 5, take 2-3 hours."

  Carl used to say to Ana.

  "If your nerves are too worn out, do not touch anything, do not meed anybody, do not talk, do not eat, just do nothing."

  Ana thought

  'What's wrong with me? I do things. I cannot sit still. I had better start some meditation or yoga kind of stuff. My nerves are everywhere. If I don't use it, I will get clinically depresseed.'

  She remembered his cool and very well composed, cold and hansome face. She used to watch him when he did that doing nothing pose. Very handsome. Even you cut his face, he will not drop a tint of blood. He was somewhere else. Very far. He was not there.

  'I should have been diagnosed as HAID? Or what was it? Fidgeting all the time... Hyperactive something... I already have slight autism, dyslexia and serious manic. Obessesive Compulsive Disorder, of course. Multiple Character Disorder? Possible. Whatelse? Hypocondriac. Time to time, ME. I am still fuctioning. I am not a bad person. I do not harm other people. Why am I so disturbed whenever I think of Carl? He always made me nervous.'

  "Wrap it up."

  "Peter the Buddhist contacted me. I will see him Friday morning at 8:00."

  'I do not want American friends. They are killing people. They are hurting people. I do not want them. They cannot be my friends.'

  This is what your children and your grandchildren will hear.

  "Anybody, who goes down under my volume 1.00 sell line, is dead tomorrow."

  11 Dec 2014

  "Turn on the unicode."

  'I can see a few dead bodies. The wave is strong enough. Verbindung. This will be the record of my last month on earth.'

  "Are you making purple candies here, darling?"

  "John, too many inbetweeners. Jammed by the flow of human traffic. * * ::"

  "Just try 10 min. You know red jelly beans make me deadly sleepy."

  Ana thought,

  'Who said that optimisim is the foundation of courage. The opposite. Courage make you optimistic. Courage is the mind of ploughing a wild, rough field on and on until you can see some proper field to put seeds in. So who said that? It sounds like that American philosopher James something. Pragmatic? You are in a deep trouble.'

  Ana took a nap and had a dream. She got shocked by the dream, so she wrote it down.

  'When I opened the last door, I saw a red monster. It got into my body. It looked like a fire dragon. Fierce. Trying to penetrate every part of my body. So painful. It tried to go out of my body. But my body was so blocked. We both suffered.'

  She did not know whether the red monster is still in her body or not. It was a dream. She dream-talked to the monster, 'Ok.
If you are as blind as me, let's live together. But time to time, you have to come out to fight for me, otherwise I will starve. That will starve you to dearth too.' That's how she kept 14 dragons in her body. All mixed up with childhood dreams.

  'Carl, Carl, I have dragons.' She was four.

  'How many?'

  'Tree.' She remembered her three fingers.

  'Don't tell anybody.'

  'Why?'

  'They will put you in a hospital.'

  'They are not hurting me anymore.'

  'You don't understand. Anyway it's a secret.'

  'Why?'

  'We brought them from heaven.'

  'Why?'

  'I will explain when you have 14.'

  'When shall I have 14?'

  'When you are quite old.'

  'You are not lying, are you?'

  'Don't tell anybody. Ok? Promise?'

  'Promise.'

  "My husband used Spotify for the last hour. He finished now."

  "By the way, his name is Henry."

  "He told me the other day that he got really fed up with that heavy ass pigeon."

  "He was even muttering to himself in bed 'too heavy, too heavy...'"

  "Ana, sorry, this is not time to listen to your private life."

  "John, if you know who my husband is, you might listen morecarefully what I am saying. This is my favor."

  "Or will it be easier for you understand if I use the word 'dove' instead of 'pigeon'?"

  John got really annoyed. Two reason. 1. He might know her husband. 2. Just annoyed by the whole day.

  "Sorry. Back to work. I am going out for a shopping. Breakfast bars from Poundland to send to South Sudan. Ring you a bell?"

  "I have a vegetarian guest tonight. What on earth is anybody a vegetarian? I have no idea what to cook. Pasta without anchovie means nothing to me. I don't feel good but I will do my best to please my guest's tongue. My face started stwiching."

  John called Mark,

  "Ana started ticking."

  "What happened to the international tango? "Do I like the smell of your confidence?"

  "Better than the smelly dog's leg if you heard by any chance. If you never heard of it, forget it. You are too old to catch up. Live as you have lived."

  He cut it short.

  "John, eggs are boiled. All 4 eggs."

 

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