Life&Limb (PASS Series Book 2)

by Freya Barker

  “I know. It got done,” Jimmy says with a shrug, and I feel my throat close. “Anyway, you may wanna open up a bank account unless you’re gonna walk around with that kinda cash.”

  Opening up an account would require going into the bank, a public building, something I’m not sure I’m ready to do. Even these past few weeks working in the shop, I would duck out of sight whenever a customer walked in. Jimmy seemed to understand, at least he hadn’t commented on it. Not yet.

  “I know. I will eventually. And Jimmy…thanks, man.”

  He shrugs again and dives under the pickup truck we have up on the car lift.

  “Just don’t go spending it all at once,” he mumbles from under there.

  “Only spending I’ll be doing is buying a ticket to New York,” I tell him offhand, as I shove the envelope in my pocket and duck under the hood of the Charger brought in this morning.

  “You’re going?” Jimmy asks.

  “I need to. Never got to say goodbye to Reagan.”

  “Who’s Reagan?” Kyle, the apprentice working with us this morning wants to know.

  I can’t even bring myself to explain, but Jimmy answers for me.

  “His sister, dipstick. She died.”

  I glance over at the young kid, who looks miserable.

  “Long time ago, kid,” I assure him. He nods, looking only moderately better as he turns to focus on the tires he’s checking for leaks. He doesn’t need to know I haven’t even begun to deal with that loss.

  It’s almost six thirty when Jimmy calls it a day.

  “Wanna go grab a bite to eat?”

  I know he’s trying to get me outside of this place, but just like the bank, the diner seems like too public a place. Chances are big I’d bump into people who remember me, and I’m not ready to face them yet. Besides, I’ve gotten used to my own company and it’s enough for now.

  “I think I’ll just stay here. Got a book to finish,” I tell him.

  It’s a lame excuse and I know it, but the thought of walking into a crowded diner fills me with anxiety.

  “How are you gonna go to New York if you can’t even manage to cross the street?”

  I guess it’s a valid question, but there’s a simple and clear answer.

  “Nobody knows me there.”

  *****

  Robin

  I like my nights to myself.

  The first year after Paige left for college, I was desperate to fill any alone time with activity to cover the hole she left behind, but these days I’m perfectly content with just a book, or a good show on TV, and my own company.

  We call a couple of times a week just to touch base, and see each other on half a dozen or so occasions throughout the year. Since my daughter left home, our relationship has gone through a transition and I have to say I really enjoy the connection we share now. We’re equals. I don’t carry the heavy, sole responsibility over someone else’s life and welfare anymore; she does that herself, and does it well.

  Paige is twenty-three and just graduated this May with a bachelor’s degree in nursing from Rutgers University in New Jersey. Her late father’s alma mater, except he studied accounting. It was also mine, but that was years later. I met him by chance when I volunteered at an alumni event and less than a year later dropped out when I got pregnant with her. New Jersey is where she was born and where we lived until I moved us back to Michigan when she was still young.

  She’d had her sights set on Rutgers, and when my daughter wants something, she’ll move heaven and earth to get it. Despite my mixed bag of emotions on it, I supported her decision. Ironically she loves it so much there, she decided to stick around and look for work this summer. Ended up with a fabulous job at a medical clinic. She loves it and though I don’t love her living halfway across the country, I’m glad she’s happy there.

  I’m happy here, where I’m not too far from my mother, who needs me more now than my daughter does. Mom has struggled a bit since Dad died three years ago at only sixty-six, quite unexpectedly. They’ve always lived in Lansing where Dad worked for GM, at the assembly plant, for almost forty years before he retired at sixty-five. Two years later he passed in his sleep from a massive heart attack. They’d just finished planning what was supposed to have been their bucket list trip.

  Life sucks sometimes.

  Almost by rote I grab my phone and dial my mother.

  “Hey, Mom.”

  “Sweetie, how are you?”

  “Good. Just thinking about you.”

  “How come?”

  “No particular reason. I talked to Paige earlier today and we made plans for me to head down there for a week next month, and I was just thinking, maybe you want to come?”

