Hold Me Down (The Deacons of Bourbon Street #3)

by Jackie Ashenden

  When he’d ridden down Bourbon on a Friday night on a motherfucking Harley, he’d had his pick. And if he hadn’t been in the mood to pick, he’d just take them all back to the clubhouse for a little bit of fun.

  These days he liked a higher class of ass. And there were plenty of women dying to get down and dirty with a tattooed bad boy. Gave them a little thrill. And he lived to please.

  There was no point messing around with ice princesses. No matter how hot it got, they never seemed to melt. And he did not have time for that shit.

  But, if this was Sarah Delacroix—and he had a feeling it was—he had to make time for her.

  “I’m sorry,” she said, tilting her head to the side. He wasn’t at all surprised that the first words out of her mouth were an apology. That was the way women like her operated. All bless-your-heart and sweet smiles. Till you crossed the line and they shanked your ass with their high heel. “Did we have an appointment that I forgot about? Are you with Lance Construction?”

  “No, baby,” he said, that backwater accent he’d done so much to diminish over the years flowing out like honey. “I’m with the Deacons. And I own this place.”

  “Interesting,” she said, her tone losing a little bit of its warmth now.

  “Not particularly. It’s pretty straightforward. Your family doesn’t own this property anymore, Ms. Delacroix.” She couldn’t be anyone else.

  “I would need to see documentation of that,” she said, her tone unfailingly smooth. “And I would appreciate an introduction, as well. You seem to know my name, but I couldn’t begin to guess yours.”

  She said the words politely enough, but he could sense the underlying insult. He knew who she was because Sarah Delacroix mattered. And she had no clue who the tattooed, suit-wearing guy sitting in her house was. Which meant he couldn’t be all that important.

  From experience he knew that Southern belles could dish out insults with unrivaled precision. They could flay your skin from your bones and you would barely feel it until after the fact.

  That was not how Micah operated. Subtlety wasn’t a part of his lexicon.

  “I have documentation.” He reached into the interior pocket of his jacket, producing the deed to the property.

  He didn’t make a move to rise from his seat, neither did he extend his hand, rather he rested his forearm on the brocade covered arm of the chair, letting the paper dangle between his fingers. Sarah waited for a moment before walking across the room and holding out her hand.

  “May I?” In response he flexed his wrist, bringing the document up a fraction of an inch. She forced a smile. “Thank you.” She took the deed from him, skimming it quickly. “This is signed over to the Deacons of Bourbon Street.”

  “That’s right. And the responsibility of dealing with this particular property has fallen to me.”

  “And, may I ask, what you intend to do with that responsibility?”

  Sarah Delacroix was crisp like a green apple, and just as tart. Though, she hid that tartness beneath a layer of expertly applied makeup and genteel manners, beneath a shiny perfect exterior. It made him want to take a bite, uncover all the hidden flavor beneath, let the juice run down his chin.

  The thought sent a sharp pang of lust straight to his gut and he felt his dick start to wake up and take notice.

  Shit. Now was not the time to be cracking wood over some random chick. He had a whole night ahead for that, and there would be satisfaction in it besides. This was business.

  “Haven’t decided yet. Or, rather, the club hasn’t decided. I was just going to sell it.”

  “That might put a slight damper on my Christmas party,” she said, patting her hair, not a lock shifting out of place.

  “I can see how it might. The Deacons are known for a lot of things. Their rousing rendition of ‘Silent Night’ is not one of them.”

  “You will have to forgive me as I’m not overly familiar with the organization to which you’re referring. I’m not certain what you are or aren’t known for.”

  “Well, it isn’t Christmas fucking cheer.”

  “If you say so. You will have to fill me in just a bit,” she said, her voice clear, cutting.

  He had not expected that. He had expected her to scurry out of here as soon as she’d spoken two words to him, kicking up clouds of dust with her five-inch heels as she went. Instead, she was standing her ground, arms crossed beneath her damn fine breasts, her hip cocked out to the side.

  “You don’t know who the Deacons are, sweetheart?”

