by a dagmara
I had found it interesting that Sebastian would fold. I was always of the understanding that the two played fiercely and never backed down from any challenge.
Julie had offered her advice, along with a warning. Though, she had brought this to my doorstep, she was convinced that her brother was too much for me to handle. She was actually remorseful and very certain that he in the end would bring me nothing but pain.
Still thinking on her words and my dream…he had brought me a level of pain in my dream that essentially opened my eyes. Having to remind myself that it was nothing more than a dream was hard.
Reality would hold something completely different and I needed to remind myself of that truth.
I walked into the kitchen that smell of wonderful pastries and paused at the huge marble Island.
“Thanks for your help Nana.”
“My pleasure Lilly. I’m so glad that you rebuilt the house. I love all the changes you made. I had told your mom to have marble counter tops put in. They’re wonderful for baking.”
She was busy cleaning up all the flour from the island.
“I remember you saying that. Why do you think I had it put in?” I smiled to her
“Something has changed in you. I see it Lilly. It looks good on you.”
“I had the strangest dream last night Nana. I think it was Alley sending me a message. I know it sounds crazy but I think she was trying to show me where I was headed Nana.”
“There’s nothing crazy about that Lilly, God works in mysterious ways. I’m glad you head the meaning. I’m sure your sister is looking out for you in heaven.”
“I believe that Nana.”
“Ok love, I have plans with Mrs. Peterson this evening. You know the mouthy woman who always sits in front us in Church.”
“Yeah the one who always speaks her mind; and let’s not forget the constant ploy to set me up with her grandson.”
Nana laughed.
She came around the counter and kissed me on the cheek.
“Be good Lilly”
“Of Course Nana. Thanks for making the muffins and cake.”
“Just be sure to eat them. You’re getting too thin.”
“Am not! Stop finding something to worry about. I’m good Nana. Promise.”
She released me and shook her head.
“I love you Nana.”
“I love you too Lilly”
She left the house and shut the door behind her. I loved here so much.
Looking around the house…I was home. Everything in its place and it looked better than any dream. Why the sudden sadness? The home was missing one very important element, my son. I needed to figure out how I would free myself from Lucian and give Nicholas a life with me, rather than in hiding. I missed him desperately. He has been the one secret I could not let go of. It was for his safety not mine. His father was a monster to say the least. I had a past that brought me to this and that past gave me a son.
“Henry” I commanded
“Elizabeth, what is the order?”
“Play IPod; playlist labeled home.”
“Order accepted.”
The song “Making love out of nothing” by air supply blasted thru all the speakers. It was my mom’s favorite and it suited to have it played again in my house.
I walked back to the master bedroom. Turning the corner to the closet and pulling some cloths out, I needed to change and get myself to Pickles. I had no idea what to expect from this evening. I knew what happened in my dream, would not occur. Life was much more complicated in reality.
Smiling, I was good with it. I would let the night bring whatever it would. I wasn’t sure if Charlie would show. Not after Julie’s rendition. I was sure it would be a while before he and I would cross paths. However, I could be wrong. Remembering how aroused he got and I didn’t even do anything to prompt it.
Jeans, backless shirt, no bra, my favorite hat and heels; casual was definitely what I was going for.
I was a single woman; with that in mind, there needed to be some sex appeal. Just in case. For reasons of not wanting a dui, I cabbed it to the bar. I wasn’t one to take chances.
Walking into the bar, Sam was precisely where I expected her to be. Drinks already waiting. I pulled the bar stool and sat down to her amused expression.
“So do I ask or will you dish it?” She grinned, waiting for my response.
“I’ll dish”
I filled her in on everything I was up to and then some. I told her about my dream leaving out some details.
“Jesus Lil,” was a repeated response.
Julie showed up wrapping her arms around us both.
I ordered two rounds of shots for us girls.
We laughed, teasing about each of our stories regarding Charlie. Explaining to Julie about my past with Charlie, she was shocked. Yes, Charlie and I have known each other for years, even if he doesn’t remember. My eighteenth year, our debate over sex, and even a vending room experience on Prom night. I dished it all. Well, not everything, but enough that it made sense to Julie.
“I have to say Lil…I think you and Charlie might actually be perfect for each other,” Julie offered.
“Who knows what life holds Julie,” I took down another shot. “I see Chris walked in.”
“Shit”, she grabbed a shot and took it. “I don’t know if I can do this”
“You can and you will,” I added
She looked anxiety ridden.
Chris made his way over, kissing Sam on the cheek, then me. I watched as he looked at Julie. Telltale sign.
He reached behind her, and hugged her. She looked like she was about to melt in his arms. I nudged her, raising a brow.
“What’s up? I feel like I just walked into a lion’s den?” Chris looked between us as we grinned.
“Ok, I need to dance, my ass is falling asleep on this bar stool…Join me Sam.”
She got my drift and we made a dance floor.
Brady walked into the bar, ordering a drink and laughing at our display. I mouthed over to him “Jealous!”
