Second Chance Love: A Regency Romance Set

by Wendy Lacapra

  “Ridiculously so,” he answered without thought. His parents had spent almost every waking hour working but when they did manage to find time together… “Embarrassingly so,” he corrected.

  They continued talking in this vein for the next several minutes. Surprisingly, they’d both received similar educations, his out of charity, and hers as had been expected.

  He respected her, but more surprisingly, damnit, but he liked her. He found himself sexually attracted to her even more so than before. Of course, he’d never act on it. Or so he’d convinced himself.

  She stumbled, causing him to halt and assist her in finding her balance. She was exhausted. He ought to have paid more attention. It wasn’t the distance that required so much effort, rather the clawing mud and the terrain.

  “We can stop for a while.” A large tree that had fallen alongside the road caught his eye. “Sit down.” Likely she was parched, as well. All this mud and not a drop of fresh water between the two of them.

  “Are your parents still alive?” She brushed at the log before finding a seat upon it.

  Niles lowered himself gingerly beside her, stifling a groan at the pain that shot through him.

  “The earl has provided them with a small pension and a cottage to make their home on his country estate. His lordship is a decent fellow.” Something Niles himself had brokered. With a certain degree of arm twisting.

  She’d referred to her father in the past tense. “What of yours?”

  “My father passed a few years after I married. With no sons, my childhood home went to a distant cousin, whom my mother married. She still resides at Neptune’s Park, but her health is diminished.”

  Niles wondered that he’d not learned this about her earlier. “And the cousin?”

  A tight smile. “Ironically, not dissimilar from Jean Luc.” And then she shook her head slightly. “I do not visit often.”

  Damn. The masculine half of the population had not given this woman much reason to trust their sex. It was no wonder she’d sought her independence so diligently.

  She tipped her head back, closed her eyes, and inhaled. “It’s going to rain again.” She spoke the words quite matter of factly.

  She was right. Clouds had been gathering in front of them for ten minutes now.

  She slid a glance at him from beneath her lashes. “Under normal circumstances, I appreciate the scent it brings.”

  “But not when one is caught unprotected in the elements,” he agreed, doing his best to ignore the surge of attraction he experienced — ignore his imagination...

  They ought to be on their way again, but he’d not push her.

  He needn’t have worried. She rose and offered her hand. “Shall we then?”

  To assist him.

  With him being nearly twice her weight.

  They barely walked ten steps before the wind kicked up, carrying with it a smattering of sprinkles.

  “I’m so sorry for this. I should have considered the road conditions more seriously.” This was his fault. She’d insisted they travel, yes, but he could have refused her.

  She ducked her head as the sprinkles turned into horizontal pelt. They couldn’t proceed in such conditions. He grasped her hand and tugged her towards a copse of trees in the distance. At least they’d afford a modicum of protection.

  Again, her fortitude surprised him.

  A bolt of lightning flashed with its thunder not far behind.

  Eve hadn’t run in ages. As in moved faster than a walking pace, lifting both feet off the ground at one time.

  Holding this man’s hand, exhausted and quite undone, memories from her youth tantalized her. Of climbing trees and playing in the rain.

  She might feel differently if it was colder, but for now, she felt renewed somehow.

  When they reached the trees she wondered at who she’d become, but then scoffed at herself. The death of Jean Luc had scrambled her in more ways than one.

  Oh, but this storm was magnificent. Warm hands grasped her from behind and vigorously rubbed the length of her arms.

  “Oh, Niles. May I call you Niles? I forget how powerful nature can be!”

  His motions slowed and for a moment, she felt his chin resting atop her head, as though he too would take a moment to appreciate the view. “You’re a unique woman.”

  “Eve,” she supplied. “Call me Eve.” Under such primitive circumstances, it felt odd to address one another by either Mister or Missus.

  “Eve.” His voice sounded husky. From their exertions, likely.

  “I am different than most of my counterparts anyways.” She knew she wasn’t like other ladies of her acquaintance. Ladies who’d lived their entire lives dependent upon husbands, brothers, and fathers. Her daughters, she knew, would be different as well. It was why she’d sent the younger girls to finishing school this past year. She wanted them strong, but without the sharp edges she herself had formed.

  Although she did admit, such strength had saved her eldest. She shivered and his arms wound around her middle. She covered them with her own and leaned against his solid warmth. Mr. Waverly — Niles — was different too.

  In all their dealings, he’d never acted controlling or overbearing. Yes, she employed him. But other business managers had tried manipulating her. Other business managers she’d utilized had gone to her husband to question her decisions.

  Niles had not.

  “You’re different in a good way,” he supplied.

  The words warmed her even more than his body. She’d lived amongst the ton for most of her life but oftentimes felt like an imposter. Less feminine. Less respectable.

  Just.

  Less.

  “Thank you.”

  Perhaps she could drop her defenses with him because he was not one of them. Despite his demeanor and speech, he had never been a member of the upper class.

  His manners and dress were impeccable. And, yes, his looks quite surpassed those of most younger men, let alone men his own age.