  “I do know several of the deacons at my church. However, I don’t believe I’ve ever seen you there on a Sunday.” There was something in her tone that he found amusing. Something that hinted at a whole ocean’s worth of depth beneath that smooth, seemingly shallow surface.

  He laughed, shifting position in the chair, stretching his legs out in front of him. “My version of religion is best practiced outside the sanctuary.”

  “I don’t feel any more informed than I did a second ago.”

  “You weren’t meant to. I don’t have anywhere else to be. Scoping out the Delacroix mansion was the only thing on my list for the day. Lucky you, baby.”

  “So lucky I’m thinking of buying a lottery ticket after this.”

  She smiled, lips a perfect matching pink to her dress, nothing in her expression ringing false at all. She was good. Damn good.

  He laughed again. He had the feeling that she wanted to either run away in a panic, or slap him across the face and tell him to get the hell out. But her training prevented her from doing either of those things.

  Instead she remained standing there, stiff, still. Perfect posture, perfect everything. It was like she had invisible ropes wrapped tight around her, binding her, keeping her restrained.

  If there was one thing he missed about being a part of the MC it was that he’d never had to give a fuck what anybody thought. He’d had to modify that a little bit in the business world.

  After he’d been banished by Priest, he’d had two options: jail or another MC. He’d had no interest in either. So he’d spent his time carving out a third option while he’d made his way to the West Coast. Eventually landed in San Francisco where he’d gotten involved in real estate development. Right place, right time, and a willingness to cut throats—metaphorically—had built his personal empire into an impenetrable fortress.

  He owned several hotels in San Francisco—a city where hotels were scarce and rooms were priced at a premium. But Micah hadn’t stopped there. He’d been expanding, moving into different cities, different countries.

  He was a man in a high-powered position, and his version of well behaved was very different from Sarah Delacroix’s. He could still call a spade a spade. She had to wrap it up in a pink ribbon and call it something fancy.

  Though, she was doing a decent job of getting some verbal nettles beneath his skin.

  “You may want to hold off on choosing your lottery numbers,” he said.

  Her lips twitched, almost imperceptibly. He couldn’t tell if he’d successfully amused her or if she was pondering bludgeoning him to death with her handbag.

  He had no issue with her knowing who the Deacons were. He could just tell her. But it was just so damn entertaining to string her along. And he had been short on entertainment since his return to New Orleans. What he’d had instead was a lot of verbal barbs from the men who had once considered themselves his brothers, and a whole lot of alcohol.

  This was a hell of a lot more invigorating.

  “I won’t be rushing out anytime soon. I had one thing on my list today, too. And it was to begin taking inventory of the more minor things that need to be done to the house. I am restoring it for a Christmas party in a couple of months.”

  “As it is now, you could open up the doors and have a Halloween party.”

  She looked up, and his gaze followed hers, to the cobweb-laden chandelier that hung in the center of the ceiling like a big tree ornament wrapped in ghostly tinsel. �
�Yes, perhaps.” She looked back at him, her expression expectant.

  “You still hoping for story time?”

  “Unless the option of you signing the property back over to me and vacating the premises is on the table.” For the first time, she flashed a bit of the true depth of her annoyance.

  “Sorry, not an option.”

  She moved closer to him, high heels clicking on the floor, dust moving around her, a little bit ethereal. A little bit dirty. A whole lot sexy. She took a seat in the armchair that sat slightly angled toward his, and crossed her legs at the ankles. “Story time it is, then.”

  —

  Sarah Delacroix was not easily ruffled. She was a New Orleans debutante, onetime princess of the Mardi Gras parade, consummate hostess, and perfect daughter. The responsibility involved in being each one of those things was weighty indeed, and she had never once bowed beneath it.

  She was, however, feeling a little bit ruffled now.

  The last thing she had expected this morning when she’d walked into her family’s old French Quarter mansion was to find a very large, very dangerous-looking man sitting in one of the wingback chairs as though he were master of the manor.

  It had crossed her mind upon entry that he might be a ghost. Considering the house had been left vacant since Hurricane Katrina had ravaged the city, it was entirely possible that her welcoming committee would be someone from the beyond.

