Always My Own (Always Love Trilogy #2)

by Tawdra Kandle

  Always My Own

  Copyright © 2015 Tawdra Kandle

  ISBN: 978-1-68230-188-3

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, brands, media, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. The author acknowledges the trademarked status and trademark owners of various products referenced in this work of fiction, which have been used without permission. The publication/use of these trademarks is not authorized, associated with, or sponsored by the trademark owners.

  Cover design by Once Upon a Time Covers

  Proofreading by Kelly Baker

  Interior Design and formatting by Champagne Formats

  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Synopsis

  The Burton Books

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Epilogue

  The Burton Books

  Always My Own Play List

  Acknowledgements

  About the Author

  Other Books

  Always My Own

  When Elizabeth Hudson and Trent Wagoner met on a Christmas tree lot in Florida, sparks flew, igniting a fire they both thought would burn for a long time.

  The problem with fires is that sometimes people get hurt. In this case, both Elizabeth and Trent end up burnt when an impulsive decision results in long-term repercussions.

  Trent, still dealing with the aftermath of a painful situation in his hometown of Burton, struggles with the feelings he has for Elizabeth. He’s not sure that committing to her is a good idea when everything he touches seems to end badly.

  Elizabeth took a risk when she moved to Burton for Trent. Now she’s stuck in a job she’s not sure she likes, living with people she doesn’t know and in love with a man who may not be capable of the forever she craves.

  When it seems as if hope has died . . . there’s always love.

  Trent and Elizabeth’s story begins with the Christmas short

  Underneath My Christmas Tree

  The Burton Books began with

  The One Trilogy

  The Last One

  The First One

  The Only One

  The One Trilogy Box Set

  And continued in

  The Always Love Trilogy

  Always For You

  Always My Own

  Always Our Love

  Will and Sydney’s story is coming!

  My One and Always

  A short in the anthology

  Love Paws

  April 18, 2016

  In 2008, in the parking lot of Monkey Joe’s, I met a blonde with two cute kids. She was new to homeschooling, and she’d just joined our social group. Little did I know how important she’d be in my life.

  Five years later, when I was in the middle of this crazy author life and struggling to keep up, Stacey came to my aid, helping me with proofing, promo and other bookish fun. When I suggested (begged) that she learn formatting, she took a deep breath and dived in.

  Since then, Stacey has formatted every one of my books . . . but more important, she’s become one of the top formatters in the indie world. She never fails to amaze me with her knowledge and ability!

  Stacey has come to just about every local signing and speaking engagement I’ve had. She threw my first launch party. She helped move my family, twice. And the woman makes a dang good pan of brownies. And pumpkin roll.

  So this book is dedicated with love to Stacey, my Florida sister, my shoulder to cry on, my wine buddy, my partner in crime, my friend.

  IT PROBABLY WASN’T A GOOD omen that the first sign of civilization I came across in my brand-new hometown was a bar.

  But even if seeing it was a bad sign, the Road Block looked like a decent joint. It was huge, a building of raw planks that rose out of the empty fields, the sides decorated liberally with neon. The parking lot was pretty packed, even though it wasn’t full-on dark yet on a Tuesday night. The sign near the road announced that it was Ladies Night, with half-priced drinks and a DJ spinning tunes.

  Sounded like my type of place.

  I slowed my packed-to-the-gills car, and for a moment, I debated whether stopping at a bar on my way into a town I’d never seen, where I hoped to run a successful law practice, was a good idea. And then the part of me that’d been talking louder and louder of late told me to give myself a break. One drink wasn’t going to hurt anyone. That sounded about right at this point, so I swung into the parking lot and eased into a spot near the back.

  Climbing out, I stretched, feeling the muscles in my back ease when my feet hit the graveled ground. The air was chilly now that the sun was down, and shivering, I reached back into the car for my jacket before I headed for the front of the building.

  Inside, the Road Block was a wide open space, with dim lights, plenty of round tables, rows of booths and a large dance floor, which was empty at the moment. Apparently the DJ hadn’t started playing yet. Still, as the parking lot had indicated, the place was fairly crowded, and mostly with women. I guessed Ladies Night was popular in Burton, Georgia.

  I found a spot at the bar and hopped onto a stool, glancing around the area. Two people were working behind the bar: one was a woman who was probably about twenty years my senior, and the other was an incredibly well-built man, with dark cropped hair. Both of them were moving fast, taking orders, filling them and chatting with the patrons. I waited, biding my time until the man spotted me and moseyed down to my end.

  “Hey, thanks for waiting. Sorry, we’re a little busy tonight.” He grinned at me, and I swore my bones melted. Oh, mama.

  “Um, no problem.” I flashed what I hoped was a winsome smile. “Can I just have a glass of white wine? Whatever you’re offering tonight for the special is fine.”

  Mr. Incredibly Handsome folded his arms over that huge chest and leaned onto the bar, bringing his face to my level. “We have a nice Pinot, but I really recommend the Riesling. It’s new, it’s from Australia, and my wife absolutely loves it. And she’s got a very discerning palate.”