  But he was not another nob seeking any means available to pay off his debts. Abhorrent as the notion was, she’d been protected by her marriage. Now a widow, in possession of considerable funds, she’d best be wary.

  But not with Niles.

  Her very own Mr. Waverly.

  And then she caught herself. What on earth was she thinking? He wasn’t her Niles. Her Mr. Waverly. He was her man of business!

  She stepped out of his warming embrace, wrapped her own arms around her front, and shivered again as a gust of wind swept through her.

  Her gown was soaked, through and through. Even worse, the storm showed no signs of letting up. In fact, the sky looked even darker in the distance.

  They’d found themselves in such dire straits due to her selfishness and impatience. As she berated herself, she was vaguely aware of Niles moving around behind her. He’d said nothing when she’d pushed herself away from him. Was he feeling the same fleeting, completely temporary attraction that she had?

  There was, of course, the moment directly following the crash, when she’d felt him—

  “Come sit down. It’s dryer back here.” How was it that he could speak such an edict without it sounding like either a command or an invitation? He was using the familiar Mr. Waverly’s voice again.

  She turned to find that he’d fashioned the bulk of his great coat into a small tent of sorts.

  Eve could be stubborn or she could be warm.

  Another shiver.

  “Thank you.”

  Making her way farther into the brush, she found the ground less soaked. The branches overhead were thicker, more tangled with each other. She dropped to her knees and then edged into the small shelter.

  It would be cozier if he were sitting beside her. They could share one another’s warmth.

  He remained standing, however, a few yards away from her. He would not attempt to join her, she knew.

  A flash of lightning and then more thunder.

  Niles cursed. She didn’t
think she’d heard him curse before. So contained. Throughout their acquaintance, until today that was, he’d always held himself removed, respectfully aloof, professional.

  Was that why she’d not noticed him, as a man before?

  Well, of course she’d known he was a man, but was that why she’d not noticed the solid width of his chest, the chiseled line of his jaw? The sensuality in his smoky gaze?

  Not that any of it made any difference.

  Her fingers fluttered to her chest. Try as she might, she most certainly was noticing him now.

  “Niles.”

  He paced away from her, toward the clearing.

  “Niles.” She said his name louder this time. “Won’t you please come out of the rain? You’re no good to me if you fall ill.”

  He glanced over his shoulder, meeting her eyes. “Damnit, but I ought to have insisted we delay travel. I ought to have considered—”

  “Niles,” she cajoled with a gentle smile. “If it’s anyone’s fault, it’s mine. Please, won’t you come and warm up? Then I will argue with you over who gets to take the blame for this debacle.”

  He jammed his hands into his pockets and then reluctantly turned and did as she asked.

  He was careful, she noted, to touch her as little as possible. As soon as he settled, she edged herself closer to him.

  Strictly for warmth.

  He stiffened at first, but then dropped an arm around her shoulder and relaxed slightly. She’d made matters awkward by pulling away from him earlier.

  One question swarmed through her mind as she soaked up his heat.

  What should she do now?

  CHAPTER SIX

  Strictly for Warmth

  Niles berated himself twice over for allowing this situation to deteriorate to its present conditions. The temperature had dropped, and their damp clothing clung to their bodies.

  Furthermore, he could not deny he’d made her uncomfortable by talking to her, and touching her, in an overly familiar manner. Calling her Eve, even at her request, complicated the boundaries of what had been a circumspect relationship.

  During the course of the day, she’d revealed a great deal of herself to him. He wouldn’t read anything into it. He’d simply been there when she needed to cry, and later as they hiked, to pass the time.

  “I refuse to allow you to blame yourself for all of this.” She broke the silence between the two of them. “I absolutely demand my half of it, Niles, if not sixty percent.”

  She was calling him Niles again.

  “I thought the inn was closer,” he admitted. “And if you insist, I’ll allow you thirty-five percent, but no more than that.”

  She chuckled and nuzzled closer.

  He would not take advantage of their physical proximity. She must feel vulnerable, lost. As much as he’d like to run his hands along the length of her body, to steal a taste of her lips, he wouldn’t.

  Even if she was now an unmarried woman.

  Who, this very moment, trailed her fingers down the front of his shirt in the most intoxicating manner.

  On a hiss, he reached up to stop her. “Mrs. Mossant.”

  “Eve,” she corrected him.

  “Eve…” But he did not push her hand away. Instead, he had raised it to his lips. “You are not quite yourself today.”

  “Perhaps you are right.” She sighed loudly. “Or perhaps I am more myself than I have been in a very long time.”

  Holding her fingers against his mouth, he allowed himself to drop a single kiss there.

  He’d not realized that he’d missed tenderness. Unwilling to break the connection between the two of them, Niles closed his eyes and…let his senses take over.

  Not another thought to push them away.

  For a moment. He’d allow himself this moment.

  She moved her hand to explore his face; her fingers danced across his eyebrows and then her hand caressed his jaw and the skin along his ear. When she dropped her hand abruptly, he exhaled. Had he been holding his breath?