  I’ve asked Mom to join me before when I go to visit my daughter but she always declined, which is why I’m surprised when she suddenly seems to consider it.

  “I might. It depends.”

  “That would be amazing. Paige would be tickled. Let me know when you make up your mind, Mom. I can book you a flight.”

  The rest of the conversation we chat about her latest checkup, my aunt Ditty, who apparently has a new beau—again—and the dirt on a cousin going through a nasty divorce. Half an hour later, I’m more up-to-date with family than I care to be.

  I’ve always been the listener, never the talker, which is why my family knows little of my years in New Jersey. Something I’m grateful for since it wouldn’t have served any purpose. Fortunately Paige remembers little of that time, so the only one with bad memories is me, and I’ve got ways to deal with those.

  I feel better having talked to the two most important people in my life and settle into my evening with a book and a glass of wine. I’ve become good at counting my blessings and ignoring the small pangs of longing for things out of my reach.

  ***

  “Shirley called in sick.”

  I’m donning my apron when Kim sticks her head into the small office where we leave our personal stuff when on shift.

  I’ve been working at Over Easy for well over ten years now. When I started out I was just doing Kim’s books part time, along with several other bookkeeping clients, but with Paige getting older and being home less, I craved some human interaction. One of Kim’s waitresses left on maternity leave and she was in a bind, so I offered to help. That turned into a full-time job, while still doing the diner’s books on the side. I’ve since dropped my other clients so I work at Over Easy exclusively.

  My parents as well as Paige had a hard time understanding why I would take on a menial job that didn’t pay all that well. Despite what they think they know, the truth is I don’t need much. I own my small home outright and the cost of living here is relatively low.

  There was a time I had it all—the big house, fancy car, designer threads, platinum credit cards—but nothing about that made me happy. My life now does, and that includes working at the diner.

  “What’s wrong with her?”

  “She says the flu.” I see the skepticism on Kim’s face.

  “But…”

  “But I’m not buying it. I could hear Mike yelling in the background.”

  Shirley’s marriage is not a happy one. At least not anymore.

  Two years ago, her husband Mike was laid off from the same GM plant where my father worked most of his life, and he hadn’t been able to find anything new. At fifty-two, that’s a hard pill to swallow—I get it—but Mike’s idea of coping is hitting the bottle hard and taking his frustration out on Shirley, mostly.

  Kim and I have talked about our concern for her, especially these past few months. She’s called in sick a few times and looks like she’s aged a decade. Drawn and pale, her normal exuberant smile now only a shadow. One of their boys is in college and the other works in the oilfields up in Canada, so it’s just Shirley and Mike at home.

  “I’ll try and give her a call later,” I volunteer.

  Shirley and I aren’t besties necessarily—I think we both have too much to hide for that—but
I consider us friends and we’ve worked this shift together for years.

  “Okay. I called Debra and she’ll come in a few hours, and Jason has the kitchen so I can run the counter and cash.”

  “Sounds good. We’ve got this.”

  This isn’t the first time we’ve had just three of us here, but rarely on a Saturday morning.

  From the moment I unlock the door at seven o’clock, the place is busy. I’ve had to warm up my own coffee twice already, and never manage more than a quick sip, hoping it’ll tide me over until I can shove something in my face.

  It was even a struggle to be patient with poor Mrs. Chapman who, as usual, took her sweet time with the menu, despite it showing the same things as last week. The widow comes in like clockwork on Saturday mornings. Her one weekly indulgence, she once told me. She turns it into this big production, pretends she’s at a fancy restaurant, even dresses up for it, and we usually play along.

  “Thank you, Robin,” she says, smiling when I put the wineglass with tap water and a slice of lime by her plate. It’s little things like that—the linen placemat and napkin Kim keeps just for her, the cup and saucer for her coffee instead of our normal mugs, the fancy plating of her simple food—which make this weekly visit of hers special.

  “My pleasure. Will there be anything else?”

  “No, thank you. This is perfect.”