  My heart, which had been skipping along merrily as he spoke, dropped. Yeah, it figured. All the good ones were taken. A thread of uneasiness wrapped around my stomach, but I pushed it away.

  “That sounds perfect. The Riesling, I mean.”

  He winked at me. “You got it.” Pulling a wine glass from the rack overhead, he tipped a bottle over the rim, giving me a generous serving. “Here you go.” He studied me for a few seconds. “You’re not from Burton. Just passing through or coming for a visit?”

  I grimaced. “Neither. Moving here.”

  He raised one eyebrow. “And not very happy about it, apparently. Relax, sugar. We’re a very welcoming community.”

  “Yeah.” I took a long drink. “Mmmm, you were right. This is excellent.” I leaned back a little and took in the room, surveying the booths with women of all ages filling them and the high-tops with an equal number of f
emales. “So Ladies Night is a big hit, huh?”

  He chuckled. “It is. We have live music on the weekends, but the women hereabouts told me they wanted one night where they could just kick back and cut loose. And they wanted to be able to request their favorite songs. So we started Ladies Night. We get a full house just about every week.”

  “Nice.” I drained my glass and nudged it toward the bartender. “I’ll have another, please.”

  He glanced at me but didn’t comment as he refilled my wine glass. “So where’re you from?”

  I took a much more ladylike sip this time. “You name it, I’ve lived there. Well, pretty much.” I hooked a thumb toward myself. “Army brat.”

  “Ah.” He nodded. “Then I guess I should ask where you came from just now?”

  “Florida.” I turned my glass in a neat little circle on the paper napkin.

  “Oh, really? Whereabouts?”

  “East coast.” I didn’t want to go down that road, not tonight. Deciding to turn the tables, I flashed him a smile. “How about you? I take it you’re Georgia born and raised?”

  “Better than that. I’m Burton, Georgia born and raised.” He lifted one massive shoulder. “Went away for a little while after graduation, but I found my way back and opened up this place. Now I’m here to stay.”

  “Seriously? This is your bar?” I looked at him with new appreciation. “Congratulations. It’s great.” I tore off a corner of the napkin and rolled it into a little ball. “But still. Owning a business in a town doesn’t mean you’re stuck here forever. Your bar doesn’t have to keep you in town.”

  The bartender—excuse me, the bar owner—spotted someone over my shoulder, and everything in his demeanor changed. His face softened, his eyes went hot, and though I doubted he realized he was doing it, his tongue came out to lick his lips.

  “The bar isn’t what keeps me in town. My reason for staying in Burton—hell, my reason for doing anything—just walked in the door.”

  I turned my head to follow the direction of his stare. The only woman walking toward us was a tiny thing with long blonde hair that was nearly white. Her flirty black skirt was a tad longer than I would’ve worn it, but paired with tights and shorty boots, it looked cute. She’d topped it with a thin-knit sweater in a shade of blue that matched her wide eyes. While the shirt wasn’t tight by any means, there wasn’t any mistaking the generous boobs under it. I stifled a sigh. I wasn’t exactly built like a boy, but neither was I as blessed as the chick who was fast approaching us, her smile wide and her eyes focused only on the man behind the bar as she climbed onto the stool next to me.

  “Hey, baby.” He reached down, across the oak bar, and slid his hands over her ribs. “I was wondering when you were going to get here. You look . . .” His gaze swept down her, hungry. “Delicious.”

  “Funny, I was thinking the same thing about you.” She raised her mouth to his, and he lifted one hand to her face, holding her chin between two fingers and kissing her with a thoroughness that made me both a little uncomfortable and a little turned-on.

  “Mason.” Her voice was breathless as she turned her head and caught my eye. “Um, honey, we’ve got an audience.”

  To his credit, he didn’t immediately pull away from her. His lips teased for one last kiss before he eased her down to the stool.

  Flashing me a saucy glance that held no remorse whatsoever, Mason ran his tongue over his mouth again. “Sorry about that. This is my wife, Rilla Wallace. Darlin’, this is . . . uh, I’m sorry, I didn’t ask your name. Or introduce myself.” He pointed at his chest. “I’m Mason Wallace.”

  I swallowed another healthy gulp of wine. “Elizabeth Hudson.” Once again, I congratulated myself that I’d never changed my name. Not officially, and not in my head. I stuck out my hand to the young woman next to me. “Nice pick on the wine, by the way. Your husband recommended the Riesling because he said you liked it.”

  Rilla glanced down at my glass, frowning as though she’d never seen wine. “Really?”

  “Yeah, babe.” Mason touched her hand where it lay on the bar. “You had it at New Year’s, not this year but last. Remember? With Meghan and Ali and everyone?”

  Her face cleared. “Oh, that’s right. The white wine.” She shot her husband a mischievous grin. “I remember that night.”

  His smile only grew, and I had the feeling I knew what they’d done that night. I cleared my throat. “I think I’d like another refill.”

  Mason reached for the bottle. “Darlin’, can I pour you a glass, too?”

  She cocked her head. “Are you driving me home? Boomer dropped me off.”

  “Of course I am. That was the plan, right?”

  “Then fill me up.” Rilla glanced at me, almost apologetically. “I don’t usually drink, but this is my first night out in a long time. We have two little ones, and they keep me busy.”