  “I’m proving to be a nuisance, aren’t I, Niles? First, I weep on you for over an hour, then I nearly topple you down the hill, and now I’m making matters even more awkward. I’m sorry if I’ve made you feel uncomfortable. You are right. I am not quite myself.” Even though her words registered, her body said more. She maintained her position in close concert with is body.

  “You are not making me uncomfortable.” God help him. His own inclinations did quite well on their own. Just sitting beside her, sharing their warmth, tempted him.

  “You don’t have to say that. I’ll allow I’ve relied on you inappropriately for most of this journey.” Her voice sounded throaty, most unlike the Mrs. Mossant he’d come to know in London. “You’re likely wishing me to perdition.” Her hand rested on his chest.

  She was making this impossible for him.

  “You are my employer, a woman all too recently widowed. It would be unfair, unethical of me...” He stared straight ahead and surveyed the clouds. The storm had picked up strength as their own barrage of emotions under their frail cover had.

  “Oh, Niles. If you only knew.”

  He shifted both of them so that he could see into her eyes. If they were to have this conversation, he’d look at her while doing so.

  “If I only knew what?”

  She took a deep breath, as though for courage before answering. “How badly I need you to be unethical today.”

  Steady, sultry eyes met his with unabashed need. Her cheeks were flushed and those lips of hers parted slightly.

  Dammit.

  He could resist his own need, but not hers.

  She would require comfort now. She’d lost a husband, a horrible one at that, but a husband, nonetheless.

  He needed to be certain. Niles leaned forward and paused. “If you wish.”

  But she backed away an inch. “Don’t feel that you have to. I only thought—mmphh”

  Her cut off her speech with his lack of ethics.

  At first her lips felt cool, cold even, pinched tight. How long, he wondered, since she’d been kissed?

  “Open for me,” he mumbled against her. “Relax.”

  She nodded, slipping away until he could capture her mouth again.

  This time her lips parted softly beneath his. He lifted his hands to cup her cheeks, and then the back of her neck. Her tongue retreated at first but grew bolder to eventually dance and tangle with his as the kiss lengthened.

  Oh, but he loved the essence of a woman, this woman. Her deliciously moist mouth tasted sweet, earthy, her teeth glided smoothly against his tongue.

  A tremble flowed through her, whether from the cold or the kiss, he couldn’t be sure.

  “Hold me,” she whispered.

  He drew her closer, dropping his arms around her shoulders and then her waist.

  How long the kiss went on, he wasn’t sure. It could have been a minute, or ten, or more even. He lost himself as he took inventory of her responses. A hitch, a moan, a gasp.

  The way she spoke his name, half whisper, half groan.

  Eventually he became aware of a quieting. The thunder had drifted away, and rain no longer pounded everything around them.

  And their private tempest settled as well.

  Niles placed one last kiss on now familiar lips and drew in a heavy breath. They were two consenting adults. But he would not take her on the ground, on the dirt.

  If, and that was a very big if, he were to take her at all, it would be on a comfortable bed dressed in clean linens.

  He tucked her head beneath his chin and waited while she steadied her own breathing.

  “Your name fits you rather well.”

  “Hmmm,” she mumbled into his shirt front.

  “You tempt me, Eve. Now tell me, was that unethical enough for you?”

  Eve struggled to comprehend his words.

  So long. She’d waited so long for something so simple as a kiss. There had been days when she’d surmised, she’d live the remaind
er of her life without doing so.

  He’d reignited sensations she’d feared might be dead — Niles had — her man of business.

  He’d asked her something. Was that unethical enough for you?

  She managed to nod, her face pressed against his chest now.

  “Thank you,” she whispered into his waistcoat.

  “The storm’s passed. I’m afraid we need to set out again. The mud will be worse than before, but we need to make the inn before darkness falls.” His voice sounded rather matter of fact. Obviously, the kiss had affected him far less than it had affected her.

  His arms dropped away, and she stiffened. What was she doing? What had come over her? Most assuredly any kiss would have sent her thoughts into such a jumble. “Yes. Yes, of course.” She wished she could have risen to her feet gracefully.

  But oh, no. Not only was her dress jumbled around her legs, but pins and needles plagued her left foot.

  Holding his side, Niles rose easily.

  Why was he holding his side? “Are you injured?” Had she done something to him, or had he injured himself earlier?

  “It’s nothing.” He offered a hand to assist her up.

  She rearranged her skirt and wiggled her toes before taking it. Once standing, she studied his eyes. “You would not be holding your side if it were nothing. You foolish man! Why didn’t you say something?”

  A small injury could become serious all too quickly. Unfortunately, there was nothing to be done until they arrived at the inn. Or any shelter, for that matter.

  Without answering her question, he offered an arm and led them back toward the road.

  “I don’t mean to call you a foolish man. I do that to my daughters, you know.” She couldn’t help explaining to him. “When they worry me.”

  “You call your daughters foolish men?” He would make a joke of it. Who was she to worry about him?

  “Foolish girls.” She ignored his teasing.

  Mentioning her girls reminded her who she was. A mother. A mature woman, not some starry-eyed miss. That kiss back there… It meant nothing. A bit of comfort. Warmth. She was the foolish one, to have imagined for a minute that it might lead to anything else.