It didn’t take long for others to join in dancing on our make shift dance floor. The bar was getting busy, but not too packed. There was a good amount of people dancing on the floor. Moving tables out of the way, we started a party. More than what was the norm for a Thursday night.
Looking back over, I raised my drink to Chris and Julie as it was evident she told him. He had her in fierce hold. Things were definitely going in the right direction. Brady and Sam dancing away and doing her best to tease him…they would work it out on their own without my intervention.
It would appear, I would have to settle for some strange. At least he could dance.
“Dangerous”…laughing that was definitely the warning I should heed this very willing man. Yes, perfect song.
Dancing away and very drunk…my nose caught his cologne. His hands landing around my waist; pulling me into him.
“I think she’s too much for you to handle.” He wasn’t speaking to me, rather the guy I was dancing with.
“What did you do that for? I was rather enjoying his company” I laughed
“Doubtful…you’ve been waiting for me.”
“Arrogant much?”
“Not when it comes to you.”
Turning around, I pressed my chest to his and wrapped an arm around his neck. Charlie’s hand fell into play on my exposed back.
“I like the hat”, he offered.”
Looking up to him, I grinned.
“So do I.”
My hand held firm and my other snaked up his chest pulling on his tie. Lowering him down, I moved for his ear.
My intent was clear. A game of seduction.
I took his ear lobed softly into my sucking it like a strawberry….and damn he tastes good.
His free hand landed at my ass and pressed me up into him.
“I’m more than willing to play this game Lilly…more willing.” his voice was seductive and I was becoming needy with want.
“Of course you are. You were more than telling earlier today.” I slighted my head looking up to him.
The peanut gallery decided to chime in. making their ridiculous noises.
“Be warned Charlie…you have no idea…she may possible hold your number already!” Julie yelled out.
“I feel like I’m the underdog here.” He looked to Julie then back to me.
“That’s because you are,” I offered.
“So, what am I missing Lilly. Enlighten me.”
“It depends Charlie…you plan to fuck me with all the bottled up envy you hold or are you going to because that’s what you want to deep down?”
“Angry sex is amazing Lilly and I don’t doubt for a moment that it won’t be.” He whispered into my neck.
“Sorry to disappoint Charlie. I’m not interested in angry fucking; for I hold no contempt for you.”
“Maybe it’s Sebastian you prefer to fuck.” The tone of his voice; the way he looked at me; there it was;…the jealousy and insecurity he held on to.
I pulled away from him and bit my lip. I didn’t know if I wanted to laugh, yet something in me felt for him and this vulnerability.
“You’re neither capable nor ready for me.” I offered.
He grabbed the nape of my neck, and pulled me to him; grazing his lips against mine.
I shifted my head moving my lips away from his.
“I don’t kiss Charlie.”
“So I’ve heard…you may change your mind.” he smiled looking to me with so much promise. “I do recall once upon a time, a vending room.” Charlie looked to me grinning, oh yeah, he remembered.
Moving my hand down his chest, I grabbed his very hard and large arousal, cupping it my very little hand and squeezed.
“When you earn my kiss you’ll have it.”
“Is that a promise Lilly?” He moved slightly and looked down to me.
Trembling, I closed my eyes and kissed his jaw ever so, moving to his chin then breaking away to look up at him.
“That is a promise Charlie. Earn it.” Trapped in his gaze, we stood there for a moment. How I wanted him to keep me to my promise. Visions from my dream had me heated. The way his lips felt, though only in my mind, I wanted to taste him, feel his mouth on mine.
“Get a room!” Julie and Brady yelled. Their voices broke our gaze.
He looked down at me grinning; a wicked grin.
Before I knew it, he had my legs wrapped around him and walked over to the bar. Dear lord this was embarrassing. He just went cave man on me. Wrapping my arms around his neck, he held me with little effort.
“Where is her purse?’ he ordered.
“What the hell are you doing?” I looked down to him.
“Getting a room and earning my kiss,” he replied arrogantly.
“Put me down Charlie,” I ordered.
“Hell no! I’m not affording you a chance to run. You made a promise and I plan on making you keep it.”
“Charlie, I don’t run you’re safe with putting me down.” I raised my brows to him.
Chris’s distinct laugh had me turning. “You not run?” he laughed again shaking his head from side to side. “I commend you if you get into her pants!” Glaring at him, I shook my head. “Please, reality and your reputation are two very different things.” He winked at me.
“I also keep my word.” I offered back to him smugly.
“Touché” Chris laughed.
Looking back to Charlie, “You can put me down, I won’t run.”
He finally released me and grabbed my hand tight using his free hand he took my purse from Julie. Pausing, he looked between Chris and me, questioning. Pursing my lips smugly, I found myself amused. “I don’t believe that getting into your pants will be difficult.” Charlie offered arrogantly. The smug look on his face and a promise in his eyes sent chills up my spine.
“Did you drive?” Charlie slighted his head.
“Nope…Cabbed it”
“So, Hotel or your place?”
“I moved out today…but my place will do just fine.”
Holding onto my hat he pulled me out of the bar and fast. I raised my eyebrows to Julie as she shook her head mouthing, “good luck”.