  “Yeah, and you deserve a little fun.” Mason set her glass of wine down. “How was everything at home when you left?”

  “Insane.” She shook her head, rolling her eyes, but I caught the way her mouth quirked up on one side. “I got the baby fed and down, and then I put Piper in the tub. I was getting ready at the same time, keeping my eye on her, and next thing I saw, she was trying to get Smoky in the bath with her, and that cat was having none of it. There was water everywhere. I almost cried when Millie and Boomer got there to take over.”

  “Okay, babe, you just earned yourself a second glass of wine.” Mason squeezed her hand. “I’ve got to go give Darcy a hand. You ladies okay for the moment?”

  I lifted my glass in a salute. “All good here. Thanks.”

  Rilla smiled at her husband. “Go forth and charm the masses.” Her eyes tracked him as he moved to the other end of the bar, his steps surprisingly graceful for such a big guy. “I realize I’m not exactly an impartial judge, but he’s fairly wonderful, isn’t he?”

  Part of me wanted to sigh, and the other part wanted to gag. I ignored both and sipped my wine. “He seems to be.”

  “So . . . Elizabeth?” She took me in, checking me out so thoroughly I felt a little uncomfortable. “You’re visiting? New in town?”

  I shrugged. “New, not yet in town. I’m on my way in. My car’s out in the parking lot, packed so full I’m surprised it’s not scraping pavement. I just stopped here for a little, um, snack on my way to the apartment.”

  “Ah.” She nodded as if what I’d said made sense to her. “What brings you to Burton? It’s not exactly a destination for most people, unless they have family here already or they’ve moved here for a job.”

  This was the sticky part. I opted to go with a version of the truth I’d been telling most people over the last few weeks. “I bought out a law practice from an attorney who was retiring. I was looking to move, and I love Savannah, so it worked out for me to be so close.”

  Rilla regarded me without speaking for a moment. “Uh huh. Is that Clark Morgan’s practice? I heard he was moving to New Mexico with his wife, to be closer to their kids.”

  “That’s the one.” I finished my third glass of wine, and as usually happened, the alcohol hit me all at once. Everything got a little hazy around the edges, and I wasn’t quite seeing clearly, but the dull and constant ache that’d been part of me for the past five weeks? Yeah, it was definitely easing. “I mean, who wouldn’t want to be a lawyer in a small town like this? It’s practically like Mayberry, right? Just . . . grab your fishing pole and whistle down the street.”

  “Well . . . not quite. Maybe in some ways.”

  Rilla, I noticed, still had an almost full glass of wine. Clearly she wasn’t in a hurry to forget the particulars of her life, and why should she be? Here she was, this girl who had to be at least five years younger than me, married to that guy who was so hot he practically smoldered, and with two kids to boot? Plus, you could just tell by looking at them that he was head over heels in love with her. I’d bet he’d never leave her. I’d bet he’d walk over fire before he walked out on h
er.

  “If I had your life, I wouldn’t be in a hurry to drink all my wine, either.” I spoke out loud without meaning to do it.

  “I’m sorry?” She paused in the act of raising her glass to her lips.

  “I said, if I had your perfect life, I wouldn’t want to drink away my memories, either.” I rested my elbows on the bar, mostly to keep myself stable.

  Rilla smiled, and even as blurry as my eyes were, I saw a little sadness there. “We all have things we’d like to forget, don’t we? Even the people you might think have a perfect life.” She lifted her glass, almost toasting me. “But you’re right. I’m very blessed. I have an incredible husband, two healthy kids and people who love me—and who I love right back. Two years ago, I never would’ve dreamed I’d have this. I thought I was doomed to be alone forever. So you never know, right?”

  “I guess.” I turned my glass in circles, the damp paper napkin shredding beneath. “But maybe sometimes things don’t work out. Maybe even when you think you’ve found your happily-ever-after, it turns out to be another dead end.”

  Rilla started to say something else, but just then, the other bartender approached us. “Hey, Rilla. How’re you doing? How are those sweet babies?”

  “Hi, Darcy. They’re keeping me hopping, but I’m not complaining. How’s your family?”

  The older woman grimaced. “Driving me nuts. Turns out all the crazy things you did in your youth come back and haunt you through your kids, when they say, ‘But Mom, you did it when you were my age!’” She refilled a bowl of nuts and set it down between us. “They’re good kids, though. Not going to complain.” She glanced my way. “Can I get you ladies anything? What’re you drinking?”

  I smiled. “I was drinking Riesling, but I’m ready to upgrade. Pour me a shot of Jameson’s, please.”

  Darcy’s eyebrows rose. “You sure about that? You got someone to drive you home?” Her eyes darted around me. “Or wherever you’re going?”

  I dug into the pocket of my purse and fished out my car keys. “Here you go, Darcy. Nice name, by the way. My best friend in law school was Darcy, too. She abandoned me with a law practice so she could marry her one true love. Nice, huh? Anyway, take my keys. Not going to drive. Believe me, I’m a lawyer, I know better.” I waved my hand in front of my face. “I’ll call a cab or something.”