  With a nod I head for the counter, where I grab a coffeepot to offer refills to some of the tables. In the far corner, by the window, I spot one of our regular patrons with a few of his buddies. Tank occasionally comes in by himself during the week—he owns a business in town—but on weekends during the summer he often shows up with some of his biker friends to grab a bite before they ride. I glance out the window where their gleaming bikes are lined up in the parking lot.

  It always gives me a secret little thrill to imagine being on the back of one of those. I’ve never actually been on a bike, but have fantasized plenty.

  “Hey, Robin.”

  “Morning. What can I get you today?” After flipping over their mugs and filling them, I set down the coffeepot, and slip my pad and pen from my apron.

  I take down their orders and am about to drop them off at the kitchen when a hand grabs me by the wrist.

  “Is today the day I can convince you to hop on for a ride?”

  I grin down in the rugged but friendly face.

  “Sorry, Tank. I value my life too much,” I joke, and the other guys chuckle. “Besides, we’re shorthanded today.”

  He slaps his hand to his chest dramatically.

  “You wound me, Robin. I swear I’d keep you safe.”

  “I’m sure you’ll live,” I tease.

  I dismiss the tingle of excitement I feel every time he asks me, wondering briefly if I’ll ever work up the courage to say yes. Instead I wink, grab my coffeepot, and head to the kitchen.

  I’m pretty sure a ride on the back of Tank’s bike comes with some consequences and—nice enough guy as he is—I don’t think that would be wise.

  It’s safer to stick with my fantasies.

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  Standalones:

  WHEN HOPE ENDS

  Arrow’s Edge MC Series:

  EDGE OF REASON

  EDGE OF DARKNESS

  PASS Series:

  HIT & RUN

  LIFE & LIMB

  On Call Series:

  BURNING FOR AUTUMN

  COVERING OLLIE

  TRACKING TAHLULA

  ABSOLVING BLUE

  Rock Point Series:

  KEEPING 6

  CABIN 12

  HWY 550

  10-CODE

  Northern Lights Collection:

  A CHANGE OF TIDE

  A CHANGE OF VIEW

  A CHANGE OF PACE

  SnapShot Series:

  SHUTTER SPEED

  FREEZE FRAME

  IDEAL IMAGE

  Portland, ME, Series:

  FROM DUST

  CRUEL WATER

  THROUGH FIRE

  STILL AIR

  LuLLaY (a Christmas novella)

  Cedar Tree Series:

  SLIM TO NONE

  HUNDRED TO ONE

  AGAINST ME

  CLEAN LINES

  UPPER HAND

  LIKE ARROWS

  HEAD START

  Acknowledgments

  As always I’m grateful to a small army of people who make it possible for me to focus on writing my stories;

  My agent, Stephanie Phillips of SBR Media, who is the world’s best ‘pimp’.

  My editor, Karen Hrdlicka, and alpha reader and proofreader, Joanne Thompson; without these two amazing women my writing would be a mess!

  My publicists, Debra Presley and Drue Hoffman of Buoni Amici Press; these two ladies make everything I do look good!

  My amazing formatter, CP Smith; always able to turn my simple words int pieces of art.

  My awesome beta team who share their welcome opinions and offer suggestions.

  The fabulous blogs and early reviewers who help get the word about my books to you.

  And as always you, my readers, you’re my constant motivation and I’m so very grateful for each and every one of you.

  Lots of love!

  Freya

  About the Author

  USA Today bestselling author Freya Barker loves writing about ordinary people with extraordinary stories.

  Driven to make her books about 'real' people; she creates characters who are perhaps less than perfect, each struggling to find their own slice of happy, but just as deserving of romance, thrills and chills in their lives.

  Recipient of the ReadFREE.ly 2019 Best Book We've Read All Year Award for "Covering Ollie, the 2015 RomCon “Reader’s Choice” Award for Best First Book, “Slim To None”, and Finalist for the 2017 Kindle Book Award with “From Dust”, Freya continues to add to her rapidly growing collection of published novels as she spins story after story with an endless supply of bruised and dented characters, vying for attention!

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