Pulling me into a cab, he reached into his pocket and pulled out two crisp hundred-dollar bills.
“The first is to get us to her address quickly; the second, to ignore whatever happens in you back seat.”
I told the drive the address and he grinned shaking his head while pulling from the parking lot.
Charlie’s hands swiftly pulled me into him. Cupping and kneading my breast his lips hit my jaw sucking and kissing working his way to my neck.
In turn, my hand found their way to his pant and unzipped him eagerly.
Fueled by alcohol and this ridiculous need to have him; I surrendered to desire, to memories and a dream.
Finding his cock, teasingly, I stroked his size. Pushing him off, I swiftly dropped down into his lap taking his full size into my mouth.
This was not an act, I would normally preform; but it was Charlie, and I wanted to taste every part of him.
I felt his tension. Based on that little reaction it was obvious most women didn’t go down on him. I realized why. His mere girth would pose a problem.
Doing my best, I took him as deep as possible, licking and then sucking his tip. The more I moved and teased, the harder his grip to keep from spilling became.
“Oh god Lilly…” he rasped.
His hands gripped tight on my hair, unable to control it, he released down my throat.
Rising up, I put his arousal back in his pants and zipped him up slowly. His head slack and on the back seat he looked down at my very amused expression.
I looked around and realized we were fast to approach home.
I sat back into my seat, looked to him one last time, and grinned.
“Well, that was unexpected…and very impressive.” He offered grinning with satisfaction
“I like to excel in everything I do.” I raised my brows to him.
Pulling my phone, I punched in my security code disarming the house and drive way. The gates opened fully for the cab to pull up. We stepped from the cab; I fiddled with the keys and began to unlock the front door.
Charlie pinned me to the door. His lips on my neck, and his left hand wondering around to my breast, the other swiftly fell into my pants.
Oh, god I moaned, as his hand hit my center rubbing at the exact place that I needed. Charlie’s taut and firm body, holding me tight, my knees felt weak. His hold over me had me laboring for a simple breath. His lips tentatively kissed my neck and his large hands spiked my arousal further. Heated and desperate, I was boarding an uncharted territory. His fingers worked through, and pressed into me.
“You wax.” He breathed into my neck. “You’re so fucking tight, so damn wet.” He rasped, “open the fucking door, or I’ll bury myself in you right here.”
I pushed the door open knowing we would never make it past the foyer.
Walking me in slowly, Charlie kicked the door shut and led me to the banister. Grabbing it for balance my climax was about to hit me quick.
Shit, he was good. He didn’t stop until I was fully undone.
The music immediately started thru the house…I forgot to turn it off.
Still holding and breathing hard he undid my jeans pulling them down. I removed my shoes and my shirt. The hat had already fallen from head. He was in such need I heard him pull his pants off along with his shirt and tie. Dropping everything to the floor around us.
Charlie lifted my leg slightly and positioning it on a step, his hand fell straight to my entrance. Circling and teasing, prepping me for his full penetration. He pushed slowly kissing my back as he held my hips firm.
Impatiently, I reached behind pulling his body to mine. “I want all of you now.” I ordered enticing his need further.
With abandon, he pushed the full length of his arousal deep into me. Jerking me fo
rward.
“Oh God!” I yelled with his entrance. The sting of his size burned me and increased the heated need with in me. Struggling to catch my breath, his hands fell to my hips holding me tight for a moment, allowing me to adjust to his size.
“Pure fucking heaven!” he breathed into my neck.
Arching my back and circling my hips into him, my climax was returning with even more urgency and need.
“Oh Jesus …you fuck just like you dance” he labored, gripping my hips tight as he launch his assault. Thrusting hard and deep into my body, his need became unleashed.
“More” I moaned. I need all of him, more than I had ever anticipated. His thrusts hitting me precisely at my g-spot.
Hard and deep to the center of me, he increased and my climax fell over the edge.
Breathing in deep, I knew I was far from done with him. My need was just like an addict. I wanted more.
“Shit, I’m going to come”, he labored thru his thrust. Without pulling from me, he spilled his orgasm deep.
He stilled and pulled slowly out of me.
“Oh dear lord, your body is like a drug,” he offered breathing heavy.
“I’m far from done with you.” I turned to him kissing his chest and rubbing my body to his.
Walking backwards, I led him through the foyer and to the hall; ending in my bedroom. Turning him, I pushed him down to the bed.
“You are an insatiable woman.” He smiled that beautifully seductive smile at me.
“You have no idea!”
Moving slowly, my tongue started on his inner thigh. I proceeded to his still hard erection. Lightly and teasingly, my tongue traced the full length of him.
I climbed up on him; straddling myself over his erection. I lowered myself slowly. Staring into his eyes, I knew he was coming undone. He was losing that anger…the envy he held onto. He was far from completely letting it go. However, this was a start.
I let go and took all of him. Lost in the need I allowed my body to take full control of what and how I needed him. It didn’t take too much more to bring him to his orgasm and mine.
Dropping down to him his hands caught me and held me at the neck and face. He pulled me to his lips.
I pulled away.