  Sadly, it was becoming clear that he was flesh and blood, and it would take a lot more than a séance to get his behind out of her house.

  Yes, he had a deed saying it belonged to “The Deacons” or whatever, but that didn’t make it a legal document. It didn’t make it real.

  The Delacroix family had all but abandoned this portion of their empire after Katrina, leaving their old, beautiful family mansion here in the Quarter to rot. As though it had died in the storm with her father.

  But when she’d told her grandfather last week that she intended to revitalize it, to bring the family’s storied Christmas party back to life, he had said nothing to indicate there might be an issue of ownership.

  Over the past few months Sarah’d felt like she’d lost everything all over again. Her mother’s death following a long illness, the end of her engagement, her grandfather’s failing health.

  This house had become her fixation. A way to bring something of her family back to life. To make it glitter again for what might be her grandfather’s last Christmas.

  When he died, what would she have? This house. This house that had her family’s blood in the woodwork.

  But now…this. A very serious wrench in her works. She wanted to scream at him. Wanted to yell and stamp and demand what the hell he was doing messing with her plans.

  She wouldn’t, of course. She wasn’t even sure she would know how to throw a fit like that if she tried. Sarah was too used to keeping it all in. It was what you were expected to do.

  She had been taught to rise above, while handing down insults that were barely detectable. It made them harder to deflect.

  The Deacons. Something about that was familiar. There were a lot of things like that when you were part of a family as old as hers, in a city with a history that was nothing short of macabre. Things you learned about that you were then immediately told to let slip back out of your mind.

  This was one of those things, she was almost completely certain.

  “Should I start with ‘once upon a time’?” he asked.

  “Only if it ends with ‘and you lived happily ever after.’ ”

  “I don’t really believe in happy endings,” he said, lifting his arms and putting his hands behind his head. “I figure the best any of us can hope for is making it out alive.” He straightened again. “But in the end, I guess no one does.”

  “Well, that’s a charming thought.”

  “I’m not known for my charm.”

  Not classic Southern charm, certainly. There was nothing smooth or practiced about him. Yes, he was wearing a suit, but dark ink bled out from beneath the sleeves of his shirt, evidence of tattoos beneath the perfectly tailored façade. And more than that, there was something about him that simply seemed wild. You could put a collar on a tiger, but it was still a tiger.

  Suit or not, this man was a tiger.

  And much like a tiger, the sleek beauty he possessed almost enticed an observer to try to touch him. There was something about that kind of strength, that kind of leashed danger; it was terrifying and irresistible all at the same time.

  You know, to other people. Not so much to her.

  “Well, your charm isn’t that great a concern of mine. I just want some facts.”

  “If you don’t know who the Deacons are, I’m assuming we were from before your time, little girl.”

  “If so, you look very good for your age.” She dealt out the two-sided statement with ease.

  “You think I look good?” He smiled at her, and it felt very much like the predator showing his teeth. A little shiver worked its way down through her body, and it wasn’t entirely unpleasant. Which was concerning.

  She cleared her throat. “I think you look like a stranger in my house.”

  “Then let’s get to know each other a little bit better, shall we?” His accent had taken on a slightly more upper-crust drawl, a mockery of her own, she had a feeling. “I suppose I’m not really that surprised you don’t know about the Deacons. Nice girls like you should not associate with men like us.”

  “I would be more impressed if I had any idea what sort of man you are.”

  He said nothing for a moment, a half smile curling his lips, as he unbuttoned the cuffs on his shirt and intently rolled one sleeve up to his elbow. He then focused his attention on the other cuff, unbuttoning it with a maddening slowness that made her stomach turn over. Then he rolled that sleeve up to his elbow.

  Exposing his forearms revealed the ink he’d been hiding. Dark, twisting shapes ran from his wrists up past the rolled-up sleeves of his shirt. And beneath the ink, there were some very well-defined muscles that were worthy of note.

  “My brothers and I are the Deacons of Bourbon Street, just your friendly local motorcycle club. We’re the ones who own your former property. The ones who used to own the whole fucking Quarter.” He leaned forward, hands planted on his thighs, dark eyes burning into hers. “And we’re home now.”

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